"You can go to them," I said.
She turned her big, dark eyes onto me, said nothing.
"Jump overboard," I said. We were not that far from Torneie"s shelving bank. She might have to swim a couple of paces, but then she would be able to wade ash.o.r.e. "Can you swim?"
"Yes."
"Then go to him," I said, and waited. "Don"t you want to be Queen of Wess.e.x?" I sneered.
She looked back to the bleak island. "I dream," she told me quietly, "and in my dreams Loki comes to me."
Loki was the trickster G.o.d, the nuisance in Asgard, the G.o.d who deserved death. The Christians talk of the serpent in paradise, and that was Loki. "He talks evil to you?" I asked.
"He is sad," she said, "and he talks. I comfort him."
"What has that to do with you jumping overboard?"
"It is not my fate," she said.
"Loki told you that?"
She nodded.
"Did he tell you that you would be Queen of Wess.e.x?"
"Yes," she said simply.
"But Odin has more power," I said, and wished Odin had thought to protect Gisela instead of Wess.e.x, and then I wondered why the G.o.ds had allowed the Christians to win at Fearnhamme instead of letting their worshippers capture Wess.e.x, but the G.o.ds are capricious, full of mischief, and none more so than the cunning Loki. "And what does Loki tell you to do now?" I asked harshly.
"To submit."
"I have no need of you," I said, "so jump. Swim. Go. Starve."
"It is not my fate," she said again. Her voice was dull, as though there was no life in her soul.
"What if I push you?"
"You won"t," she said confidently, and she was right. I left her in the bows as we turned the ship and let the swift current take us back to the Temes and Lundene. That night I released her from the storeroom that served as her prison. I told Finan she was not to be touched, she was not to be restrained, that she was free, and in the morning she was still in my courtyard, crouching, watching me, saying nothing.
She became a kitchen slave. The other slaves and servants feared her. She was silent, baleful, as if the life had been drained from her. Most of my household were Christian and they made the sign of the cross when Skade crossed their path, but my orders that she was to be unmolested were obeyed. She could have left any time, but she stayed. She could have poisoned us, but no one fell ill.
The autumn brought wet, cold winds. Envoys had been sent to the lands across the sea, and to the Welsh kingdoms, announcing that Haesten"s family was to be baptized and inviting envoys to witness the ceremony. Alfred evidently regarded Haesten"s willingness to sacrifice his wife and sons to Christianity as a victory to set alongside Fearnhamme, and he ordered that the streets of Lundene were to be hung with banners to welcome the Danes. Alfred came to the city late one afternoon in a seething rainstorm. He hurried to Bishop Erkenwald"s palace that lay beside the rebuilt church at the top of the hill, and that evening there was a service of thanksgiving that I refused to attend.
Next morning I took my three children to the palace. aethelred and aethelflaed, who at least pretended to a happy marriage when ceremony demanded, had come to Lundene, and aethelflaed had offered to let my three children play with her daughter. "Does that mean," I asked her, "that you"re not going to the church?"
"Of course I"m going," she said, smiling, "if Haesten even arrives." Every church bell in the city was ringing in antic.i.p.ation of the arrival of the Danes, and crowds were gathering in the streets, despite a spitting cold rain that blew from the east.
"He"s coming," I said.
"You know that?"
"They left at dawn," I said. I kept watchers on the mudflats of the widening Temes and the beacons had been lit at first light, signaling that ships had left Beamfleot"s creek and were heading upriver.
"He"s only doing it," aethelflaed said, "so my father doesn"t attack him."
"He"s a weasel"s earsling," I said.
"He wants East Anglia," she said. "Eohric"s a weak king and Haesten would like his crown."
"Maybe," I said dubiously, "but he"d prefer Wess.e.x."
She shook her head. "My husband has an informer in his encampment and he"s certain Haesten plans an attack on Grantaceaster."
Grantaceaster was where East Anglia"s new Danish king had his capital, and a successful attack might well give Haesten the throne of East Anglia. He certainly wanted a throne, and all reports said that Eohric was a feeble ruler, but Alfred had made a treaty with Guthrum, the previous king, which agreed that Wess.e.x would not interfere in East Anglia"s affairs, so if Haesten"s ambition was to take that throne, why should he need to placate Alfred? Haesten really wanted Wess.e.x, of course, but Fearnhamme would have persuaded him that it was far too difficult an ambition. Then I remembered the one vacant throne, and it all made sense to me. "I think he"s more interested in Mercia," I said.
aethelflaed considered that idea, then shook her head. "He knows he"d have to fight both us and Wess.e.x to conquer Mercia. And my husband"s spy is certain it"s East Anglia."
"We"ll see."
She glanced into the next room where the children were playing with carved wooden toys. "Uhtred"s old enough to attend church," she said.
"I"m not raising him as a Christian," I said firmly.
She smiled at me, her lovely face momentarily showing the mischief I remembered from her childhood. "Dear Lord Uhtred," she said, "still swimming against the current."
"And you, lady?" I asked, remembering how nearly she had fled with a pagan Dane.
"I drift in my husband"s boat," she sighed, then servants came to summon her to aethelred"s side. Haesten, it seemed, was within sight of the city walls.
He arrived in Dragon-Voyager Dragon-Voyager, which he berthed at one of the decaying quays downstream of my house. He was greeted by Alfred and by aethelred, both men wearing fur-trimmed robes and bronze coronets. Horns sounded and drummers beat out a swift rhythm that was spoiled when the rain became harder and made the drum skins soggy. Haesten, presumably advised by Willibald, wore no armor or weapons, though his long leather coat looked thick enough to withstand a sword thrust. His beard plaits were tied with leather laces and I swore a hammer amulet was tucked inside one of the braids. His wife and two sons were in penitential white and they walked barefoot in the procession that climbed Lundene"s hill. His wife was called Brunna, though on this day she would be given a new and Christian name. She was small and dumpy with nervous eyes that flickered left and right as though she expected an attack from the crowds that lined the narrow streets. I was surprised by her unattractive looks. Haesten was an ambitious man, eager to be recognized as one of the great warlords, and to such a man a wife"s appearance was as important as the splendor of his armor or the wealth of his followers, but Haesten had not married Brunna for her looks. He had married her because she had brought a dowry that had started him on his upward journey. She was his wife, but I guessed she was not his companion in bed, hall, or anywhere else. He was willing to have her baptized simply because she was not important to him, though Alfred, with his high-minded view of marriage, would never have comprehended such cynicism. As to Haesten"s sons, I doubt he took their baptism seriously and, just as soon as he got them away from Lundene, he would order them to forget the ceremony. Children are easily swayed by religion, which is why it is a good thing that most eventually grow into sense.
Chanting monks led the procession, then came children with green boughs, more monks, a group of abbots and bishops, then Steapa and fifty men of the royal guard, who walked immediately in front of Alfred and his guests. Alfred walked slowly, clearly in discomfort, but he had refused the offer of a cart. His old wagon, which I had ditched outside Fearnhamme, had been recovered, but Alfred insisted on walking because he liked the humility of approaching his G.o.d on foot. He leaned on aethelred sometimes, and so king and son-in-law limped painfully uphill together. aethelflaed walked a pace behind her husband and, behind her and behind Haesten, were the emissaries from Wales and Frankia who had traveled to witness the miracle of this Danish conversion.
Haesten hesitated before entering the church. I suspect he half thought it was an ambush, but Alfred encouraged him, and the Danes stepped gingerly inside to find nothing more threatening than a black-robed gaggle of monks. There was precious little room in the church. I had not wanted to be there, but a messenger from Alfred had insisted on my presence, and so I stood at the very back and watched the smoke rise from tall candles and listened to the chanting of the monks that, at times, was drowned by the sheer beat of rain on the thatched roof. A crowd had gathered in the small square outside, and a bedraggled priest stood on a stool in the sanctuary door to repeat Bishop Erkenwald"s words to the sopping people. The priest had to bellow to make himself heard above the wind and the rain.
Three silver-hooped barrels stood in front of the altar, each half filled with water from the Temes. Brunna, looking completely confused, was persuaded to climb into the center barrel. She gave a small cry of horror as she dropped into the cold water, then stood shivering with her arms crossed over her b.r.e.a.s.t.s. Her two sons were unceremoniously dumped into the barrels on either side, then Bishop Erkenwald and Bishop a.s.ser used ladles to scoop water over the frightened boys" heads. "Behold the spirit descends!" Bishop a.s.ser shouted as he drenched the lads. Both bishops then soaked Brunna"s hair and p.r.o.nounced her new Christian name, aethelbrun. Alfred beamed with delight. The three Danes stood shivering as a choir of white-robed children sang an endless song. I remember Haesten turning slowly to catch my eye. He raised an eyebrow and had a hard time suppressing a grin and I suspected he had enjoyed the watery humiliation of his plain-looking wife.
Alfred talked with Haesten after the ceremony, and then the Danes left, laden down with gifts. Alfred gave them coins in a chest, a great silver crucifix, a gospel book, and a reliquary which held a finger bone of Saint aethelburg, a saint who had apparently been drawn up to heaven by golden chains, but must have left at least one finger behind. The rain was pouring down even harder as Dragon-Voyager Dragon-Voyager eased away from the quay. I heard Haesten snap an order at his oarsmen, the blades dug into the filthy Temes water, and the ship surged eastward. eased away from the quay. I heard Haesten snap an order at his oarsmen, the blades dug into the filthy Temes water, and the ship surged eastward.
That night there was a feast to celebrate the great day"s events. Haesten, it seemed, had begged to be excused from the meal, which was discourteous of him as the food and ale were in his honor, but it was probably a wise decision. Men may not carry weapons in a royal hall, but the ale would doubtless have started fights between Haesten"s men and the Saxons. Alfred, anyway, took no offense. He was simply too happy. He might have seen his own death approaching, but he reckoned his G.o.d had granted him great gifts. He had seen Harald utterly defeated and watched as Haesten brought his family for baptism. "I will leave Wess.e.x safe," he told Bishop Erkenwald in my hearing.
"I trust you will not leave us for many years to come, lord," Erkenwald replied piously.
Alfred patted the bishop"s shoulder. "That is in G.o.d"s hands, bishop."
"And G.o.d listens to his people"s prayers, lord."
"Then pray for my son," Alfred said, turning to look at Edward, who sat uneasily at the top table.
"I never cease to pray," the bishop said.
"Then pray now," Alfred said happily, "and ask G.o.d to bless our feast!"
Erkenwald waited for the king to seat himself at the high table, then he prayed loud and long, beseeching his G.o.d"s blessing on the food that was getting cold, and then thanking his G.o.d for the peace that now ensured the future of Wess.e.x.
But his G.o.d was not listening.
It was the feast that started the trouble. I suppose the G.o.ds were bored with us; they looked down and saw Alfred"s happiness and decided, as the G.o.ds will, that it was time to roll the dice.
We were in the great Roman palace, a building of brick and marble patched with Saxon thatch and wattle. There was a dais on which a throne usually sat, but now had a long trestle table hung with green linen cloths. Alfred sat in the center of the table"s long side, flanked by aelswith, his wife, and aethelflaed, his daughter. They were the only women present, other than servants. aethelred sat beside aethelflaed, while Edward sat beside his mother. The other six places at the high table were occupied by Bishop Erkenwald, Bishop a.s.ser, and the most important envoys from other countries. A harpist sat to one side of the dais and chanted a long hymn of praise to Alfred"s G.o.d.
Beneath the dais, between the hall"s pillars, were four more trestle tables where the guests ate. Those guests were a mixture of churchmen and warriors. I sat between Finan and Steapa in the darkest corner of the hall, and I confess I was in a foul temper. It seemed plain to me that Haesten had fooled Alfred. The king was one of the wisest men I ever knew, yet he had a weakness for his G.o.d, and it never occurred to him that there might have been a political calculation behind Haesten"s apparent concessions. To Alfred it simply seemed that his G.o.d had worked a miracle. He knew, of course, from his son-in-law and from his own spies, that Haesten had an ambition to take the throne of East Anglia, but that did not worry him because he had already conceded that country to Danish rule. He dreamed of recovering it, but he knew what was possible and what was just aspiration. In those last years of his life Alfred always referred to himself as the King of the An gelcynn, King of the English folk, and by that he meant all the land in Britain where the Saxon languages were spoken, but he knew that t.i.tle was a hope, not a reality. It had fallen to Alfred to make Wess.e.x secure and to extend its authority over much of Mercia, but the rest of the Angelcynn were under Danish rule, and Alfred could do little about that. Yet he was proud that he had made Wess.e.x strong enough to destroy Harald"s great army and to force Haesten to seek baptism for his family.
I brooded on those things. Steapa growled conversation, which I hardly heard, and Finan made sour jokes at which I dutifully smiled, but all I wanted was to get out of that hall. Alfred"s feasts were never festive. The ale was in short supply and the entertainment was pious. Three monks chanted a long Latin prayer, then the children"s choir sang a ditty about being lambs of G.o.d, which made Alfred beam with pleasure. "Beautiful!" he exclaimed when the grubby-robed infants had finished their caterwauling. "Truly beautiful!" I thought he was about to demand another song from the children, but Bishop a.s.ser leaned behind aelswith and evidently suggested something that made Alfred"s eyes light up. "Brother G.o.dwin," he called down to the blind monk, "you haven"t sung for us in many weeks!"
The young monk looked startled, but a table companion took him by the elbow and led him to the open s.p.a.ce as the children, shepherded by a nun, were taken away. Brother G.o.dwin stood alone as the harpist struck a series of chords on his horsehair strings. I thought the blind monk was not going to sing at all, because he made no sounds, but then he started to jerk his head backward and forward as the chords became swooping and eerie. Some men crossed themselves, then Brother G.o.dwin began to make small whimpering noises. "He"s moon mad," I muttered to Finan.
"No, lord," Finan whispered, "he"s possessed." He fingered the cross which always hung from his neck. "I"ve seen holy men in Ireland," he went on softly, "just like him."
"The spirit talks through him," Steapa said in awe. Alfred must have heard our low voices because he turned an irritated face on us. We went silent, and suddenly G.o.dwin began to writhe and then he let out a great shout that echoed in the hall. Smoke from the braziers wreathed around him before vanishing through the smoke-hole ripped in the Roman roof.
I learned much later that Brother G.o.dwin had been discovered by Bishop a.s.ser, who had found the young, blind monk locked in a cell at the monastery of aethelingaeg. He was kept locked away because the abbot believed G.o.dwin to be mad as a bat, but Bishop a.s.ser decided G.o.dwin really did hear his G.o.d"s voice and so had brought the monk to Alfred who, of course, believed that anything from aethelingaeg was auspicious because that was where he had survived the greatest crisis of his reign.
G.o.dwin began to yelp. The sound was of a man in great pain and the harpist took his hands from the strings. Dogs responded to the sounds, howling in the dark back rooms of the palace. "The holy spirit comes," Finan whispered reverently, and G.o.dwin let out a great scream as if his bowels were being torn from him.
"Praise G.o.d," Alfred said. He and his family were gazing at the monk who now stood as though crucified, then he relaxed his outspread arms and began speaking. He shivered as he spoke and his voice meandered up and down, now shrill, then almost too low to hear. If it was singing, then it was the strangest noise I ever heard. At first his words sounded like nonsense, or else were being chanted in an unknown language, but slowly, from the jabber, coherent sentences emerged. Alfred was the chosen of G.o.d. Wess.e.x was the promised land. Milk and honey abounded. Women brought sin into the world. G.o.d"s bright angels had spread their wings over us. The Lord most high is terrible. The waters of Israel were turned to blood. The wh.o.r.e of Babylon was among us.
He stopped after chanting that. The harpist had detected a rhythm in G.o.dwin"s words and was playing softly, but his hands checked on the strings again as the monk turned his blind face about the hall with a look of puzzlement. "The wh.o.r.e!" he suddenly started shouting over and over. "The wh.o.r.e! The wh.o.r.e! The wh.o.r.e! She is among us!" He made a mewing sound and twisted down to his knees and began sobbing.
No one spoke, no one moved. I heard the wind in the smoke-hole and I thought of my children somewhere in aethelflaed"s quarters and wondered if they were listening to this craziness.
"The wh.o.r.e," G.o.dwin said, drawing the word "wh.o.r.e" into a long throbbing howl. Then he stood and looked quite sane. "The wh.o.r.e is among us, lord," he said toward Alfred, in a perfectly normal voice.
"The wh.o.r.e?" Alfred asked uncertainly.
"The wh.o.r.e!" G.o.dwin screamed again, then once again reverted to sanity. "The wh.o.r.e, lord, is the maggot in the fruit, the rat in the granary, the locust in the wheatfield, the disease in the child of G.o.d. It saddens G.o.d, lord," he said, and began weeping.
I touched Thor"s hammer. G.o.dwin was mad beyond help, I thought, but all the Christians in that hall gazed at him as though he had been sent from heaven. "Where"s Babylon?" I whispered to Finan.
"Somewhere a long way off, lord," he answered softly, "maybe beyond Rome even?"
G.o.dwin was weeping silently, but saying nothing, so Alfred gestured that the harpist should touch his strings again. The chords sounded and G.o.dwin responded by starting to chant again, though now his words lacked rhythm. "Babylon is the devil"s home," he shouted, "the wh.o.r.e is the devil"s child, the yeast in the bread will fail, the wh.o.r.e has come to us. The wh.o.r.e died and the devil raised her up, the wh.o.r.e will destroy us, stop!"
This last command was to the harpist who, in frightened obedience, flattened his hands on the strings to stop their quivering.
"G.o.d is on our side," Alfred said in a kindly voice, "so who can destroy us?"
"The wh.o.r.e can destroy us," Bishop a.s.ser said, and I thought, I could not be sure, that he glanced toward me, though I doubt he could see me because I was deep in the shadows.
"The wh.o.r.e!" G.o.dwin shouted at Alfred, "you fool! The wh.o.r.e!"
No one reproved him for calling the king a fool.
"G.o.d will surely protect us!" Bishop Erkenwald said.
"The wh.o.r.e was among us, and the wh.o.r.e died, and G.o.d sent her to the fires of h.e.l.l and the devil raised her and she is here," G.o.dwin said forcibly. "She is here! Her stench sours G.o.d"s chosen people! She must be killed. She must be cut into pieces and her foul parts cast into the bottomless sea! G.o.d commands it! G.o.d weeps in his heaven because you do not obey his commandments, and he commands that the wh.o.r.e must die! G.o.d weeps! He hurts! G.o.d weeps! The tears of G.o.d fall on us like drops of fire, and it is the wh.o.r.e who makes those tears!"
"What wh.o.r.e?" Alfred asked, then Finan put a warning hand on my arm.
"She was called Gisela," G.o.dwin had hissed.
At first I thought I had misheard. Men were looking at me, and Finan was holding my arm, and I was certain I had misheard, but then G.o.dwin began to chant again. "Gisela, the great wh.o.r.e, is now Skade. She is a piece of filth in human guise, a wh.o.r.e of rottenness, a devil"s t.u.r.d with b.r.e.a.s.t.s, a wh.o.r.e, Gisela! G.o.d killed her because she was filth and now she is back!"
"No," Finan said to me, but without much urgency. I had stood.
"Lord Uhtred!" Alfred called sharply. Bishop a.s.ser was watching me, half smiling, as his pet monk writhed and screamed. "Lord Uhtred!" Alfred called again, slapping the table.
I had strode to the hall"s center where I took G.o.dwin"s shoulder and turned his blind face toward me.
"Lord Uhtred!" Alfred had stood.
"You lie, monk," I said.
"She was filth!" G.o.dwin spat at me. He began striking my chest with his fists. "Your wife was the devil"s wh.o.r.e, a wh.o.r.e hated by G.o.d, and you are the devil"s instrument, you wh.o.r.e-husband, heathen, sinner!"
The hall was in uproar. I was aware of none of it, only of a red anger that consumed me and flared in me and filled my ears with its howling sound. I had no weapons. This was a royal hall and weapons were forbidden, but the mad monk was. .h.i.tting me and howling at me and I drew back my right hand and hit him.
My hand half hit him. Maybe he sensed the blow was coming be cause he backed away fast, and my hand caught him on the jaw, dislocating it so that his chin was skewed sideways as blood poured from his lips. He spat out a tooth and took a wild swing at me.
"Enough!" Alfred shouted. Men were at last moving, but it seemed to me they moved with exaggerated slowness as G.o.dwin spat blood at me.
"Wh.o.r.e-lover," he snarled, or I think that was what he said.
"Stop! I command it!" Alfred called.
"Wh.o.r.e-husband," the b.l.o.o.d.y mouth said distinctly.
So I hit him again, and with that second blow I broke his neck.
I had not meant to kill him, merely silence him, but I heard his neck crunch. I saw his head loll unnaturally to one side, and then he fell across one of the braziers and his short black hair blazed into bright flame. He collapsed on the floor"s broken mosaics and the hall was filled with the stink of burning hair and scorched flesh.
"Arrest him!" I heard Bishop a.s.ser"s loud shout.
"He must die!" Bishop Erkenwald called.
Alfred was staring at me in horror. His wife, who had ever hated me, was screaming that I must pay for my sins.
Finan took my arm and pulled me toward the hall"s door. "To the house, lord," he said.