Lenore sat. "Is Brenda OK?"
"Please don"t mind Brenda. Brenda is very shy," Mr. Bloemker said. He was slurring a tiny bit. He was apparently a bit tight. His cheeks were lit up above the tendrils of the top of his beard, his nose shone, his gla.s.ses were a little steamed, and he was uncombed, a huge, obscene Superman-curl of hair lying like a giant comma across his forehead.
"I tried to call you today," said Lenore, "except you weren"t there, and then I could only try once, because we were incredibly busy, what with horrible line trouble and everything."
"Yes. It was a busy day."
"I couldn"t have my father call you because he wasn"t in. He"s out for a couple of days, and apparently unreachable."
"Yes."
"But the minute he gets back."
"Fine."
"And the really big except also troubling news is that I think for sure Lenore and Mrs. Yingst and the other patients are at least still around, in Cleveland, because Mrs. Yingst"s walker was in my apartment last night, and it wasn"t before, and she left a message for me with my bird, who can suddenly talk."
"Your bird can suddenly talk?"
"Yes. Unfortunately mostly obscenely."
"I see."
"To be honest, it"s not inconceivable that Mrs. Yingst gave him LSD."
"Oh, now, I don"t think Mrs. Yingst would do something like that."
"But then what"s going on, all these old patients just hanging around Cleveland, and not telling anybody, and staff and staff"s families hanging around, too?"
"Residents."
"Residents, sorry." Lenore looked at Brenda. "Listen, are you sure Brenda"s OK? Brenda like hasn"t moved once, that I"ve been able to see, since I got here." Brenda stared straight ahead out of her beautiful eyes.
Mr. Bloemker looked blankly at Lenore. "Please," he said, "give Brenda not a thought. It takes Brenda a while to loosen up around strangers." He looked back down at his pineapple with bleary eyes and played with his straw. "Residents. We call them residents, you know, actually it"s at my insistence that we not call them patients, we call them residents because we try very hard at Shaker Heights to minimize the medical implications of their being with the facility. We try to minimize the appearance of illness, the importance of illness. Without much success, really, I"m afraid."
"I understand," said Lenore.
There was a yelp and a crash and tinkle; the bartender lay sprawled over the bar with his head in a palm-tree pot, his legs in white cotton pants waving, beer on the floor. "Aww, Gilligan," everyone yelled and laughed, except Lenore and Mr. Bloemker and Brenda. Mr. Bloemker scratched under his beard with his straw.
"A troubling and disorienting position at the facility, mine," he said. He looked up at Lenore. "Why don"t you help yourself to some of Brenda"s Twizzler? Brenda"s not drinking it, I see."
Brenda stared.
"Well, I don"t really drink alcoholic stuff much," Lenore said. "It makes me cough."
"Here."
"Thanks."
"Troubling."
"I can imagine."
"The old ... the old are not like you and I, Ms. Beadsman. As you no doubt know, having spent so much time around ... at the facility."
"They"re different, I agree."
"Yes."
"Yes." Lenore tried a bit of Twizzler, got a strong taste of gin and Hawaiian Punch, closed her eyes, discreetly spat the bit of Twizzler back out of the straw into the plastic pineapple jug.
"They are also Midwesterners," continued Mr. Bloemker. "As a rule, almost all of them are Midwesterners." He stared off. "This area of the country, what are we to say of this area of the country, Ms. Beadsman?"
"Search me."
"Both in the middle and on the fringe. The physical heart, and the cultural extremity. Com, a steadily waning complex of heavy industry, and sports. What are we to say? We feed and stoke and supply a nation much of which doesn"t know we exist. A nation we tend to be decades behind, culturally and intellectually. What are we to say about it?"
"Well, you"re saying pretty good things, really; I sense some interest on Brenda"s part, too, I think."
"This area makes for truly bizarre people. Troubled people. As past historians have noted and future historians will note."
"Yup."
"And when the people in question then become old, when they must not only come to terms with and recognize the implications of their consciousness of themselves as parts of this strange, occluded place ... when they must incorporate and manage memory, as well, past perceptions and feelings. Perceptions of the past. Memories: things that both are and aren"t. The Midwest: a place that both is and isn"t. A volatile mixture. I have sensed volatileness at the facility for some time."
"Does this explain anything, do you think? Disappearance-wise?"
"I think it explains very little."
"I"m going to give Brenda back her Twizzler. Brenda, here"s your Twizzler back, thanks a lot, I"m just not in the mood. Are you sure she"s OK? Have I offended her somehow?"
"Brenda, don"t be a stick in the mud."
Brenda was silent.
Mr. Bloemker ma.s.saged his chin. "The average age of the residents at the facility-I did some research today at the request of the owners-the average age of the residents at the facility is eighty-seven. Eighty-seven years of age. How old are you, Ms. Beadsman?"
"I"m twenty-four."
"So you were born in 1966. I was born in 1957. The average resident was born in 1903. Think of that."
"Boy."
"These people, think of the worlds they"ve been part of. The worlds. They"ve literally gone from horse and buggy to moonshot. The technological changes alone that they have stood witness to are staggering. How might one even begin to orient oneself with respect to such a series of changes in the fundamental features of the world? How to begin to come to some understanding of one"s place in a system, when one is a part of an area that exists in such a troubling relation to the rest of the world, a world that is itself stripped of any static, understandable character by the fact that it changes, radically, all the time?"
"System?"
Mr. Bloemker looked at his thumb. "Have you ever been to the Desert, Ms. Beadsman? The G.O.D.?"
"Not for quite a while, like ten years. Lenore and I actually used to go. She had a Volvo that we"d take down, do a little fishing at the edge, do the wander-thing."
"Yes. I would like to go down and wander."
"Well it"s easy. You can just buy a Wander Pa.s.s at any gate. They"re only about five dollars. The really desolate areas can get pretty crowded, of course, sometimes, so it"s good to get there early, get as much wandering as you can in before noon. "
"Brenda and I may go down soon. I feel a need for ... for sinistemess. I sense Brenda does, too. Am I right, plum petal?" Bloemker carelessly chucked Brenda"s chin with his hand. Brenda tilted way back on the bench, beside Mary-Ann"s hand, until her legs. .h.i.t the bottom of the table, then sat rapidly up again, vibrating a little. Lenore narrowed her eyes.
"Hmmm."
"Another thing I must in all frankness admit to finding ... amusing," Mr. Bloemker said, sucking for a moment on the straw in his jug, drinking at something that smelled to Lenore like another Twizzler, "although I hesitate to use that term, because it sounds as if I mean to be derogatory, which I do not. Our residents, the people who are very old now, have really made our culture what it is. And now by culture I mean this country"s culture, not Ohio"s culture, which I do not profess even to begin to understand. Particularly the women, it seems to me. We like to think the s.e.xual revolution is a creation of our generation. That"s a crock, pardon my language. The women who are now old invented it all. Everything we profess to enjoy. The women who reside in facilities now were the first American women to cut their hair short. The first to drink. To smoke. To dance in public. Shall we discuss voting? Making money? Being economic ent.i.ties? They were pioneers, these people in wheelchairs with blanketed laps."
"Listen, are you absolutely sure Brenda"s OK?" Lenore asked. "Because the thing is I haven"t really seen Brenda move once on her own, which it occurs to me now includes seeing her chest move to breathe, or seeing her blink. What"s with Brenda?"
"The cutting of hair. That particularly fascinates me. It freed these women from a prison. An aesthetic prison. It freed them from the one-hundred-brushstrokes-a-night tyranny of the culture that ... obtained."
"The not blinking really bothers me, I"ve got to tell you. And what"s this on her neck, here? On Brenda"s neck?"
"Birthmark. Pimple."
"Is this an air-valve? This is an air-valve! See, here"s the cap. Are you sitting with an inflatable doll?"
"Don"t be ridiculous."
"You"re sitting with an inflatable doll! This isn"t even a person."
"Brenda, this isn"t funny, show Ms. Beadsman you"re a person."
"My G.o.d. See, she weighs about one pound. I can lift her up." Lenore lifted Brenda way up by the thigh. Brenda suddenly fell out of Lenore"s hand and her head got wedged between the bench and Mary-Ann"s hand, and she was upside down. Her dress fell up.
"Good heavens," said Mr. Bloemker.
"One of those dolls. That"s just sick. How can you sit in public with an anatomically correct doll?"
"I must confess, the wool seems to have been completely pulled over my eyes. I thought she was simply extremely shy. A troubled Midwestemer, in an ambivalent relation ..."
"Nice doll," remarked another patron, at Mrs. Howell"s elbow.
"I think Brenda and I should be going," Mr. Bloemker said. He struggled with Brenda"s plastic legs. Brenda was wedged. Lenore helped Mr. Bloemker pull. Brenda came out, but her dress got caught on Mary-Ann"s thumbnail and ripped and fell off.
"Holy s.h.i.t," said Lenore.
"Holy cow," said the patron at Mrs. Howell"s elbow. "Where"d you get that? Are those expensive?" Other people at different tables turned to look. Things got quiet.
"How excruciatingly ... ," Bloemker muttered.
"Probably wise to go now," Lenore said.
"Certainly nice to have seen you, anxiously await your father"s ..." Mr. Bloemker covered Brenda as best he could with his sportcoat and made for the door. There were whistles and claps. Bloemker broke into a run and ran suddenly into the bartender, who was coming around the side of the bar with a tray of creamy White Russians. There was an enormous crash and tinkle, and the bartender flipped over backwards and drove his thumb into his eye, and White Russian went everywhere, and a shard of broken White-Russian gla.s.s. .h.i.t Brenda and punctured her and she flew out of Mr. Bloemker"s arms and went whizzing around the room, twirling, losing air, finally to land limply but beautifully in a palm-tree pot, with one leg wrapped around her neck. Mr. Bloemker flew out the door. Lenore sniffed at his Twizzler. The patrons laughed and clapped, "Aww, Gilligan."
9.
1990.
/a/ "Come in. Waiting long? Busy day. I get back, am unable even to see my desk, for all the messages. Foamwhistle, leave. Remember Pupik, in Lids, and Goggins, in Jars, have to be brought to see me at the same time. Attend to it. I"ve asked you repeatedly before. A company that cannot coordinate its lids and its jars is a bad company. I do not run a bad company. Go now. Come in. Don"t jump at her, Foamwhistle, you can whisper and giggle together later. This is my time. Come in. For whatever part of your wait was my fault I apologize, although none of it was my fault. You like this? You don"t like this? I caught it. I had it stuffed. Still looks wet, to me. You? I caught it in Canada. Went up to Canada, with Gerber. Did a little fishing. Little fishing with Gerber up in Canada. Got a tan, a natural one, tell your sister that. Not there, up here, closer. Light"s terrible in here today. Why Foamwhistle can"t arrange an office that doesn"t have to depend for its light on a window is beyond me. At least I can see you up here. Are you really gray, or is it just the light? Although I like the rain on the window, I like to look out, when I find myself with a second, which is of course never. Lake looks good in the rain. Rain cleans the lake up. The sound of the rain on the window ... You like it? No? Yes? Down to business. Stonecipher got off to Amherst satisfactorily, I a.s.sume. How long has it been, three weeks? You can"t spare an hour in three weeks? I know what you"re going to say, but the Canada thing just came up. Gerber just came up with the idea. We can"t plan these things, or it looks as if we"re price-fixing or something. You, on the other hand, you have no free time? This is not simply one indefinitely broad interval of free time? How is your job? How much money do you have? Do you have money? If you do not say anything, I automatically a.s.sume you have money. Further thoughts on the issue we discussed at length the last time I saw you? No? No further thoughts? Planless, still? Distinguished graduate of Oberlin? Most highly educated receptionist and telephone operator in Cleveland history? And the firm. I anxiously await the appearance of the firm"s first book. Has the firm published a book yet? Norslan? That"s not a book, that"s advertising. Still, production is production, as I well know. Up to four-ten yet? Still four big dollars an hour? How long? No. Perfectly natural to want some sort of interval without school, without a real job or any responsibilities, I won"t even say marriage because my gla.s.ses will break, but how long? The reasonable question. Followed by the reasonable point. Wait. Wait. To love a non-nuclear relative is a good thing. To be connected ... excuse me, to be connected is good. But to imitate that relative ... in all facets ... is not good. To try to be that relative is unnatural. Thus bad. Not fair? Not true? Then, really, why purposely invite comparison, accusation? Is that the appropriate question? Why the hair, which you must know I loathe that way? The ancient dresses? What is the function of those shoes? Yes, function. I know. Wait a moment. The aimlessness after a self-consciously dazzling college career. Gramma Lenore leaves her child, my father, your grandfather, at Shaker School and flies off to England. England. Yes, I know where function comes from, after all. Yes. The irreponsibility. Your refusal, a, to go to school; your refusal, b, to put your expensive degree to renumerative use. Your refusal even to live at home. No, not really, of course there is understanding, but perceive simply that on my end too there is embarra.s.sment and sadness. Except in the daytime ... excuse me ... except in the daytime there are only Miss Malig and myself, in that huge house. Why that look? I seethe with anger at that look, and will not even condescend to deny anymore. Your mother"s child. The aimlessness. A mindless job, punching numbers and making connections for other people. Still no romantic involvement? No? No, that doesn"t point up an important difference. Aimlessness and irresponsibility simply take on new forms as time goes by. Besides, there is Mr. Vigorous. No, don"t bother to deny involvement, bother to deny extent. I see. No real point in discussing it, is there? So then, Lenore. Right. With regard to the issue I strongly suspect has understandably brought you here, just let me say everything"s largely under control and thoroughly explainable. The thing with Gerber was incidental. The thing with Gerber just came up. Rummage did call Bloomfield. Bloemker. At my instructions. Yes. Not at all. Your not knowing what"s going on was purely accidental. The big picture and so on. I"d a.s.sumed Gramma, not to mention very probably Foamwhistle, had been keeping you filled quietly in, all along. What was going on was that some time ago Gramma Lenore summoned me to her greenhouse of a room to discuss a project. A project. A business project. Just wait. She had concepts she wanted to bounce off me. They bounced, and I was intrigued. I brought in one of our men, one of our researchers, one of our chemists, the Obstat kid? Neil Obstat, Jr.? I know you went to Shaker with him. The little lizard still has your picture in his wallet, apparently. In any event, he was intrigued, too. Gramma Lenore"s friend, the Yingst woman? Had had a husband who had done research. Pineal research. The pineal gland? No? A little round gland at the base of the brain? P-i-n-e-a- 1? Remember Descartes thought it was where mind met body, way back when, the point of mediation, where the body"s hydraulics were adjusted and operated according to the ... ? Right. Certain you must have done it in cla.s.s. Yingst had theories, certain theories, in which Gramma Lenore was not uninterested, for predictably self-oriented reasons. A mutually beneficial transaction was proposed."
From Advertising Age, 28 August 1990, "Ear to the Ground" Column, pp. 31-32: INFANT-FOOD MARKET HEATS UP THANKS TO UNPRECEDENTED PROMOTIONAL AGGRESSIVENESS, ENTREPRENEURIAL CAJONES.
Cleveland, Ohio, is the unlikely site for what insiders say is the next real industry battle in the production of infant food, with giants Gerber"s Quality Brands and Stonecipheco Baby Food Products lining up toe to toe for a market-share struggle that could very well leave third-place Beech-Nut Infant Division out in the cold.
As Gerber"s ties up loose ends and prepares to mount an unprecedented pan-media advertising and consumer-good-will operation, featuring the highly prized and high-priced services of ex-Soviet hot commodity Kopek Spasova, Stonecipheco, say A.A. A.A. sources and a.n.a.lysts, is preparing to announce and capitalize quickly on the market implications of a research advance unprecedented in food service history, a cattle-endocrine derivative that, when added to an infant"s (Stonecipheco!!!) food on a regular basis, can significantly speed up the development of powers of speech and comprehension. "Kids are talking months, maybe years before they normally would have, in limited tests," whispered an inside Stonecipheco source. "We"re talking not only eventual market domination, but a potentially really significant insight into the relation between nutrition and mental development, between what the body needs and the mind can do." sources and a.n.a.lysts, is preparing to announce and capitalize quickly on the market implications of a research advance unprecedented in food service history, a cattle-endocrine derivative that, when added to an infant"s (Stonecipheco!!!) food on a regular basis, can significantly speed up the development of powers of speech and comprehension. "Kids are talking months, maybe years before they normally would have, in limited tests," whispered an inside Stonecipheco source. "We"re talking not only eventual market domination, but a potentially really significant insight into the relation between nutrition and mental development, between what the body needs and the mind can do."
Is Gerber"s in on the research? No one"s saying, but the coincidence of Gerber"s opening its promotional bonanza in downtown Cleveland, a stone"s throw from Stonecipheco"s main facility and headquarters, has been noted. The plot also thickens when we recall that company chiefs Robert Gerber and Stonecipher Beadsman III are old school chums, both attending tiny highbrow Amherst College in Ma.s.sachusetts in the fifties.
The interest of nutrition-market enthusiasts in the whole downtown Cleveland scene heightens when we take note again of last week"s E.T.G. E.T.G. item concerning genetic-engineering giant Norman Bombardini"s wild and apparently successful forays into ... item concerning genetic-engineering giant Norman Bombardini"s wild and apparently successful forays into ... (continued on page 55) (continued on page 55)
"... that, to repeat what I heard for years and years and suspect you"ve been hearing over and over, yourself, something"s meaning is nothing more or less than its function. Et cetera et cetera et cetera. Has she done the thing with the broom with you? No? What does she use now? No. What she did with me-I must have been eight, or twelve, who remembers-was to sit me down in the kitchen and take a straw broom and start furiously sweeping the floor, and she asked me which part of the broom was more elemental, more fundamental, in my opinion, the bristles or the handle. The bristles or the handle. And I hemmed and hawed, and she swept more and more violently, and I got nervous, and finally when I said I supposed the bristles, because you could after a fashion sweep without the handle, by just holding on to the bristles, but couldn"t sweep with just the handle, she tackled me, and knocked me out of my chair, and yelled into my ear something like, "Aha, "Aha, that"s because you want to that"s because you want to sweep sweep with the broom, isn"t it? It"s because of what you want the broom with the broom, isn"t it? It"s because of what you want the broom for, for, isn"t it?" Et cetera. And that if what we wanted a broom for was to break windows, then the isn"t it?" Et cetera. And that if what we wanted a broom for was to break windows, then the handle handle was clearly the fundamental essence of the broom, and she ill.u.s.trated with the kitchen window, and a crowd of domestics gathered; but that if we wanted the broom to sweep with, see for example the broken gla.s.s, sweep sweep, the bristles were the thing"s essence. No? What now, then? With pencils? No matter. Meaning as fundamentalness. Fundamentalness as use. Meaning as use. Meaning as use. Excuse me? You"re asking me why? Lenore, please. What do you talk about all the time, then, "why"? She feels useless. She feels, felt, as if she had no function, over there, in the nursing home. Wait, I"ll get to that. Uselessness is the key, here. Well now Lenore of course she had to be there, nursing care, ninety-eight point six, and she wasn"t happy in the house, which she said if you remember dripped with memories of lost capacity. No, there was no choice, and we did buy the Shaker Heights facility, even though it was a poor investment. If that"s not love, what is? But for someone who feels that meaning is use then to feel that she has no use, well then. She told me she was unhappy. She came to me and told me that. Didn"t tell you all this? I find that pa.s.sing strange. Recall appropriately now when I refer to my own mother"s section, for those with Alzheimer"s. This bothered Gramma Lenore deeply. How Bloomfield noticed that the patients there couldn"t remember the names for things, televisions, water, doors ... and so under Gramma Lenore"s influence he had them identified with their function? With the gilt letters, the little use-vocabulary handbook, with Lawrence Welk on the cover? So the door is "What we go from room to room though"? Water is "What we drink, without color"? Television is "What we watch Lawrence Welk on"-Lawrence Welk being primitive, undefined, even in syndication, no problem with Lawrence Welk. How my mother and all the rest came after a fashion to relearn the words they needed, via function, via what the things named were good for? And then Gramma Lenore noticing that the one component of the facility this method couldn"t be applied to was the patients themselves, because they was clearly the fundamental essence of the broom, and she ill.u.s.trated with the kitchen window, and a crowd of domestics gathered; but that if we wanted the broom to sweep with, see for example the broken gla.s.s, sweep sweep, the bristles were the thing"s essence. No? What now, then? With pencils? No matter. Meaning as fundamentalness. Fundamentalness as use. Meaning as use. Meaning as use. Excuse me? You"re asking me why? Lenore, please. What do you talk about all the time, then, "why"? She feels useless. She feels, felt, as if she had no function, over there, in the nursing home. Wait, I"ll get to that. Uselessness is the key, here. Well now Lenore of course she had to be there, nursing care, ninety-eight point six, and she wasn"t happy in the house, which she said if you remember dripped with memories of lost capacity. No, there was no choice, and we did buy the Shaker Heights facility, even though it was a poor investment. If that"s not love, what is? But for someone who feels that meaning is use then to feel that she has no use, well then. She told me she was unhappy. She came to me and told me that. Didn"t tell you all this? I find that pa.s.sing strange. Recall appropriately now when I refer to my own mother"s section, for those with Alzheimer"s. This bothered Gramma Lenore deeply. How Bloomfield noticed that the patients there couldn"t remember the names for things, televisions, water, doors ... and so under Gramma Lenore"s influence he had them identified with their function? With the gilt letters, the little use-vocabulary handbook, with Lawrence Welk on the cover? So the door is "What we go from room to room though"? Water is "What we drink, without color"? Television is "What we watch Lawrence Welk on"-Lawrence Welk being primitive, undefined, even in syndication, no problem with Lawrence Welk. How my mother and all the rest came after a fashion to relearn the words they needed, via function, via what the things named were good for? And then Gramma Lenore noticing that the one component of the facility this method couldn"t be applied to was the patients themselves, because they had had no function, no use, weren"t good for anything really at all? No? She told me this drove her up the wall. They had no use at all. What? No, the derivative comes from the pineals of cattle. We use cattle pineals. Rather we would if we could. Now, just wait, please. So Gramma Lenore perceived loss of ident.i.ty without function. She wanted to be useful, she said to me. As did Gretchen Yingst, of course, and that Mr. Etvos, the whole pseudo-Wittgensteinian mafia over there. Mrs. Yingst had results from her late husband"s projects-the really interesting ones, by the way, done on his own, not for his company. Consolidated Gland Derivatives, in Akron? Now C.E.O."d by d.i.c.k Lipp, best serve on the corporate tennis circuit? On his own, though. Took much of it to his grave, apparently, but left some pineal results written down ... on Batman tablets, the coincidentality of which I don"t care to comment on, right now, for reasons that you"ll hear in approximately six minutes. Now just wait. There is of course too the fact that pineal-efficacy in nutrition is, it"s turning out, verifiably mostly linguistic, as I mentioned, speech understanding et cetera, the dreary and tiresome importance of which to certain parties I won"t even bother to allude to, but the understandable importance of which to potentially proud and ambitious parents I both understand and rub my hands over, not to mention the importance in all sorts of general scientific areas from which benefits should begin to accrue in no small measure, should things get on track.... So that Gramma Lenore, Mrs. Yingst, and Mr. Etvos agreed to turn over results from Mr. Yingst"s work to me, and I bounced them off Obstat, a pain in the rear but a fine chemist, and Obstat"s eyes bugged out, and away we went. Or rather now away they"ve gone, which is to say they"ve apparently decided to withdraw their support from the project, and to take back the Yingst Batman tablets, which is regrettable though OK, but also to filch all of Obstat"s samples and results and notes, which he in an attempt to be clever was keeping in Batman folders and Batman lunchboxes in the laboratory fridge, and apparently the day before I left for Canada to do some fishing with Bob Gerber Mrs. Yingst and Etvos got in here and got to Obstat, and Etvos amused Obstat with card tricks, which is unfortunately not hard to do, while Mrs. Yingst put the fruits of many many dollars of research into that kangaroo-pouch pocket of her nightie, under her robe, which Obstat helpfully remembers as being pink terry cloth. Obstat, why don"t you just come out. Why don"t you just come on out, Obstat. Why don"t you just come out from behind the curtain. Lenore could see your shoes, anyway, couldn"t you? Come out, Obstat. Obstat is here representing the technical angle on the whole problem. Neil you remember my daughter, Lenore, Neil. Yes. And they"ve made off with the all-important Batman items, which includes the only existing jars of the prototype food mentioned in this Advertising Age, here, and if I ever find out who leaked to that magazine I will kill, kill. Are you listening on the intercom, Foamwhistle? If you"re listening make no sign that you"re doing so. I thought so. And they have it all. And who knows what they"re doing, who really knows what the food can do. Cattle pineal derivative is phenomenally if mysteriously powerful, we"re finding out. Isn"t that right Obstat., And they have seen fit to leave the nursing home, and have others join them, one shudders at the persuasive force probably brought to bear, to leave the nursing home, on who knows what sort of quest for function, or symbolic rejection of their life as they"ve come to understand it, who knows? Worried? Am I worried? What kind of worry? In all honesty not particularly. She"s surrounded by followers, which is of course her favorite sort of situation. Warmth must have been arranged somehow. They could be at anyone"s home, some nursing home janitor.... Yes, we have checked. Still, though. At the house? You thought she might be at the house? You didn"t call Miss Malig to see? I see. I"m seething. Let"s not discuss it. She"s not at the house, rest a.s.sured. Frankly I"m more worried, and here I apologize not a whit, frankly I"m more worried about the pineal-derivative situation, the potential embarra.s.sment and revenue-loss of not following through with the product for the market year, especially now that that b.a.s.t.a.r.d Gerber is starting his ridiculously expensive attack, with the gymnast, et cetera, I"m sure you"ve heard. Yes, I"d like to go too, actually, but appearances.... You and that Vigorous person go and report. No that will not make you an employee. So who knows where they are, who knows what they"re doing. No. I do not think the police need to be involved. Especially at this point. Police mean press means publicity about missing material means Gerber and Beechnut. No. Look, I rationalize it this way, and invite you to do the same. Their leaving is connected with a project connected with the Company. The Company owns the Home. Therefore their leaving is connected with the ownership of the Home, which makes their leaving almost like a nursing-home field trip. Unless of course they don"t come back with the pineal material pretty soon. Or unless they give it to Gerber, or to Erv Beechnut, the thought of which deeply chills me, especially with Gerber"s being in Cleveland next week, knowing Gramma Lenore"s long antipathy for the Company that"s given her everything she has and enjoys. No, that"s beside the point. Although it really, I hope, doesn"t ultimately matter, because Neil here feels he can reconstruct the relevant research and follow through with the delivered goods, eventually, even without the filched material. no function, no use, weren"t good for anything really at all? No? She told me this drove her up the wall. They had no use at all. What? No, the derivative comes from the pineals of cattle. We use cattle pineals. Rather we would if we could. Now, just wait, please. So Gramma Lenore perceived loss of ident.i.ty without function. She wanted to be useful, she said to me. As did Gretchen Yingst, of course, and that Mr. Etvos, the whole pseudo-Wittgensteinian mafia over there. Mrs. Yingst had results from her late husband"s projects-the really interesting ones, by the way, done on his own, not for his company. Consolidated Gland Derivatives, in Akron? Now C.E.O."d by d.i.c.k Lipp, best serve on the corporate tennis circuit? On his own, though. Took much of it to his grave, apparently, but left some pineal results written down ... on Batman tablets, the coincidentality of which I don"t care to comment on, right now, for reasons that you"ll hear in approximately six minutes. Now just wait. There is of course too the fact that pineal-efficacy in nutrition is, it"s turning out, verifiably mostly linguistic, as I mentioned, speech understanding et cetera, the dreary and tiresome importance of which to certain parties I won"t even bother to allude to, but the understandable importance of which to potentially proud and ambitious parents I both understand and rub my hands over, not to mention the importance in all sorts of general scientific areas from which benefits should begin to accrue in no small measure, should things get on track.... So that Gramma Lenore, Mrs. Yingst, and Mr. Etvos agreed to turn over results from Mr. Yingst"s work to me, and I bounced them off Obstat, a pain in the rear but a fine chemist, and Obstat"s eyes bugged out, and away we went. Or rather now away they"ve gone, which is to say they"ve apparently decided to withdraw their support from the project, and to take back the Yingst Batman tablets, which is regrettable though OK, but also to filch all of Obstat"s samples and results and notes, which he in an attempt to be clever was keeping in Batman folders and Batman lunchboxes in the laboratory fridge, and apparently the day before I left for Canada to do some fishing with Bob Gerber Mrs. Yingst and Etvos got in here and got to Obstat, and Etvos amused Obstat with card tricks, which is unfortunately not hard to do, while Mrs. Yingst put the fruits of many many dollars of research into that kangaroo-pouch pocket of her nightie, under her robe, which Obstat helpfully remembers as being pink terry cloth. Obstat, why don"t you just come out. Why don"t you just come on out, Obstat. Why don"t you just come out from behind the curtain. Lenore could see your shoes, anyway, couldn"t you? Come out, Obstat. Obstat is here representing the technical angle on the whole problem. Neil you remember my daughter, Lenore, Neil. Yes. And they"ve made off with the all-important Batman items, which includes the only existing jars of the prototype food mentioned in this Advertising Age, here, and if I ever find out who leaked to that magazine I will kill, kill. Are you listening on the intercom, Foamwhistle? If you"re listening make no sign that you"re doing so. I thought so. And they have it all. And who knows what they"re doing, who really knows what the food can do. Cattle pineal derivative is phenomenally if mysteriously powerful, we"re finding out. Isn"t that right Obstat., And they have seen fit to leave the nursing home, and have others join them, one shudders at the persuasive force probably brought to bear, to leave the nursing home, on who knows what sort of quest for function, or symbolic rejection of their life as they"ve come to understand it, who knows? Worried? Am I worried? What kind of worry? In all honesty not particularly. She"s surrounded by followers, which is of course her favorite sort of situation. Warmth must have been arranged somehow. They could be at anyone"s home, some nursing home janitor.... Yes, we have checked. Still, though. At the house? You thought she might be at the house? You didn"t call Miss Malig to see? I see. I"m seething. Let"s not discuss it. She"s not at the house, rest a.s.sured. Frankly I"m more worried, and here I apologize not a whit, frankly I"m more worried about the pineal-derivative situation, the potential embarra.s.sment and revenue-loss of not following through with the product for the market year, especially now that that b.a.s.t.a.r.d Gerber is starting his ridiculously expensive attack, with the gymnast, et cetera, I"m sure you"ve heard. Yes, I"d like to go too, actually, but appearances.... You and that Vigorous person go and report. No that will not make you an employee. So who knows where they are, who knows what they"re doing. No. I do not think the police need to be involved. Especially at this point. Police mean press means publicity about missing material means Gerber and Beechnut. No. Look, I rationalize it this way, and invite you to do the same. Their leaving is connected with a project connected with the Company. The Company owns the Home. Therefore their leaving is connected with the ownership of the Home, which makes their leaving almost like a nursing-home field trip. Unless of course they don"t come back with the pineal material pretty soon. Or unless they give it to Gerber, or to Erv Beechnut, the thought of which deeply chills me, especially with Gerber"s being in Cleveland next week, knowing Gramma Lenore"s long antipathy for the Company that"s given her everything she has and enjoys. No, that"s beside the point. Although it really, I hope, doesn"t ultimately matter, because Neil here feels he can reconstruct the relevant research and follow through with the delivered goods, eventually, even without the filched material. Eventually, Eventually, though, and meanwhile there"s Gerber, drooling over the aforementioned material. But we can do it, and hopefully, barring Obstat"s being wrong which is scarcely possible in such an important regard is it Neil, or lid-and-jar screw-ups which are as of today unthinkable are you listening Foamwhistle, to be ready to run market-tests by Thanksgiving. Test small bits of the potential global market. We"re thinking Corfu. Corfu is what we"re thinking, for the first distribution, right now. Small, isolated, contained. Corfusians breed like h.e.l.l, infants crawling all over. We hope to be ready to hit Corfu with Stonecipheco Infant Accelerant by November. Care for a Corfu nut, by the way? No? They"re quite good. I got them in Canada, fishing. Eat a nut, Obstat." though, and meanwhile there"s Gerber, drooling over the aforementioned material. But we can do it, and hopefully, barring Obstat"s being wrong which is scarcely possible in such an important regard is it Neil, or lid-and-jar screw-ups which are as of today unthinkable are you listening Foamwhistle, to be ready to run market-tests by Thanksgiving. Test small bits of the potential global market. We"re thinking Corfu. Corfu is what we"re thinking, for the first distribution, right now. Small, isolated, contained. Corfusians breed like h.e.l.l, infants crawling all over. We hope to be ready to hit Corfu with Stonecipheco Infant Accelerant by November. Care for a Corfu nut, by the way? No? They"re quite good. I got them in Canada, fishing. Eat a nut, Obstat."
FROM THE RECORDS OF THE FIRST UNITED CHURCH OF ONE G.o.d FOR ALL MEN, CHAGRIN FALLS, OHIO: PARTIAL TRANSCRIPT OF WEDDING OF MR. STONECIPHER BEADSMAN III, OF SHAKER HEIGHTS, OHIO, AND MISS PATRICE ANDLEMOTH LAVACHE, OF MADISON, WISCONSIN, 26 MAY 1961.
MINISTER: Where is everyone?
PATRICE LAVACHE: Here I am, your honor.
MINISTER: And where is the groom?
STONECIPHER BEADSMAN III: We are here.
ROBERT GERBER, BEST MAN: Here we are!
MINISTER: Are we all here?
MRS. LAVACHE: What"s that on his tuxedo?
STONECIPHER BEADSMAN III: Can we get on with this? We have a reception to go to, after all.
MRS. LAVACHE: There is a lady"s undergarment fastened to that man"s tuxedo.