More wonders for Malcolm Stewart, who had learnt to believe it mere dishonour and tameness to forgive the son for his father"s deeds. A cloistered priest could hardly do so: pardon to a hostile family came only with the last mortal throe; and here was this warlike king forgiving as a mere matter of course!
"But," added James, "you had best not speak of your bent conventwards in the Court here. I should not like to have you called the monkling!"
Malcolm crimsoned, with the resolution never to betray himself.
CHAPTER V: WHITTINGTON S FEAST
The next day the royal train set forth from Pontefract, and ere mounting, James presented his young kinsman to the true Joan Beaufort-fair-haired, soft-featured, blue-eyed, and with a lovely air of graciousness, as she greeted him with a sweet, blushing, sunny smile, half that of the queen in antic.i.p.ation, half that of the kindly maiden wishing to set a stranger at ease. So beautiful was she, that Malcolm felt annihilated at the thought of his blunder of last night.
As they rode on, James was entirely occupied with the lady, and Malcolm was a good deal left to himself; for, though the party was numerous, he knew no one except the Duke of Bedford, who was riding with the King and Lord Warwick, in deep consultation, while Sir Nigel Baird, Lord Marmion, and the rest were in the rear. He fell into a mood of depression such as had not come upon him since he pa.s.sed the border, thinking himself despised by all for being ill-favoured and ill-dressed, and chafing, above all, at the gay contempt he fancied in young Ralf Percy"s eye. He became constantly more discontented with this noisy turmoil, and more resolved to insist on returning to the peaceful cloister where alone he could hide his head and be at rest.
The troop halted for what they called their noon meat at the abode of a hospitable Yorkshire knight; but King Henry, in order that the good gentleman"s means should not be overtasked, had given directions that only the ladies and the princes should enter the house, while the rest of the suite should take their meal at the village inn.
King James, in attending to Joan, had entirely forgotten his cousin; and Malcolm, doubtful and diffident, was looking hesitatingly at the gateway, when Ralf Percy called out, "Ha! you there, this is our way. That is only for the royal folk; but there"s good sack and better sport down here! I"ll show you the way," he added, good-naturedly, softened, as most were, by the startled, wistful, timid look.
Malcolm, ashamed to say he was royal, but surprised at the patronage, was gratefully following, when old Bairdsbrae indignantly laid his hand on the rein. "Not so, Sir; this is no place for you!"
"Let me alone!" entreated Malcolm, as he saw Percy"s amazed look and whistle of scorn. "They don"t want me."
"You will never have your place if you do not take it," said the old gentleman; and leading the trembling, shrinking boy up to the door, he continued, "For the honour of Scotland, Sir!" and then announcing Malcolm by his rank and t.i.tle, he almost thrust him in.
Fancying he detected a laugh on Ralf Percy"s face, and a sneer on that of the stout English porter, Malcolm felt doubly wretched as he was ushered into the hall and the buzz of talk and the confusion made by the attendance of the worthy knight and his many sons, one of whom, waiting with better will than skill, had nearly run down the shy limping Scotsman, who looked wildly for refuge at some table. In his height of distress, a kindly gesture of invitation beckoned to him, and he found himself seated and addressed, first in French, and then in careful foreign English, by the same lady whom he had yesterday taken for Joan of Somerset, namely, Esclairmonde de Luxemburg.
He was too much confused to look up till the piece of pasty and the wine with which the lady had caused him to be supplied were almost consumed, and it was not till she had made some observations on the journey that he became at ease enough to hazard any sort of answer, and then it was in his sweet low Scottish voice, with that irresistibly attractive look of shy wistful grat.i.tude in his great soft brown eyes, while his un-English accent caused her to say, "I am a stranger here, like yourself, my Lord;" and at the same moment he first raised his eyes to behold what seemed to him perfect beauty and dignity, an oval face, richly-tinted olive complexion, dark pensive eyes, a sweet grave mouth smiling with encouraging kindness, and a lofty brow that gave the whole face a magnificent air, not so much stately as above and beyond this world. It might have befitted St. Barbara or St. Katherine, the great intellectual virgin visions of purity and holiness of the middle ages; but the kindness of the smile went to Malcolm"s heart, and emboldened him to answer in his best French, "You are from Holland, lady?"
"Not from the fens," she answered. "My home lies in the borders of the forest of Ardennes."
And then they found that they understood each other best when she spoke French, and Malcolm English, or rather Scotch; and their acquaintance made so much progress, that when the signal was again given to mount, the Lady Esclairmonde permitted Malcolm to a.s.sist her to her saddle; and as he rode beside her he felt pleased with himself, and as if Ralf Percy were welcome to look at him now.
On Esclairmonde"s other hand there rode a small, slight girl, whom Malcolm took for quite a child, and paid no attention to; but presently old Sir Lewis Robsart rode back with a message that my Lady of Westmoreland wished to know where the Lady Alice Montagu was. A gentle, timid voice answered, "O Sir, I am well here with Lady Esclairmonde. Pray tell my good lady so."
And therewith Sir Lewis smiled, and said, "You could scarcely be in better hands, fair damsel," and rode back again; while Alice was still entreating, "May I stay with you, dear lady? It is all so strange and new!"
Esclairmonde smiled, and said, "You make me at home here, Mademoiselle. It is I who am the stranger!"
"Ah! but you have been in Courts before. I never lived anywhere but at Middleham Castle till they fetched me away to meet the Queen."
For the gentle little maiden, a slender, fair-haired, childish-faced creature, in her sixteenth year, was the motherless child and heiress of the stout Earl of Salisbury, the last of the Montacutes, or Montagues, who was at present fighting the King"s battles in France, but had sent his commands that she should be brought to Court, in preparation for fulfilling the long-arranged contract between her and Sir Richard Nevil, one of the twenty-two children of the Earl of Westmoreland.
She was under the charge of the Countess-a stately dame, with all the Beaufort pride; and much afraid of her she was, as everything that was shy or forlorn seemed to turn towards the maiden whose countenance not only promised kindness but protection.
Presently the cavalcade pa.s.sed a gray building in the midst of green fields and orchards, where, under the trees, some black-veiled figures sat spinning.
"A nunnery!" quoth Esclairmonde, looking eagerly after it as she rode past.
"A nunnery!" said Malcolm, encouraged into the simple confidingness of a young boy. "How unlike the one where my sister is! Not a tree is near it; it is perched upon a wild crag overhanging the angry sea, and the winds roar, and the gulls and eagles scream, and the waves thunder round it!"
"Yet it is not the less a haven of peace," replied Esclairmonde.
"Verily," said Malcolm, "one knows what peace is under that cloister, where all is calm while the winds rave without."
"You know how to love a cloister," said the lady, as she heard his soft, sad tones.
"I had promised myself to make my home in one," said Malcolm; "but my King will have me make trial of the world first. And so please you," he added, recollecting himself, "he forbade me to make my purpose known; so pray, lady, be so good as to forget what I have said."
"I will be silent," said Esclairmonde; "but I will not forget, for I look on you as one like myself, my young lord. I too am dedicated, and only longing to reach my cloistered haven."
She spoke it out with the ease of those days when the monastic was as recognized a profession as any other calling, and yet with something of the desire to make it evident on what ground she stood.
Lady Alice uttered an exclamation of surprise.
"Yes," said Esclairmonde, "I was dedicated his my infancy, and promised myself in the nunnery at Dijon when I was seven years old."
Then, as if to turn the conversation from herself, she asked of Malcolm if he too had made any vow.
"Only to myself," said Malcolm. "Neither my Tutor nor the Prior of Coldingham would hear my vows." And he was soon drawn into telling his whole story, to which the ladies both listened with great interest and kindness, Esclairmonde commending his resolution to leave the care of his lands and va.s.sals to one whom he represented as so much better fitted to bear them as Patrick Drummond, and only regretting the silence King James had enjoined, saying she felt that there was safety and protection in being avowed as a destined religious.
"And you are one," said Lady Alice, looking at her in wonder. "And yet you are with that lady-" And the girl"s innocent face expressed a certain wonder and disgust that no one could marvel at who had heard the Flemish Countess talk in the loudest, broadest, most hoydenish style.
"She has been my very good lady," said Esclairmonde; "she has, under the saints, saved me from much."
"Oh, I entreat you, tell us, dear lady!" entreated Alice. It was not a reticent age. Malcolm Stewart had already avowed himself in his own estimation pledged to a monastic life, and Esclairmonde of Luxemburg had reasons for wishing her position and intentions to be distinctly understood by all with whom she came in contact; moreover, there was a certain congeniality in both her companions, their innocence and simplicity, that drew out confidence, and impelled her to defend her lady.
"My poor Countess," she said, "she has been sorely used, and has suffered much. It is a piteous thing when our little imperial fiefs go to the spindle side!"
"What are her lands?" asked Malcolm.
"Hainault, Holland, and Zealand," replied the lady. "Her father was Count of Hainault, her mother the sister of the last Duke of Burgundy-him that was slain on the bridge of Montereau. She was married as a mere babe to the Duke of Touraine, who was for a brief time Dauphin, but he died ere she was sixteen, and her father died at the same time. Some say they both were poisoned. The saints forfend it should be true; but thus it was my poor Countess was left desolate, and her uncle, the Bishop of Liege-Jean Sans Pitie, as they call him-claimed her inheritance. You should have seen how undaunted she was!"
"Were you with her then?" asked Alice Montagu.
"Yes. I had been taken from our convent at Dijon, when my dear brothers, to whom Heaven be merciful! died at Azincourt. My oncles a la mode de Bretagne-how call you it in English?"
"Welsh uncles," said Alice.
"They are the Count de St. Pol and the Bishop of Therouenne. They came to Dijon. In another month I should have been seventeen, and been admitted as a novice; but, alack! there were all the lands that came through my grandmother, in Holland and in Flanders, all falling to me, and Monseigneur of Therouenne, like almost all secular clergy, cannot endure the religious orders, and would not hear of my becoming a Sister. They took me away, and the Bishop declared my dedication null, and they would have bestowed me in marriage at once, I believe, if Heaven had not aided me, and they could not agree on the person. And then my dear Countess promised me that she would never let me be given without my free will."
"Then," said Alice, "the Bishop did cancel your dedication?"
"Yes," said Esclairmonde; "but none can cancel the dedication of my heart. So said the holy man at Zwoll."
"How, lady?" anxiously inquired Malcolm; "has not a bishop power to bind and unloose?"
"Yea," said Esclairmonde, "such power that if my childish promise had been made without purpose or conscience thereof, or indeed if my will were not with it, it would bind me no more, there were no sin in wedlock for me, no broken vow. But my own conscience of my vow, and my sense that I belong to my Heavenly Spouse, proved, he said, that it was not my duty to give myself to another, and that whereas none have a parent"s right over me, if I have indeed chosen the better part, He to whom I have promised myself will not let it be taken from me, though I might have to bear much for His sake. And when I said in presumption that such would lie light on me, he bade me speak less and pray more, for I knew not the cost."