They were nearing the opening of the lane which led from the main road to North Leigh, Lady Fox-Wilton"s house. As she perceived it Hester suddenly took to flight, and her light form was soon lost to view in the summer dusk.
The Rector did not attempt to pursue her. He turned back toward the Rectory, perturbed and self-questioning. But it was not possible, after all, to set a tragic value on the love affair of a young lady who, within a week of its breaking off, had already consoled herself with another swain. Anything less indicative of a broken heart than Hester"s behaviour during that week the Rector could not imagine. Personally he believed that she spoke the simple truth when she said she no longer cared for Stephen. He did not believe she ever had cared for him.
Still he was troubled, and on his way toward the Rectory he turned aside.
He knew that on his table he should find letters waiting that would take him half the night. But they must lie there a bit longer. At Miss Puttenham"s gate he paused, hesitated a moment, then went straight into the twilight garden, where he imagined that he should find its mistress.
He found her, in a far corner, among close-growing trees and with her usual occupations, her books and her embroidery, beside her. But she was neither reading nor sewing. She sprang up to greet him, and for an hour of summer twilight they held a rapid, low-voiced conversation.
When he pressed her hand at parting they looked at each other, still overshadowed by the doubt and perplexity which had marked the opening of their interview. But he tried to rea.s.sure her.
"Put from you all idea of immediate difficulty," he said earnestly.
"There really is none--none at all. Stephen is perfectly reasonable, and as for the escapade to-day--"
The woman before him shook her head.
"She means to marry at the earliest possible moment--simply to escape from Edith--and that house. We sha"n"t delay it long. And who knows what may happen if we thwart her too much?"
"We _must_ delay it a year or two, if we possibly can--for her sake--and for yours," said Meynell firmly. "Good night, my dear friend. Try and sleep--put the anxiety away. When the moment comes--and of course I admit it must come--you will reap the harvest of the love you have sown. She does love you!--I am certain of that."
He heard a low sound--was it a sobbing breath?--as Alice Puttenham disappeared in the darkness which had overtaken the garden.
CHAPTER V
Breakfast at the White House, Upcote Minor, was an affair of somewhat minute regulation.
About a fortnight after Mr. Barron"s call on the new tenants of Maudeley Hall, his deaf daughter Theresa entered the dining-room as usual on the stroke of half-past eight. She glanced round her to see that all was in order, the breakfast table ready, and the chairs placed for prayers. Then she went up to a side-table on which was placed a large Bible and prayer-book and a pile of hymn-books. She looked at the lessons and psalms for the day and placed markers in the proper places. Then she chose a hymn, and laid six open hymn-books one upon another. After which she stood for a moment looking at the first verse of the psalm for the day: "I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help." The verse was one of her favourites, and she smiled vaguely, like one who recognizes in the distance a familiar musical phrase.
Theresa Barron was nearly thirty. She had a long face with rather high cheek-bones, and timid gray eyes. Her complexion was sallow, her figure awkward. Her only beauty indeed lay in a certain shy and fleeting charm of expression, which very few people noticed. She pa.s.sed generally for a dull and plain woman, ill-dressed, with a stoop that was almost a deformity, and a deafness that made her socially useless. But the young servants whom she trained, and the few poor people on her father"s estate to whom she was allowed to minister, were very fond of "Miss Theresa."
But for her, the owner of Upcote Minor Park would have been even more unpopular than he was, indoors and out. The wounds made by his brusque or haughty manner to his inferiors were to a certain extent healed by the gentleness and the good heart of his daughter. And a kind of glory was reflected on him by her unreasoning devotion to him. She suffered under his hardness or his self-will, but she adored him all the time; nor was her ingenuity ever at a loss for excuses for him. He always treated her carelessly, sometimes contemptuously; but he would not have known how to get through life without her, and she was aware of it.
On this August morning, having rung the bell for the butler, she placed the Bible and prayer-book beside her father"s chair, and opening the door between the library and the dining-room, she called, "Papa!"
Through the farther door into the hall there appeared a long procession of servants, headed by the butler, majestically carrying the tea-urn.
Something in this daily procession, and its urn-bearer, had once sent Stephen Barron, the eldest son--then an Eton boy just home from school--into an uncontrollable fit of laughter, which had cost him his father"s good graces for a week. But the procession had been in no way affected, and at this later date Stephen on his visits home took it as gravely as anybody else.
The tea-urn, pleasantly hissing, was deposited on the white cloth; the servants settled themselves on their chairs, while Theresa distributed the open hymn-books amongst them; and when they were all seated, the master of the house, like a chief actor for whom the stage waits, appeared from the library.
He read a whole chapter from the Bible. It told the story of Gehazi, and he read it with an emphasis which the footman opposite to him secretly though vaguely resented; then Theresa at the piano played the hymn, in which the butler and the scullery-maid supported the deep ba.s.s of Mr.
Barron and the uncertain treble of his daughter. The other servants remained stolidly silent, the Scotch cook in particular looking straight before her with dark-spectacled eyes and a sulky expression. She was making up her mind that either she must be excused from prayers in future, or Mr. Barron must be content with less cooking for breakfast.
After the hymn, the prayer lasted about ten minutes. Stephen, a fervently religious mind, had often fidgeted under the minute and detailed pet.i.tions of it, which seemed to lay down the Almighty"s precise course of action toward mankind in general for the ensuing day. But Theresa, who was no less spiritual, under other forms, took it all simply and devoutly, and would have been uncomfortable if any item in the long catalogue had been omitted. When the Amen came, the footman, who never knew what to do with his legs during the time of kneeling, sprang up with particular alacrity.
As soon as the father and daughter were seated at breakfast--close together, for the benefit of Theresa"s deafness--Mr. Barron opened the post-bag and took out the letters. They arrived half an hour before breakfast, but were not accessible to any one till the master of the house had distributed them.
Theresa looked up from hers with an exclamation.
"Stephen hopes to get over for dinner to-night!"
"Unfortunate--as I may very probably not see him," said her father, sharply. "I am going to Markborough, and may have to stay the night!"
"You are going to see the Bishop?" asked his daughter, timidly. Her father nodded, adding after a minute, as he began upon his egg:
"However, I must have some conversation with Stephen before long. He knows that I have not felt able to stay my hand to meet his wishes; and perhaps now he will let me understand a little more plainly than I do, what his own position is."
The speaker"s tone betrayed bitterness of feeling. Theresa looked pained.
"Father, I am sure--"
"Don"t be sure of anything, my dear, with regard to Stephen! He has fallen more and more under Meynell"s influence of late, and I more than suspect that when the time comes he will take sides openly with him. It will be a bitter blow to me, but that he doesn"t consider. I don"t expect consideration from him, either as to that--or other things. Has he been hanging round the Fox-Wiltons lately as usual?"
Theresa looked troubled.
"He told me something the other night, father, I ought to have told you.
Only--"
"Only what? I am always kept in the dark between you."
"Oh, no, father! but it seems to annoy you, when--when I talk about Stephen, so I waited. But the Rector and Lady Fox-Wilton have quite forbidden any engagement between Stephen and Hester. Stephen _did_ propose--and they said--not for two years at least."
"You mean to say that Stephen actually was such a fool?" said her father violently, staring at her.
Theresa nodded.
"A girl of the most headstrong and frivolous character!--a trouble to everybody about her. Lady Fox-Wilton has often complained to me that she is perfectly unmanageable with her temper and her vanity! The worst conceivable wife for a clergyman! Really, Stephen--"
The master of the house pushed his plate away from him in speechless disgust.
"And both Lady Fox-Wilton and the Rector have always taken such trouble about her--much more than about the other children!" murmured Theresa, helplessly.
"What sort of a bringing up do you think Meynell can give anybody?" said her father, turning upon her.
Theresa only looked at him silently, with her large mild eyes. She knew it was of no use to argue. Besides, on the subject of the Rector she very much agreed with her father. Her deafness and her isolation had entirely protected her from Meynell"s personal influence.
"A man with no religious principles--making a G.o.d of his own intellect--steeped in pride and unbelief--what can he do to train a girl like Hester? What can he do to train himself?" thundered Barron, bringing his hand down on the table-cloth.
"Every one says he is a good man," said Theresa, timidly.
"In outward appearance. What"s that? A man like Meynell, who has thrown over the Christian faith, may fall into sin at any moment. His unbelief is the result of sin. He can neither help himself--nor other people--and you need never be surprised to find that his supposed goodness is a mere sham and delusion. I don"t say it is always so, of course," he added.
Theresa made no reply, and the subject dropped. Barron returned to his letters, and presently Theresa saw his brow darken afresh over one of them.
"Anything wrong, father?"
"There"s always something wrong on this estate. Crawley [Crawley was the head keeper] has caught those boys of John Broad again trespa.s.sing and stealing wood in the west plantation! Perfectly abominable! It"s the second or third time. I shall give Broad notice at once, and we must put somebody into that cottage who will behave decently!"