There must have been a conspiracy against my happiness--or for it, perhaps; but Eve seemed only mildly interested. So I made some excuse to her--I do not like to make excuses to Eve--and I went to Newport with Old Goodwin and Cecily. Eve could not go. She did not say why.
Cecily kept us late in Newport, trying to get a glimpse of Tom. We had got a glimpse of him, dressed in a sailor suit and driving some admiral or other in a big gray car, but he would not look at us, and that did not satisfy Cecily. But she was not discouraged, and we left her to the pursuit of her quarry, and we went about our business, that took some time. Then, after a long search, we found Cecily talking to Tom beside his car. That admiral of his did not appear for hours, and Cecily would not leave until he did, so we left them alone together on the curbstone, and we waited around the next corner. We did not get home until nearly eight, and Old Goodwin took us to his house for dinner, and there were Eve and Elizabeth and Bobby.
It was a good dinner, as was fitting for Old Goodwin"s house, and when it was over we all wandered out upon the piazza where stands the telescope, and from which we could see out upon the bay. This part of the piazza is like another room, with many rugs upon the floor, and tables and comfortable chairs; and it is lighted at night--dimly, to be sure, and but so much as lets one see easily where he is going, if he is going, and descry the faces of the others sitting there. But that is for those who are gone blind in the dark. I am not blind in the dark, but I can see well enough if I am but out of doors, where there is always light enough to see where one is going. It is only lights that blind me. I do not like lights out of doors. Besides, on this night there was a reddish moon hanging rather low in the southeast, with wisps of fog driving under it. I have forgotten my astronomy,--thank heaven!--which would tell me why the moon sometimes pursues her course high overhead and sometimes low toward the horizon. The moon is no friend of mine anyway, and I care not at all where she goes, or whether her course is from west to east or north to south, or whether she shine at all. But on this night she shone bravely for the time, and there would have been light enough with no other.
So we sat there for some time in silence, feeling pleasant and satisfied because we had just dined well, and Old Goodwin smoked his cigar, and Bobby and I smoked our pipes. And I was becoming less and less pleasant and satisfied with those lights above me, and Bobby was getting restless, being seized with curious alternations of restless nervousness and pleasant satisfaction. Eve seemed to be satisfied enough, and Elizabeth sat motionless, her hands in her lap, and a half-smile on her lips. I could not see her eyes, but she seemed to be watching.
There had been some desultory talk, and the lights had become too much for me, and I had wandered out with Eve into a sort of balcony that had no lights. And we sat--closer together than we could have sat if the balcony had been lighted--and Eve"s hand came searching for mine that was already searching for hers, and we clasped our fingers close, and we looked out at the waters of the bay that sparkled dimly, and at the tapering band of moonlight that widened to a broad circle under the moon, and at the riding lights of the Arcadia and of Old Goodwin"s great steamer,--a great dark shape. Fog hung about. It would be in presently.
"Tell me, Adam," said Eve softly. "What did you see at Newport?"
"Tom," I answered. "He"s a sight in his sailor suit."
She laughed. "Of course; but nothing to what you would be. We"re very fond of Tom, aren"t we, and of Cecily? What else?"
"The beach and the town and the cliffs and the training station and the new barracks and many vessels at anchor."
"Exasperating!" And she shook me. "Didn"t you go into the War College?"
"We did. Your father seems to know many there."
"Adam," said Eve, "aren"t you going to tell me?"
She bent forward and looked up into my eyes, and I looked down into hers. I kissed her.
"I will tell you, Eve. Never fear. When you look at me like that, I would tell anything. I tell you everything sooner or later."
"I like it sooner."
"I have some fear that you will not like it."
"If you have done it, Adam, I shall like it. If I do not like it, you will never know it. Tell me. You did not go to view the country. I know that well enough."
"Well," I began, and stopped, somewhat troubled. Sc.r.a.ps of talk had drifted out to us, now and then, from that room we had left, and by turning we could get a glimpse of one or another, sitting in the dim yellow light.
Bobby had just said something, and then there fell a sudden silence--absolute silence. It was the silence that stopped me, and I cast back over my unconscious recollection to see if I knew what he had said. And the things that had happened in there in the last minute took gradual shape in my mind, as things sometimes do that are heard with the ear but not consciously noted. Old Goodwin had asked Bobby some question, I know not what, and Bobby had answered him in a dull, dead sort of voice. I recalled the voice because it was strange for Bobby to use it; but he had done many strange things. What had he said in that dull, indifferent voice that sounded as if all that he cared for were destroyed utterly? I had it, and so did Eve. It had not taken a half a minute. He had announced that he was to go to England and join a destroyer.
No one had spoken in that half-minute, and I peeked through at Elizabeth. She was sitting as she had been for some time, the same half-smile upon her lips, her hands in her lap; but I saw that her hands were clasped together and every muscle tense.
"Rather sudden news, Bobby," said Cecily at last. "You don"t seem as glad as I should have supposed you would be."
"Oh, yes," Bobby answered, "I"m glad enough. I"ve had enough of chasing phantoms. There are no submarines over here. I have some reason to believe that it is different over there. There is nothing, I think," he added rather bitterly, "to keep me over here--no reason why I should not be glad to go."
Again that silence fell. I saw Elizabeth"s hands twisting slightly, clasped in her lap.
"What vessel do you join?" Cecily asked. "And when do you go?"
"I don"t know the vessel," he said, "and I"m sorry that I am not permitted to tell you when I go. But it will be soon. There are troops going to France. I suppose I should not tell that, but I trust there are no spies here." And he laughed shortly.
Elizabeth had said nothing, nor made any movement, but she had sat as motionless as a statue--if one had not observed her hands. Now she rose slowly, as if weary with sitting still, and she wandered slowly from one thing to another, and seemed not to find comfort in any; and she was come near the door, and pa.s.sed out, and we heard her light step going slowly along the piazza behind us and down some steps in the distance. Then I turned back, and I looked out at the moonlight on the quiet water, and at the great dark shape with its anchor light and a light or two more shining through some portholes, and her decks white under the moon.
I turned to Eve, for I would have spoken; but she laid her finger on my lips, and she pressed my arm, and would not let me lean forward. And I heard a faint rustling, but very faint, and I saw the tops of a great clump of bushes move in order, as if some creature--some person--moved along behind them; and there was not wind enough to stir them. Those bushes were very near to us, almost in front of us. And the movement of the bushes stopped, and everything was still, and the veiled moon shone down, making gray and ghostly everything that its half-light shone upon, and casting black shadows.
Bobby had become uneasy, and he had risen and was wandering slowly about, as Elizabeth had done; and at last he was come to the door, and he bolted through it, and we heard his light footsteps running along the piazza behind us. Bobby was a runner when he was in college, and he ran with no noise. And he took the steps at a leap, and I heard a faint chuckle from Old Goodwin.
Then nothing happened for a long time, and I could feel Eve laughing silently, and I knew that Bobby was ramping about the place, looking for somebody that he found not. It was as bad as chasing submarines. And at last the bushes moved again, and I heard Bobby"s voice whispering, "Elizabeth! Elizabeth! Where are you?" And the bushes near us shivered, and there came a gasp, and somebody started to run, but Bobby caught her. I could see nothing, but I could imagine his catching her by both hands, and I could hear. I could not help hearing.
"Oh!" she gasped; and "Oh!" again.
Then he seemed to catch her close.
"Elizabeth!" he whispered. "Elizabeth! I give up. It"s unconditional surrender, Elizabeth. I"ve fought against it, but it"s no use. I don"t care what you are if you"ll only love me."
Elizabeth was between laughter and tears.
"Even if I am a German spy, Bobby?"
"Even if you"re a German spy," he whispered fiercely. "But you"re not. You couldn"t be. You"re too honest--and true."
"Honest and true, Bobby," Elizabeth whispered, clinging to him--I guessed. "But you don"t know what a woman can do. If I were a German spy, I should be doing just this--to worm your secrets out of you."
There was a silence.
"Do it again," he said, "--German spy!"
She did it again--I guessed.
"I"m only," she whispered, half-crying on his shoulder, "practising wireless on the Arcadia. You knew that, Bobby, didn"t you?"
Eve touched my arm, and we began to withdraw soundlessly.
"And, oh, Bobby," Elizabeth went on, "I"m afraid that you--that you may not come back. Those destroyers are--but I"m proud of you, so proud!"
"I"m coming back," said Bobby. "Trust me, if I have you to come back to. I always did have luck, and I"ve always come back. I do have you, don"t I?"
"You seem to," Elizabeth whispered merrily. "And I--"
Then Eve and I were out of that balcony at last, and we went along the piazza as silently as might be, and down the steps. I began to sing softly, "The cloudless sky is now serene," and Eve laughed and checked me.
"Aren"t you ashamed of yourself, Adam?"
"No, Eve," I said, "but I rejoice mightily."
"And so do I," she said, "and there is but one thing more needed to make me very happy. And that you shall tell me."
And we wended over the gra.s.s that was flecked with moonlight--it was wet too, that gra.s.s--and through the greenery that was no more green, but was of a dense blackness, and came out upon the bank above my clam beds, where the sod breaks off to the sand. And there Eve sat her down where the pebbles once shone in the sun, ADAM and EVE.
"I know it is wet," she said, "and I do not care. Now do you finish what you began to tell me--about yourself."
I sat beside her. "It seems trivial now. Indeed, it is no great matter, but I am easier in my mind now that I have done it. I have enrolled in the navy. And that is all, and soon told. And if you do not like it, Eve, I am sorry, but I had to do it."
She laughed, and she gave a glad little cry, and her arms were about my neck.
"That is what I wanted to hear, Adam."
"But I thought that you had pacifist leanings, Eve."
"Every woman has such leanings, especially where the matter concerns those she loves. But I know that you will be happier, and not ashamed, and that is much to me; and I can be proud. I am very happy, but I am afraid too--terribly afraid. I pray that you may not be led into any danger--and if that is wicked I cannot help it."
I kissed the dear lovely face upturned to mine.
"And what did they say?" she whispered. "What will they do with you? You are in the Reserve, aren"t you?"
I laughed. "I enrolled in the navy for any duty that they saw fit to a.s.sign me to. And the officer smiled, and said that I would be called when I was wanted. I may be a coal-pa.s.ser, Eve, or I may be a mechanic to clean Tom"s car, or I may breathe the pure air of heaven as I sail the raging main."
Eve wrinkled her brow. "But I don"t like that, Adam. Don"t you know whether you will be afloat or ash.o.r.e?"
"I was told that I would be of more value ash.o.r.e. And that I was sorry to hear, for I had rather be afloat, except that we should be parted. And I want to see a German submarine before I die. "They ain"t no sich an animal.""
And Eve laughed, and we got up and wandered home over the pebbles of the sh.o.r.e. Fog was driving across the face of the moon, so that it was now hidden, now partially revealed. From above the fog we heard the mutter of thunder. Eve squeezed my arm.
"Do you hear the guns, Adam?" she asked. "The G.o.ds are warring."
"Never give it a thought, Eve," I said. "What are their wars to us?"
"Well," said Eve, sighing, "but I hope it will be ash.o.r.e."
And we climbed the steep path, and went in to our candles, to wait for Elizabeth. Elizabeth was like to be long in coming.
THE END.