On that day, Zhang Yunyan"s adopted father Lin Hailong died after being struck by a poison dart.
The adopted father decided to marry her to her brother Jiaxiang at the last moment of his life.
Since then, Yunyan and brother Jiaxiang were no longer brother and sister, but also the unmarried couples. They had double relationships and double kinds of love—family and love.
It was strange that since their marriage relationship had been determined, Yunyan and brother Jiangxiang seemed to be separated by an invisible wall. They were somewhat restrained and sometimes did not know what to do.
Yunyan saw brother Jiaxiang with joy and shyness. She wanted to get close to him but dared not to be unbridled.
When she was with brother Jiaxiang, she could not hold the mentality of the past without any barriers. She could not do what she wanted and say what she liked.
She was bound by the rules of man and woman. It was also a psychological reaction of a girl. It was natural and inevitable.
The beautiful love made her feel sweeter and missed him more. She hoped to stay with her beloved brother and enjoy the love given by her fiancé to meet her physical and mental desires.
Facing her fiancé, Zhang Yunyan felt sweeter in her mind although she was somewhat cautious and shy. She felt sweeter and always wore a smile on her face, setting her beautiful face rosier and more ruddy.
Her caution was a natural reaction of her shyness and also a kind of consciousness formed by the rules and regulations.
However, the shyness of the mind was superficial. Although she dared not violate the mental consciousness of the rules and regulations, she could not hide the sweetness of the love and could not stop her desire of love. It always came out by her words and smiles.
In this shy state, Zhang Yunyan loved her fiancé more and dreamed about the sweet love more. She was even more eager for their marriage and falling into the arms of her beloved one. She had an endless reverie of a fantastic life...
This kind of shyness was an inevitable reaction of a girl facing a boy. With the time pa.s.sing by, the love would deepen and the skyness would gradually fade away.
The power of love was immeasurable and no one could stop it. The impulse of emotions would destroy the depression and hindrance in the heart, making the two get closer and show their pa.s.sions, or even break through the commandments of men and women.
This was the charm of love and no one could stop it and everyone dreamed about it.
Zhang Yunyan had been looking forward to the happy moment in her life—the night of their marriage. She hoped to be with brother Jiaxiang and stay in his arm to enjoy the entire life.
However, heaven declined to accept her wish. On the day she got married to brother Jiaxiang, Lin Jiaxiang was struck by a poisonous tart for saving Yunyan"s young sister and died.
Since then, they were apart by heaven and earth. The sweet marriage turned into bubbles and all of her beautiful dreams disappeared like smoke.
Zhang Yunyan was very painful and her heart was bleeding. For several years, she was immersed in thoughts and pains, not knowing how many tears she had burst.
She hated the bully Hua Taisui and the greedy officials. If they had not done so many bad behaviors, brother Jiaxiang would not die. They would get married and there would not be loneliness and pain today.
Since her fiancé pa.s.sed away, Yunyan pinned her hair, which was a way to memorize her brother and a remembrance of the broken love.
The beloved one could no longer be reborn and the broken love could not recover. She could only keep this in her mind for a lifetime.
In the past few years, she pinned her hair all the time. It was a way to remember brother Jiaxiang and easy for taking action.
When Zhang Yunyan was in her painful memories, someone came to the front suddenly.
She raised her head and saw a scene, wearing a smile on her beautiful face.
It turned out that the boy led an adult to come to the front of her. Needless to say, this man must be the kid"s father.
The kid"s parents were happy to see Yunyan"s silver and copper coins, so as the silver plaque, and let the kid lead him here to appreciate the kind girl.
Zhang Yunyan made a bow to accept their appreciation and comforted them for a while. Looking at the two leaving figures, she sighed secretly, hoping to help the family tide over the difficulty.
She inserted the wooden hairpin into her hair and took a long sigh of relief. Her painful mood seemed to be eased.
Yunyan looked at the poor people around who needed help, and remembered that the young master again. She felt somewhat emotional.
She could not ease her mood. That brother was not only an eye-catching and handsome man, but also a good person who cared about the country and the people. It was rare to see such a good man in her own era.
Such a handsome and good man deserved to be loved. She would be happy if she could be with this brother for a lifetime.
Zhang Yunyan was missing him and dreaming. Suddenly, she recovered to reality and her face turned ruddy again.
She looked around quickly and found that no one was looking at her. She breathed a sigh of relief.
She secretly blamed herself, "What happened to me today? Why should I always think of those things? It"s really irritating. I just thought of brother Jixiang, but now I think of another man. I"m too shameless. How could I face brother Jiaxiang...?
Self-blaming was just self-blaming. She needed to think about what she should. Since her fiancé had long since pa.s.sed away, she could not be alone for a lifetime. She should have another beloved one, so she would naturally seek new love.
The brother of the alienated world was as handsome as her brother Jiaxiang. He was kind and honest. He was a good person who was difficult to meet. Even in her own ear, it was rare to meet such a perfect man.
Such a kind person, such a handsome person, such a handsome man would attract all the girls.
It was useless for Yunyan to be shy and self-blame. The figure of the handsome man was still hanging over her mind from time to time and could not wipe away,
She had no way to calm the love in her heart. Although it was just a slight ripple, it was constantly fluctuating.
She could only felt shy and blame herself from time to time. However, she could not stop thinking of and loving him.
In her thoughts, the handsome face of brother Jiaxiang and the brother in the alienated world flashed by her mind one by one. Yunyan was entangled by the two beloved men.
She sighed in her mind that the two beloved ones did not belong to her. Brother Jiaxiang was not alive, while the brother in the alienated world was a person thousands of years ago. They both had nothing to do with her.
Zhang Yunyan felt deeply saddened that she had a fiancé and should have a warm family. She should have had the baby and should have been immersed the happiness of affection.
However, heaven declined to accept her wish. Her beloved brother died and her beautiful love was broken. The warm family was also ruined.
For several years, she had been missing her fiancé all the time and had been immersed in pain...
Yunyan hated for her disablement and let the bully succeeded. Otherwise, her fiancé would not die, and the good had already been fulfilled.
She hated the injustice of the world and the injustice of heaven. Why did not it punish the wicked, but let the good people break apart? What was the reason?
Zhang Yunyan thought of another handsome figure, and she sighed again. The brother in this alienated world was not a person in the same era as her. How could they have the fate to be together?
The love of the two eras separated by thousands of years was as fake as the flower reflected by the water. It was within sight but beyond reach. She could only think of it and could not come true.
Still, it was useless for her to think of it.
However, despite uselessness, she could not stop thinking. Perhaps, she could only gradually forget it when she returned to her hometown.
Someone nearby was cleaning up the ruins and the sound awakened Yunyan in pain.
She looked around and took a deep breath. The painful mood eased.
She was still worried when looking at the busy people whose lives were still not settled. How could they tide over the difficulties?
Zhang Yunyan did not know whether the emperor of Tianyue Country would care about the poor people and whether the rich families would lend their help. She could only sigh.
She naturally thought of the brother in this alienated brother and felt somewhat comforted. It was good that someone could care about this issue and tried to help the poor people sincerely.
The brother was truly a good person. She hoped that there would be more good people like him. Therefore, people could live and arrange their future life.
Zhang Yunyan thought of the brother in the alienated world and her heart rippled again. She missed him in her mind and felt shy in her mind, so as to blame herself in her mind...
She could only sigh in her mind when thinking of marriage. It was so hard for her to find a suitable husband in her own era. How could she find one in this world thousands of years ago? Actually, the brother was a person of ancient times.
No matter how sweet the love between two eras would be, it was just a fantasy and an impossible dream. It was a daydream for her in this alienated world.
Zhang Yunyan knew she just met this brother for the first time and did not know each other clearly although they had become sworn brother and sister, so how could they fall in love with each other?
To say at least, even if she loved this brother in this alienated world, they would not get married. This marriage would not only hurt her brother and his loved ones, but also brought endless pains for her of leaving home. She would lose everything of her in her own era.
Yunyan shook her head gently and sighed silently. She secretly warned herself not to think about it. It was useless and a fantasy. It would make her upset and sad.
Indeed, for Zhang Yunyan, the love of two worlds was difficult to achieve and could not be realized. It could only increase her annoyance.
However, in her mind, the brother in the alienated world was perfect and rare to meet. She could not stop thinking of him and dreamed of sweet love silently...
Love made Yunyan felt sweet but the reality made her helplessly sigh. Her delusion made her feel ashamed and she secretly blamed herself.
However, she could not avoid the love in her mind, which entangled Yunyan from time to time. She could not stop thinking about it, then following with shame and sigh, so as self-blame in her mind...
Love was beautiful, pushing the world to move on and enriching people"s lives. Everyone would pursue it and yearn for it.
Zhang Yunyan was a vibrant girl, naturally not a special case. She needed men"s love and happy family. She"d like to spend this life in a family with love.
Although she was in a different world, she also met a warmhearted man and built a relationship with him. She naturally merged a kind of affection and fell in love.
This was the nature of human beings and the necessity of life. This kind of life was colorful. Otherwise, human beings would not be able to pa.s.s on.
Unfortunately, the one Zhang Yunyan loved was a man in an alienated world thousands of years ago. No matter how sweet this love was, it would not realize.
She could not get rid of the confusion from this fruitless love. Despite that it was her delusion, it was normal of a girl"s emotion and the nature of human beings.
It was difficult to figure out the matter of emotion. It could bring happiness for people, so as the sorrow and pain.
At this moment, Zhang Yunyan had a good emotion and felt happy. She thought too much and regained the remembrance of brother Jiaxiang.
The love of life was necessary and determined. It would follow one"s whole life. Without love, one"s life would have flaws and would be incomplete.
The strange thing was that when Zhang Yunyan was thinking of the two handsome men, she remembered the two parrot elves, Perfect Green and Emilia Sonchifolia.
She only met them for once, so how could she think of them?
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