It must have been that she grew very sleepy--probably the heat weighed her eyelids down--certainly she found it impossible to keep her eyes open, and Maurice apparently thought that she felt faint. Always in the same vague way she heard him making suggestions for her comfort: "Could he get her some wine?" or "Should he try and find Madame la d.u.c.h.esse?"
Then she realised how she longed for a little rest, for perfect solitude, for perfect freedom to give herself over to the sweet torpor which paralysed her brain and limbs--tired, sleepy, or under the subtle influence of some mysterious agency--she did not know which she was; but she did know that she would have given everything she could at this moment for a few minutes" complete solitude.
So she contrived to smile and to look up almost gaily into Maurice"s anxious face: "I think really, Maurice," she said, "I am just a little bit sleepy. If I could remain alone for five minutes, I would go honestly to sleep and not be ashamed of myself. Could you . . . could you just leave me for five or ten minutes? . . . and . . . and, Maurice, will you draw that screen a little nearer? . . ." she added, affecting a little yawn; "n.o.body can see me then . . . and really, really I shall be all right . . . if I could have a few minutes" quiet sleep."
"You shall, Crystal, of course you shall," said Maurice, eager and anxious to do all that she wanted. He arranged a cushion behind her head, put a footstool to her feet and pulled the screen forward so that now--where she sat--no one could see her from the ballroom, and as in response to repeated encores from the dancers, the orchestra had embarked upon a new waltz, she was not likely to be disturbed.
"I"ll try and find Mme. la d.u.c.h.esse," he said after he had a.s.sured himself that she was quite comfortable, "and tell her that you are quite well, but must not be disturbed."
She caught his hand and gave it a little squeeze.
"You are kind, Maurice," she murmured.
She felt exactly like a tired child, now that she had been made so comfortable, and she liked Maurice so much, oh! so much! no brother could have been dearer.
"You won"t go way without waking me, Maurice," she said as he bent down to kiss her.
"No, no, of course not," he replied; "it still wants a quarter before ten."
The screen shut off all the glare from the candles. The sense of isolation was complete and delicious: the roses smelt very sweet, the soft strains of the waltz sounded like elfin music.
V
Like elfin music--tender, fitful, dreamy!--an exquisite languor stole into Crystal"s limbs. She was not asleep, yet she was in dreamland--all alone in semi-darkness, that was restful and soothing, and with the fragrance of crimson roses in her nostrils and their velvety petals brushing against her cheek.
Like elfin music!--sweet strains of infinite sadness--the tune of the Infinite mingling with the semblance of reality!
Like elfin music--or like the voice of a human being in pain--the note of sadness became the only real note now!
What really happened after this Crystal never rightly knew. Whenever in the future her memory went back to this hour, she could not be sure whether in truth she had been waking or dreaming, or at what precise moment she became fully conscious of a presence close beside her--just behind the bank of roses--and of a voice--low, earnest, quivering with pa.s.sionate emotion--that reached her ear as if through the tender melodies played by the orchestra.
It almost seemed to her--when she thought over all the circ.u.mstances in her mind--that she must have been subtly conscious of the presence all along--all the while that Maurice was still with her and she felt so curiously languid, longing only for darkness and solitude.
Something encompa.s.sed her now that she could not define: the warmth of Love, the sense of protection and security--almost as if unseen arms, that were strong and devoted and selfless, held her closely, shielding her from evil and from the taint of selfish human pa.s.sions.
And presently she heard her name--whispered low and with a note of tender appeal.
Her eyes were closed and she paid no heed: but the appeal was once more whispered--this time more insistently, and almost against her will she murmured:
"Who calls?"
"An unfortunate whom you hate and despise, and who would have given his life to serve you."
"Who is it?" she reiterated.
"A poor heart-broken wretch who could not keep away from your side, and longed for one more sound of your voice even though it uttered words more cruel than man can stand."
"What would you like to hear?"
"One word of comfort to ease that terrible sting of hate which has burned into my very soul, till every minute of life has become unendurable agony."
"How could I know," she asked, and now her eyes were wide open, gazing out into nothingness, not turned yet in the direction whence that dream-voice came: "how could I know that my hatred made you suffer or that you cared for comfort from me?"
"How could you know, Crystal?" the voice replied. "You could know that, my dear, just as surely as you know that in a stormy night the sky is dark, just as you know that when heavy clouds obscure the blue ether above, no ray of sunshine warms the shivering earth. Just as you know that you are beautiful and exquisite, so you knew, Crystal, that I loved you from the deepest depths of my soul."
"How could I guess?"
"By that subtle sense which every human being has. And you did guess it, Crystal, else you would not have hated me as you did."
"I hated you because I thought you a traitor."
"Is it too late to swear to you that my only thought was to serve you?
"By working against my King and country?" she retorted with just this one brief flash of her old vehemence.
"By working for my country and for yours. This I swear by your sweet eyes--by your dear mouth that hurt me so cruelly that evening--I swear it by the d.a.m.nable agony which you made me endure . . . by the abject cowardice which dragged me to your side now like a whining wretch that craves for a crumb of comfort . . . by all that you have made me suffer.
. . . Crystal, I swear to you that I was never false . . . false, great G.o.d! when with every drop of my blood, with every fibre of my heart, with every nerve, every sinew, every thought I love you."
The voice was so low, never above a whisper, and all around her Crystal felt again that delicious sense of warmth--the breath of Love that brings man"s heart so near to G.o.d--the sense of security in a man"s all-encompa.s.sing Love which women prize above everything else on earth.
The music was just an accompaniment to that low, earnest whispering; the soft strains of the violins made it still seem like a voice that comes through a veil of dreams. Instinctively Crystal began to hum the waltz-tune and her little head with its quaint coronet of fair curls beat time to the languid lilt.
"Will you dance with me, Crystal?"
"No! no!" she protested.
"Just once--to-night. To-morrow we fight--let us dance to-night."
And before she could protest further, her will seemed to fall away from her: she knew that her father, her aunt would be angry, that--as like as not--Maurice would make a scene. She knew that Maurice--to whom she had plighted her troth--had branded this man as a liar and a traitor: her father believed him to be a traitor, and she . . . Well! what had he done to disprove Maurice"s accusations? A few words of pa.s.sionate protestations! . . . Did they count? . . . He wore his King"s uniform--many careless adventurers did that these strenuous times! . . .
And he wanted her to dance . . . ! how could she--Crystal de Cambray, the future wife of the Marquis de St. Genis, the cynosure of a great many eyes to-night--how could she show herself in public on his arm, in a crowded ballroom?
Yet she could not refuse. She could not. Surely it was all a dream, and in a dream man is but the slave of circ.u.mstance and has no will of his own.
She was very young and loved to dance: and she had heard that Englishmen danced well. Besides, it was all a dream. She would wake in a moment or two and find herself sitting quietly among the roses with Maurice beside her, telling her of his love, and of their happy future together.
VI
But in the meanwhile the dream was lasting. Her partner was a perfect dancer, and this new, delicious waltz--inspiriting yet languorous, rhythmical and half barbaric--sent a keen feeling of joy and of zest into Crystal"s whole being.
She was not conscious of the many stares that were levelled at her as she suddenly appeared among the crowd in the ballroom, her face flushed with excitement, her perfect figure moving with exquisite grace to the measure of the dance.
The last dance together!
A few moments before, Clyffurde had made his way to the small boudoir in search of fresh air, and had withdrawn to a window embrasure away from a throng that maddened him in his misery of loneliness: then he realised that Crystal was sitting quite close to him, that St. Genis, who had been in constant attendance on her, presently left her to herself and that without even moving from where he was he could whisper into her ear that which had lain so heavily on his heart that at times he had felt that it must break under the intolerable load.