Her rich color stirred and deepened; her lips parted for the quick pa.s.sage of her breath; and her blue eyes looked gray as if veiled in a light vapor.
Ranny was seized with an overpowering, a terrible consciousness of himself and of his evolutions on the horizontal bar.
"Well," he said, as if in apology, "you"ve seen me figuring queerly."
"Oh, it"s all right for men," she said. "Besides, I"ve seen _you_ before."
"Why, you weren"t here last time?"
"No. Not here."
"Where, then? Where on earth can you have seen me?"
She bent her brows at him in that way she had, under the brim of her wide hat. "I saw you at Wandsworth--at the Sports--running in that race.
When you won the cup."
"Oh, Lord," said Ranny, expressing his innermost confusion.
"Well, I"m sure you ran beautifully."
"Oh, yes, I _ran_ all right."
"And you jumped!"
"Anybody can jump," said Ranny.
"Can they?"
"Oh, Lord, yes. You should see Fred Booty."
"I did see him. You won the cup off him."
She drew herself up, in that other way she had, as if challenged.
"And he"ll win it off me next year. You bet. Look--here they are."
Some instinct, risen he knew not whence, compelled him to divert her gaze.
From below in the great hall came the sound of the rhythmic padding and tramping of feet. The Young Ladies of the Polytechnic were marching in.
Right and left they wheeled, and right and left ranged themselves in two long lines under the galleries. Now they were marking time with the stiff rise and fall of black stockings under the short tunics. Facing them, at the head of her rank, was Winny Dymond, very upright and earnest. And with each movement of her hips the crimson sash of leadership swung in rhythm at her side.
Miss Usher turned to him. "Is Winny with them?"
"Rather. There she is. Right opposite. Jolly she looks, doesn"t she?"
Miss Usher looked at Winny. The bent black brows bent lower, and a large blue eye slued round into her profile, darting a sudden light at him.
"Don"t ask _me_," she said, "I"m sure _I_ don"t know." And she turned her shoulder on him and sat thus averted, gazing at her own hands folded in her lap.
Ransome leaned out over the bal.u.s.trade and watched Winny. And for a moment, as he watched her, he felt again the old sense of tenderness and absurdity, mingled, this time, with that mysterious pain.
A barbell struck on the floor. A feminine voice gave the sharp word of command, and the Young Ladies formed up for their performance on the parallel bars.
Miss Usher still sat averted.
"Look," he said, at last, "it"s Winny"s turn."
She turned slowly, reluctantly almost, and looked.
Winny Dymond, shy, but grave and earnest, was going through her little preliminary byplay at the bars. Then, with her startling suddenness, she rushed at them, and swung herself, it seemed to Ransome, with an increased abandonment, a wilder rhythm and motion; and when she raised her body like an arch, far-stretching and wide-planted, it seemed to him that it rose higher and stretched farther and wider than before, that there was, in fact, something preposterous in her att.i.tude. For as Miss Usher looked at Winny she drew herself up and her red mouth stiffened.
Ranny"s tension relaxed when Winny flung herself from side to side again and over, and lighted on her feet in the little curtseying posture, perfunctory and pathetic.
He clapped his hands. ""Jove! That"s good!" He was smiling tenderly.
He turned to Miss Usher, eager and delighted. "Well--what"d you think of it?"
The eyes he gazed into were remote and cold. Miss Usher did not answer him. And he gathered from her silence that she disapproved profoundly of the performance. He wondered why.
"Oh, come," he said. "She"s the best we"ve got. There"s not one of those girls that can touch her on the bars. Look at them."
"I don"t want to look at them. I didn"t think it would be like that. I"m not used to it. I"ve never been to a Gymnasium in my life before."
"You ought to come. You should join us, Miss Usher. Why don"t you?"
"Thank you, Mr. Ransome, I"d rather not. I don"t see myself!"
He didn"t see her either. Some of his innocence had gone. She had taken it away from him. He was beginning to understand how Winny"s performance had struck her. It was magnificent, but it was not a thing that could be done by a nice woman, by a woman who respected herself and her own womanhood and her own beauty; not a thing that could be done by Violet Usher. He was not sure that in her view it was consistent with propriety, with reticence, with a perfect purity. And he began to wonder whether his own view of it had not been a little shameless.
He rushed, for sheer decency, into a stuttering defense.
"Well, but--well, but--but it"s all right, don"t you know?"
"It"s all right for men. They"re different. But--"
"Not right for women?"
"If you reelly want to know--no. I don"t think it is. It isn"t pretty, for one thing."
"Oh, I say--how about Winny?"
"Winny"s different. It doesn"t seem to matter so much for her."
"Why not--for her?"
"Well--she"s a queer creature anyhow."
"How d"you mean--queer?"