She recalled Maurice"s characteristics, his kindness, his love of climbing, fishing, bathing, his love of the sun--all his love of life.
Hermione had to listen to the story with that body lying on her bed.
Gaspare"s grief was speechless, but needed comfort more. There was an element in it of fury which Hermione realized without rightly understanding. She supposed it was the fury of a boy from whom something is taken by one whom he cannot attack.
For G.o.d is beyond our reach.
She could not understand the conflict going on in the boy"s heart and mind.
He knew that this death was probably no natural death, but a murder.
Neither Maddalena nor her father had been in the Casa delle Sirene when he knocked upon the door in the night. Salvatore had sent Maddalena to spend the night with relations in Marechiaro, on the pretext that he was going to sail to Messina on some business. And he had actually sailed before Gaspare"s arrival on the island. But Gaspare knew that there had been a meeting, and he knew what the Sicilian is when he is wronged. The words "vengeance is mine!" are taken in Sicily by each wronged man into his own mouth, and Salvatore was notoriously savage and pa.s.sionate.
As the first shock of horror and despair pa.s.sed away from Gaspare he was devoured, as by teeth, devoured by the desire to spring upon Salvatore and revenge the death of his padrone. But the padrone had laid a solemn injunction upon him. Solemn, indeed, it seemed to the boy now that the lips which had spoken were sealed forever. The padrona was never to know.
If he obeyed his impulse, if he declared the vendetta against Salvatore, the padrona would know. The knife that spilled the murderer"s blood would give the secret to the world--and to the padrona.
Tremendous that night was the conflict in the boy"s soul. He would not leave Hermione. He was like the dog that creeps to lie at the feet of his sorrowing mistress. But he was more than that. For he had his own sorrow and his own fury. And he had the battle with his own instincts.
What was he going to do?
As he began to think, really to think, and to realize things, he knew that after such a death the authorities of Marechiaro, the Pretore and the Cancelliere, would proceed to hold a careful examination into the causes of death. He would be questioned. That was certain. The opportunity would be given him to denounce Salvatore.
And was he to keep silence? Was he to act for Salvatore, to save Salvatore from justice? He would not have minded doing that, he would have wished to do it, if afterwards he could have sprung upon Salvatore and buried his knife in the murderer of his padrone.
But--the padrona? She was not to know. She was never to know. And she had been the first in his life. She had found him, a poor, ragged little boy working among the vines, and she had given him new clothes and had taken him into her home and into her confidence. She had trusted him. She had remembered him in England. She had written to him from far away, telling him to prepare everything for her and the padrone when they were coming.
He began to sob violently again, thinking of it all, of how he had ordered the donkeys to fetch the luggage from the station, of how--
"Hush, Gaspare!"
Hermione again put her hand on his. She was sitting near the bed on which the body was lying between dry sheets. For she had changed them with Gaspare"s a.s.sistance. Maurice still wore the clothes which had been on him in the sea. Giuseppe, the fisherman, had explained to Hermione that she must not interfere with the body till it had been visited by the authorities, and she had obeyed him. But she had changed the sheets. She scarcely knew why. Now the clothes had almost dried on the body, and she did not see any more the stains of water. One sheet was drawn up over the body, to the chin. The matted dark hair was visible against the pillow, and had made her think several times vaguely of that day after the fishing when she had watched Maurice taking his siesta. She had longed for him to wake then, for she had known that she was going to Africa, that they had only a few hours together before she started. It had seemed almost terrible to her, his sleeping through any of those hours. And now he was sleeping forever. She was sitting there waiting for nothing, but she could not realize that yet. She felt as if she must be waiting for something, that something must presently occur, a movement in the bed, a--she scarcely knew what.
Presently the clock Gaspare had brought from the fair chimed, then played the "Tre Colori." Lucrezia had set it to play that evening when she was waiting for the padrone to return from the sea.
When he heard the tinkling tune Gaspare lifted his head and listened till it was over. It recalled to him all the glories of the fair. He saw his padrone before him. He remembered how he had decorated Maurice with flowers, and he felt as if his heart would break.
"The povero signorino! the povero signorino!" he cried, in a choked voice. "And I put roses above his ears! Si, signora, I did! I said he should be a real Siciliano!"
He began to rock himself to and fro. His whole body shook, and his face had a frantic expression that suggested violence.
"I put roses above his ears!" he repeated. "That day he was a real Siciliano!"
"Gaspare--Gaspare--hush! Don"t! Don"t!"
She held his hand and went on speaking softly.
"We must be quiet in here. We must remember to be quiet. It isn"t our fault, Gaspare. We did all we could to make him happy. We ought to be glad of that. You did everything you could, and he loved you for it. He was happy with us. I think he was. I think he was happy till the very end. And that is something to be glad of. Don"t you think he was very happy here?"
"Si, signora!" the boy whispered, with twitching lips.
"I"m glad I came back in time," Hermione said, looking at the dark hair on the pillow. "It might have happened before, while I was away. I"m glad we had one more day together."
Suddenly, as she said that, something in the mere sound of the words seemed to reveal more clearly to her heart what had befallen her, and for the first time she began to cry and to remember. She remembered all Maurice"s tenderness for her, all his little acts of kindness. They seemed to pa.s.s rapidly in procession through her mind on their way to her heart. Not one surely was absent. How kind to her he had always been! And he could never be kind to her again. And she could never be kind to him--never again.
Her tears went on falling quietly. She did not sob like Gaspare. But she felt that now she had begun to cry she would never be able to stop again; that she would go on crying till she, too, died.
Gaspare looked up at her.
"Signora!" he said. "Signora!"
Suddenly he got up, as if to go out of the room, out of the house. The sight of his padrona"s tears had driven him nearly mad with the desire to wreak vengeance upon Salvatore. For a moment his body seemed to get beyond his control. His eyes saw blood, and his hand darted down to his belt, and caught at the knife that was there, and drew it out. When Hermione saw the knife she thought the boy was going to kill himself with it. She sprang up, went swiftly to Gaspare, and put her hand on it over his hand.
"Gaspare, what are you doing?" she said.
For a moment his face was horrible in its savagery. He opened his mouth, still keeping his grasp on the knife, which she tried to wrest from him.
"Lasci andare! Lasci andare!" he said, beginning to struggle with her.
"No, Gaspare."
"Allora--"
He paused with his mouth open.
At that moment he was on the very verge of a revelation of the truth. He was on the point of telling Hermione that he was sure that the padrone had been murdered, and that he meant to avenge the murder. Hermione believed that for the moment he was mad, and was determined to destroy himself in her presence. It was useless to pit her strength against his.
In a physical struggle she must be overcome. Her only chance was to subdue him by other means.
"Gaspare," she said, quickly, breathlessly, pointing to the bed. "Don"t you think the padrone would have wished you to take care of me now? He trusted you. I think he would. I think he would rather you were with me than any one else in the whole world. You must take care of me. You must take care of me. You must never leave me!"
The boy looked at her. His face changed, grew softer.
"I"ve got n.o.body now," she added. "n.o.body but you."
The knife fell on the floor.
In that moment Gaspare"s resolve was taken. The battle within him was over. He must protect the padrona. The padrone would have wished it. Then he must let Salvatore go.
He bent down and kissed Hermione"s hand.
"Lei non piange!" he muttered. "Forse Dio la aiutera."
In the morning, early, Hermione left the body for the first time, went into the dressing-room, changed her clothes, then came back and said to Gaspare:
"I am going a little way up the mountain, Gaspare. I shall not be long.
No, don"t come with me. Stay with him. Are you dreadfully tired?"
"No, signora."
"We shall be able to rest presently," she said.