"Look here, Esther," Richard Ashton finally began, "you know that Betty considers me the worst old gray-beard and lecturer on earth. So I am going to be true to my reputation and lecture you. Why do you allow yourself to be so much influenced by Betty? Don"t you realize every now and then that you are the older and that the Princess ought to come around to your way of thinking? Why don"t you tell her this time that _you_ are right and she is wrong and that you won"t hear anything more on the subject that is worrying you."
Esther laughed, swerving suddenly to get a swift view of the earnest face of her companion. How often he had befriended her, ever since those first days of shy misery and rapture when she had made her original appearance in the Ashton home, little realizing then that the Betty whom she already adored was her own sister.
"I am not really afraid of the Princess, you know, Mr. d.i.c.k," she replied, laughing and using an odd, old-fashioned t.i.tle that she had once given him. "The truth is that if you were able to guess what I have on my mind you might also disagree with me. Because in this particular instance there is a possibility that Betty may be right in her judgment and I in the wrong."
They had walked by this time a little distance beyond the crowded portion of the big city. Now the houses were private residences and boarding places. Finally they stopped before a tall yellow building, five stories in height, with red and yellow flowers growing in a narrow strip along its front. Before an open window on the third floor a girl could be seen sitting with a book in her lap. But she must have become at once aware of the presence of the young man and his companion, because the instant that Dr. Ashton"s hand touched the door k.n.o.b, she disappeared.
CHAPTER V
Changes
d.i.c.k Ashton"s laughing wish that his sister Betty were a little less pretty was not so unreasonable as you might suppose, had you seen her on this particular late June afternoon as she ran down the narrow, ugly hall of the German pension to greet her brother and sister.
She had on a pale blue muslin dress open at the throat with a tiny frill of lace. Her red bronze hair had coppery tones in it as well as pure gold and was parted a little on one side and coiled up in the simplest fashion at the back of her head. The darkness of her lashes and the delicate lines of her brows gave the gray of her eyes a peculiar l.u.s.ter like the shine on old silk. And this afternoon her cheeks were the deep rose color that often accompanies this especial coloring.
She put one arm around Esther, drawing her into their sitting room, while d.i.c.k followed them. It was an odd room, a curious mixture of German and American taste and yet not unattractive. The ceiling was high, the furniture heavy and dark, and the walls covered with a flowered yellow paper. But the two girls had removed the paintings of unnatural flowers and fruits that once decorated them, and instead had hung up framed photographs of the famous pictures that had most pleased them in their visits to different art galleries. There was Franz Hals"
"Smiling Cavalier" gazing down at them with irresistible camaraderie in his eyes which followed you with their smile no matter in what portion of the room you chanced to be. On an opposite wall hung a Rembrandt painting of an old woman, and further along the magical "Mona Lisa." In all the history of art there is no more fascinating story than that relating to this great picture by Leonardo da Vinci. For the woman who was the original of the picture was a great Italian princess whom many people adored because of her strange beauty. She had scores of lovers of n.o.ble blood and lowly, but no one is supposed to have understood the secret of her inscrutable smile, not even the artist who painted it.
This picture was first the property of Italy and then carried away to hang for many years in the most celebrated room in the great gallery of the Louvre in Paris. From there it was stolen by an Italian workman, taken back into Italy and later restored to the French Government. But before Mona Lisa"s return to her niche in the Louvre she made a kind of triumphal progress through the great cities of her former home, Rome, Florence and Venice. And in each place men, women and little children came flocking in thousands to pay their tribute to beauty. And so for those of us who think of beauty as a pa.s.sing, an ephemeral thing, there is this lesson of its universal, its eternal quality. For the smile of one woman, dead these hundreds of years, yet fixed by genius on a square of canvas, can still stir the pulses of the world.
Betty happened to be standing under this picture as she helped Esther remove her coat and hat. And though there was nothing mysterious in her youthful, American prettiness, there is always a poignant and appealing quality in all beauty. Esther suddenly leaned over and placing her hands on both her sister"s cheeks, kissed her.
"What have you been doing alone all day?" she asked. "Was your mother well enough to go out with you?"
Betty shook her head without replying and, though Esther saw nothing, d.i.c.k Ashton had an idea that his sister was merely waiting for a more propitious time for the account of her own day. For she asked immediately after: "What difference in the world does it make, Esther Crippen, what I have been doing? The thing I wish to know this instant is whether Professor Hecksher has asked you to sing at his big concert with his really star singers? And if he has asked you what did you answer?"
"So that was what was worrying you, Esther?" d.i.c.k said and walked over to the high window, pretending to look out.
For Esther was beginning to grow as pale and wretched as she had been an hour before and was once more twisting her hands together like an awkward child.
Betty caught her sister"s hands, holding them close. "Tell me the truth," she insisted.
First the older girl nodded, as though not trusting herself to speak and then said: "Yes, Professor Hecksher _has_ asked me. He wants me to make my musical _debut_ even though I go on studying afterwards. But I can"t do it, Betty dear. I wish you and the Professor would both understand. I appreciate his thinking I can sing well enough, but it is not true. I should break down; my voice would fail utterly. Oh, I am sorry I ever came abroad to study. I have been realizing for months and months that my voice is not worth the trouble and expense father and the rest of you have taken. I am simply going to be a disappointment to all of you."
"Esther, you are a great big goose!" Betty exclaimed indignantly. "I thought we ended this discussion last night and you decided to let Professor Hecksher judge whether or not you could sing. One would think he might know, as he is the biggest singing teacher in Berlin. And certainly if you don"t sing I shall die of disappointment. And I _shall_ believe that you are ungrateful to father and to--to all of us."
She was obliged to break off, for Esther had left the room.
Then d.i.c.k swung around, facing his sister. "Look here, Betty," he began more angrily than she had often heard him speak. "Has it ever occurred to you that you may all be forcing Esther into a life for which she is not fitted, which will never make her happy? Of course there is no denying her talent; her voice is wonderful and grows more so each day.
But she is intensely shy. She hates notoriety and strange people--everything that a musical life must mean. I don"t think that you ought to insist upon her singing at this special concert if she does not wish it. You do not understand her."
Utter amazement during her brother"s long speech kept Betty silent. For it was too absurd that any one should seriously suggest Esther"s turning her back on the big opportunity for which she had been working for the past two years. Why, for what other purpose had they come to Germany? And for Esther to be invited to sing at Professor Hecksher"s annual autumn concert was to have the seal of his approval set upon her ability. For of course the great man selected from his pupils only those whose appearance in public would reflect credit upon him. And often an appearance at one of these much-talked-of recitals meant the beginning of a musical reputation in the outside world. So Betty stared at her brother curiously, at loss to appreciate his point of view. She felt offended, too, at the tone he had just taken with her.
"So you think you understand Esther better than I do, d.i.c.k?" she answered slowly. "I suppose you and Esther must have talked this matter over on your way home. Certainly it is Esther"s own choice and I shall say nothing more about it. And I"ll ask mother not to mention the subject either." Betty picked up a small piece of embroidery lying on a table near by and began sewing industriously, keeping her face bent over it so as to hide her flushed cheeks and the light in her eyes. For Betty had not forgotten her Camp Fire training in self-control. Besides, she did not like quarreling with her brother. d.i.c.k was ordinarily so reasonable, she felt even more mystified than hurt by his behavior. It was so unlike him to argue that one should turn back from a long-sought goal just because there were difficulties to be overcome. Had he not fought through every kind of obstacle for the sake of his profession?
The silence in the room was interrupted only by the ticking of a Swiss clock, until finally a deep gong sounded from below stairs. It might easily have given the impression that the house was on fire, but as neither d.i.c.k nor Betty appeared surprised, it was plainly a summons to the early dinner, which is so important a feature of German pension life.
Folding up her work Betty moved quietly toward the door. But she had only gone a few steps when she heard d.i.c.k coming after her. Then in spite of trying her best to hurry from the room, he caught up with her, putting his arms about her.
"Tell me you are sorry, Princess, or you shan"t have any dinner," he demanded. For it had been a fashion of theirs years before when they were children to have the offender pretend to demand an apology from the offended. But Betty did not feel in the mood for jesting at present and so shook her head.
Then d.i.c.k met her gaze with an expression so unusual that Betty instantly felt her resentment fading.
"Perhaps I was wrong in what I said just then, little sister, I don"t feel sure," he apologized. "But at least I realize that you wish Esther to gain fame and fortune for her own sake and not for yours. I was only wondering which makes a woman happier in the end, a home or a career?
Now please relate me your day"s experience, which you have been keeping such a profound secret, so that I may know I am forgiven."
"It is too late now," Betty returned, slipping away from his grasp. "I must find out whether mother is coming down to dinner. Perhaps I may tell you afterwards."
CHAPTER VI
A Cosmopolitan Company
Sitting opposite Betty at the dinner table were the two German youths to whom d.i.c.k most objected. And yet they were totally unlike both in appearance and position. For one of them was apparently a humble person, with long light hair hanging in poetic fashion below his shirt collar, a big nose and small, hungry, light-blue eyes that seemed always to be swimming in a mist of embarra.s.sment. He was a clerk in a bank and occupied the smallest room on the highest floor of the pension. So it would have been natural enough to suppose from his manner and behavior that he was of plebeian origin. But exactly the opposite was the case.
For the landlady, Mrs. Hohler, who was herself an impoverished gentlewoman, had confided to Mrs. Ashton that the strange youth was in reality of n.o.ble birth. He had an uncle who was a count, and though this uncle had one son, the nephew Frederick stood second in the line of succession. To Richard Ashton, however, this added nothing to the young man"s charms, nor did it make him the less provoked over Frederick von Reuter"s att.i.tude toward Betty. Nevertheless he rather preferred Frederick, who seemed utterly without brains, to her second admirer, Franz. For Franz was dark and aggressive and had an extremely rich father, a merchant in Hamburg. Also Franz hoped to be able to purchase a commission in the German army, so that already he was a.s.suming the dictatorial, disagreeable manner for which many German officers are unpleasantly distinguished.
However, neither young man had ever done anything in the least offensive either to Betty or to any member of her family, so that d.i.c.k Ashton"s feeling was largely prejudice. And although Esther shared his point of view, Mrs. Ashton was somewhat flattered at the amount of admiration that Betty"s beauty had excited ever since their arrival in Europe. As for Betty herself, she gave the whole question very little attention.
All her life she had been accustomed to attention. Now and then her two suitors amused her and at other times she was bored by them.
Notwithstanding she did not find it disagreeable to be able to tease her serious-minded brother. Moreover, the widow with her two daughters, about whom Betty and her mother had been making guesses for several years, continued making her home at the pension, and without a shadow of a doubt one of the girls regarded d.i.c.k with especial favor.
So tonight Betty, who had not yet entirely recovered from her irritation, was unusually gracious to the two young Germans. She even lingered downstairs in the small, overcrowded parlor after dinner with her mother, allowing d.i.c.k and Esther, who were not so friendly with the other boarders, to go up alone to their private sitting room.
"Fritz and Franz," as Betty"s adorers were called, although Herr von Reuter and Herr Schmidt were their proper t.i.tles, were regarded with a good deal of quiet amus.e.m.e.nt by their fellow boarders. While this filled the autocratic soul of Franz with a variety of suppressed emotions, the gentle Fritz seemed totally unaware of it. He was content to sit silently on one side of the _schones Fraulein_, even when she devoted the greater part of her attention to his rival. This evening, without openly flinching, he overheard her accepting with her mother"s approval an invitation from the wealthy Franz for both of them to attend a performance at the Royal Opera House the next evening. Then, although Frederick"s eyes grew mistier and his figure more dejected in consequence, he did not leave the parlor until Betty and her mother had gone up stairs. Late into the night, however, had anyone been in the German youth"s neighborhood, strains of exquisitely melancholy music might have been heard drifting forth from a fifth floor back room. It was the music of the oboe.
Even after Betty Ashton had seen her mother in bed, helping her undress for the night, she did not immediately join Esther and d.i.c.k, although Mrs. Ashton had asked her to explain to them that she was not well enough to remain up any longer. Instead Betty went first into her own bedroom and there re-read the two letters which she carried in her pocket. For if d.i.c.k and Esther were of so much the same opinion in regard to her sister"s refusal to sing in public, it was best that they be allowed to discuss the matter without interruption from her. For although she had promised not to speak of it again to her sister, Betty felt that it would be impossible for her to disguise how she actually felt. It was wicked of Esther, utterly foolish and unreasonable, to intend surrendering to her own shyness and lack of self-confidence, as with d.i.c.k"s abetting she evidently intended doing. Why, Esther might have a truly great future! Professor Hecksher had a.s.sured Mrs. Ashton that she only required time, training and more self-confidence. For, although when Esther was finally under the sway of her music, she was able to throw her whole force and fervor into it, in the beginning of any performance she was often awkward and shy, alarming her audience with the impression that she might break down. Professor Hecksher had even suggested that Esther"s voice might be beautiful enough for grand opera when she grew older and had more experience.
With this last thought still in mind, Betty finally returned to the sitting room to spend the rest of the evening with her brother and sister. Often she had thought of how curious it was that she could speak of d.i.c.k and Esther in this fashion when they bore not the slightest relation to each other!
She found them sitting on opposite sides of a small table, a complete silence pervading the room, although neither one of them was reading.
Esther"s face was flushed and d.i.c.k"s a little pale. As d.i.c.k rose to give his chair to the newcomer, Esther spoke:
"Please don"t go, Dr. Ashton," she said. And Betty wondered idly why Esther should suppose that d.i.c.k intended leaving the room. More often than not he spent his evenings at home with them. "I only want to tell you, Betty dear," she continued, "that you were quite right this afternoon in saying that I was wrong in refusing this chance to sing at Professor Hecksher"s concert. Of course I am not going to give up my work now, when I have been struggling and struggling to learn even the little bit I know. Then if I never sing in public how am I ever to earn that fortune which I have promised to bestow on you, Princess?"
Esther laughed, but Betty frowned with an expression unusual to her.
"I don"t want you to keep on with your singing, Esther, for my sake,"
she protested. "Mother and I are accustomed now to being poor and don"t mind it. So if there is anything else you would prefer to do with your life, please don"t waste a thought on me."
Esther shook her head reproachfully. "Don"t be silly and don"t be cross, Princess," she pleaded. "You know perfectly well that I can no more help thinking about you than I can help breathing. But so far as my keeping on with my music is concerned, I can"t see that I shall ever have the right not to do that. So I am going to make the biggest effort I possibly can at the concert, and then if I fail, why at least I shall have been true to "the Law of the Fire.""
At this Betty"s face softened, but d.i.c.k Ashton marched abruptly out of the room.
Neither of the two girls, though far away from their old Camp Fire circle now for two years, had ever forgotten its purposes and teaching.