"Did he open at the poems?"
"Poems?"
"Did he speak of the poems?"
"No. Were they about him?"
"They were not about him."
"Then it wouldn"t matter if he saw them."
"It is sometimes a compliment to be mentioned," said Ford, looking up at me. The remark had a stinging fragrance about it--such a fragrance as clings to the mouth after admirable wine. It did not taste like the remark of a boy. I was sorry that my pupil was likely to wreck his career; and I told him again that he had better apologize.
"I won"t speak of Mr. Worters" claim for an apology. That"s an aspect on which I prefer not to touch. The point is, if you don"t apologize, you go--where?"
"To an aunt at Peckham."
I pointed to the pleasant, comfortable land-scape, full of cows and carriage-horses out at gra.s.s, and civil retainers. In the midst of it stood Mr. Worters, radiating energy and wealth, like a terrestrial sun.
"My dear Ford--don"t be heroic! Apologize."
Unfortunately I raised my voice a little, and Miss Beaumont heard me, down on the lawn.
"Apologize?" she cried. "What about?" And as she was not interested in the game, she came up the steps towards us, trailing her croquet mallet behind her. Her walk was rather listless. She was toning down at last.
"Come indoors!" I whispered. "We must get out of this."
"Not a bit of it!" said Ford.
"What is it?" she asked, standing beside him on the step.
He swallowed something as he looked up at her. Suddenly I understood. I knew the nature and the subject of his poems. I was not so sure now that he had better apologize. The sooner he was kicked out of the place the better.
In spite of my remonstrances, he told her about the book, and her first remark was: "Oh, do let me see it!" She had no "proper feeling" of any kind. Then she said: "But why do you both look so sad?"
"We are awaiting Mr. Worters" decision," said I.
"Mr. Inskip! What nonsense! Do you suppose Harcourt"ll be angry?"
"Of course he is angry, and rightly so."
"But why?"
"Ford has laughed at him."
"But what"s that!" And for the first time there was anger in her voice.
"Do you mean to say he"ll punish some one who laughs at him? Why, for what else--for whatever reason are we all here? Not to laugh at each other! I laugh at people all day. At Mr. Ford. At you. And so does Harcourt. Oh, you"ve misjudged him! He won"t--he couldn"t be angry with people who laughed."
"Mine is not nice laughter," said Ford. "He could not well forgive me."
"You"re a silly boy." She sneered at him. "You don"t know Harcourt. So generous in every way. Why, he"d be as furious as I should be if you apologized. Mr. Inskip, isn"t that so?"
"He has every right to an apology, I think."
"Right? What"s a right? You use too many new words.
"Rights"--"apologies"--"society"--"position"--I don"t follow it. What are we all here for, anyhow?"
Her discourse was full of trembling lights and shadows--frivolous one moment, the next moment asking why Humanity is here. I did not take the Moral Science Tripos, so I could not tell her.
"One thing I know--and that is that Harcourt isn"t as stupid as you two.
He soars above conventions. He doesn"t care about "rights" and "apologies." He knows that all laughter is nice, and that the other nice things are money and the soul and so on."
The soul and so on! I wonder that Harcourt out in the meadows did not have an apoplectic fit.
"Why, what a poor business your life would be," she continued, "if you all kept taking offence and apologizing! Forty million people in England and all of them touchy! How one would laugh if it was true! Just imagine!" And she did laugh. "Look at Harcourt though. He knows better.
He isn"t petty like that. Mr. Ford! He isn"t petty like that. Why, what "s wrong with your eyes?"
He rested his head on his knees again, and we could see his eyes no longer. In dispa.s.sionate tones she informed me that she thought he was crying. Then she tapped him on the hair with her mallet and said: "Cry-baby! Cry-cry-baby! Crying about nothing!" and ran laughing down the steps. "All right!" she shouted from the lawn. "Tell the cry-baby to stop. I"m going to speak to Harcourt!"
We watched her go in silence. Ford had scarcely been crying. His eyes had only become large and angry. He used such swear-words as he knew, and then got up abruptly, and went into the house. I think he could not bear to see her disillusioned. I had no such tenderness, and it was with considerable interest that I watched Miss Beaumont approach her lord.
She walked confidently across the meadow, bowing to the workmen as they raised their hats. Her languor had pa.s.sed, and with it her suggestion of "tone." She was the same crude, unsophisticated person that Harcourt had picked out of Ireland--beautiful and ludicrous in the extreme, and:--if you go in for pathos--extremely pathetic.
I saw them meet, and soon she was hanging on his arm. The motion of his hand explained to her the construction of bridges. Twice she interrupted him: he had to explain everything again. Then she got in her word, and what followed was a good deal better than a play. Their two little figures parted and met and parted again, she gesticulating, he most pompous and calm. She pleaded, she argued and--if satire can carry half a mile--she tried to be satirical. To enforce one of her childish points she made two steps back. Splash! She was floundering in the little stream.
That was the _denouement_ of the comedy. Harcourt rescued her, while the workmen crowded round in an agitated chorus. She was wet quite as far as her knees, and muddy over her ankles. In this state she was conduced towards me, and in time I began to hear words; "Influenza--a slight immersion--clothes are of no consequence beside health--pray, dearest, don"t worry--yes, it must have been a shock--bed! bed! I insist on bed!
Promise? Good girl. Up the steps to bed then."
They parted on the lawn, and she came obediently up the steps. Her face was full of terror and bewilderment.
"So you"ve had a wetting, Miss Beaumont!"
"Wetting? Oh, yes. But, Mr. Inskip--I don"t understand: I"ve failed."
I expressed surprise.
"Mr. Ford is to go--at once. I"ve failed."
"I"m sorry."
"I"ve failed with Harcourt. He"s offended. He won"t laugh. He won"t let me do what I want. Latin and Greek began it: I wanted to know about G.o.ds and heroes and he wouldn"t let me: then I wanted no fence round Other Kingdom and no bridge and no path--and look! Now I ask that Mr. Ford, who has done nothing, sha"n"t be punished for it--and he is to go away for ever."
"Impertinence is not "nothing," Miss Beaumont." For I must keep in with Harcourt.
"Impertinence is nothing!" she cried. "It doesn"t exist. It"s a sham, like "claims" and "position" and "rights." It"s part of the great dream."
"What "great dream"?" I asked, trying not to smile.
"Tell Mr. Ford--here comes Harcourt; I must go to bed. Give my love to Mr. Ford, and tell him "to guess." I shall never see him again, and I won"t stand it. Tell him to guess. I am sorry I called him a cry-baby.
He was not crying like a baby. He was crying like a grown-up person, and now I have grown up too."