"Ah, well, it"s like myself beginning all over again in him," said Mr. Halloran, aloud, "besides my own job that I might have had all this time if I"d just come to see you sooner."
"True for you," said McCorkery in a merry County Mayo voice, inside Mr. Halloran"s head, "and now let"s drink to the gay future for old times" sake and be d.a.m.ned to Lacey Mahaffy." Mr. Halloran reached for the bottle but it skipped sideways, rolled out of reach like a creature, and exploded at his feet. When he stood up the chair fell backward from under him. He leaned on the table and it folded up under his hands like cardboard.
"Wait now, take it easy," said McCorkery, and there he was, real enough, holding Mr. Halloran braced on the one side, motioning with his hand to the boys in the back room, who came out quietly and took hold of Mr. Halloran, some of them, on the other side. Their faces were all Irish, but not an Irishman Mr. Halloran knew in the lot, and he did not like any face he saw. "Let me be,"
he said with dignity, "I came here to see Gerald J. McCorkery, a 401.
friend of mine from old times, and let not a thug among you lay a finger upon me."
"Come on, Big Shot," said one of the younger men, in a voice like a file grating, "come on now, it"s time to go."
"That"s a fine low lot you"ve picked to run with, McCorkery,"
said Mr. Halloran, bracing his heels against the slow weight they put upon him toward the door, "I wouldn"t trust one of them far as I could throw him by the tail."
"All right, all right, Halloran," said McCorkery. "Come on with me. Lay off him, Finnegan." He was leaning over Mr. Halloran and pressing something into his right hand. It was money, a neat litde roll of it, good smooth thick money, no other feel like it in the world, you couldn"t mistake it. Ah, he"d have an argument to show Lacey Mahaffy would knock her off her feet. Honest money with a job to back it up. "You"ll stand by your given word, McCorkery, as ever?" he asked, peering into the rock-colored face above him, his feet weaving a dance under him, his heart ready to break with grat.i.tude.
"Ah, sure, sure," said McCorkery in a loud hearty voice with a kind of curse in it. "Crisakes, get on with him, do." Mr. Halloran found himself eased into a taxicab at the curb, with McCorkery speaking to the driver and giving him money. "So long, Big Shot,"
said one of the thug faces, and the taxicab door thumped to. Mr.
Halloran bobbed about on the seat for a while, trying to think. He leaned forward and spoke to the driver. "Take me to my friend Gerald J. McCorkery"s house," he said, "I"ve got important business. Don"t pay any attention to what he said. Take me to his house."
"Yeah?" said the driver, without turning his head. "Well, here"s where you get out, see? Right here." He reached back and opened the door. And sure enough, Mr. Halloran was standing on the sidewalk in front of the flat in Perry Street, alone except for the rows of garbage cans, the taxicab hooting its way around the corner, and a cop coming toward him, plainly to be seen under the street light.
"You should cast your vote for McCorkery, the poor man"s friend," Mr. Halloran told the cop, "McCorkery"s the man who will get us all off the spot. Stands by his old friends like a maniac.
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A Day"s Work working hard at his job, "and you"ll be Chief of the Force when Halloran says the word."
"To h.e.l.l with McCorkery, that stooge," said the cop, his mouth square and sour with the things he said and the things he saw and did every night on that beat. "There you are drunk again, Halloran, shame to you, with Lacey Mahaffy working her heart out over the washboard to buy your beer."
"It wasn"t beer and she didn"t buy it, mind you," said Mr. Halloran, "and what do you know about Lacey Mahaffy?"
"I knew her from old when I used to run errands for St. Veron-ica"s Altar Society," said the cop, "and she was a great one, even then. Nothing good enough."
"It"s the same today," said Mr. Halloran, almost sober for a moment.
"Well, go on up now and stay up till you"re fit to be seen," said the cop, censoriously.
"You"re Johnny Maginnis," said Mr. Halloran, "I know you well."
"You should know me by now," said the cop.
Mr. Halloran worked his way upstairs partly on his hands and knees, but once at his own door he stood up, gave a great blow on the panel with his fist, turned the k.n.o.b and surged in like a wave after the door itself, holding out the money toward Mrs. Halloran, who had finished ironing and was at her mending.
She got up very slowly, her bony hand over her mouth, her eyes starting out at what she saw. "Ah, did you steal it?" she asked.
"Did you kill somebody for that?" the words grated up from her throat in a dark whisper. Mr. Halloran glared back at her in fear.
"Suffering Saints, Lacey Mahaffy," he shouted until the whole houseful could hear him, "haven"t ye any mind at all that you can"t see your husband has had a turn of fortune and a job and times are changed from tonight? Stealing, is it? That"s for your great friends the Connollys with their religion. Connolly steals, but Halloran is an honest man with a job in the McCorkery Club, and money in pocket."
"McCorkery, is it?" said Mrs. Halloran, loudly too. "Ah, so there"s the whole family, young and old, wicked and innocent, taking their bread from McCorkery, at last. Well, it"s no bread of 403.
mine, IH earn my own as I have, you can keep your dirty money to yourself, Halloran, mind you I mean it."
"Great G.o.d, woman," moaned Mr. Halloran, and he tottered from the door to the table, to the ironing board, and stood there, ready to weep with rage, "haven"t you a soul even that you won"t come along with your husband when he"s riding to riches and glory on the Tiger"s back itself, with everything for the taking and no questions asked?"
"Yes, I have a soul," cried Mrs. Halloran, clenching her fists, her hair flying. "Surely I have a soul and I"ll save it yet in spite of you... ."
She was standing there before him in a kind of faded gingham winding sheet, with her dead hands upraised, her dead eyes blind but fixed upon him, her voice coming up hollow from the deep tomb, her throat thick with grave damp. The ghost of Lacey Mahaffy was threatening him, it came nearer, growing taller as it came, the face changing to a demon"s face with a fixed gla.s.sy grin.
"It"s all that drink on an empty stomach," said the ghost, in a hoa.r.s.e growl. Mr. Halloran fetched a yell of horror right out of his very boots, and seized the flatiron from the board. "Ah, G.o.d d.a.m.n you, Lacey Mahaffy, you devil, keep away, keep away," he howled, but she advanced on air, grinning and growling. He raised the flatiron and hurled it without aiming, and the specter, whoever it was, whatever it was, sank and was gone. He did not look, but broke out of the room and was back on the sidewalk before he knew he had meant to go there. Maginnis came up at once. "Hey there now, Halloran," he said, "I mean business this time. You get back upstairs or I"ll run you in. Come along now, I"ll help you get there this time, and that"s the last of it. On relief the way you are, and drinking your head off."
Mr. Halloran suddenly felt calm, collected; he would take Maginnis up and show him just what had happened. "I"m not on relief any more, and if you want any trouble, just call on my friend, McCorkery. He"ll tell you who I am."
"McCorkery can"t tell me anything about you I don"t know already," said Maginnis. "Stand up there now." For Halloran wanted to go up again on his hands and knees.
"Let a man be," said Mr. Halloran, trying to sit on the cop"s feet. "I killed Lacey Mahaffy at last, you"ll be pleased to hear," he 404.
A Day"s Work said, looking up into the cop"s face. "It was high time and past.
But I did not steal the money."
"Well, ain"t that just too bad," said the cop, hauling him up under the arms. "Chees, why"n"t you make a good job while you had the chance? Stand up now. Ah, h.e.l.l with it, stand up or I"ll sock you one."
Mr. Halloran said, "Well, you don"t believe it so wait and see."
At that moment they both glanced upward and saw Mrs. Halloran coming downstairs. She was holding to the rail, and even in the speckled hall-light they could see a great lumpy clout of flesh standing out on her forehead, all colors. She stopped, and seemed not at all surprised.
"So there you are, Officer Maginnis," she said. "Bring him up."
"That"s a fine welt you"ve got over your eye this time, Mrs.
Halloran," commented Officer Maginnis, politely.
"I fell and hit my head on the ironing board," said Mrs. Halloran. "It comes of overwork and worry, day and night. A dead faint, Officer Maginnis. Watch your big feet there, you thriving, natural fool," she added to Mr. Halloran. "He"s got a job now, you mightn"t believe it, Officer Maginnis, but it"s true. Bring him on up, and thank you."
She went ahead of them, opened the door, and led the way to the bedroom through the kitchen, turned back the covers, and Officer Maginnis dumped Mr. Halloran among the quilts and pillows. Mr. Halloran rolled over with a deep groan and shut his eyes.
"Many thanks to you, Officer Maginnis," said Mrs. Halloran.
"Don"t mention it, Mrs. Halloran," said Officer Maginnis.
When the door was shut and locked, Mrs. Halloran went and dipped a large bath towel under the kitchen tap. She wrung it out and tied several good hard knots in one end and tried it out with a whack on the edge of the table. She walked in and stood over the bed and brought the knotted towel down in Mr. Halloran"s face with all her might. He stirred and muttered, ill at ease. "That"s for the flatiron, Halloran," she told him, in a cautious voice as if she were talking to herself, and whack, down came the towel again.
"That"s for the half-dollar," she said, and whack, "that"s for your drunkenness-" Her arm swung around regularly, ending with a heavy thud on the face that was beginning to squirm, gasp, lift 405 405 itself from the pillow and fall back again, in a puzzled kind of torment. "For your sock feet," Mrs. Halloran told him, whack, "and your laziness, and this is for missing Ma.s.s and"-here she swung half a dozen times-"that is for your daughter and your part in her... ."
She stood back breathless, the lump on her forehead burning in its furious colors. When Mr. Halloran attempted to rise, shielding his head with his arms, she gave him a push and he fell back again.
"Stay there and don"t give me a word," said Mrs. Halloran. He pulled the pillow over his face and subsided again, this time for good.
Mrs. Halloran moved about very deliberately. She tied the wet towel around her head, the knotted end hanging over her shoulder.
Her hand ran into her ap.r.o.n pocket and came out again with the money. There was a five-dollar bill with three one-dollar bills rolled in it, and the half-dollar she had thought spent long since.
"A poor start, but something," she said, and opened the cupboard door with a long key. Reaching in, she pulled a loosely fitted board out of the wall, and removed a black-painted metal box. She unlocked this, took out one five-cent piece from a welter of notes and coins. She then placed the new money in the box, locked it, put it away, replaced the board, shut the cupboard door and locked that.
She went out to the telephone, dropped the nickel in the slot, asked for a number, and waited.
"Is that you, Maggie? Well, are things any better with you now?
I"m glad to hear it. It"s late to be calling, but there"s news about your father. No, no, nothing of that kind, he"s got a job. I said a job. job. Yes, at last, after all my urging him onward... . I"ve got him bedded down to sleep it off so he"ll be ready for work tomorrow... . Yes, it"s political work, toward the election time, with Gerald McCorkery. But that"s no harm, getting votes and all, he"ll be in the open air and it doesn"t mean I"ll have to a.s.sociate with low people, now or ever. It"s clean enough work, with good pay; if it"s not just what I prayed for, still it beats nothing, Maggie. After all my trying ... it"s like a miracle. You see what can be done with patience and doing your duty, Maggie. Now mind you do as well by your own husband." Yes, at last, after all my urging him onward... . I"ve got him bedded down to sleep it off so he"ll be ready for work tomorrow... . Yes, it"s political work, toward the election time, with Gerald McCorkery. But that"s no harm, getting votes and all, he"ll be in the open air and it doesn"t mean I"ll have to a.s.sociate with low people, now or ever. It"s clean enough work, with good pay; if it"s not just what I prayed for, still it beats nothing, Maggie. After all my trying ... it"s like a miracle. You see what can be done with patience and doing your duty, Maggie. Now mind you do as well by your own husband."
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Holiday
At that time I was too young for some of the troubles I was having, and I had not yet learned what to do with them. It no longer can matter what kind of troubles they were, or what finally became of them. It seemed to me then there was nothing to do but run away from them, though all my tradition, background, and training had taught me unanswerably that no one except a coward ever runs away from anything. What nonsense! They should have taught me the difference between courage and foolhardiness, instead of leaving me to find it out for myself. I learned finally that if I still had the sense I was born with, I would take off like a deer at the first warning of certain dangers. But this story I am about to tell you happened before this great truth impressed itself upon me -that we do not run from the troubles and dangers that are truly ours, and it is better to learn what they are earlier than later, and if we don"t run from the others, we are fools.
I confided to my friend Louise, a former schoolmate about my own age, not my troubles but my little problem: I wanted to go somewhere for a spring holiday, by myself, to the country, and it should be very simple and nice and, of course, not expensive, and she was not to tell anyone where I had gone; but if she liked, I would send her word now and then, if anything interesting was happening. She said she loved getting letters but hated answering them; and she knew the very place for me, and she would not tell anybody anything. Louise had then-she has it still-something near to genius for making improbable persons, places, and situations sound attractive. She told amusing stories that did not turn 407.
grim on you until a little while later, when by chance you saw and heard for yourself. So with this story. Everything was just as Louise had said, if you like, and everything was, at the same time, quite different.
"I know the very place," said Louise, "a family of real old-fashioned German peasants, in the deep blackland Texas farm country, a household in real patriarchal style-the kind of thing you"d hate to live with but is very nice to visit. Old father, G.o.d Almighty himself, with whiskers and all; Old mother, matriarch in men"s shoes; endless daughters and sons and sons-in-law and fat babies falling about the place; and fat puppies-my favourite was a darling little black thing named Kuno-cows, calves, and sheep and lambs and goats and turkeys and guineas roaming up and down the shallow green hills, ducks and geese on the ponds. I was there in the summer when the peaches and watermelons were in "
"This is the end of March," I said, doubtfully.
"Spring comes early there," said Louise. "I"ll write to the Miillers about you, you just get ready to go."
"Just where is this paradise?"
"Not far from the Louisiana line," said Louise. "I"ll ask them to give you my attic-oh, that was a sweet place! It"s a big room, with the roof sloping to the floor on each side, and the roof leaks a little when it rains, so the shingles are all stained in beautiful streaks, all black and grey and mossy green, and in one corner there used to be a stack of dime novels, The d.u.c.h.ess, The d.u.c.h.ess, Ouida, Mrs. Ouida, Mrs.
E.D.E.N. Southworth, Ella Wheeler Wilc.o.x"s poems-one summer they had a lady boarder who was a great reader, and she went off and left her library. I loved it! And everybody was so healthy and good-hearted, and the weather was perfect... . How long do you want to stay?"
I hadn"t thought of this, so I said at random, "About a month."
A few days later I found myself tossed off like an express package from a dirty little crawling train onto the sodden platform of a country station, where the stationmaster emerged and locked up the waiting room before the train had got round the bend. As he clumped by me he shifted his wad of tobacco to his cheek and asked, "Where you goin"?"
"To the Miiller farm," I said, standing beside my small trunk and suitcase with the bitter wind cutting through my thin coat.
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"Anybody meet you?" he asked, not pausing.
"They said said so." so."
"All right," he said, and got into his little ragged buckboard with a sway-backed horse and drove away.
I turned my trunk on its side and sat on it facing the wind and the desolate mud-colored shapeless scene and began making up my first letter to Louise. First I was going to tell her that unless she was to be a novelist, there was no excuse for her having so much imagination. In daily life, I was going to tell her, there are also such useful things as the plain facts that should be stuck to, through thick and thin. Anything else led to confusion like this. I was beginning to enjoy my letter to Louise when a st.u.r.dy boy about twelve years old crossed the platform. As he neared me, he took off his rough cap and bunched it in his thick hand, dirt-stained at the knuckles. His round cheeks, his round nose, his round chin were a cool, healthy red. In the globe of his face, as neatly circular as if drawn in bright crayon, his narrow, long, tip-tilted eyes, clear as pale-blue water, seemed out of place, as if two incompatible strains had collided in making him. They were beautiful eyes, and the rest of the face was not to be taken seriously. A blue woollen blouse b.u.t.toned up to his chin ended abruptly at his waist as if he would outgrow it in another half hour, and his blue drill breeches flapped about his ankles. His old clodhopper shoes were several sizes too big for him. Altogether, it was plain he was not the first one to wear his clothes. He was a cheerful, detached, self-possessed apparition against the tumbled brown earth and ragged dark sky, and I smiled at him as well as I could with a face that felt like wet clay.
He smiled back slightly without meeting my eye, motioning for me to take up my suitcase. He swung my trunk to his head and tottered across the uneven platform, down the steps slippery with mud where I expected to see him crushed beneath his burden like an ant under a stone. He heaved the trunk into the back of his wagon with a fine smash, took my suitcase and tossed it after, then climbed up over one front wheel while I scrambled my way up over the other.
The pony, s.h.a.ggy as a wintering bear, eased himself into a grudging trot, while the boy, bowed over with his cap pulled down over his ears and eyebrows, held the reins slack and fell into a 409.
brown study. I studied the harness, a real mystery. It met and clung in all sorts of unexpected places; it parted company in what appeared to be strategic seats of jointure. It was mended sketchily in risky places with bits of hairy rope. Other seemingly unimportant parts were bound together irrevocably with wire. The bridle was too long for the pony"s stocky head, so he had shaken the bit out of his mouth at the start, apparently, and went his own way at his own pace.
Our vehicle was an exhausted specimen of something called a spring wagon, who knows why? There were no springs, and the shallow enclosed platform at the back, suitable for carrying various plunder, was worn away until it barely reached midway of the back wheels, one side of it steadily sc.r.a.ping the iron tire. The wheels themselves spun not dully around and around in the way of common wheels, but elliptically, being loosened at the hubs, so that we proceeded with a drunken, hilarious swagger, like the rolling motion of a small boat on a choppy sea.
The soaked brown fields fell away on either side of the lane, all rough with winter-worn stubble ready to sink and become earth again. The scanty leafless woods ran along an edge of the field nearby. There was nothing beautiful in those woods now except the promise of spring, for I detested bleakness, but it gave me pleasure to think that beyond this there might be something else beautiful in its own being, a river shaped and contained by its banks, or a field stripped down to its true meaning, ploughed and ready for the seed. The road turned abruptly and was almost hidden for a moment, and we were going through the woods. Closer sight of the crooked branches a.s.sured me that spring was beginning, if sparely, reluctantly: the leaves were budding in tiny cones of watery green besprinkling all the new shoots; a thin sedate rain began again to fall, not so opaque as a fog, but a mist that merely deepened overhead, and lowered, until the clouds became rain in one swathing, delicate grey.
As we emerged from the woods, the boy roused himself and pointed forward, in silence. We were approaching the farm along the skirts of a fine peach orchard, now faintly colored with young bud, but there was nothing to disguise the gaunt and aching ugliness of the farmhouse itself. In this Texas valley, so gently modulated with small crests and shallows, "rolling country" as the 410.
farmers say, the house was set on the peak of the barest rise of ground, as if the most infertile spot had been thriftily chosen for building a shelter. It stood there staring and naked, an intruding stranger, strange even beside the barns ranged generously along the back, low-eaved and weathered to the color of stone.
The narrow windows and the steeply sloping roof oppressed me; I wished to turn away and go back. I had come a long way to be so disappointed, I thought, and yet I must go on, for there could be nothing here for me more painful than what I had left. But as we drew near the house, now hardly visible except for the yellow lamplight in the back, perhaps in the kitchen, my feelings changed again toward warmth and tenderness, or perhaps just an apprehension that I could feel so, maybe, again.
The wagon drew up before the porch, and I started climbing down. No sooner had my foot touched ground than an enormous black dog of the detestable German shepherd breed leaped silently at me, and as silently I covered my face with my arms and leaped back. "Kuno, down!" shouted the boy, lunging at him. The front door flew open and a young girl with yellow hair ran down the steps and seized the ugly beast by the scruff. "He does not mean anything," she said seriously in English. "He is only a dog."
Just Louise"s darling little puppy Kuno, I thought, a year or so older. Kuno whined, apologized by bowing and sc.r.a.ping one front paw on the ground, and the girl holding his scruff said, shyly and proudly, "I teach him that. He has always such bad manners, but I teach him!"
I had arrived, it seemed, at the moment when the evening ch.o.r.es were about to begin. The entire Miiller household streamed out of the door, each man and woman going about the affairs of the moment. The young girl walked with me up the porch and said, "This is my brother Hans," and a young man paused to shake hands and pa.s.sed by. "This is my brother Fritz," she said, and Fritz took my hand and dropped it as he went. "My sister Annetje," said the young girl, and a quiet young woman with a baby draped loosely like a scarf over her shoulder smiled and held out her hand. Hand after hand went by, their palms variously younger or older, broad or small, male or female, but all thick hard decent peasant hands, warm and strong. And in every face I saw again the pale, tilted eyes, on every head that taffy-colored 411.
hair, as though they might all be brothers and sisters, though An-nexe"s husband and still another daughter"s husband had gone by after greeting me. In the wide hall with a door at front and back, full of cloudy light and the smell of soap, the old mother, also on her way out, stopped to offer her hand. She was a tall strong-looking woman wearing a three-cornered black wool shawl on her head, her skirts looped up over a brown flannel petticoat. Not from her did the young ones get those water-clear eyes. Hers were black and shrewd and searching, a band of hair showed black streaked with grey, her seamed dry face was brown as seasoned bark, and she walked in her rubber boots with the stride of a man. She shook my hand briefly and said in German English that I was welcome, smiling and showing her blackened teeth.
"This is my girl Hatsy," she told me, "and she will show you to your room." Hatsy took my hand as if I were a child needing a guide. I followed her up a flight of steps steep as a ladder, and there we were, in Louise"s attic room, with the sloping roof. Yes, the shingles were stained all the colors she had said. There were the dime novels heaped in the corner. For once, Louise had got it straight, and it was homely and familiar, as if I had seen it before.
"My mother says we could give you a better place on the downstairs," said Hatsy, in her soft blurred English, "but she she said in her letter you would like it so." I told her indeed I did like it so. She went down the steep stairs then, and her brother came up as if he were climbing a tree, with the trunk on his head and the suitcase in his right hand, and I could not see what kept the trunk from crashing back to the bottom, as he used the left hand to climb with. I wished to offer help but feared to insult him, having noted well the tremendous ease and style with which he had hurled the luggage around before, a strong man doing his turn before a weakling audience. He put his burden down and straightened up, wriggling his shoulders and panting only a little. I thanked him and he pushed his cap back and pulled it forward again, which I took for some sort of polite response, and clattered out hugely. Looking out of my window a few minutes later, I saw him setting off across the fields carrying a lighted lantern and a large steel trap. said in her letter you would like it so." I told her indeed I did like it so. She went down the steep stairs then, and her brother came up as if he were climbing a tree, with the trunk on his head and the suitcase in his right hand, and I could not see what kept the trunk from crashing back to the bottom, as he used the left hand to climb with. I wished to offer help but feared to insult him, having noted well the tremendous ease and style with which he had hurled the luggage around before, a strong man doing his turn before a weakling audience. He put his burden down and straightened up, wriggling his shoulders and panting only a little. I thanked him and he pushed his cap back and pulled it forward again, which I took for some sort of polite response, and clattered out hugely. Looking out of my window a few minutes later, I saw him setting off across the fields carrying a lighted lantern and a large steel trap.
I began changing my first letter to Louise. "I"m going to like it here. I don"t quite know why, but it"s going to be all right. Maybe I can tell you later"
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The sound of the German speech in the household below was part of the pleasantness, for they were not talking to me and did not expect me to answer. All the German I understood then was contained in five small deadly sentimental songs of Heine"s, learned by heart; and this was a very different tongue, Low German corrupted by three generations in a foreign country. A dozen miles away, where Texas and Louisiana melted together in a rotting swamp whose sluggish under-tow of decay nourished the roots of pine and cedar, a colony of French emigrants had lived out two hundred years of exile, not wholly incorruptible, but mystically faithful to the marrow of their bones, obstinately speaking their old French by then as strange to the French as it was to the English. I had known many of these families during a certain long summer happily remembered, and here again, listening to another language n.o.body could understand except those of this small farming community, I knew that I was again in a house of perpetual exile.
These were solid, practical, hard-bitten, land-holding German peasants, who struck their mattocks into the earth deep and held fast wherever they were, because to them life and the land were one indivisible thing; but never in any wise did they confuse nationality with habitation.
I liked the thick warm voices, and it was good not to have to understand what they were saying. I loved that silence which means freedom from the constant pressure of other minds and other opinions and other feelings, that freedom to fold up in quiet and go back to my own center, to find out again, for it is always a rediscovery, what kind of creature it is that rules me finally, makes all the decisions no matter who thinks they make them, even I; who little by little takes everything away except the one thing I cannot live without, and who will one day say, "Now I am all you have left-take me." I paused there a good while listening to this muted unknown language which was silence with music in it; I could be moved and touched but not troubled by it, as by the crying of frogs or the wind in the trees.
The catalpa tree at my window would, I noticed, when it came into leaf, shut off my view of the barns and the fields beyond.
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