Chaniia arched her back against Amos"s weight, her hands caressed the slick, silken skin of his back. He kissed her throat and she sighed happily, ready for- "Oh, Chaaannaaa, Iseeeyooou."
HAck,ckgak!"
Amos raised his head from the crook of her neck to look at her. The mixture of puzzlement and sensuality on his face looked very silly, not to mention slightly nauseated. Simeon laughed.
Oh, this is terrible, Channa thought. Yet it was impossible not to see the moment from Simeon"s point of view for a second. She laughed, caught between rage and helpless mirth. Amos bobbed up and down with her laughter. His expression a.s.sumed a martyred quality that caused her to lose control completely.
"Channa," he said desperately, rolling off and holding her in his arms. "Channa, my darling - are you all right?"
She struggled to speak, to rea.s.sure him that her sanity was intact "Sim... Sim... he... hehe... hehehe," she had to avoid the word he. "Sim..." she gasped, "my implant... he... he^ie,^nmrrmph... can see us."
She stopped, panting and watched his look of concern melt Suddenly she was slightly frightened. This was a man accustomed to redressing insult, and his ego had just received a terribly humiliating one.
"Simeonl" he roared. The door seemed to recoil before his headlong pa.s.sage, and the cooler wind from the lounge brought gooseb.u.mps to her skin.
Amos picked up the first thing his hand encountered, a vase, and threw it against Simeon"s column.
"You incest eater!" he bellowed. "You filthy pi dog! BanchatT Channa appeared in her doorway, wrapped in a sheet, fve never seen a naked, erect man in a/it of rage before, she thought dazedly. Oh, I really shouldn"t have broken up. Mengetso focused at that particular moment!
"How could you do something so vile! Have you no decency?" Amos was demanding.
"What the h.e.l.l is goin" on?" Joat asked, and stopped, poleaxed at the sight of a naked and raging Amos.
Amos dived for the sheet Channa was wearing and they tussled for it. He settled for dragging a small corner of it over his hips.
He drew himself up. "Go back to bed, Joat, this does not concern you." The pure mad anger had drained out of his voice. Bethel had a nudity taboo, and he was suddenly and acutely conscious of being naked before a twelve-year-old girl.
"Don"t take it out on her, Simeon-Amos, I"m the one you"re mad at," Simeon said.
Amos spun round, losing his grip on the sheet **I am unlikely to forget that!" he said between denched teeth.
"Nice buns," Joat murmured in abstract appreciation.
Channa and Amos turned to stare at her.
"Hey, you guys," she said blushing. "I"m young! I"m not dead." * "What kind of people are you? Amos murmured in shock. "Your children leer, yo#r sheUpeople are voyeurs ..." His gaze snapped to Channa. "And you, what sort of pervert are you?"
"Me? Oh, now wait just one minute, Simeon-Amos, I"m a victim here, too." s" "1 do not think so. You find this amusing, but I do not!" Turning his back on them all, he strode to his quarters in a fury, the door calmly swishing shut behind him.
"Whoa!" Joat said enthusiastically. "What"s a voyeur?"
Channa"s mouth firmed grimly. "A voyeur, Joat, is a nasty-minded son of a b.i.t.c.h who keeps poking his nose into private matters."
"Ah. Sorta like Dorgan the Organ from Child Welfere."
Ouch, Simeon winced.
Channa nodded, with crisp malice. "I promise I"ll explain tomorrow, but right now I have to talk to Simeon."
"Oboyoboy," Joat said. "Are you ever in the deep pucky, Simeon." She slapped his column on the way back to her room. "Naughty, naughty!"
Channa hiked up the sheet and sat herself down in one of the lounge chairs. She clasped her hands in her lap, saying nothing, chewing her lower lip.
"Um," Simeon said. "He"s still furious. He"s throwing things around in there."
"Stop spying on him!" Channa said irritably.
"I don"t have to spy. Just listen."
It was true, even through the door the sound of objects. .h.i.tting walls could be heard. Then an ominous silence.
After a minute, a fully dressed Amos emerged and left the quarters without a backward glance or a further word. Channa rose quickly and took a step in his direction.
"Hey! You can"t follow him like that! Besides, where"shegonnago?"
"Well... I suppose mis show of your vigilance was our own fault," Channa said grimly. "We would challenge you." She smiled, a wintry expression. "I guess you showed us."
Simeon gave a soft groan. "I"d rather end the evening on a positive note. I now know that I can contact you even when their sensors can"t find you."
"Yes, there is that application of tonight"s experiment," she said tiredly. Til be sure to point that out to Simeon-Amos when next I see him. If I see him."
"I"m sorry, Channa," Simeon said contritely after an awkward pause. "I was out of line."
"Yes, you were. For that particular activity, an invitation is required."
"And I know that it"s difficult for you folks when coitus is interrupted."
She raised a brow. "Are you asking for information?"
"Um, nooo," he said hopefully.
"You are a swine, Simeon, an utter filthy pig! If you want to know, look it up, in a medical text, skip the p.o.r.nography," And then she gave a despairing laugh. "Oh, G.o.d, h.e.l.l never speak to me again. Where is he?"
"He"s still on the move. At a guess, he"s going to Joseph"s. Best thing for him really, a litde male bonding. Maybe they"ll get drunk together and complain about how badly the women in their lives treat them."
"This woman in his life was treating him just fine until you showed up!"
"Is it my fault he"s so parochial?"
"Parochial!" Channa exclaimed. "Simeon, wrong use of that word. A man, any man who is one, will take offense at being spied on while making love. So now Anne McQffiey 6? 5JVf. Stirling you"ve called him a name, it"s all his fault, and none of your own, is that it?"
"No," he said calmly, "I still accept responsibility for what I did. Let"s not fight about Simeon-Amos, Channa."
She leaned her head against the back of the chair, "No, let"s not fight about Simeon-Amos. We don"t have time." She looked at his column from the corner of her eye. "It occurs to me that you were defending him not so long ago." "Maybe I was wrong."
"No, you weren"t. You jpaow it, too. We are putting a lot of pressure on him when he"d arrived already under a crushing weight. He"s lost everything, Sim, a whole world, family, friends. He blames himself for bringing the pirates to our door. Now he"s working himself into the ground to save us from them. We should try very hard not to subject him to these little power games we play." "Ah... sure."
"Because, Simeon, if you can"t, you"re not the person I thought you were. And if you aren"t, I don"t want to have anything to do with you once this is over." "Channa!"
"Think about it, Simeon. You"re sixty-eight years old. Grow up!"
Amos returned to the lounge for work the following morning, pale, distant, and polite. Simeon found an opportunity to apologize and convinced the Bethelite of his sincerity, vowing never to do such a thing again. Amos accepted the apology with the same detached courtesy that he received Channa"s explanation, then dosed himself firmly in his room.
Dinner conversation that evening was so stilted that even Joat noticed. It was still early when Channa was left sitting alone next to the t.i.tanium pillar.
"Simeon, come talk to me?"
"Ah, she asks now instead of demanding."
"Your charm has humbled me," she said with a grin. "Besides, I"m bored and really crave your company."
"You sure if s my company you crave?"
"Heh. Last night I was h.o.r.n.y! Tonight I"m bored. Different things, fella."
"I think that if I wei4 you, I"d rather be h.o.r.n.y."
"Then you"d be an idiot," she said scornfully.
"But I wouldn"t be bored."
She was silent a while. "Simeon, I"m scared. We may die."
"Yeah," he replied. "I"m scared, too, Happy. Real scared. We don"t have much time left." Another pause, and he added more brightly, "That was a i * i" hint.
"Nah!" she said, shaking her head. "The moment came, was interrupted, and went. Amos needs someone kinder than a ball-buster like me."
"Channa!" Simeon exclaimed, laughing and appalled. "I wouldn"t call you a ball-buster."
"You probably have."
"But that was before I knew you," he admitted. "Rachel is a ball-buster. You"re just a bit p.r.i.c.kly."
"p.r.i.c.kly?"
"Yeah."
"Maybe I am h.o.r.n.y," she said thoughtfully. "Lordy, all the male generative organs that are creeping into this conversation. But you know I"m right We have to maintain a certain distance to carry this thing off... Simeon, say something to make me feel better."
"Um, how about...
"Stern daughter of the Voice of G.o.d! O Duty! ifthat name thou love... When empty terrors overawe; From vain temptations dost setjree..."
"Hey!"
"No huh? Wrong mood?"
"You might say that," she answered between clenched teeth. "Right now, the stern voice of duty is overrepresented in my thoughts."
"True. Hmm. Different mood Okay, how about j&t "Sound sleep by night; study and.ease Together mixed; sweet recreation;"" And innocence, which most does please With meditation."
"Sarcasmill becomes yon", Sim. Don"tyouwwnftohelp?" "Sorry, one more try, "lam ike lion, and his lair! I am the fear that frightens me! I am the desert of despair! And the night of agony! Night or day, whate"er befall, 1 must walk that desert land, Until I dare my fear and call The lion out to lick my hand."
She was silent for a long time. He could tell by her breathing that she was not angry, and he waited for her to think it through. At last she sighed.
"You know me pretty well on short acquaintance, Sim."
"Channa, he won"t refuse you. He needs you as much as you need him right now. I screwed the pooch! I admit it My only excuse -" she gave him a tired smile "- is that it"s an area of life I"m just not equipped to understand very well. Why should you both be miserable alone, when you could be much happier together?"
"After last night? And don"t forget, I"ve already turned him down once, Simeon. He"s got one free refusal coming to him."
"What is this? A compet.i.tive sport? There are scores and free throws and penalties?"
She laughed. "Sometimes. Depends on who you play with."
"Take up military history, Channa. It"s a lot easier on the psyche."
She sighed again. "Not when you"re about to become military history A "Oh for Christ"sake, Happy, get your b.u.t.t off the couch and go knock on his door! You know you want to. C"mon, be honest."
"I"m going to get changed, first, at least," she said glumly, striding into her room. "And don"t call me Happy," she called over her shoulder.
Why should I accommodate you on that, Channa, when Tve noticed that, whenever I call you "Happy," you do what I tell you. Vm not giving up an advantage tike that.
"Ready?" he called.
"What do you think?"
He opened a sensor inside her room. She now had on a simple black skinsuit, but he thought it showed her off to advantage.
"You"ll do."
Channa walked glumly to the door. "Here I am, courting rejection. You"d think I learned about that back when I was Joat"s age."
The door slid aside to reveal Amos on her threshold, his hand raised to knock. They exchanged looks. After a moment, they reached out to one another, and touched. Amos stepped into the room and the door slid firmly dosed.
They melted into an embrace that marked the first step m a dmb to the heights of pa.s.sion.
Simeon echoed the thought off the computer. When it came back, it had a fruity announcer"s voice. He keyed on Ravel"s "Bolero," an insinuating thread of sound that swelled and grew in intensity and volume until its pa.s.sionate, vibrant climax. On the council table, he projected scenes: palm trees crashed in the wind and waves rolled in to welcoming sh.o.r.es, trains roared into tunnels and out again, wild beasts roared in the forests and people worked wet clay into messy phallic symbols on spinning potters" wheels.
"Perfect," he decided, saving-rhe program to hard storage. It wouldn"t be tactful to show it anytime soon, but someday they would be a lot older and more mellow. Providing, of course, they survived the next weeks. Sh.e.l.lpeople had a lot of time to fill in. He listened to the music as it^billowed and soared and swooned.
Bless you my children, he thought in the direction of Amos and Channa. And now I will check in again with the auxiliary bridge. Soon to be the fake/real command center for SSS-900-C"s encounter with the Kolnari. eHAWERSIXTEEN "Hey, Simeon," the Traffic Control watch said.
"Yeahjuke?"
"I think I"ve got something here."
Simeon shunted much of his attention to the sensors. This was part of the reason no computer could ever replace a colloidal brain; apart from the inherent lack of self-consciousness, of course. Computers were wonderful at collecting and collating data, but they could never really interpret it the way a human could.