What folly it was to care! what folly to have allowed the tendrils of his over-sensitive heart to twine themselves round this beautiful girl, who was as far removed from his destiny as were the ambitions of his boyhood, the hopes, the dreams which the hard circ.u.mstances of fate had forced him to bury beneath the grave-mound of rigid and unswerving duty.
But what a dream it had been, this love for Crystal de Cambray! It had filled his entire soul from the moment when first he saw her--down in the garden under an avenue of ilex trees which cast their mysterious shadows over her; her father had called to her and she had come across to where he--Clyffurde--stood silently watching this approaching vision of loveliness which never would vanish from his mental gaze again.
Even at that supreme moment, when her blue eyes, her sweet smile, the exquisite grace of her took possession of his soul, even then he knew already that his dream could have but one awakening. She was already plighted to another, a happier man, but even if she were free, Crystal would never have bestowed a thought upon the stranger--the commonplace tradesman, whose only merit in her sight lay in his friendship with another gallant English gentleman.
And knowing this--when he saw her after that, day after day, hour after hour--poor Bobby Clyffurde grew reconciled to the knowledge that the gates of his Paradise would for ever be locked against him: he grew contented just to peep through those gates; and the Angel who was on guard there, holding the flaming sword of caste prejudice against him, would relent at times and allow him to linger on the threshold and to gaze into a semblance of happiness.
Those thoughts, those dreams, those longings, he had been able to endure; to-day reality had suddenly become more insistent and more stern: the Angel"s flaming sword would sear his soul after this, if he lingered any longer by the enchanted gates: and thus had the semblance of happiness yielded at last to dull regret.
He sank into a chair and buried his face in his hands.
IV
The sound of the opening and shutting of a door, the soft frou-frou of a woman"s skirt roused him from his gloomy reverie, and caused him to jump to his feet.
Mlle. Crystal was coming across the long reception room, walking with a slow and weary step toward the hearth. She was obviously not yet aware of Clyffurde"s presence, and he had full leisure to watch her as she approached, to note the pallor of her cheeks and lips and that pathetic look of childlike self-pity and almost of appeal which veiled the brilliance of her deep blue eyes.
A moment later she saw him and came more quickly across the room, with hand extended, and an air of gracious condescension in her whole att.i.tude.
"Ah! M. Clyffurde," she said in perfect English, "I did not know you were here . . . and all alone. My father," she added, "is occupied with serious matters downstairs, else he would have been here to receive you."
"I know, Mademoiselle," he said after he had kissed the tips of three cold little fingers which had been held out to him. "My friend de Marmont is with him just now: he desired to speak with M. le Comte in private . . . on a matter which closely concerns his happiness."
"Ah! then you knew?" she asked coldly.
"Yes, Mademoiselle, I knew," he replied.
She had settled herself down in a high-backed chair close to the hearth, the ruddy light of the wood-fire played upon her white satin gown, upon her bare arms, and the ends of her lace scarf, upon her satin shoes and the bunch of snowdrops at her breast, but her face was in shadow and she did not look up at Clyffurde, whilst he--poor fool!--stood before her, absorbed in the contemplation of this dainty picture which mayhap after to-night would never gladden his eyes again.
"You are a great friend of M. de Marmont?" she asked after a while.
"Oh, Mademoiselle--a friend?" he replied with a self-deprecatory shrug of the shoulders, "friendship is too great a name to give to our chance acquaintanceship. I met Victor de Marmont less than a fortnight ago, in Gren.o.ble. . . ."
"Ah yes! I had forgotten--he told me that he had first met you at the house of a M. Dumoulin . . ."
"In the shop of M. Dumoulin, Mademoiselle," broke in Clyffurde with his good-humoured smile. "M. Dumoulin, the glovemaker, with whom I was transacting business at the moment when M. de Marmont walked in, in order to buy himself a pair of gloves."
"Of course," she added coldly, "I had forgotten. . . ."
"You were not likely to remember such a trivial circ.u.mstance, Mademoiselle. M. de Marmont saw me after that here as guest in your father"s house. He was greatly surprised at finding me--a mere tradesman--in such an honoured position. Surprise laid the foundation of pleasing intercourse between us, but you see, Mademoiselle, that M. de Marmont has no cause to boast of his friendship with me."
"Oh! M. de Marmont is not so prejudiced. . . ."
"As you are, Mademoiselle?" he asked quietly, for she had paused and he saw that she bit her lips with her tiny white teeth as if she meant to check the words that would come tumbling out.
Thus directly questioned she gave a little shrug of disdain.
"My opinions in the matter are not in question, Sir," she said coldly.
She smothered a little yawn which may have been due to ennui, but also to the tingling of her nerves. Clyffurde saw that her hands were never still for a moment; she was either fingering the snowdrops in her belt or smoothing out the creases in her lace scarf; from time to time she raised her head and a tense expression came into her face, as if she were trying to listen to what was going on elsewhere in the house--downstairs perhaps--in the library where she was being finally bargained for and sold.
Clyffurde felt an intense--an unreasoning pity for her, and because of that pity--the gentle kinsman of fierce love--he found it in his heart to forgive her all her prejudices, that almost arrogant pride of caste which was in her blood, for which she was no more responsible than she was for the colour of her hair or the vivid blue of her eyes; she seemed so forlorn--such a child, in the midst of all this decadent grandeur.
She was being so ruthlessly sacrificed for ideals that were no longer tenable, that had ceased to be tenable five and twenty years ago when this chateau and these lands were overrun by a savage and vengeful mob, who were loudly demanding the right to live in happiness, in comfort, and in freedom. That right had been denied to them through the past centuries by those who were of her own kith and kin, and it was s.n.a.t.c.hed with brutal force, with l.u.s.t of hate and thirst for reprisals, by the revolutionary crowd when it came into its own at last.
Something of the pity which he felt for this beautiful and innocent victim of rancour, oppression and prejudice, must have been manifest in Clyffurde"s earnest eyes, for when Crystal looked up to him and met his glance she drew herself up with an air of haughty detachment. And with that, she wished to convey still more tangibly to him the idea of that barrier of caste which must for ever divide her from him.
Obviously his look of pity had angered her, for now she said abruptly and with marked coldness:
"My father tells me, Sir, that you are thinking of leaving France shortly."
"Indeed, Mademoiselle," he replied, "I have trespa.s.sed too long as it is on M. le Comte"s gracious hospitality. My visit originally was only for a fortnight. I thought of leaving for England to-morrow."
A little lift of the eyebrows, an unnecessary smoothing of an invisible crease in her gown and Crystal asked lightly:
"Before the . . . my wedding, Sir?"
"Before your wedding, Mademoiselle."
She frowned--vaguely stirred to irritation by his ill-concealed indifference. "I trust," she rejoined pointedly, "that you are satisfied with your trade in Gren.o.ble."
The little shaft was meant to sting, but if Bobby felt any pain he certainly appeared to bear it with perfect good-humour.
"I am quite satisfied," he said. "I thank you, Mademoiselle."
"It must be very pleasing to conclude such affairs satisfactorily," she continued.
"Very pleasing, Mademoiselle."
"Of course--given the right temperament for such a career--it must be so much more comfortable to spend one"s life in making money--buying and selling things and so on--rather than to risk it every day for the barren honour of serving one"s king and country."
"As you say, Mademoiselle," he said quite imperturbably, "given the right temperament, it certainly is much more comfortable."
"And you, Sir, I take it, are the happy possessor of such a temperament."
"I suppose so, Mademoiselle."
"You are content to buy and to sell and to make money? to rest at ease and let the men who love their country and their king fight for you and for their ideals?"
Her voice had suddenly become trenchant and hard, her manner contemptuous--at strange variance with the indifferent kindliness wherewith she had hitherto seemed to regard her father"s English guest.
Certainly her nerves--he thought--were very much on edge, and no doubt his own always unruffled calm--the combined product of temperament, nationality and education--had an irritating effect upon her. Had he not been so intensely sorry for her, he would have resented this final taunt of hers--an arrow shot this time with intent to wound.
But as it was he merely said with a smile:
"Surely, Mademoiselle, my contentment with my own lot, and any other feelings of which I may be possessed, are of such very little consequence--seeing that they are only the feelings of a very commonplace tradesman--that they are not worthy of being discussed."
Then as quickly her manner changed: the contemptuous look vanished from her eyes, the sarcastic curl from her lips, and with one of those quick transitions of mood which were perhaps the princ.i.p.al charm of Crystal de Cambray"s personality, she looked up at Bobby with a winning smile and an appeal for forgiveness.
"Your pardon, Sir," she said softly. "I was shrewish and ill-tempered, and deserve a severe lesson in courtesy. I did not mean to be disagreeable," she added with a little sigh, "but my nerves are all a-quiver to-day and this awful news has weighed upon my spirit. . . ."