"Moonracers-Ruari"s kin, aren"t they? Trouble?"
Yohan let his arm fall. "Maybe," he conceded. "You"ve seen him at his worst, Pavek. His age and his breed, they take things too hard, too personally. Ghazala didn"t have a choice, not really. Moonracers-they"re a fast-moving lot, no place for outsiders who can"t keep the pace."
"Or remind them of things they"d rather forget?"
"That, too." Yohan cupped a hand around his beardless chin and shook his head. "The boy doesn"t understand. When the Moonracers show up, he"s all strut and brawl to prove that he"s as good as any elf. When they"re gone, he seems happy enough here-"
"Not since I heaved into sight," Pavek corrected.
"Aye, well-" The dwarf shrugged. Muscles rippled across his bare shoulders and chest. "Their honey-ale"s as good as you"d find in Urik, and maybe the boy will sulk in his grove "til they"re gone."
Pavek didn"t know about honey-ale; it wasn"t the sort of rotgut Joat stocked in his Den, but where Ruari was concerned, he expected trouble rather than a sulking absence. He kept those expectations to himself, naturally, and fell in step beside Yohan. The dwarf"s preferred pace, a bit slower than his own, got them to the village as the Moonrace fore-runners arrived, dusted with salt from their run across the place, but otherwise unsweated and full of breath.
The Quraite farmers were wrestling a stake-and-rope perimeter around the village"s fields to protect their crops from the Moonracers" kanks. There was no point in asking the elves to confine their herd. Freedom was a virtue among elves second only to friendship. If Quraite valued Moonracer friendship, it was the farmers" ch.o.r.e to enclose the tender green plants.
Yohan grabbed a rock-headed maul and started hammering stakes into the ground. The stakes, with a burnt opening at one end for the rope and a dirt-caked point at the other-this was clearly not the first time Quraite had hurriedly defended its ripening fields-were bound into easily managed bundles. Pavek hesitated a moment, waiting for someone to tell him to do the obvious, then picked up two bundles and a maul.
Ropes had been threaded through the stakes and knotted fright by the time the heart of the tribe and its herd settled down on the scrubland beyond the village. Tall, elven women and their loose-limbed children visited the wells to replenish their water jugs-always the first and most important task at any encampment. Other elves traded bright-colored cloth and metalware for Quraite"s surplus fruits, vegetables, and grain.
For his part, Pavek followed Yohan and the others who had worked up a thirst protecting the fields. They entered the elven camp where, as the dwarf had promised, a barrel of honey-ale had been broached.
And while the Moonrace tribe would not confine their herd nor stoop to farmers" labor, they understood the virtue of compromise well enough to offer the Quraiters as much ale as they cared to drink. Pavek drained his first mug between breaths. The sweet, amber-colored brew slid easily down his throat and shot into his blood. He got a second mug and, sipping it slowly, walked away from the barrel.
Pavek had lived without many possessions, first in the templar orphanage, then the barracks, and now the bachelor"s hut. The traders offered little that tempted him, and anyway, he had nothing to offer the elves in return, like his templar medallion, the few coins he"d slung from his belt the day he left Urik hadn"t been returned to him. Since Ruari had the medallion, he a.s.sumed the half-wit sc.u.m had his coins, as well. More from idle curiosity than any desire to feel the weight of his small wealth against his leg again, he glanced among the traders, looking for that unmistakable coppery hair.
He spotted it, too, but not among the traders. Much as Yohan had predicted, Ruari had joined his elven age-mates in their constant games of skill and daring. At least, that was what Ruari was trying to do. Tall and lithe among the Quraiters, Ruari showed his human blood against his Moonrace kin. As Pavek watched, he lost both a footrace and a barrel-leaping contest. The victorious elves made no secret of their contempt for a slow, clumsy, outcast relative and would-be elf.
The elves ridiculed Ruari mercilessly. The sc.u.m issued brash challenges he couldn"t hope to carry through. Remembering his lesser moments, when he"d joined in the torment of those orphans who did not survive to become templars, he hoped Ruari would have sense enough to back down before the mockery turned physical-though a half-elf would have the edge, if it came to brawling.
Elves were lousy wrestlers, no match for a well-made fist. They took more than their share of bruises and broken bones on the practice fields where he"d trained with and against every Tableland"s race. A templar"s training was as thorough as his enemies were numerous; it had to be. From where Pavek stood, he could see any number of ways he, a heavy-set human, could have bested the boasting elves. Even a few that didn"t resort to cheating. With his nearly full mug of ale clutched in his fist, he found a piece of shade with a view not only of Ruari"s hapless struggle, but of most of the village as well. The Moonrace elders with their piercing eyes and wind-carved faces had begun to a.s.semble near the central well. Akashia, Yohan, and several others, including several Pavek had marked as farmers, not druids, appeared with platters of Quraite"s finest fruit.
The offering was accepted and, following Akashia, the tribal patriarch led the way into Telhami"s hut. Pavek considered moving closer. The memory of Rokka slipping a handful of gold coins into a salt sack at the customhouse had flitted across his mind"s eye. He wondered what the Moonracers might offer in trade for gold. They had the look of true nomads who ranged over the entire Tablelands, not merely the environs of a single city-state. The sort of elves-truth to tell-that made Urik"s templars nervous when their flags appeared in the elven market, selling their knowledge of the outside world along with ordinary contraband.
Then he added the thought of Escrissar"s threat to spread Laq to the other city-states, and he did move closer to the hut, only to find himself in a stand-off with an elf with a metal-tipped spear half again her height.
"You"re new here," she said, narrowing her eyes and turning the statement into an insult.
Elves had very keen eyes and memories for outsiders. Pavek didn"t bother answering. Or sticking around. He retreated to the edge of village, where the young elves and Ruari had also retreated, now that their compet.i.tion had expanded to include javelin-hurling and an acrobatic contest in which two youths ran full-tilt at each other until one dropped to his knees and the other attempted to avoid a collision by leaping over his shoulders. Once again, Ruari played the loser"s part, always trying leap when he should have ducked.
Everybody had a blind spot. Ruari"s futile ambition to be be an elf blinded him to the strengths he did possess. If he"d stuck one hand up while he was bent over and grabbed an elven ankle as it soared overhead, he"d"ve had one bruised elf who wasn"t going to leap or run for a while. an elf blinded him to the strengths he did possess. If he"d stuck one hand up while he was bent over and grabbed an elven ankle as it soared overhead, he"d"ve had one bruised elf who wasn"t going to leap or run for a while.
A half-elf had the strength, and Ruari"s escapade with the kivit musk demonstrated that he had the necessary malice. But if there"d been a tout standing near to make the odds, Pavek would"ve bet that Ruari would continue to leap and fall until his face was a b.l.o.o.d.y pulp. He"d seen it on the practice fields, when a templar grew too attached to some exotic weapon or style and ignored the simple things that would keep him alive.
Sometimes people were only interested in what they couldn"t have: a flashy obsidian sword instead of a serviceable flint-studded club. A graceful, acrobatic leap instead of a ground-hugging tuck-and-roll...
Druidry instead of something simpler, something for which he was better-suited?
Yohan was in Telhami"s hut, making decisions, so were some of the peasant farmers. A man could be important here even if he wasn"t a druid. If he"d wanted to be important. But Pavek wanted wanted spellcraft. Whether it was in the templar archives or in a druid"s grove, magic was all that he lived for, all that made his life worth living. He"d cheat everywhere else, if he had to, but not there. He memorized those scrolls down to the smears and inkblots. When Telhami said Seek the guardian, he held nothing back. He"d master magic on magic"s terms, not his own. spellcraft. Whether it was in the templar archives or in a druid"s grove, magic was all that he lived for, all that made his life worth living. He"d cheat everywhere else, if he had to, but not there. He memorized those scrolls down to the smears and inkblots. When Telhami said Seek the guardian, he held nothing back. He"d master magic on magic"s terms, not his own.
The same way Ruari played elven games.
Games that Ruari could never never win. win.
Magic that he could never master?
Pavek stared into his ale-mug, telling himself that the brew was like broy and led a drinking man into the quagmires of his mind, places he"d never willingly go sober, or drunk on some more reputable liquor. Never mind that his post-hammering peers were red-faced and happy, or that a second barrel had been tapped and euphoria was spreading. For him honey-ale was the same as broy, and he emptied his mug into the roots of the nearest tree.
An offering, perhaps, to the guardian. A prayer that he was not as foolish as that half-wit sc.u.m, Ruari who leapt short again, and landed in a groaning sprawl of arms and legs.
If the honey-ale was truly like broy, a few hours should see him clear of its melancholy. He could wait until his head was clear before he let another thought wander between his ears. The sounds of Quraite, from bargaining traders to Ruari stumbling and the distant drone of a grazing kanks lulled him into a pleasant, muzzy mindlessness.
"Pavek? Pavek-what"s wrong?"
Nothing, he thought, but the thought got lost in the dark on its way to his tongue. The sky was brilliant red when he opened his eyes, and filled with bobbing, faintly green spheres the size of the setting sun. That was Akashia kneeling beside him, her voice full of feminine concern and her face lost in the shifting chaos of his vision. He"d slept through the entire afternoon.
"Must"ve fallen asleep."
The silhouette nodded. "You"re lucky you"re not blind, falling asleep with your face into the sun like that. You"re sure nothing"s wrong? We were worried. No one knew where you"d gone."
Ruari"d seen him, he was sure of that, but Ruari might have his own reasons for not speaking up. a.s.suming the sc.u.m had survived the afternoon himself. The scrub where he"d been losing regularly was deserted and, come to think of it, the air was thick with the smells of what might be a memorable supper.
A nap and the honey-ale had done him good. His stomach churned with healthy hunger and for the first time since Ruari"d poisoned him, his mouth didn"t taste of kivit musk.
"I"m hale and hearty. There was nothing to do so I fell asleep. Templars do that, you know. It"s part of our training. Keeps us from killing each other when there"s no rabble-sc.u.m around to hara.s.s."
His eyes bad adjusted to the sunset light. He watched as Akashia rocked back on her heel with her brows pulled into a sharp-angle over her eyes and her lips pursed in a frown. She must think he was sun-struck-and maybe he was: he couldn"t come up with another explanation for that eruption of yellow-robe humor. He wasn"t known for his quick wit.
With a hapless little shrug that only deepened her frown, he tried to stand. But he"d slept all afternoon with his legs crossed in front of him. His knees were stiff, his ankles were numb. He got halfway up, then collapsed again with an embarra.s.sing thud.
"You"re sure sure you"re all right. You didn"t you"re all right. You didn"t eat eat anything, again, did you?" anything, again, did you?"
He swore under his breath-another thing he"d managed not to do in front of her since they"d arrived in Quraite. She scrabbled backward with a hand pressed against her mouth. Pure reflex, he swore again and, more carefully this time, hauled himself upright. One foot felt like it was buried in hot coals. He leaned against the tree, waiting for the agony to subside.
"I haven"t eaten eaten enough to feed a jozhal since you know when. That"s the problem, Kashi-" he swore a third time and turned away. It was true: he was light-headed from the ale, the sun, and not eating, but that was no excuse. He didn"t call Akashia by her familiar name, any more than he called Telhami Grandmother. "Just forget it. I drank too much. Forget everything I"ve said since I opened my eyes." enough to feed a jozhal since you know when. That"s the problem, Kashi-" he swore a third time and turned away. It was true: he was light-headed from the ale, the sun, and not eating, but that was no excuse. He didn"t call Akashia by her familiar name, any more than he called Telhami Grandmother. "Just forget it. I drank too much. Forget everything I"ve said since I opened my eyes."
"Flandoren says he only filled your mug twice-"
She reached for his mug and had it in her hand before he made a move to stop her. She ran her finger along the rim, then held it tentatively to her lips.
"Ruari"s got nothing to do with this! He spent the whole day playing the fool for his mother"s respectable relations."
The mug rolled out of Akashia"s limp hand. Pavek considered finding a rock and bashing himself into unconsciousness. But that would have involved walking, and his deceitfully burning foot wasn"t ready to bear his weight.
"Just forget I said that, too."
He dangled a helping hand arm in front of her face. She ignored it, and all he could see was the top of her head and her shoulders, which were shaking.
"What happened? Did that half-wit sc.u.m get his fool self hurt?" he was too frustrated for false compa.s.sion.
"He was with the elves when Grandmother asked if he knew where you were. It was the wrong question to ask, I guess. Not really a question, an accusation. He was dirty and battered. She thought-we all thought-the elves he was with started laughing, and he just ran off."
Pavek swore again, and this time Akashia echoed his words. She took hold of his wrist, but got to her feet without his help.
"I"ll find him and apologize. I should have known better. Maybe if you-?" She raised her eyes to meet his.
He shook his head, there"d be nothing but disaster if he took her well-meaning suggestion. "Leave him be. Let him nurse his anger and his pride awhile; he"s earned the right."
"You"re sure?"
Pavek shrugged; he wasn"t sure about anything, but when he was that age, and even now, when things went sour he preferred to be alone.
"You understand Ruari better than the rest of us together-because you"re... If only he didn"t hate you so much. If he could talk to you-?3"
"Tomorrow," he said instead of another bitter oath. "I"ll talk to him tomorrow morning."
There was a whole night between now and tomorrow. Anything could happen. He might bite off his tongue, but first he desperately wanted to eat. The smells of supper were growing stronger with every breath, and the nerves in his foot had calmed enough that he could walk without limping, which he began to do.
"No!" Akashia said urgently. "Not tomorrow morning-"
He turned around, knowing that he was impatient and annoyed, and that it showed in his expression. "Isn"t having me talk to Ruari less important than a magic lesson?" he asked sourly.
"No, that"s why I was looking for you. Grandmother wants to talk with you about zarneeka tomorrow morning, as soon as the Moonracers leave. It"s worse than you thought: Andorwen says that Laq was sold in the market at Nibenay-until the Shadow-King found out and had everyone driven off and their stalls burnt to the ground. Andorwen says the Moonracers won"t trade in Nibenay anymore, nor will any other tribe. He said that the elves knew that the Laq had come from Urik, and that they let everyone in Nibenay know before they left. He said they were going to shut down the Urik market, too."
No great loss, he thought. What the elves brought to Urik, the city could do quite nicely without. But he was puzzled that Escrissar had chosen Nibenay as his first target among the city-states. He"d a.s.sumed the interrogator would loose his poison against Raam, which was closer, without a sorcerer-king, and mired in anarchy since the Dragon"s death.
The Shadow-King still ruled secure in Nibenay, with a templarate composed entirely of women. He and Hamanu were familiar adversaries, testing each other"s mettle and defenses every decade or so. The last time the two kings harried each other through the wilderness, a pox broke out in the Nibenay camps and spread through both armies like fire. More Urikites died from disease than combat, but those that came back alive spoke respectfully of Nibenay"s female-led army.
But Elabon Escrissar wasn"t King Hamanu. He and his halfling alchemist weren"t interested in conquest. They wanted nothing less than the destruction of every city-state in the Tablelands. And for that, setting two surviving sorcerer-kings at each other"s throats (and they"d be at each other"s throats if Nibenay accused Urik of exporting a deadly, intoxicating poison) was a very good strategy indeed. Any war with Nibenay always attracted the attention of Gulg. That would put the three surviving sorcerer-kings at war with each other.
He couldn"t think of a better recipe for complete anarchy and collapse.
"You"ve thought of something?" Akashia inquired. "Elabon Escrissar knows what he"s doing, or his halfling does. I wonder how much Laq they make from one of your zarneeka shipments. And how much they"ve already got in reserve."
"Don"t you know? We thought-I thought you did. You said you"d seen them making it. You described the halfling. We-I thought you"d know what we should do with our zarneeka."
"That"s simple enough," Pavek said, taking a step toward the cookfires, then another. "You keep it, and pray that Escrissar doesn"t have doesn"t have all he needs in reserve, all he needs in reserve, doesn"t doesn"t know how to make more Laq without your precious seeds, and know how to make more Laq without your precious seeds, and doesn"t doesn"t know where it comes from. Second thought: you burn it, every last seed, bush, tree, and stalk-then, even if he finds Quraite, it doesn"t help him. You do that, or you might as well put his name on your amphorae next time you take them to Urik, because he"s going to get them." know where it comes from. Second thought: you burn it, every last seed, bush, tree, and stalk-then, even if he finds Quraite, it doesn"t help him. You do that, or you might as well put his name on your amphorae next time you take them to Urik, because he"s going to get them."
"You"ll tell that to Grandmother tomorrow?"
He stopped and turned to face her again. "If she asks. If I"m not chasing after Ruari-"
"The commoners of Urik can"t afford healers, but they can buy Ral"s Breath. We harvest the seeds for them. It"s not right that they should suffer; there"s got to be another way."
"Here, maybe, but not in Urik. Ask the rabble which they want: a bitter yellow powder or war. That"s what Escrissar and his halfling want, and what they"ll get. If they"ve got enough Laq to start selling it in Nibenay, it may already be too late."
"I thought you"d know a better way. I thought that"s why you left Urik and why you wanted to master druidry. So you could help."
He couldn"t meet her stare. "I"ve given you all the help I can: burn it and pray. If it"s not what you want to hear me say in Telhami"s hut tomorrow, then tell me not to show up. Don"t worry that I"ll tell anyone else what I think; I won"t. You and Telhami work it out yourselves. Zarneeka"s Quraite"s problem, not mine."
"You are a templar. You"re a templar in the blood and bone. You"re broken and will never change."
He walked away in silence, got himself a bowl, and got on line for supper.
CHAPTER TWELVE.
"It"s morning," a voice announced, accompanied by a sandal-shod nudge in Pavek"s floating ribs.
He groaned, a deeper and more painful sound than he expected. His eyes opened grittily to light streaming through the bachelor hut"s reed wall and to a flood of memories: Last evening he"d made a fool of himself with Akashia, first with his oafish templar humor, then by arguing with her about druid affairs: zarneeka and Urik. After that, he"d plopped himself down within reach of the Moonracer"s barrel and drunk too much honey-ale. Not as much as he would have when he"d done his drinking in Joat"s Den, but too much for a man no longer accustomed to it. He remembered everyone else leaving for their beds, even the elves, and rising oh-so-carefully to his feet for the treacherous walk to his bed.
But, if he could remember all that and bear the light without cringing, then he could probably roll over without his blood sloshing painfully from one side of his skull to the other, the way it did after a night at Joat"s.
So he rotated, and the face of the man who"d awakened him resolved into Yohan"s leathery features.
"How long past dawn?" he asked working his mouth to get rid of its sour taste.
"High time for you to get your lazy bones off the floor. The Moonracers have folded up their tents and raised a cloud of dust over the salt flats. Sun"s two hands above the trees."
Now he remembered exactly why he"d taken refuge beside the ale barrel. With a single syllable oath of despair, he sat up. "The meeting in Telhami"s hut. Is it over? What did Akashia say? Did she convince the others to keep on taking zarneeka seeds to Urik?" His tongue still tasted like the inside of a slop bucket, but there was nothing he could do about it until he got to the well, which seemed, suddenly, a long walk away.
"They"re waiting for you," Yohan informed him, dropping a hide-wrapped travel flask into his lap. "You"re the one who knows Urik and its templars."
He unstoppered the flask and pa.s.sed the opening quickly beneath his nose: old habits, again. Mention had been made of Urik and templars, and when Urik was in a templar"s mind, no amount of caution was excessive. But the piercing scent of bitterroot filled his nostrils, and he took a full-mouth swig. The days-old taste vanished. After another pull, he returned a half-emptied flask with a grunt of thanks.
Yohan tossed him a freshly washed and still damp shirt. Six days" of unshaved beard snagged the cloth as he tugged it over his head. He stroked his chin with a thumb. If he didn"t want to face the druids looking like squatter-sc.u.m, he needed a lengthy session with a razor and lump of pumice.
The veteran dwarf extended his arm and made a fist, having apparently read his thoughts. "No rime for that. They"re waiting."
"I don"t understand why they"re waiting," he complained. I"ve got nothing to say. Akashia knows what I think."
"And what do you think, Just-Plain Pavek?" The question held a hint of challenge.
He grasped the dwarf"s wrist and gained his feet with a clean jerk. "Burn it all, every last bush and seed, then pray no one comes looking. Same as I thought last night. Akashia thinks otherwise. I told her I won"t argue with her. I"m not getting myself caught between her and Telhami."
All the bachelor bedding was neatly rolled against the outer walls as they walked down the center of the long hut. All except his own, which needed airing, and-he counted twice to be certain-Ruari"s, which hadn"t been touched since someone spread it out the previous evening. "Where"s he this morning?"
"You won"t get caught between Akashia and Grandmother," Yohan ignored his question completely. "They agree with each other."
Quraite was quiet outside the bachelors" hut, with no visible signs of the recent festivities. A few farmers were using the morning"s last few cool moments to do the heavy work of arranging the evening"s fire in the pit-hearth. They hailed Yohan and him with unusual friendliness-or so he thought; he still had trouble measuring these things.
The men said nothing until they reached the well where they were beyond anyone"s earshot. Pavek stretched the night-kinks out of his shoulders raising a bucket of cool water to the surface.