"Why, Nina!" she said. "You don"t mean--"
"He went to New York this morning. He pretended to be going on business, but he"s actually gone to see that actress. He"s been mad about her for months."
"I don"t believe it."
"Oh, wake up," Nina said impatiently. "The world isn"t made up of good, kind, virtuous people. It"s rotten. And men are all alike. d.i.c.k Livingstone and Les and all the rest--tarred with the same stick. As long as there are women like this Carlysle creature they"ll fall for them. And you and I can sit at home and chew our nails and plan to keep them by us. And we can"t do it."
In spite of herself a little question of doubt crept that day into Elizabeth"s mind. She had always known that they had not told her all the truth; that the benevolent conspiracy to protect d.i.c.k extended even to her. But she had never thought that it might include a woman. Once there, the very humility of her love for d.i.c.k was an element in favor of the idea. She had never been good enough, or wise or clever enough, for him. She was too small and unimportant to be really vital.
Dismissing the thought did no good. It came back. But because she was a healthy-minded and practical person she took the one course she could think of, and put the question that night to her father, when he came back from seeing David.
David had sent for him early in the evening. All day he had thought over the situation between d.i.c.k and Elizabeth, with growing pain and uneasiness. He had not spoken of it to Lucy, or to Harrison Miller; he knew that they would not understand, and that Lucy would suffer. She was bewildered enough by d.i.c.k"s departure.
At noon he had insisted on getting up and being helped into his trousers. So clad he felt more of a man and better able to cope with things, although his satisfaction in them was somewhat modified by the knowledge of two safety-pins at the sides, to take up their superfluous girth at the waistband.
But even the sense of being clothed as a man again did not make it easier to say to Walter Wheeler what must be said.
Walter took the news of d.i.c.k"s return with a visible brightening. It was as though, out of the wreckage of his middle years, he saw that there was now some salvage, but he was grave and inarticulate over it, wrung David"s hand and only said:
"Thank G.o.d for it, David." And after a pause: "Was he all right? He remembered everything?"
But something strange in the situation began to obtrude itself into his mind. d.i.c.k had come back twenty-four hours ago. Last night. And all this time--
"Where is he now?"
"He"s not here, Walter."
"He has gone away again, without seeing Elizabeth?"
David cleared his throat.
"He is still a fugitive. He doesn"t himself know he isn"t guilty. I think he feels that he ought not to see her until--"
"Come, come," Walter Wheeler said impatiently. "Don"t try to find excuses for him. Let"s have the truth, David. I guess I can stand it."
Poor David, divided between his love for d.i.c.k and his native honesty, threw out his hands.
"I don"t understand it, Wheeler," he said. "You and I wouldn"t, I suppose. We are not the sort to lose the world for a woman. The plain truth is that there is not a trace of Judson Clark in him to-day, save one. That"s the woman."
When Wheeler said nothing, but sat twisting his hat in his hands, David went on. It might be only a phase. As its impression on d.i.c.k"s youth had been deeper than others, so its effect was more lasting. It might gradually disappear. He was confident, indeed, that it would. He had been reading on the subject all day.
Walter Wheeler hardly heard him. He was facing the incredible fact, and struggling with his own problem. After a time he got up, shook hands with David and went home, the dog at his heels.
During the evening that followed he made his resolution, not to tell her, never to let her suspect the truth. But he began to wonder if she had heard something, for he found her eyes on him more than once, and when Margaret had gone up to bed she came over and sat on the arm of his chair. She said an odd thing then, and one that made it impossible to lie to her later.
"I come to you, a good bit as I would go to G.o.d, if he were a person,"
she said. "I have got to know something, and you can tell me."
He put his arm around her and held her close.
"Go ahead, honey."
"Daddy, do you realize that I am a woman now?"
"I try to. But it seems about six months since I was feeding you hot water for colic."
She sat still for a moment, stroking his hair and being very careful not to spoil his neat parting.
"You have never told me all about d.i.c.k, daddy. You have always kept something back. That"s true, isn"t it?"
"There were details," he said uncomfortably. "It wasn"t necessary--"
"Here"s what I want to know. If he has gone back to the time--you know, wouldn"t he go back to caring for the people he loved then?" Then, suddenly, her childish appeal ceased, and she slid from the chair and stood before him. "I must know, father. I can bear it. The thing you have been keeping from me was another woman, wasn"t it?"
"It was so long ago," he temporized. "Think of it, Elizabeth. A boy of twenty-one or so."
"Then there was?"
"I believe so, at one time. But I know positively that he hadn"t seen or heard from her in ten years."
"What sort of woman?"
"I wouldn"t think about it, honey. It"s all so long ago."
"Did she live in Wyoming?"
"She was an actress," he said, hard driven by her persistence.
"Do you know her name?"
"Only her stage name, honey."
"But you know she was an actress!"
He sighed.
"All right, dear," he said. "I"ll tell you all I know. She was an actress, and she married another man. That"s all there is to it. She"s not young now. She must be thirty now--if she"s living," he added, as an afterthought.
It was some time before she spoke again.
"I suppose she was beautiful," she said slowly.
"I don"t know. Most of them aren"t, off the stage. Anyhow, what does it matter now?"
"Only that I know he has gone back to her. And you know it too."
He heard her going quietly out of the room.
Long after, he closed the house and went cautiously upstairs. She was waiting for him in the doorway of her room, in her nightgown.