When she slipped out into the hall she had to stop and smooth her hair, before she went to Lucy"s tidy sitting-room.
XXI
It was Jim Wheeler"s turn to take up the shuttle. A girl met in some casual fashion; his own youth and the urge of it, perhaps the unconscious family indulgence of an only son--and Jim wove his bit and pa.s.sed on.
There had been mild contention in the Wheeler family during all the spring. Looking out from his quiet windows Walter Wheeler saw the young world going by a-wheel, and going fast. Much that legitimately belonged to it, and much that did not in the laxness of the new code, he laid to the automobile. And doggedly he refused to buy one.
"We can always get a taxicab," was his imperturbable answer to Jim. "I pay pretty good-sized taxi bills without unpleasant discussion. I know you pretty well too, Jim. Better than you know yourself. And if you had a car, you"d try your best to break your neck in it."
Now and then Jim got a car, however. Sometimes he rented one, sometimes he cajoled Nina into lending him hers.
"A fellow looks a fool without one," he would say to her. "Girls expect to be taken out. It"s part of the game."
And Nina, always reached by that argument of how things looked, now and then reluctantly acquiesced. But a night or two after David and Lucy had started for the seash.o.r.e Nina came in like a whirlwind, and routed the family peace immediately.
"Father," she said, "you just must speak to Jim. He"s taken our car twice at night without asking for it, and last night he broke a spring.
Les is simply crazy."
"Taken your car!" Mrs. Wheeler exclaimed.
"Yes. I hate telling on him, but I spoke to him after the first time, and he did it anyhow."
Mrs. Wheeler glanced at her husband uneasily. She often felt he was too severe with Jim.
"Don"t worry," he said grimly. "He"ll not do it again."
"If we only had a car of our own--" Mrs. Wheeler protested.
"You know what I think about that, mother. I"m not going to have him joy-riding over the country, breaking his neck and getting into trouble.
I"ve seen him driving Wallace Sayre"s car, and he drives like a fool or a madman."
It was an old dispute and a bitter one. Mr. Wheeler got up, whistled for the dog, and went out. His wife turned on Nina.
"I wish you wouldn"t bring these things to your father, Nina," she said.
"He"s been very nervous lately, and he isn"t always fair to Jim."
"Well, it"s time Jim was fair to Leslie," Nina said, with family frankness. "I"ll tell you something, mother. Jim has a girl somewhere, in town probably. He takes her driving. I found a glove in the car. And he must be crazy about her, or he"d never do what he"s done."
"Do you know who it is?"
"No. Somebody"s he"s ashamed of, probably, or he wouldn"t be so clandestine about it."
"Nina!"
"Well, it looks like it. Jim"s a man, mother. He"s not a little boy.
He"ll go through his shady period, like the rest."
That night it was Mrs. Wheeler"s turn to lie awake. Again and again she went over Nina"s words, and her troubled mind found a basis in fact for them. Jim had been getting money from her, to supplement his small salary; he had been going out a great deal at night, and returning very late; once or twice, in the morning, he had looked ill and his eyes had been bloodshot, as though he had been drinking.
Anxiety gripped her. There were so many temptations for young men, so many who waited to waylay them. A girl. Not a good girl, perhaps.
She raised herself on her elbow and looked at her sleeping husband. Men were like that; they begot children and then forgot them. They never looked ahead or worried. They were taken up with business, and always they forgot that once they too had been young and liable to temptation.
She got up, some time later, and tiptoed to the door of Jim"s room.
Inside she could hear his heavy, regular breathing. Her boy. Her only son.
She went back and crawled carefully into the bed.
There was an acrimonious argument between Jim and his father the next morning, and Jim slammed out of the house, leaving chaos behind him. It was then that Elizabeth learned that her father was going away. He said:
"Maybe I"m wrong, mother. I don"t know. Perhaps, when I come back, I"ll look around for a car. I don"t want him driven to doing underhand things."
"Are you going away?" Elizabeth asked, surprised.
It appeared that he was. More than that, that he was going West with d.i.c.k. It was all arranged and n.o.body had told her anything about it.
She was hurt and a trifle offended, and she cried a little about it.
Yet, as d.i.c.k explained to her later that day, it was simple enough. Her father needed a rest, and besides, it was right that he should know all about d.i.c.k"s life before he came to Haverly.
"He"s going to make me a present of something highly valuable, you know."
"But it looks as though he didn"t trust you!"
"He"s being very polite about it; but, of course, in his eyes I"m a common thief, stealing--"
She would not let him go on.
A certain immaturity, the blind confidence of youth in those it loves, explains Elizabeth"s docility at that time. But underneath her submission that day was a growing uneasiness, fiercely suppressed.
Buried deep, the battle between absolute trust and fear was beginning, a battle which was so rapidly to mature her.
Nina, shrewd and suspicious, sensed something of nervous strain in her when she came in, later that day, to borrow a hat.
"Look here, Elizabeth," she began, "I want to talk to you. Are you going to live in this--this hole all your life?"
"Hole nothing," Elizabeth said, hotly. "Really, Nina, I do think you might be more careful of what you say."
"Oh, it"s a dear old hole," Nina said negligently. "But hole it is, nevertheless. Why in the world mother don"t manage her servants--but no matter about that now. Elizabeth, there"s a lot of talk about you and d.i.c.k Livingstone, and it makes me furious. When I think that you can have Wallie Sayre by lifting your finger--"
"And that I don"t intend to lift my finger," Elizabeth interrupted.
"Then you"re a fool. And it is d.i.c.k Livingstone!"
"It is, Nina."
Nina"s ambitious soul was harrowed.