Zhang Yunyan returned to her own time, lost her beloved second prince, lost a rare marriage, and was tortured by the yearning and pain.
She regretted that she did not seize the opportunity to ask the imperial master to make a proposal for her and that she did not tell Xiao Tianlong that she wanted to marry the second prince on the Tongtian Precious Carriage. Now, she could not renew her marriage with her beloved man.
On her way with the imperial master, she had the time and chance to share her thoughts, but she wasted ruthlessly. Every time she thought of it, she would sigh.
At the moment when they said goodbye in front of the Tongtian Hole, Yunyan still had a chance to raise it up. Then, she could come back to Tianyue Country with Xiao Tianlong and the first prince to get married to her beloved brother.
In front of the Tongtian Hole and at the time she said goodbye to her friends in the alienated world, she naturally thought of the second prince. She felt upset about losing her beloved man and beautiful love.
The separation was a farewell. She would never see the friend with generation again and have no chance to recover the lost marriage.
This was the last moment and a vital moment to reach her beautiful love. Time waited for no one, so she must make the final decision.
At this critical moment, Zhang Yunyan was a little nervous, somewhat eager, and somewhat uneasy. Her hesitation was not completely eliminated.
At this moment, the intention to marry the second prince was strong. She really wanted to return to Tianyue Country with Xiao Tianlong to marry the second prince and enjoy the good love with her beloved man.
However, Yunyan still dared not take the initiative to make a proposal. She was not worried about the block of thousands of years, but felt hard to express her confession.
At the moment when she bid a farewell to her friends in the alienated world, she felt an impulsive love to the second prince and really hoped to fall into his arms to spend her whole life.
At that moment, the power of love diluted the worry and homesickness in her mind. Although Zhang Yunyan was too shy to say it out, she decided to gamble on the rare marriage. It was the last moment to decide success and failure. She hoped that she could achieve it.
In this regard, she was a little uneasy and felt unconfident in her mind. She did not know whether the lucky G.o.d could patronize her.
Yunyan pinned her hopes on the friends in the alienated world. It would depend on Xiao Tianlong or the first prince to decide whether this issue would succeed or not.
Of course, the anxiety of leaving the country still existed. The shy mentality made her hard to say anything. She had no confidence to confess her mind.
Yunyan made up her mind that as long as the imperial master or the first prince mentioned this issue, she would agree even if she hesitated. This was the last chance and she could not lose.
After that, she could return to Tianyue Country with the two and get married to her beloved brother to fulfill her beautiful dream of marriage.
However, the result did not follow her mind that Zhang Yunyan was lost. Her friends in the alienated world did not mention the issue of the marriage. She lost the last chance.
For Xiao Tianlong, this issue was over. He thought even if he talked about this issue again, his friend with generation would refuse him again. Therefore, he would not force her to accept it.
The imperial master had been hoping to keep Yun Feiyan in Tianyue Country, but he did not know that his friend with generations had changed her mind. She was gambling for the marriage and depended on him.
For Zhang Yunyan, this was the last opportunity to restore the good marriage; while for Xiao Tianlong, this was the last chance to keep his friend with generations. It was a pity that Yunyan missed the last opportunity, so did the imperial master.
Both of them were looking forward silently without revealing their thoughts, rendering that both of their wishes in vain.
The first prince knew nothing about it, so he would not mention it. If he liked this savor, hero, and beautiful woman of Tianyue Country, he would not confess because he was unfamiliar to her. He would only keep quiet and just thought of it.
Now, the imperial master and the first prince was on their way back to Tianyue Country. She lost all the chances and everything turned into a fantasy.
At this time, Yunyan could only bid a farewell to her beloved brother and miss the second prince in different worlds. She felt more painful.
It was an inevitable, realistic, ruthless, and unchangeable result because the two worlds were blocked for thousands of years.
When thinking of recovering the lost love again, Zhang Yunyan must hesitate and worried about the departure from her hometown.
She was not determined to abandon everything in her own time, especially the missions given by her relatives. She could not become the sinner of family Zhang and family Lin, so she dared not seize the opportunity to restore her marriage.
Now, everything had pa.s.sed by. It was useless for Yunyan to miss the second prince or feel regret. She could only keep the love in her mind and silently taste the bitterness of love and the helplessness of her mind.
Zhang Yunyan looked at the jade ring and felt pain in her mind. She burst into tears and felt both yearning and pain.
She regretted it and blamed herself. Why did not she come up with the proposal at the moment when she was separated from Xiao Tianlong in front of the Tongtian Hole? This rendered her beautiful marriage slip by and her beloved brother would become others" husband.
The more Yunyan thought, the more pain she would feel. The second prince used to be her man and the position of prince concubine should be hers. Unfortunately, at the time when her friends of the alienated world left, everything was gone and she could only hand over the handsome man to others.
The moment when they said goodbye was the last chance. Once Yunyan raised it up, she could come back to Tianyue Country with Xiao Tianlong and the first prince to get married to her beloved brother.
Unfortunately, she did not confess her mind with courage until the Tongtian Precious Carriage was activated. She lost the last chance.
Talking about it, Zhang Yunyan felt worried except for the shy mentality, which caused this inevitable result.
She had never been free from the worry about the separation of the worlds and had no courage to break the ban of the thousands of years time and s.p.a.ce. She could not return to Tianyue Country and got married to her beloved brother.
Then again, if Yunyan really agreed to this marriage, she would hesitate for the marriage of the different worlds. She would be miserable for homesickness. She would worry about the disconnection of the future and ancient times. She would be troubled by the emotions of sorrowful thoughts for a lifetime.
Love was beautiful, but the reality was cruel. Zhang Yunyan was eager to get a beautiful love, but had to face the cruel reality. In the terrible reality, this beautiful love could not be reached. She was determined to be tortured by the fruitless love.
At the moment that she was separated from Xiao Tianlong and the first prince, it was her chance to realize her dream and was the only chance. The premise was that Zhang Yunyan won the bet.
If she really won the bet, she could marry her brother in the alienated world. Even if she felt regretted, the settled marriage would not change. Let alone how much she loved her brother, she would not change her mind with the mentality of "promises must be kept and action must be resolute". She would do what she said.
Afterward, Yunyan would accept the sweetness of love and the bitterness of homesickness. Then, she would feel worried and pain, which would gradually fade away in a long life. She might become numb.
The idea of renewing marriage was just a dream, a wonderful dream.
From the time she broke up with the second prince and the moment when she was separated from Xiao Tianlong and the first prince, Zhang Yunyan was dreaming. However, the beautiful dream did not realize. She could only stop in the dream.
Zhang Yunyan"s anxiety about the marriage of two different worlds was inevitable and realistic. She had no courage to break through the barriers of time and s.p.a.ce. She dared not express her wish to marry the second prince. The beautiful marriage was bound to be fruitless.
This was her destiny. She had no fate to get married to the brother in the alienated world. She could only accept reality. Otherwise, what could she do?
Yunyan had no ability to return to Tianyue Country in the alienated world. The barrier of thousands of years was too horrible. How dared she express her love so easily?
Now, she completely lost the second prince, and there was no hope at all. She had bid a farewell to her beloved man.
It was a farewell of two different worlds. She could only miss him for her whole life. She could only sigh for the fruitless love.
Zhang Yunyan thought of the brother in the alienated world and thought of the beautiful elf who was the friend of life and death to her—her sister Samuume.
Samuume gave Yunyan and the second prince a wonderful wish—"determined". It made her feel touched and made the second prince dream of it.
It seemed that it was just words of wish. it was a charming fantasy. She had no fate with the second prince, so how could they be determined?
The sister and the brother were her biggest harvest in Yunyan"s trip. Unfortunately, they met each other just for a short time. They would not meet again in this life.
Samuume"s figure flashed by Yunyan"s mind. She was emotional that although her sister was not a human being, she was so beautiful and charming. She was so fascinating. If she were a man, she would fall in love with the elf. Perhaps, she would have a fruitless love with her sister.
She had a deep friendship with the beautiful elf and they were reliable sisters. It was hard to give up their relationship.
Her sister was also her good friend of life and death. However, it was heartbreaking that their relationship was blocked in the world thousands of years ago.
She had bid a farewell to her sister Samuume and could not meet again in this life. She could only miss her and sigh silently.
Zhang Yunyan hoped that she could live in the same era as Samuume, so she could learn the advanced martial arts from her sister and they could cultivate and improve their skills together.
She hoped that she could be able to gather with her sister and enhanced their friendship, to soothe the love in their minds.
Samuume was a beautiful elf, so was Misty Flower. However, the appearances were superficial. Their natures were totally different. One was respected by people, while the other was disgraced.
Zhang Yunyan hoped that Misty Flower could constrain herself and stopped doing those disgraced things, becoming a respectful elf.
At the moment when the soul of Misty Flower returned to her flesh, Yunyan saw the fierce expression in her eyes. She could tell her sinful soul. She was surprised and shocked. Perhaps, the vixen was not only doing some bad things but also a harmful monster.
After that, she always felt hateful and regretted when thinking of the vixen. She hoped that the vixen could become a good elf like her sister Samuume.
Hate was inevitable, because she suspected that Misty Flower was a harmful banshee.
Regret was understandable, because she was a rare and beautiful monster. She would naturally feel regretted.
Facing such a charming elf. It was abnormal that she was not attracted.
Misty Flower had a charming appearance. Her expression was graceful, while her figure was slim. She looked like a girl at 16 or 17 years old. Of course, Yunyan was much younger than her true age.
Misty Flower was young and energetic. Both her appearance and figure could match with Samuume. People would believe if someone said she was a fairy.
Her face was charming and graceful. Her figure was slim and agile. She was attractive everywhere.
However, such a beauty had made so many shameless things. She hoped that she could constrain her behaviors and was not a fearful and hateful monster.