"Unreturned?--that must be a new experience for him: Gerard has every quality to attract a woman."
"This one is infinitely too proud and too intelligent to waste a thought upon a married man."
"It is a girl, then! How unlike Gerard"s usual taste!"
"Yes--Mordryn, shall you open Valfreyne quite soon?"
"Immediately--I shall have a party for Whitsuntide, if you will honour me by acting hostess."
"All right--if I may bring my _personnel_ with me--a large order! I can"t stand the racket without Stirling and James and Harmon, my chauffeur--and Miss Bush."
"All are perfectly welcome--especially Miss Bush. She appeared an extremely clever girl when I had the pleasure of talking to her."
"Yes, she is a wonderful creature. I am thinking of marrying her off to Sir John Townly."
The Duke leaned forward, his voice was quite shocked.
"How inhuman, Seraphim! John Townly must be sixty, at least."
"My dear Mordryn, that is only seven years older than you are, and I look upon you as hardly yet at the prime of life--and beggars cannot be choosers, the girl is of no family. Neither for that matter is Sir John.
It will be suitable in every way----I suppose you will let me have a say as to the guests for the Whitsuntide outbreak, eh?"
"Naturally--but spare me any too overmodern widows, or any further breakers in of my sensibilities!"
Seraphim laughed, and they set about making the list.
But when the Duke had gone to dress, she looked long into the fire, something a little sentimental and yet satisfied in her gaze.
"Dear Mordryn--Gerard and the smoking-room caused him uneasiness; it would not have done for that to continue, because of the unpleasant reflection that G. is a married man. Sir John was splendid--but Mordryn is no fool. I must now really oppose him in every possible way----I am not sure if, after all, I shall take her to Valfreyne."
And the Duke, as he dressed, said to himself that he did not understand women. Here was Seraphim, a creature with the kindest heart, yet so full of that distressingly feminine matchmaking instinct which was the curse of her s.e.x, that she was ready to pitchfork this charming, living, fascinating young person into the mouldering arms of old John Townly!
The idea was simply revolting to contemplate, even if beggars could not be choosers! And then suddenly he seemed to see the auctioneer father and the butcher grandfather and the home at Bindon"s Green!
He walked down to dinner in a subdued mood.
CHAPTER XXVII
On Easter Sunday in church, Katherine sat in the overflow pew, and so could be looked at by those highly placed in the chancel seat of honour without the least turning of their heads. It was not surprising, then, that the Duke found the sermon a very good, and a very short one, as his thoughts ran on just as Gerard Strobridge"s had done in that same church once before.
What a charming oval face the girl had--and how purely white was her skin! What was she thinking about with that inscrutable expression? The mouth was so firm and so was the chin. Full red lips, which were yet firm, were dangerous things. Her air was very distinguished and her garments showed great taste. The whole thing was incredible, of course; there must be some harking back to gentle blood. Not one of the party looked so like his ideal of a lady as she.
And she had spoken, too, of love! She had admitted that she knew of one side of it. What were her words, "It makes one feel mad--agitated, unbalanced, animal, even motherly and protective," but what it could be if it touched the soul she could not fathom----Well, the phase which she did know was not without its charm! What extraordinary, alluring eyes she had! Who could the fellow have been? Not a person from--er--Bindon"s Green, of course; she must always have been too refined for that--and not Gerard. A woman who had once felt those emotions for a man did not look at him with that serene calm with which Miss Bush had looked at Gerard. What a most d.a.m.nably exasperating circ.u.mstance it was that she was not a guest--and that he could not spend the afternoon discussing love, and its aspects, while pacing that sunny walk in the walled garden, safe from the east wind!
How beautifully her hair grew! The brow was queenly. How well it would look with an all-round crown of diamonds surmounting it. Sir John would probably give her something of the sort. These rich parvenus--people with but a grandfather, perhaps--would buy some flashy modern thing!
That kind of head would do justice to family jewels. He knew of one particular crown which had belonged to a certain d.u.c.h.ess of early regency days, which was reposing now at Garrards, and which would be specially becoming. Italy--she had spoken of Italy, she had never been there; what a companion to take to Italy! She grasped the spirit of countries. How she had understood "Eothen!"
But the people were rising--the sermon was over. Capital fellow, Woolman, his sermons were much shorter, though, than they used to be.
Would she walk back across the park? Yes, of course, and he would have to motor. What contemptible slaves civilisation made of people!
As everyone was a.s.sembled in the hall on the way to luncheon, the exasperated Duke came over to Katherine.
"Can I find shelter in the peaceful backwater again this afternoon, Miss Bush? It is a vile day, you see, and no tennis is possible."
"No, I am afraid not."
"Does that mean no tennis or no backwater?"
"Both."
"Why?"
"The schoolroom is not intended for visitors, and Sunday afternoon is the only time in which I can sit in the armchair myself and read."
"I would not take more than the edge of the table, if you would let me come," eagerly, "and we could talk over what you are reading."
Katherine looked at him, and there was reproach in her eyes.
"Your Grace must know that it is altogether impossible for you to come to the schoolroom; it could but bring censure upon me--is it quite kind?"
He was contrite in a moment.
"Forgive me! I see my suggestion was not chivalrous--forgive me a thousand times."
She moved on with the general company without answering and it chanced at luncheon that the Duke could see her face, and it looked to him rather sad. He felt a number of things, and even though it rained he went for a walk in the early afternoon alone.
There was obviously only one post which a woman in her position in life could fill, in regard to a man in his----But every fine sentiment in him revolted at the picture of it. That proud head could never bow to the status of mistress. He must dismiss such vagrant thoughts, he must dismiss all thoughts of her except that she was a pleasant companion when chance allowed him to be naturally in her society, for a minute now and then.
There were so many other interests in his homecoming which he must think of. His public duties, which the tragic circ.u.mstances of his life had forced him to waive for so long. There were politics, too. The renovation of the London house--the plans for the Season--the reopening of Valfreyne. By the way, which rooms should he give to Seraphim and her secretary for Whitsuntide? The Venetian suite on the ground floor in the west wing. Seraphim should have the bedroom and dressing-room and sitting-room, which looked on to the park, and Miss Bush the smaller bedroom hung with green damask adjoining--and how would things be? She would be his guest then, and should be treated with all honour. There should be no more coming into the drawing-room after dinner--and lunching if the numbers had to be made up!
But to what end? This was ridiculous weakness, this allowing his thoughts to dwell upon her so much. He had better go back to the house and talk to one of the newcomers--quite a nice woman, who was not intent upon falling into his arms.
And Katherine sat in the schoolroom for a little, but she did not read.
She had seen the Duke from the window for an instant pa.s.sing the end of the rose garden. The sight of him had made her sit down in her armchair and begin to think.
Could the barrier of the enormous difference in their positions ever be surmounted, after all? Dukes had married even actresses in the past, but she would never accept such a position as had been the lot of such d.u.c.h.esses. She must only wear the strawberry leaves if they could be given her in all honour, and with the sympathy and the approval of her own immediate world. It almost looked as though her mistress"s acquiescence would be forthcoming. But there was yet another side of the question; there was the recollection of the three days with Lord Algy.
No faintest uneasiness or regret about that episode had ever entered her brain during all her friendship with Gerard except on that one evening, after hearing of the misfortune of Gladys and upon that one occasion when first she had again seen the hotel in Paris. Now she was faced with the thought what would the Duke say if he knew of this circ.u.mstance in her life? With his lofty point of view, his pride and his present great respect for her, the knowledge would inevitably part them. And if he should remain in ignorance and marry her, the secret fear of his ever discovering the truth afterwards would hang like Damocles" sword over her head. It would insidiously and inevitably destroy the harmony and perfect balance of her mind, necessary for her to carry through the great task of playing successfully the part of d.u.c.h.ess, and it would eventually spoil her whole life.
She more than ever realised the certain reaction of every single action committed, and of every thought thought. Therefore the tremendous necessity of forethought.
Unless the mind is perfectly at peace with itself, she knew it could never have magnetic force to propel its desires, and must lose confidence and so fail to reach its goal. This she realised fully. Her particular type and logical brain, weighing all matters without sentiment, totally uninfluenced by orthodox ideas as to morality if such orthodox ideas did not seem to be supported by common sense, caused her to feel no guilt, nor any so-called conscience p.r.i.c.kings on having taken Lord Algy as a lover. They had both been free and were injuring none. To her it appeared no sin, merely that such actions, not being sanctioned by custom, would inevitably draw upon those who committed them the penalty attached to breaking any laws, even should they be only those of conventionality.
But beyond all this, there was another and quite newly experienced emotion troubling her. It had arisen sharply and suddenly in her breast, born of that strange thrill she had felt when the Duke had kissed her hand----What if he--the man himself--should grow to matter to her--matter as Algy had done, quite apart from his Dukedom and his being the medium through which she could gratify her ambitions?
What a unique, subtle, extraordinary emotion she had experienced! She must keep her head; she must not give way to such things. How hateful, how unbearable it would be if one day she should see disgust and contempt in those dark-blue eyes, instead of the look of homage which had preceded the kiss!