The stovepipe comes down every day at the most critical moment. Besides that we have a stone oven outside. Every single day is a picnic. As all of us have to bring our lunch we turned the noon hour into a cooking lesson, and two different girls act as hostesses each day. The boys bring the wood and do the rough work and are our guests at dinner. They all behave pretty well except Absalom b.u.t.ts, who is given to practical jokes.
But as the rest of the boys side in with me against him, he gets very little applause for his pains and very little help in his mischief. The noon dinners continue to be the chief attraction at the little school at the cross roads. Hardly anybody is ever absent now.
I arranged the new schedule so that while I am teaching the girls the things which are of interest to them alone the boys have something else to do that appeals to them. I give them more advanced arithmetic, and have worked out a system of honor marks for those who do extra problems, with a prize promised at the end of the year. Then I got hold of an old copy of Dan Beard"s _New Ideas for Boys_ and have turned them loose on that, letting them make anything they choose, and giving credit marks according to how well they accomplish it.
You see what a job I have ahead of me as a Camp Fire Guardian? In order to teach my girls what they must know to win honors, I have had to turn the whole school system inside out, and then, because I couldn"t bear to leave the boys out in the cold while the girls are having such a good time, I have to keep thinking up things for them to do, too. It stretches my ingenuity to the breaking point sometimes to get everything in, and keep all sides even.
One afternoon each week I have the girls give to Red Cross work. Every Sat.u.r.day I drive all the way over to Thomasville, where the nearest Red Cross headquarters branch is, for gauze to make surgical dressings, returning the finished ones the next week. Here"s where dull-witted Clarissa b.u.t.ts outshines all the brighter girls. She can make those dressings faster and better than any of us and her face is fairly radiant while she is working on them. I have made her inspector over the rest to see that there are no wrinkles and no loose threads, and she nearly bursts with importance. For once in her life she is head of the cla.s.s.
While they fold bandages I read to them about what is going on in the war and what the Red Cross is doing everywhere, and we have beautiful times.
The worst trouble around here is getting up to date things to read. There isn"t a library within fifty miles and the only books we have are the few I can manage to buy and those that Justice Sherman has. Would you mind sending out a magazine once in a while after you have finished reading it?
We had our first ceremonial meeting last night in blue calico instead of ceremonial gowns, but it didn"t make a mite of difference. We felt the magic spell of it just the same and promised with all our hearts to seek beauty and give service and all the other things in the Wood Gatherers"
Desire. That is the wonderful thing about Camp Fire. It makes you have exactly the same feelings whether you learn it in a mansion or in a shack, in an exclusive girls" school or in a third-rate country schoolhouse. If Nyoda only could have seen us! Of all people to whom I had expected to pa.s.s on the Torch, this group of Arkansas Hard-Uppers would have been the very last to occur to me. Was this what she meant, I wonder?
Yours, trying hard to be a Torch Bearer, Katherine.
HINPOHA TO KATHERINE
Dec. 15, 19--.
Darling Katherine:
There"s no use talking, I can never be the same again. My life is wrecked--ruined--blighted; my heart is broken, my faith in Man shattered, but try as I like I can"t forget him. His image is graven on my heart, and there it will be until I die. But for all that, I hate him--hate him--hate him! I don"t want to be unpatriotic, but I do hope he gets killed in the very first battle he"s in. Then at least _she_ won"t have him! But a few short weeks ago I was a mere child, playing at life, a schoolgirl, carefree and heedless, with no other thought in the world beside winning the freshman basketball championship and surviving midyear"s; to-day I am a woman, old in experience, having eaten the fruit of the tree of knowledge and found it bitter as gall. And I must bear it all alone, because if I told the girls here they would laugh at me, and some would be spiteful enough to be glad about it. But I have to tell somebody or explode, and I know you will neither laugh nor tell anybody, being a perfect Tombstone on secrets.
It"s really all Agony and Oh-Pshaw"s fault anyway, for being born. Not that that actually had anything to do with it, but if they hadn"t been born they wouldn"t have had any birthday, and if they hadn"t had any birthday they wouldn"t have given that box party to the LAST OF THE WINNEBAGOS and I never would have met Captain Bannister.
You will readily understand, Katherine, how I burn to serve my country at a time like this. There is nothing I would not do to save her from the clutches of the enemy. It is all very well to say that woman"s part in the war is to knit socks and sweaters and fold bandages and conserve the Food Supply, for that is all that the average woman would be capable of doing anyhow, but as for me, I know that my part is to be a much more definite and a far n.o.bler one. Of course, I do all the other things, too, along with the other Winnies and the whole college, for that matter; joined the Patriotic League, go to Red Cross two nights a week and go without sugar and wheat as much as possible. When I wrote and told Nyoda that I hadn"t eaten one speck of candy for three months except what was given me and was sending the money I usually spent for it to the Belgians, she said I ought to have the Cross of the Legion of Honor, and that "greater love hath no man than this, that he give up the craving of his stomach for his country." You see, Nyoda understands perfectly what it means to have an awful candy hunger gnawing at your vitals like the vulture at the giant"s liver and look the other way when you go past a window full of your favorite bon-bons. But somehow candy doesn"t seem so satisfying when you know there are little Belgian and French children suffering from a much worse gnawing than candy hunger, and usually dropping the price of a box of bonbons into the Relief Fund stops the craving almost as much as the bonbons themselves would.
But this is only doing what thousands of other girls all over the country are doing and there isn"t any individual glory in it. What I long to do is carry the message that saves the army from destruction, or discover the spy at his nefarious work. If only the chance would come for me to do something like that I could die happy.
Agony and Oh-Pshaw"s birthday celebration was quite an event. We had luncheon first at the Golden Dragon, a wonderful new Chinese restaurant that was recently opened, and had chop suey and chow main and other funny things in a little stall lit up with a gorgeous blue and gold lantern. Of course, after that luncheon and the funny toasts we made to the long life and health of Agony and Oh-Pshaw, we felt pretty frolicsome, and by the time we got settled in our seats at the Opera House we were ready to start something. Our seats were in the first row of the balcony, center aisle, and very prominent. I had my knitting along as usual, intending to do a few rows between the acts. I always knit in public places; it sets a good example to other people. Besides, my new knitting bag is too sweet for anything.
I had just got started knitting in the intermission between the first and second acts when the orchestra began to play "Over There," and Agony got an inspiration. "Let"s all stand up," she whispered, "and see how many people will bite and stand up, too."
So, stifling our giggles, we sprang promptly to our feet and stood stiffly at attention. In less than a minute more than half of the audience, not knowing why they should stand up for that piece, but blindly following our lead, gathered up their hats, wraps and programs in their arms and dutifully stood up. Then as soon as they were standing we sat down and laughed at the poor dupes, who sat down in a hurry when they saw us, looking terribly foolish. I haven"t seen anything so funny in a long time.
"Stop laughing," said Gladys, giving me a poke with her elbow. "You"re shaking the seat so I"m getting seasick." But I couldn"t stop.
"Look out, Hinpoha, there goes your knitting," said Migwan. "Catch it, somebody!"
But it was too late. When we stood up I had laid the sock and the ball of yarn on the broad, low rail in front of us, and now the ball had rolled over the edge and dropped down into the audience below, right into the lap of a young man who was sitting on the end seat. He looked up in great surprise and everybody laughed. They just _roared_! There I stood, leaning over the balcony, hanging on to the sock for dear life and trying to keep it from raveling, and there he stood down below holding onto the ball, and plainly puzzled what to do with it.
"Throw down the sock, silly," whispered Agony, reaching over and pulling my sleeve. "Do you think he"s going to throw up the ball?"
I dropped the sock and the man caught it in his other hand and stood there laughing, as he started to wind up the yards and yards of yarn between the ball and the sock. When he had it wound up he brought it upstairs to me. I went out into the corridor to get it. Then for the first time I got a good look at the man. He was dressed in uniform and wore an officer"s cap. He was very tall and slim, with black eyes and hair and a small black mustache.
"Here, patriotic little knitting lady," he said, making a deep bow and handing me my knitting. I looked up into his handsome, smiling face, and little needle points began p.r.i.c.king in my spine. His eyes met mine, he smiled, blushed to the roots of his hair and looked away. All in one instant I knew. I had met my fate. This was my Man, my own. I felt faint and light-headed and all I could see was his black eyes shining like stars. His deep, thrilling voice still rang in my ears. With another low bow he turned to leave me.
"Captain Bannister, at your service," he said.
I went back to my seat with my head swimming. "Patriotic little knitting lady," I found myself whispering under my breath. The girls suddenly seemed awfully young and silly as they sat there giggling at me and at each other. My mind was above all such childish things; it was soaring up in the blue realms of true love. I was glad he was tall and thin. I think fat girls should marry thin men, don"t you? And he was dark, too, just the right mate for redheaded me. And he was a Captain in the army! How the other girls would envy me! Some of them had friends who were lieutenants and were quite uppish about it, but none that I knew had a Captain.
Then at another thought my heart stood still. Suppose he should be killed? I pictured myself in deep mourning, wearing on my breast the medal he had won for bravery, which with his dying breath he had asked his comrades to send to "my wife!" I couldn"t help brushing away a tear then and was quite bewildered when Agony poked me and wanted to know if I wasn"t ever going to make a move to go home. The show was over and the people were streaming out. I hadn"t seen a bit of the last two acts.
Down in the lobby I saw Him again. He was standing by the door talking to another man in uniform. How he stood out among all other men! He was one out of a thousand. My heart beat to suffocation and I couldn"t raise my eyes. In a moment more I must pa.s.s him. I tried to look straight ahead, but something I couldn"t resist drew my head around and I turned and looked straight into his eyes. He tilted back his head and gave me one long, thrilling glance, raised his hand to his cap, then blushed and looked down. Just then Gladys pulled at my sleeve and dragged me over to some girls we knew and we were swept out with the crowd to the sidewalk.
I scarcely knew where I was going. My feet walked along between Gladys and Migwan, but my soul was in the clouds, listening to strains of heavenly music, while the others squabbled over ice cream flavors and who should stand treat after the show. Ice cream! Ye G.o.ds! Who could eat ice cream with their soul seething in love?
From that hour when I had looked into Captain Bannister"s eyes and read the truth in them, I was a changed being. I listened in silence to the idle chatter of the girls around me as we walked to and from cla.s.ses.
Their souls were wrapped up in their knitting, in their lessons, in their meals. Agony and Oh-Pshaw were trying to learn a new and difficult back dive and they talked of nothing else night and day. They were constantly at me to come and try it, too, but I sat loftily apart, hugging my delicious secret. As it says in the poem we learned in literature cla.s.s:
"What were the garden bowers of Thebes to me?"
Like Semele, I scorned the sports of mortals and thought only of my Beloved. I didn"t envy her a bit because her Love was Jupiter. What was Jupiter compared to Captain Bannister?
Twice I had seen him since that day in the theater--had spoken to him, in fact. He was stationed in the recruiting office and one day I happened to be walking past with old Professor Remie and he knew him and stopped and talked and introduced me. As if we needed any introduction! We chatted of commonplaces, but all the while our eyes told volumes. However, soul cannot speak to soul in a public recruiting station where curious eyes are looking on.
I had an errand uptown every day after that. Only once did I see him as I pa.s.sed the recruiting station, however. Then he was throwing out a Socialist who had tried to stop the recruiting and he didn"t see me.
But the next day there came a perfectly huge box of chocolates, addressed quaintly to "Miss Bradford, Somewhere in Purgatory." Inside the box was a card which read:
"The strand you dropped with careless art Has wound itself around my heart."
Underneath was written "Captain Bannister," in a bold, masculine hand.
I buried the chocolates in the depths of my shirtwaist box where no profane eye could see them or profane tooth bite into them. I didn"t mean to be selfish, but I just couldn"t bear to pa.s.s _his_ chocolates around to the crowd and hear Agony"s delighted squeal as she dove into them,
"Come on, girls, have one on Hinpoha"s latest crush!"
For Agony has absolutely no understanding of affairs of the heart--everything is a "crush" to her.
The chocolates were fine and I ate a great many of them, thinking of my Captain all the while, and wondering when I would see him again.
"Hinpoha, what on earth is the matter with you?" said Gladys that night.
"You didn"t eat a bite of supper and you"re as pale as a ghost. Have you upset your stomach again?"
I drew myself up haughtily. The idea! To call this delicious turmoil in my bosom an upset stomach! I was glad I looked pale. I am usually as red as a beet. It was more in keeping with the way I felt to be pale.
"I am not myself," I replied loftily, "but it"s not my stomach."
"Go to bed, honey," said Gladys, "and I"ll bring you a gla.s.s of hot water."
I curled up in bed with Captain Bannister"s card in my hand under the pillow. I was so happy I felt dizzy. Gladys came back with the hot water and made me drink it in spite of my protests, and, strange to say, I felt much calmer after it.
Needless to say, I couldn"t pin my mind down on my lessons. I did such queer things that people began to notice it. For instance, mild old Professor Remie, the chemistry teacher, handed back my paper one day after he had given us a written lesson on the Atomic Theory, and inquired in a puzzled tone if I had meant just what I wrote. I glanced at it and blushed furiously when I realized that I had written down some lines that had been running through my head all day: