Since Zhang Yunyan met the little monk Shikong, she would often think of this savor.
The reason why she would not forget Shikong was another inexplicable reason except for her grace. At the first time when she met him, she had a feeling. That kind of feeling was special. It was because of Shikong.
Yunyan did not know what kind of feeling it was and why she would have this kind of feeling.
She thought it did not come from her imagination. It was not a vacant thing. It existed indeed. Although this kind of feeling was inexplicable, she could confirm that it was because of the little monk Shikong. She would not have this kind of feeling when she thought of or contacted with others.
Since she met Shikong, Zhang Yunyan would have that kind of inexplicable feeling when thinking of her savor. She was suspecting and did not know why.
She could not forget this inexplicable feeling and natural suspicion and would continue. She did not know when she would stop the suspicion and whether she would know the reason.
Zhang Yunyan thought of the travel in the alienated world and tore down. She had an endless yearning for Xiao Tianlong. Her friend with generation saved her life before. Otherwise, she was raped by Black Killer and had died in the alchemy furnace.
She remembered the beautiful elf Samuume and sighed again. Her sister was also her savor and a friend of life and death. She could not have fun with her sister. Let alone that she had died. Even if she was still alive, she could not travel through thousands of years to visit her sister.
A handsome figure flashed out, which was the second prince of Tianyue Country. Yunyan wore a bitter smile silently with endless pain and yearning...
She had a deep relationship with the second prince, so as to the rare love. However, it was hard to fulfill their dream to become a couple.
She loved this brother in the alienated world deeply and missed him so much. She could not forget him. Although she had left the human world, she still thought of the fruitless love and was endlessly tortured by it. She did not know when it would last.
Yunyan had resentment and hatred. Since she could not stay with him for this life, why would they meet each other?
It was said that this was the will of heaven. Were heavens in two different worlds with an interval of thousands of years trying to torture them?
It should not treat two persons who loved each other like this. it was too ruthless.
However, the two heavens that were blocked by the interval of thousands of years were so ruthless. Zhang Yunyan lost everything in the alienated world. Now, she had lost everything in this life.
At this time, she only left a soul. She had arrived in the underworld. Everything in the two worlds with an interval of thousands of years had already vanished...
Yunyan was completely desperate and sat on the ground in a decadent spirit.
Her eyes were dull. She looked at the darkness and rocks, but nothing inside her eyes. Her soul was full of indignance and sorrow, so as to endless pain...
Zhang Yunyan first came to the underworld and knew nothing about the things here. She was puzzled and could only be suspicious.
She had fallen into this closed cave, not knowing what kind of result her soul would meet. Her soul had been imprisoned and she did not know whether she would find a way out or be kept here until she vanished.
Yunyan really could not figure it out. Her soul just came to the underworld and did not break any rules or offend any ghosts. Why should she suffer such terrible punishment?
Zhang Yunyan"s soul was indignant and grieve. She hated her incompetence and the miserable sufferings in her lifetime. She had never thought that her soul would also be unlucky and miserable after death.
While she was alive, she had experienced plenty of difficulty and dangers. Both her body and mind were badly tortured. After death, her soul was also miserable and could not get rid of pain and suffering.
Yunyan had no ability to change the rules of the human world, so as to the reality in the underworld. She could only be tortured by it ruthlessly until the soul pa.s.sed away.
At this moment, Zhang Yunyan remembered the past and present, remembered the vows that had not been completed, and thought of the souls of family Zhang and family Lin. She regained endless sorrow.
She had already died and was unable to avenge her parents. She had no abilities to look for her brother Yuntian and sister Yunxia. She also had no ability to revenge for her adopted father...
She used to have a glimpse of hope and prayed to travel in the human world like Jiuyou Sage and his group of demons, continuing to complete her missions.
This was the only wish for her after death, but also a beautiful fantasy. However, the reality in the underworld was so cruel and she could not realize her dream. Her beautiful wishes were shattered like soap bubbles.
Zhang Yunyan was imprisoned in this closed cave and her soul was about to fade away. How could she look for her enemy for revenge? She even could not dream about it.
Soon, she accepted the terrible reality and could only accept the upcoming ending. Before the soul pa.s.sed away, she could not get rid of spiritual torture.
The human world was cold and ruthless, while the underworld was so cold and indifferent. Her soul was helpless and waited for the disappearance.
Zhang Yunyan did not know when her soul would disappear and did not know whether her soul would have a sense of hunger. What should she eat?
Thinking of this, she knew that demons were bloodthirsty. Would all the ghosts be bloodthirsty like them?
Thinking of this, her belly was a little disgusting and she silently sighed. She helped the good people to get rid of the evil when she was alive and decided not to do bad things after death.
Yunyan"s belly snorted and she felt hungry when thinking of food.
She looked at the closed cave and there was nothing except the rocks. There was nothing to fill her belly. She realized that souls also needed food. Otherwise, they would die for hunger.
She was very depressed and was confined to this place. There was no way to go and no food. She could only wait for death and for the disappearance of her soul.
In the cave, it was dark and dim. It was silent and full of grief and despair.
In the painful despair, Zhang Yunyan remembered the little monk Shikong and felt pain for her savor"s death.
Shikong was not only young, but also an admirable handsome man. Even the vixen Misty Flower was so obsessed with him. It could tell that he was so attractive. Besides, he had impressive skills, which were very extraordinary.
However, such a young hero, a handsome man, was like a blooming flower faded away by accident. It was pitiful and miserable.
Yunyan thought of Shikong and the inexplicable feelings followed, both doubtful and strange. Why did she have this kind of feeling when thinking of Shikong every time?
What this feeling was? She could not figure it out and could only suspect it.
Was this feeling caused by grat.i.tude? Was it because they were not of strangers? Was it because of the admire of the high-level skills of the savor? Was it because of love? Was it...
Zhang Yunyan did not deny that she had deeply grace for her savor Shikong, but it was not a feeling of grat.i.tude.
She did not think she had a sense of familiarity with Shikong. It was their acquaintance of them in Qinglong Mountain and it was short. They did not know each other before and never met again.
Needless to say, she did not see the true face of Shikong. She did not know what he looked like. How could she talk about familiarity?
Of course, she and Shikong had the grace of mutual help. Although they did not know what each other looked like, they both remembered each other deeply. They only remembered the vague figures and names instead of clear appearance. They did not know each other even if they stood face to face.
This "familiarity" would never give her that kind of feeling.
Yunyan was indeed envious of the abilities of Shikong, which was nothing relative to that inexplicable feeling. Besides, she envied plenty of people, but had no this kind of feeling to others.
Talking about love, she wore a bitter smile silently. Let alone whether she fell in love with Shikong. She could not love him because he was a Buddhist. If it was so, she would be a joke.
Needless to say, in order to protect his virgin, Shikong could refuse the attractive and beautiful Misty Flower, so how could he be touched by her?
Thinking about it, Zhang Yunyan still did not know what the feeling was and why she had this feeling. For this, she also felt a bit inexplicable.
However, she believed this inexplicable feeling existed indeed or it was true instead of imagination. She would not have this feeling when meeting others.
That feeling was puzzling and she did not know the reason. She could not suspect.
Shikong died and she had pa.s.sed away. No matter what kind of inexplicable feeling it was, it was meaningless. Why should she be bothered by it? Think about reality.
Zhang Yunyan wanted to return to the human world to revenge and hoped to go for the demon monkey and the sika deer. The demon deer might be the accomplice of the demon monkey. It might partic.i.p.ate in killing her.
She sighed. All of those were her illusion and could not be reached. Let alone she was a soul. She could not match the two monsters even if she was alive. How could she talk about revenge?
As for going back to the human world, it would be much more difficult. She did not know what kind of high-level skills she needed to cultivate or whether she could meet a high-ranking person in the underworld. She did not know what kind of path she needed to go.
The illusion was short and the unrealistic desire would quickly melt. She regained endless pain...
In the cave, it was dark and horrible. She regained nervousness and sadness, which made people feel scared. The lonely soul was still. Besides endless pain, she also had anxiety and desirable dreams.
In grief and indignation, Zhang Yunyan was not completely disappointed. She still imagined that there could be miracles and she could escape from the closed cave to travel in the underworld.
She was going to worship an expert to learn the ability to return to the human world. Then, she could go for Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao for revenge. She would look for her brother Yuntian and sister Yunxia. When she developed a high-level ability, she would go to the demon monkey and demon deer for revenge.
Zhang Yunyan was imprisoned here, struggling bitterly. It was hopeless for her to escape. However, she still needed to insist on.
She was waiting, hoping that the miracle can happen suddenly to give this soul a way out. This was her pursuit at this moment and her only wish, but was a hopeless dream.
Dreams were beautiful and eager to get. Only if her soul did not disappear, she would pursue them.
As the saying went, it was better to live than to die. This was the nature of human beings. Everyone would struggle to survive even if there was a glimmer of hope. They would not wait for being killed.
The worms would have to wriggle before they died. Let alone people. One would be like this when he was alive, so as to a soul.
In the darkness, Zhang Yunyan looked tragic. She was thinking, waiting, and praying for any change in this closed cave, even if it was an astonishing change.
According to her experience when she was alive, she deeply knew that only change could bring hope. Perhaps, hope existed in danger.
Now, although she was dead, her soul was still there. The soul inherited her nature when she was alive and would not give up. She still hoped to survive and pursued beautiful dreams.
Zhang Yunyan fell into a desperate situation and had considered death as nothing. The belief of the soul was the same as when she was alive. There was nothing changing.
Her soul must survive strongly and strive to accomplish those missions, so as to continue to fight for her lofty aspirations.
Suddenly, the sluggish soul moved a little and widened her dull eyes. She stared at a place and did not move.
"En? What"s that? How, how can it suddenly appear?"