And so they parted. The monk erect, his eyes turned heavenwards and glowing with the sacred fire of zeal; the princess slowly retiring and turning more than once to cast a lingering glance of awe and tender regret on that inspired figure.
She went home subdued, and purified. Clement, in due course, reached Basle, and entered on his duties, teaching in the University, and preaching in the town and neighbourhood. He led a life that can be comprised in two words; deep study, and mortification. My reader has already a peep into his soul. At Basle he advanced in holy zeal and knowledge.
The brethren of his order began to see in him a descendant of the saints and martyrs.
CHAPTER LXXVIII
The Hearth
WHEN little Gerard was nearly three months old, a messenger came hot from Tergou for Catherine.
"Now just you go back," said she, "and tell them I can"t come and I won"t: they have got Kate." So he departed, and Catherine continued her sentence; "there, child, I _must_ go: they are all at sixes and sevens: this is the third time of asking; and to-morrow my man would come himself and take me home by the ear, with a flea in"t." She then recapitulated her experiences of infants, and instructed Margaret what to do in each coming emergency, and pressed money upon her. Margaret declined it with thanks. Catherine insisted, and turned angry. Margaret made excuses all so reasonable that Catherine rejected them with calm contempt; to her mind they lacked femininity. "Come, out with your heart," said she; "and you and me parting; and mayhap shall never see one another"s face again."
"Oh! mother, say not so."
"Alack, girl, I have seen it so often; "twill come into my mind now at each parting. When I was your age, I never had such a thought. Nay, we were all to live for ever then: so out wi" it."
"Well then, mother--I would rather not have told you--your Cornelis must say to me, "So you are come to share with us, eh, mistress?" those were his words. I told him I would be very sorry."
"Beshrew his ill tongue! What signifies it? He will never know."
"Most likely he would sooner or later. But, whether or no, I will take no grudge bounty from any family; unless I saw my child starving, and then Heaven only knows what I might do. Nay, mother, give me but thy love--I do prize that above silver, and they grudge me not that, by all I can find--for not a stiver of money will I take out of your house."
"You are a foolish la.s.s. Why, were it me, I"d take it just to spite him."
"No, you would not. You and I are apples off one tree."
Catherine yielded with a good grace; and, when the actual parting came, embraces and tears burst forth on both sides.
[Ill.u.s.tration: MARGARET HAD MOMENTS OF BLISS]
When she was gone the child cried a good deal; and all attempts to pacify him failing, Margaret suspected a pin, and, searching between his clothes and his skin, found a gold angel incommoding his backbone.
"There now, Gerard," said she to the babe; "I _thought_ granny gave in rather _sudden_."
She took the coin and wrapped it in a piece of linen, and laid it at the bottom of her box, bidding the infant observe she could be at times as resolute as granny herself.
Catherine told Eli of Margaret"s foolish pride, and how she had baffled it. Eli said Margaret was right, and she was wrong. Catherine tossed her head. Eli pondered.
Margaret was not without domestic anxieties. She had still two men to feed, and could not work so hard as she had done. She had enough to do to keep the house, and the child, and cook for them all. But she had a little money laid by, and she used to tell her child his father would be home to help them before it was spent. And with these bright hopes, and that treasury of bliss, her boy, she spent some happy months.
Time wore on: and no Gerard came; and, stranger still, no news of him.
Then her mind was disquieted, and, contrary to her nature, which was practical, she was often lost in sad reverie; and sighed in silence.
And, while her heart was troubled, her money was melting. And so it was, that one day she found the cupboard empty, and looked in her dependents"
faces; and, at the sight of them, her bosom was all pity; and she appealed to the baby whether she could let grandfather and poor old Martin want a meal; and went and took out Catherine"s angel. As she unfolded the linen a tear of gentle mortification fell on it. She sent Martin out to change it. While he was gone a Frenchman came with one of the dealers in illuminated work, who had offered her so poor a price. He told her he was employed by his sovereign to collect masterpieces for her book of hours. Then she showed him the two best things she had; and he was charmed with one of them, viz., the flowers and raspberries and creeping things, which Margaret Van Eyck had shaded. He offered her an unheard-of price. "Nay, flout not my need, good stranger," said she: "three mouths there be in this house, and none to fill them but me."
Curious arithmetic! Left out No. 1.
"I flout thee not, fair mistress. My princess charged me strictly, "Seek the best craftsmen; but I will no hard bargains; make them content with me, and me with them.""
The next minute Margaret was on her knees kissing little Gerard in the cradle, and showering four gold pieces on him again and again, and relating the whole occurrence to him in very broken Dutch.
"And oh what a good princess: wasn"t she? We will pray for her, won"t we, my lambkin; when we are old enough?"
Martin came in furious. "They will not change it. I trow they think I stole it."
"I am beholden to thee," said Margaret, hastily, and almost s.n.a.t.c.hed it from Martin, and wrapped it up again, and restored it to its hiding-place.
Ere these unexpected funds were spent, she got to her ironing and starching again. In the midst of which Martin sickened; and died after an illness of nine days.
Nearly all of her money went to bury him decently.
He was gone; and there was an empty chair by her fireside. For he had preferred the hearth to the sun as soon as the Busybody was gone.
Margaret would not allow anybody to sit in this chair now. Yet whenever she let her eye dwell too long on it, vacant, it was sure to cost her a tear.
And now there was n.o.body to carry her linen home. To do it herself she must leave little Gerard in charge of a neighbour. But she dared not trust such a treasure to mortal; and besides she could not bear him out of her sight for hours and hours. So she set inquiries on foot for a boy to carry her basket on Sat.u.r.day and Monday.
A plump, fresh-coloured youth, called Luke Peterson, who looked fifteen, but was eighteen, came in, and blushing, and twiddling his bonnet, asked her if a man would not serve her turn as well as a boy.
Before he spoke she was saying to herself, "This boy will just do."
But she took the cue, and said, "Nay; but a man will maybe seek more than I can well pay."
"Not I," said Luke, warmly. "Why, Mistress Margaret, I am your neighbour, and I do very well at the coopering. I can carry your basket for you before or after my day"s work, and welcome. You have no need to pay _me_ anything. "Tisn"t as if we were strangers, ye know."
"Why, Master Luke, I know your face, for that matter; but I cannot call to mind that ever a word pa.s.sed between us."
"Oh yes, you did, Mistress Margaret. What have you forgotten? One day you were trying to carry your baby and eke your pitcher full o" water: and, quo" I, "Give me the baby to carry." "Nay," says you, "I"ll give you the pitcher, and keep the bairn myself:" and I carried the pitcher home, and you took it from me at this door, and you said to me, "I am muckle obliged to you, young man," with such a sweet voice; not like the folk in this street speak to a body."
"I do mind now, Master Luke; and methinks it was the least I could say."
"Well, Mistress Margaret, if you will say as much every time I carry your basket, I care not how often I bear it, nor how far."
"Nay, nay," said Margaret, colouring faintly. "I would not put upon good nature. You are young, Master Luke, and kindly. Say I give you your supper on Sat.u.r.day night, when you bring the linen home, and your dawn-mete o" Monday; would that make us anyways even?"
"As you please; only say not I sought a couple o" diets, I, for such a trifle as yon."
With chubby-faced Luke"s timely a.s.sistance, and the health and strength which Heaven gave this poor young woman, to balance her many ills, the house went pretty smoothly awhile. But the heart became more and more troubled by Gerard"s long and now most mysterious silence.
And then that mental torture, Suspense, began to tear her heavy heart with his hot pinchers, till she cried often and vehemently, "Oh, that I could know the worst."
While she was in this state, one day she heard a heavy step mount the stair. She started and trembled. "That is no step that I know. Ill tidings!"