"A good sort of fellow, who would be better if he was not possessed by a craving ambition to know fine people, and move in their society. Not being able to attain the place he aspires to in his own county, he has gone abroad, and affects to have a horror of English life and ways, the real grievance being his own personal inability to meet acceptance in a certain set. This is what I hear of him; my own knowledge is very slight. I have ever found him well-mannered and polite, and, except a slight sign of condescension, I should say pleasant."
"I take it," said the sailor, "he must be an arrant sn.o.b."
"Not necessarily, Jack," said Temple. "There is nothing ign.o.ble in a man"s desire to live with the best people, if he do nothing mean to reach that goal."
"Whom do you call the best people, Temple?" asked the other.
"By the best people, I mean the first in rank and station. I am not speaking of their moral excellence, but of their social superiority, and of that pre-eminence which comes of an indisputable position, high name, fortune, and the world"s regards. These I call the best people to live with."
"And I do not," said Jack, rising, and throwing his napkin on the table, "not at least for men like myself. I want to a.s.sociate with my equals. I want to mix with men who cannot overbear me by any accident of their wealth or t.i.tle."
"Jack should never have gone into the navy, that "s clear," said Augustus, laughing; "but let us draw round the fire and have a cigar."
"You"ll have to pay your visit to the drawing-room, L"Estrange," said Jack, "before we begin to smoke, for the governor hates tobacco, and detects it in an instant."
"I declare," said the parson, as he looked at his splashed cords and dirty boots, "I have no courage to present myself in such a trim as this."
"Report yourself and come back at once," cried Jack.
"I "d say, don"t go in at all," said Temple.
"That"s what I should do, certainly," said Augustus.
"Sit down here. What are you drinking? This is Pomare, and better than claret of a cold evening."
And the curate yielded to the soft persuasion, and, seated around the fire, the young men talked horses, dogs, and field sports, till the butler came to say that tea was served in the drawing-room, when, rising, they declared themselves too tired to stay up longer, and wishing each other good night they sauntered up to their rooms to bed.
CHAPTER IV. ON THE CROQUET LAWN.
The day after a hard run, like the day after a battle, is often spent in endeavors to repair the disasters of the struggle. So was it here. The young men pa.s.sed the morning in the stables, or going back and forward with bandages and liniments. There was a tendon to be cared for, a sore back to be attended to. Benbo, too, would n"t feed; the groom said he had got a surfeit; which malady, in stable parlance, applies to excess of work, as well as excess of diet.
Augustus Bramleigh was, as becomes an eldest son, grandly imperious and dictatorial, and looked at his poor discomfited beast, as he stood with hanging head and heaving flanks, as though to say it was a disgraceful thing for an animal that had the honor to carry him to look so craven and disheartened. Temple, with the instincts of his craft and calling, cared little for the past, and took but small interest in the horse that was not likely to be soon of use to him; while Jack, with all a sailor"s energy, worked away manfully, and a.s.sisted the grooms in every way he could. It was at the end of a very active morning, that Jack was returning to the house, when he saw L"Estrange"s pony-chaise at the door, with black Nora in the shafts, as fresh and hearty to all seeming as though she had not carried her heavy owner through one of the stiffest runs of the season only the day before.
"Is your master here, Bill?" asked Jack of the small urchin, who barely reached the bar of the bit.
"No, sir; it"s Miss Julia has druv over. Master "s fishing this morning."
Now Julia L"Estrange was a very pretty girl, and with a captivation of manner which to the young sailor was irresistible. She had been brought up in France, and imbibed that peculiar quiet coquetry which, in its quaint demureness, suggests just enough doubt of its sincerity to be provocative. She was dark enough to be a Spaniard from the south of Spain, and her long black eyelashes were darker even than her eyes.
In her walk and her gesture there was that also which reminded one of Spain: the same blended litheness and dignity; and there was a firmness in her tread which took nothing from its elasticity.
When Jack heard that she was in the house, instead of hurrying in to meet her he sat moodily down on the steps of the door and lighted his cigar. "What"s the use?" muttered he, and the same depressing sentence recurred to him again and again. They are very dark moments in life in which we have to confess to ourselves that, fight how we may, fate must beat us; that the very utmost we can do is to maintain a fierce struggle with destiny, but that in the end we must succ.u.mb. The more frequently poor Jack saw her, the more hopelessly he felt his lot. What was he--what could he ever be--to aspire to such a girl as Julia? Was not the very presumption a thing to laugh at? He thought of how his elder brother would entertain such a notion; the cold solemnity with which he would ridicule his pretensions; and then Temple would treat him to some profound reflections on the misery of poor marriages; while Marion would chime in with some cutting reproaches on the selfishness with which, to gratify a caprice,--she would call it a caprice,--he ignored the just pretensions of his family, and the imperative necessity that pressed them to secure their position in the world by great alliances. This was Marion"s code: it took three generations to make a family; the first must be wealthy; the second, by the united force of money and ability, secure a certain station of power and social influence; the third must fortify these by marriages,--marriages of distinction, after which mere time would do the rest.
She had hoped much from her father"s second marriage, and was grievously disappointed on finding how her step-mother"s family affected displeasure at the match as a reason for a coldness towards them; while Lady Augusta herself as openly showed that she had stooped to the union merely to secure herself against the accidents of life and raise her above the misery of living on a very small income.
Jack was thinking moodily over all these things as he sat there, and with such depression of spirit that he half resolved, instead of staying out his full leave, to return to his ship at Portsmouth, and so forget sh.o.r.e life and all its fascinations. He heard the sound of a piano, and shortly after the rich, delicious tones of Julia"s voice. It was that mellow quality of sound that musicians call mezzo soprano, whose gift it is to steal softly over the senses and steep them in a sweet rapture of peaceful delight. As the strains floated out, he felt as though the measure of incantation was running over for him, and he arose with a bound, and hurried off into the wood. "I "ll start to-morrow. I "ll not let this folly master me," muttered he. "A fellow who can"t stand up against his own fancies is not worth his salt. I "ll go on board again and think of my duty," and he tried to a.s.sure himself that of all living men a sailor had least excuse for such weaknesses as these.
He had not much sympathy with the family ambitions. He thought that as they had wealth enough to live well and handsomely, a good station in the world, and not any one detracting element from their good luck, either as regarded character or health, it was downright ingrat.i.tude to go in search of disappointments and defeats. It was, to his thinking, like a ship with plenty of sea-room rushing madly on to her ruin amongst the breakers. "I think Nelly is of my own mind," said he, "but who can say how long she will continue to be so? these stupid notions of being great folk will get hold of her at last. The high-minded Marion and that great genius Temple are certain to prevail in the end, and I shall always be a splendid example to point at and show the melancholy consequences of degenerate tastes and ign.o.ble ambitions."
The sharp trot of a horse on the gravel road beside him startled him in his musings, and the pony-carriage whisked rapidly by; Augustus driving and Julia at his side. She was laughing. Her merry laugh rang out above the brisk jingle of horse and harness, and to the poor sailor it sounded like the knell of all his hopes. "What a confounded fool I was not to remember I had an elder brother," said he, bitterly. That he added something inaudible about the perfidious nature of girls is possibly true, but not being in evidence, it is not necessary to record it.
Let us turn from the disconsolate youth to what is certes a prettier picture--the croquet lawn behind the house, where the two sisters, with the accomplished Temple, were engaged at a game.
"I hope, girls," said he, in one of his very finest drawls, "the future head of house and hopes is not going to make a precious fool of himself."
"You mean with the curate"s sister," said Marion, with a saucy toss of her head. "I scarcely think he could be so absurd."
"I can"t see the absurdity," broke in Ellen. "I think a duke might make her a d.u.c.h.ess, and no great condescension in the act."
"Quite true, Nelly," said Temple; "that"s exactly what a duke might do; but Mr. Bramleigh cannot. When you are at the top of the ladder, there"s nothing left for you but to come down again; but the man at the bottom has to try to go up."
"But why must there be a ladder at all, Temple?" asked she, eagerly.
"Is n"t that speech Nelly all over?" cried Marion, haughtily.
"I hope it is," said Ellen, "if it serves to convey what I faithfully believe,--that we are great fools in not enjoying a very pleasant lot in life instead of addressing ourselves to ambitions far and away beyond us."
"And which be they?" asked Temple, crossing his arms over his mallet, and standing like a soldier on guard.
"To be high and t.i.tled, or if not t.i.tled, to be accepted among that cla.s.s, and treated as their equals in rank and condition."
"And why not, Nelly? What is this wonderful ten thousand that we all worship? Whence is it recruited, and how? These double wall-flowers are not of Nature"s making; they all come of culture, of fine mould, careful watering, and good gardening. They were single-petaled once on a time, like ourselves. Mind, it is no radical says this, girls,--_moi qui vous parle_ am no revolutionist, no leveller! I like these grand conditions, because they give existence its best stimulus, its n.o.blest aspirations.
The higher one goes in life,--as on a mountain,--the more pure the air and the wider the view."
"And do you mean to tell me that Augustus would consult his happiness better in marrying some fine lady, like our grand step-mamma for instance, than a charming girl like Julia?" said Ellen.
"If Augustus" notions of happiness were to be measured by mine, I should say yes, unquestionably yes. Love is a very fleeting sentiment.
The cost of the article, too, suggests most uncomfortable reflections.
All the more as the memory comes when the acquisition itself is beginning to lose value. My former chief at Munich--the cleverest man of the world I ever met--used to say, as an investment, a pretty wife was a mistake. "If," said he, "you laid out your money on a picture, your venture might turn out a bargain; if you bought a colt, your two-year-old might win a Derby; but your beauty of to-day will be barely good-looking in five years, and will be a positive fright in fifteen.""
"Your accomplished friend was an odious beast!" said Nelly. "What was his name, Temple?"
"Lord Culduff, one of the first diplomatists in Europe."
"Culduff? How strange! Papa"s agent, Mr. Harding, mentioned the name at breakfast. He said there was a n.o.bleman come over from Germany to see his estates in the north of Down, where they had some hopes of having discovered coal."
"Is it possible Lord Culduff could be in our neighborhood? The governor must ask him here at once," said Temple, with an animation of manner most unusual with him. "There must be no time lost about this. Finish your game without me, girls, for this matter is imminent;" and so saying, he resigned his mallet and hastened away to the house.
"I never saw Temple so eager about anything before," said Nelly. "It"s quite charming to see how the mere mention of a grand name can call forth all his energy."
"Temple knows the world very well; and he knows how the whole game of life is conducted by a very few players, and that every one who desires to push his way must secure the intimacy, if he can, or at least the acquaintance, of these." And Marion delivered this speech with a most oracular and pretentious tone.
"Yes," said Nelly, with a droll sparkle in her eye; "he declared that profound statement last evening in the very same words. Who shall say it is not an immense advantage to have a brother so full of sage maxims, while his sisters are seen to catch up his words of wisdom, and actually believe them to be their own?"
"Temple may not be a Talleyrand; but he is certainly as brilliant as the charming curate," said Marion, tartly.