She nodded quickly, understanding. I cleared my throat and continued: "What may I do for you, Nan?"
She averted her gaze from dismayed contemplation of the stale oyster loaf and smiled. "I was told you might be able to a.s.sist me in requisitioning additional transport for my mission."
"I shall certainly attempt it." I stroked my beard. "Your present arrangements are unsuitable?"
"Inadequate, rather.You may recall that I"m in charge of presalvage at the Hopkins Gallery. It seems our original estimates of what we can rescue there were too modest. At present, I have five vans arranged for to evacuate the gallery contents, but really, we need more. Would it be possible to requisition a sixth? My own case officer was unable to a.s.sist me, but felt you might have greater success."
This was a challenge. Company resources were strained to the utmost on this operation, which was one of the largest on record. Every operative in the United States had been pressed into service, and many of the European and Asian personnel. A handsome allotment had been made for transport units, but needs were swiftly exceeding expectations.
"Of course I should like to help you," I replied cautiously, "if at all possible. You are aware, however, that horsedrawn transport utilization is impossible, due to the subsonic disturbances preceding the earthquake-and motor transports are, unfortunately, in great demand-"
A brewer"s wagon rumbled down the street outside, rattling my windows. We both leaped to our feet, casting involuntary glances at the ceiling; then sat down in silent embarra.s.sment. Madame D"Arraignee gave a little cough. "I"m so sorry-my nerves are simply-"
"Not at all, not at all, I a.s.sure you-one can"t help flinching-"
"Quite. In any case, Victor, I understand the logistical difficulties involved; but even a handcart would greatly ease our difficulties. So many lovely and unexpected things have been discovered in this collection, that it really would be too awful to lose them to the fire."
"Oh, certainly." I got up and strode to the windows, giving in to the urge to look out and a.s.sure myself that the buildings hadn"t begun to sway yet. Solid and seemingly as eternal as the pyramids they stood there, for the moment. I turned back to Madame D"Arraignee as a thought occurred to me. "Tell me, do you know how to operate an automobile?"
"But of course!" Her face lit up.
"It may be possible to obtain something in that line. Depend upon it, madame, you will have your sixth transport. I shall see to it personally."
"I knew I could rely on you." She rose, all smiles. We took our leave of one another with a courtesy that belied our disquiet. I saw her out and returned to my credenza keyboard.
QUERY, I input, RE: REQUISITION ADDTNL TRANSPORT MOTOR VAN OR AUTO? PRIORITY RE: HOPKINS INST.
HOPKINS PROJECT NOT YOUR CASE, came the green and flashing reply.
NECESSARY, I input. NEW DISCV OVRRIDE SECTION AUTH. PLEASE FORWARD REQUEST PRIORITY.
WILL FORWARD.
That was all. So much for my chivalrous impulse, I thought, and watched as the transmission screen winked out and returned me to my status report on the n.o.b Hill presalvage work. I resumed my entry of the Gilded Age loot tagged for preservation.
When I had transmitted it, I stood and paced the room uneasily. How long had I been hiding in here? What I wanted was a meal and a good stretch of the legs, I told myself sternly. Fresh air, in so far as that was available in any city at the beginning of this twentieth century. I scanned the oyster loaf and found it already pulsing with bacteria. Pity. After disposing of it in the dustbin I put on my coat and hat, took my stick and went out to tread the length of Bush Street with as bold a step as I could muster.
It was nonsense, really, to be frightened. I"d be out of the city well before the first shock. I"d be safe on air transport bound for London before the first flames rose. London, the other City. I could settle into a chair at my club and read a copy of Punch that wasn"t a month old, secure in the knowledge that the oak beams above my head were fixed and immovable as they had been since the days when I"d worn a powdered wig, as they would be until German sh.e.l.ls came raining down decades from now ...
Shivering, I dismissed thoughts of the Blitz. Plenty of life to think about, surely! Here were bills posted to catch my eye: I might go out to the Pavilion to watch the boxing exhibition-Jack Joyce and Bob Ward featured. There was delectable vaudeville at the Orpheum, I was a.s.sured, and gaiety girls out at the Chutes, to say nothing of a spectacular sideshow recreation of the Johnstown flood ... perhaps not in the best of taste, under the present circ.u.mstances.
I might imbibe Gold Seal Champagne to lighten my spirits, though I didn"t think I would; Veuve Cliquot was good enough for me. Ah, but what about a bottle of Chianti, I thought, arrested by the bill of fare posted in the window of a corner restaurant. Splendid culinary fragrances wafted from within. Would I have grilled veal chops here? Would I go along Bush to the Poodle Dog for chicken chaud-froid blanc? Would I venture to Grant in search of yellow silk banners for duck roasted in some tiny Celestial kitchen? Then again, I knew of a Swiss place where the cook was a Hungarian, and prepared a light and crisply fried Wiener schnitzel to compare with any I"d had ... or I might just step into a saloon and order another oyster loaf to take home ...
No, I decided, veal chops would suit me nicely. I cast a worried eye up at the building-pity this structure wasn"t steel-framed-and proceeded inside.
It was one of those dark, robust places within, floor thickly strewn with fresh sawdust not yet kicked into little heaps. I took my table as any good operative does, back to the wall and a clear path to the nearest exit. Service was poor, as apparently their princ.i.p.al waiter was late today, but the wine was excellent. I found it bright on the palate, just what I"d wanted, and the chops when they came were redolent of herbs and fresh olive oil. What a consolation appet.i.te can be.
Yes, life, that was the thing to distract one from unwise thoughts. Savor the wine, I told myself, observe the parade of colorful humanity, breathe in the fragrance of the joss sticks and the seafood and the gardens of the wealthy, listen to the smart modern city with its whirring steel parts at the service of its diverse inhabitants. The moment is all, surely.
I dined in some isolation, for the luncheon crowd had not yet emerged from the nearby offices and my host remained in the kitchen, arguing with the cook over the missing waiter"s character and probable ancestry. Even as I amused myself by listening, however, I felt a disturbance approaching the door. No temblor yet, thank heaven, but a tempest of emotions. I caught the horrifying mental images before ever I heard the stifled weeping. In another moment he had burst through the door, a young male mortal with a prodigious black mustache, quite nattily dressed but with his thick hair in wild disarray. As soon as he was past the threshold his sobs burst out unrestrained, at a volume that would have done credit to Caruso.
This brought his employer out of the back at once, blurting out the first phrases of furious denunciation. The missing waiter (for so he was) staggered forward and thrust out that day"s Chronicle. The headlines, fully an inch tall, checked the torrent of abuse: MANY LOSE THEIR LIVES IN GREAT ERUPTION OF VESUVIUS.
The proprietor of the restaurant, struck dumb, went an ugly sallow color. He put the fingertips of one hand in his mouth and bit down hard. In a broken voice, the waiter described the horrors: roof collapsed in church in his own village. His own family might even now lie dead, buried in ash. The proprietor s.n.a.t.c.hed the paper and cast a frantic eye over the columns of print. He sank to his knees in the sawdust, sobbing. Evidently he had family in Naples, too.
I stared at my plate. I saw gray and rubbery meat, congealing grease, seared bone with the marrow turned black. In the midst of life we are in death, but it doesn"t do to reflect upon it while dining.
"You must, please, excuse us, sir," the proprietor said to me, struggling to his feet. "There has been a terrible tragedy." He set the Chronicle beside my plate so I could see the blurred rotogravure picture of King Victor Emmanuel. REPORT THAT TOTAL NUMBER OF DEAD MAY REACH SEVEN HUNDRED, I read. TOWNS BURIED UNDER ASHES AND MANY CAUGHT IN RUINED BUILDINGS. MANY BUILDINGS CRUSHED BY ASHES. Of course, I had known about the coming tragedy; but it was on the other side of the world, the business of other Company operatives, and I envied them that their work was completed now.
"I am so very sorry, sir," I managed to say, looking up at my host. He thought my pallor was occasioned by sympathy: he could not know I was seeing his mortal face like an apparition of the days to come, and it was livid and charring, for he lay dead in the burning ruins of a boardinghouse in the Mission district. Horror, yes, impossible not to feel horror, but one cannot empathize with them. One must not.
They went into the kitchen to tell the cook and I heard weeping break out afresh. Carefully I took up the newspaper and perused it. Perhaps there was something here that might divert me from the unpleasantness of the moment? Embezzlement. A crazed admirer stalking an actress. Charlatan evangelists. Grisly murder committed by two boys. Deadly explosion. Crazed derelict stalking a bank president. Los Angeles school princ.i.p.als demanding academic standards lowered.
I dropped the paper, and, leaving five dollars on the table, I fled that place.
I walked briskly, not looking into the faces of the mortals I pa.s.sed. I rode the cable car, edging away from the mortal pa.s.sengers. I nearly ran through the green expanse of Golden Gate Park, dodging around the mortal idlers, the lovers, the nurses wheeling infants in perambulators, until at last I stood on the sh.o.r.e of the sea. Tempting to turn to look at the fairy castles perched on its cliffs; tempting to turn to look at the carnival of fun along its gray sand margin, but the human comedy was the last thing I wanted just then. I needed, rather, the chill and level grace of the steel-colored horizon, sunglistering, wide-expanding. The cold salt wind buffeted me, filled my grateful lungs. Ah, the immortal ocean.
Consider the instructive metaphor: every conceivable terror dwells in her depths; she receives all wreckage, refuse, corruption of every kind, she pulls down into her depths human calamity indescribable; but none of this is any consideration to the sea. Let the screaming mortal pa.s.sengers fight for room in the lifeboats, as the wreck belches flame and settles below the extinguishing wave; next morning she"ll still be beautiful and serene, her combers no less white, her distances as blue, her seabirds no less graceful as they wheel in the pure air. What perfection, to be so heartless. An inspiration to any lesser immortal.
As I stood so communing with the elements, a mortal man came wading out of the surf. I judged him two hundred pounds of athletic stockbroker, muscles bulging under sagging wet wool, braving the icy water as an act of self-disciplinary sport. He stood for a moment on one leg, examining the sole of his other foot. There was something gladiatorial in his pose. He looked up and saw me.
"A bracing day, sir," he shouted.
"Quite bracing." I nodded and smiled. I could feel the frost patterns of my returning composure.
And so I boarded another streetcar and rode back into the mortal warren, and found my way by certain streets to the Barbary Coast. Not a place a gentleman cares to admit to visiting, especially when he"s known the gilded beauties of old Byzantium or Regency-era wenches; the raddled pleasures available on Pacific Street suffered by comparison. But appet.i.te is appet.i.te, after all, and there is nothing like it to take one"s mind off unpleasant thoughts.
"Your costume." The attendant pushed a pasteboard carton across the counter to me. "Personal effects and field equipment. Linen, trousers, suspenders, boots, shirt, vest, coat, and hat." He frowned. "Phew! These should have been laundered. Would you care to be fitted with an alternate set?"
"That"s all right." I took the offending rags. "The sweat goes with the role, I"m afraid. Irish laborer."
"Ah." He took a step backward. "Well, break a leg."
Fifteen minutes later I emerged from a dressing room the very picture of an immigrant yahoo, uncomfortably conscious of my clammy and odiferous clothing. I sidled into the canteen, hoping there wouldn"t be a crowd in the line for coffee. There wasn"t, at that: most of the diners were cl.u.s.tered around one operative over in a corner, so I stood alone watching the food service technician fill my thick china mug from a dented steel coffee urn. The fragrant steam was a welcome distraction from my own fragrancy. I found a solitary table and warmed my hands on my dark brew there in peace, until an operative broke loose from the group and approached me.
"Say, Victor!"
I knew him slightly, an American operative so young one could scan him and still discern the scar tissue from his augmentations. He was one of my Presalvagers.
"Good morning, Averill."
"Say, you really ought to listen to that fellow over there. He"s got some swell stories." He paused only long enough to have his cup refilled, then came and pulled out a chair across from me. "Know who he is? He"s the guy who follows Caruso around!"
"Is he?"
"Sure is. Music Specialist Grade One! That boy"s wired for sound. He"s caught every performance Caruso"s ever given, even the church stuff when he was a kid. Going to get him in Carmen the night before you-know-what, going to record the whole performance. He"s just come back from planting receivers in the footlights! Say, have you gotten tickets yet?"
"No, I haven"t. I"m not interested, actually."
"Not interested?" he exclaimed. "Why aren"t you-how can"t you be interested? It"s Caruso, for G.o.d"s sake!"
"I"m perfectly aware of that, Averill, but I"ve got a prior engagement. And, personally, I"ve always thought de Reszke was much the better tenor."
"De Reszke?" He scanned his records to place the name and, while doing so, absently took a great gulp of coffee. A second later he clutched his ear and gasped. "Christ almighty!"
"Steady, man." I suppressed a smile. "You don"t want to gulp beverages over sixty degrees Celsius, you know. There"s some very complex circuitry placed near the Eustachian tube that gets unpleasantly hot if you do."
"Ow, ow, ow!" He sucked in air, staring at me with the astonishment of the very new operative. It always takes them a while to discover that immortality and intense pain are not strangers, indeed can reside in the same eternal house for quite lengthy periods of time. "Should I drink some ice water?"
"By no means, unless you want some real discomfort. You"ll be all right in a minute or so. As I was about to say, I have some recordings of Jean de Reszke I"ll transmit to you, if you"re interested in comparing artists."
"Thanks, I"d like that." Averill ran a hasty self-diagnostic.
"And how is your team faring over at the New Brunswick, by the way? No cases of nerves, no blue devils?"
"h.e.l.l no." Averill started to lift his coffee again and then set it down respectfully.
"Doesn"t bother you that the whole place will be ashes in a few days" time, and most of your neighbors dead?"
"No. We"re all O.K. over there. We figure it"s just a metaphor for the whole business, isn"t it? I mean, sooner or later this whole world"-he made a sweeping gesture, palm outward-"as we know it, is going the same way, right? So what"s it matter if it"s the earthquake that finishes it now, or a wrecking ball someplace further on in time, right? Same thing with the people. There"s no reason to get personally upset about it, is there? No, sir. Specially since we"ll all still be alive."
"A commendable att.i.tude." I had a sip of my coffee. "And your work goes well?"
"Yes, sir." He grinned. "You will be so proud of us burglary squad fellows when you get our next list. You wouldn"t believe the stuff we"re finding! All kinds of objets d"art, looks like. One-of-a-kind items, by G.o.d. Wait"ll you see."
"I look forward to it." I glanced at my chronometer and drank down the rest of my coffee, having waited for it to descend to a comfortable fifty-nine degrees Celsius. "But, you know, Averill, it really won"t do to think of yourselves as burglars."
"Well-that is-it"s only a figure of speech, anyhow!" Averill protested, flushing. "A joke!"
"I"m aware of that, but I cannot emphasize enough that we are not stealing anything." I set my coffee cup down, aware that I sounded priggish, and looked sternly at him. "We"re preserving priceless examples of late Victorian craftsmanship for the edification of future generations."
"I know." Averill looked at me sheepishly, "But-aw, h.e.l.l, do you mean to say not one of those crystal chandeliers will wind up in some Facilitator General"s private HQ somewhere?"
"That"s an absurd idea," I told him, though I knew only too well it wasn"t. Still, it doesn"t do to disillusion one"s subordinates too young. "And now, will you excuse me? I mustn"t be late for work."
"All right. Be seeing you!"
As I left he rejoined the admiring throng around the fellow who was telling Caruso stories. My way lay along the bright tiled hall, steamy and echoing with the clatter of food preparation and busy operatives; then through the dark security vestibule, with its luminous screens displaying the world without; then through the concealed door that shut behind me and left no trace of itself to any eyes but my own. I drew a deep breath. Chill and silent morning air; no glimmer of light, yet, at least not down here in the alley. Half past five. This time three days hence- I shivered and found my way out in the direction of the waterfront.
Not long afterward I arrived at the loading area where I had been desultorily employed for the last month. I made my entrance staggering slightly, doing my best to murder "You Can"t Guess Who Flirted with Me" in a gravelly baritone.
The mortal laborers a.s.sembled there turned to stare at me. My best friend, an acquaintance I"d cultivated painstakingly these last three weeks, came forward and took me by the arm.
"Jesus, Kelly, you"d better stow that. Where"ve you been?"
I stopped singing and gave him a belligerent stare. "Marching in the Easter parade, O"Neil."
"O, like enough." He ran his eyes over me in dismay. Francis O"Neil was thirty years old. He looked enough like me to have been taken for my somewhat bulkier, clean-shaven brother. "What"re you doing this for, man? You know Herlihy doesn"t like you as it is. You look like you"ve not been home to sleep nor bathe since Friday night!"
"So I have not." I dropped my gaze in hungover remorse.
"Come on, you poor stupid b.a.s.t.a.r.d, I"ve got some coffee in my dinner pail. Sober up. Was it a letter you got from your girl again?"
"It was." I let him steer me to a secluded area behind a mountain of crates and accepted the tin cup he filled for me with lukewarm coffee. "She doesn"t love me, O"Neil. She never did. I can tell."
"You"re taking it all the wrong way, I"m sure. I can"t believe she"s stopped caring, not after all the things you"ve told me about her. Just drink that down, now. Mary made it fresh not an hour ago."
"You"re a lucky man, Francis." I leaned on him and began to weep, slopping the coffee. He forbore with the patience of a saint and replied: "Sure I am, Jimmy, and shall I tell you why? Because I know when to take my drink, don"t I? I don"t swill it down every payday and forget to go home, do I? No indeed. I"d lose Mary and the kids and all the rest of it, wouldn"t I? It"s self-control you need, Jimmy, and the sorrows in your heart be d.a.m.ned. Come on now. With any luck Herlihy won"t notice the state you"re in."
But he did, and a litany of scorn was p.r.o.nounced on my penitent head. I took it with eyes downcast, turning my battered hat in my hands, and a dirtier nor more maudlin drunk could scarce have been seen in that city. I would be summarily fired, I was a.s.sured, but they needed men today so bad they"d employ even the likes of me, though by G.o.d next time- When the boss had done excoriating me I was dismissed to help unload a cargo of copra from the Nevadan, in from the islands yesterday. I sniveled and tottered and managed not to drop anything much. O"Neil stayed close to me the whole day, watchful lest I pa.s.s out or wander off. He was a good friend to the abject caricature I presented; G.o.d knows why he cared. Well, I should repay his kindness, at least, though in a manner he would never have the opportunity to appreciate.
We sweated until four in the afternoon, when there was nothing left to take off the Nevadan; let go then with directions to the next day"s job, and threats against slackers.
"Now, Kelly." O"Neil took my arm and steered me with him back toward Market Street. "I"ll tell you what I think you ought to do. Go home and have a bit of a wash in the basin, right? Have you clean clothes? So, put on a clean shirt and trousers and see can you sc.r.a.pe some of that off your boots. Then, come over to supper at our place. Mary"s bought some sausages, we thought we"d treat ourselves to a dish of coddle now that Lent"s over. We"ve plenty."
"I will, then." I grasped his hand. "O"Neil, you"re a lord for courtesy."
"I am not. Only go home and wash, man!"
We parted in front of the Terminal Hotel and I hurried back to the HQ to follow his instructions. This was just the sort of chance I"d been angling for since I"d sought out the man on the basis of the Genetic Survey Team report.
An hour later, as cleanly as the character I played was likely to be able to make himself, I ventured along Market Street, heading down in the direction of the tenement where O"Neil and his family lived, the boardinghouses in the shadow of the Palace Hotel. I knew their exact location, though O"Neil was of course unaware of that; accordingly he had sent a pair of his children down to the corner to watch for me.
They failed to observe my approach, however, and I really couldn"t blame them; for proceeding down Market Street before me, moving slowly between the gloom of twilight and the electric illumination of the shop signs, was an apparition in a scarlet tunic and black shako.
It walked with the stiff and measured tread of the automaton it was pretending to be. The little ragged girl and her littler brother stared openmouthed, watching its progress along the sidewalk. It performed a brief business of marching mindlessly into a lamppost and walking inexorably in place there a moment before righting itself and going on, but now on an oblique course toward the children.
I too continued on my course, smiling a little. This was delightful: a mortal pretending to be a mechanical toy being followed by a cyborg pretending to be a mortal.
There was a wild reverberation of mirth in the ether around me. One other of our kind was observing the scene, apparently; but there was a gigantic quality to the amus.e.m.e.nt that made me falter in my step. Who was that? That was someone I knew, surely. Quo vadis? I transmitted. The laughter shut off like an electric light being switched out, but not before I got a sense of direction from it. I looked across the street and just caught a glimpse of a ma.s.sive figure disappearing down an alley. My visual impression was of an old miner, one of the mythic founders of this city. Old G.o.ds walking? What a ridiculous idea, and yet ... what a moment of panic it evoked, of mortal dread, quite irrational.
But the figure in the scarlet tunic had reached the children. Little Ella clutched her brother"s hand, stock-still on the pavement: little Donal shrank behind his sister, but watched with one eye as the thing loomed over them.
It bent forward, slowly, in increments, as though a gear ratcheted in its spine to lower it down to them. Its face was painted white, with red circles on the cheeks and a red cupid"s bow mouth under the stiff black mustaches. Blank gla.s.sy eyes did not fix on them, did not seem to see anything, but one white-gloved hand came up jerkily to offer the little girl a printed handbill.
After a frozen motionless moment she took it from him. "Thank you, Mister Soldier," she said in a high clear voice. The figure gave no sign that it had heard, but unbent slowly, until it stood ramrod-straight again; pivoted sharply on its heel and resumed its slow march down Market Street.
"Soldier go." Donal pointed. Ella peered thoughtfully at the handbill.
""CH-IL-DREN"," she read aloud. What an impossibly sweet voice she had. "And that"s an exclamation point, there."Babe-Babies, in, To-Toy-""
""Toyland,""I finished for her. She looked up with a glad cry.
"There you are, Mr. Kelly. Donal, this is Mr. Kelly. He is Daddy"s good friend. Supper will be on the table presently. Won"t you please come with us, Mr. Kelly?"
"I should be delighted to." I touched the brim of my hat. They pattered away down an alley, making for the dark warren of their tenement, and I followed closely.
They were different physical types, the brother and sister. Pretty children, certainly, particularly Ella with her glossy black braids, with her eyes the color of the twilight framed by black lashes. But it is not beauty we look for in a child.