Suldrun hurriedly found the iron rod; if she hesitated her daring might desert her. Quick then! She pushed the rod into the holes, bottom and top, and returned the iron to its place. The door shuddered open, releasing a plane of purple-green light. Suldrun moved a tentative step forward; no more than a peep or two! Wary now, and slow! Magic had its entrapments: so much she knew.
She eased the door open. The room swam in layers of colored light: green, purple, persimmon red. To one side was a table supporting a peculiar instrument of gla.s.s and carved black wood. Flasks, bottles and squat stoneware pots were ranged on shelves, as well as books, librams, touch-stones and mogrifiers. Suldrun came a cautious pace forward. A soft throaty voice called out: "Who comes to see us, quiet as a mouse, a nose at a time, with small white fingers and the smell of flowers?"
A second voice said: "Come in, come in! Perhaps you will do a kind service, to earn our blessings and our rewards."
On the table Suldrun saw a green gla.s.s bottle of a size to hold a gallon. The mouth fitted tightly about the neck of a double-headed homunculus, so that only its two small heads protruded. These were squat, no larger than cat-size, with wrinkled bald pates, snapping black eyes, a nose and oral apparatus of tough brown horn. The body was obscured by the gla.s.s and a dark liquid, like strong beer. The heads craned to look at Suldrun, and both spoke: "Ah, what a pretty girl!" "And kind-hearted as well!" "Yes, that"s Princess Suldrun; already she is known for good works." "Have you heard how she nursed a little sparrow back to its health?" "Come a bit closer, my dear, so that we may enjoy your beauty."
Suldrun remained where she stood. Other objects claimed her attention, but all seemed curious and items to excite amazement rather than functional equipment. An urn exuded the colored light which like liquid flowed down or drifted up to its proper level. On the wall hung an octagonal mirror in a frame of tarnished wood. Farther along, pegs supported a quasi-human skeleton of black bones, slender as withes. From the shoulder blades protruded a pair of curving pinions, punctured with dozens of sockets, from which might have grown feathers, or scales. The skeleton of a demon? Looking into the eye sockets Suldrun felt an eery conviction that the creature had never flown the air of Earth.
The imps called out in hearty tones: "Suldrun, beautiful princess! Step forward!" "Give us the benefit of your presence!"
Suldrun moved a step farther into the room. She bent to examine a plumb-bob suspended over a dish of roiling quicksilver. On the wall above a leaden tablet displayed a set of crabbed black characters which altered as she watched. a remarkable object indeed. Suldrun wondered what the characters portended; they were like none she had seen before.
A voice issued from the mirror, and Suldrun saw that a lower section of the frame had been shaped to represent a wide mouth curled up at the corners. "The characters read thus: "Suldrun sweet Suldrun, leave this room before harm arrives upon you!"
Suldrun looked about her. "What would harm me?"
"Let the bottled imps clamp your hair or your fingers and youl will learn the meaning of harm."
The two heads spoke at the same time: "What a wicked remark! We are as faithful as doves." "Oh! It is bitter to be maligned, when we cannot seek redress for the wrong!"
Suldrun shrank even farther to the side. She turned to the mirror. "Who is it that is speaking?"
"Persilian."
"You are kind to warn me."
"Perhaps. Perversity moves me from time to time."
Suldrun came cautiously forward. "May I look in the mirror?"
"Yes, but be warned: what you see you may not like!"
Suldrun paused to reflect. What might she not wish to see? If anything the concept twitched at her curiosity. She slid a three-legged stool across the room and climbed upon it, so that she looked into the mirror. "Persiiian; I see nothing. It is like looking into the sky."
The surface of the mirror moved; for an instant a face looked into her own: a man"s face. Dark hair curled down past a flawless complexion; fine eyebrows curved over l.u.s.trous dark eyes; a straight nose complemented a full supple mouth.. .The magic faded. Suldrun again stared into a void. In a thoughtful voice she asked: "Who was that?"
"If ever you meet him, he will p.r.o.nounce his name. If you see him never again, then his name will serve you no purpose."
"Persilian, you mock me."
"Perhaps. From time to time I demonstrate the inconceivable, or mock the innocent, or give truth to liars, or shred the poses of virtue-all as perversity strikes me. now I am silent; this is my mood."
Suldrun climbed down from the stool, blinking at tears which had come to her eyes. She felt confused and depressed . The two-headed goblin suddenly stretched one of its necks and with its beak seized at Suldrun"s hair. It caught only a few strands which it s.n.a.t.c.hed out by the roots. Suldrun stumbled from the room. She started to close the door, then remembered her candle. She she ran back into the roorn s.n.a.t.c.hed the candle and left. The jeering cries of the two-headed goblin were m.u.f.fled by the closing of the door.
Chapter 5.
ON THE DAY OF BELTANE, in the spring of the year following Suldrun"s eleventh birthday, occurred the ancient rite known as Blodfadh, or "Coming into Flower." With twenty-three other girls of n.o.ble lineage, Suldrun stepped through a circlet of white roses, and then led a pavanne with Prince Bellath of Caduz for a partner. Bellath, at the age of sixteen years was spare rather than st.u.r.dy. His features were crisp, well-shaped if somewhat austere; his manners were precisely correct and pleasantly modest. In certain qualities he reminded Suldrun of someone else she had known. Who could it be? She searched her mind in vain. As they stepped the careful measures of the pavanne, she studied his face, to discover that he was giving her a similar scrutiny.
Suldrun had decided that she liked Bellath. She laughed selfconsciously. "Why do you watch me so intently?"
Bellath asked half-apologetically, "Shall I tell you the truth?"
"Of course."
"Very well, but you must control your anguish. 1 have been told that you and I are eventually to marry."
Suldrun could find nothing to say. In silence they performed the stately evolutions of the dance.
Bellath finally spoke in anxiety: "I hope that you are not disturbed by what I said?"
"No... I must marry one day-so I suppose. I am not ready to think about it."
Later that night, as she lay in her bed considering the events of the day, Suldrun recalled of whom Prince Bellath reminded her: it was none other than Master Jaimes.
Blodfadh brought changes to Suldrun"s life. Despite her inclinations she was moved from her dear and familiar chambers in the East Tower to more commodious quarters on the next floor below, and Prince Ca.s.sander moved into Suldrun"s old rooms.
Two months previously, Dame Maugelin had died of the dropsy. Her place was taken by a seamstress and a pair of maids.
To Dame Boudetta was given supervision of Prince Ca.s.sander. The new archivist a wizened little pedant named Julias Sagamudus became Suldrun"s instructor in orthography, history and calculation with numbers. For the enhancement of her maidenly graces Suldrun was given into the charge of the Lady Desdea, widow of Queen Sollace"s brother, who resided permanently at Haidion and performed genteel duties at the languid behest of Queen Sollace. Forty years old, without prooerty, large-boned, tall, with overly large features and bad breath, Lady Desdea had no prospects whatever; still she beguiled herself with impossible fantasies. She primped, powdered, and perfumed herself; she dressed her chestnut hair in high style, with a complicated bun at the back and twin sponsons of crisp curls confined in nets over her ears.
Suldrun"s fresh young beauty and easy absentminded habits rasped the most sensitive fibers of Lady Desdea"s disposition. Suldrun"s visits to the old garden had now become generally known. Lady Desdea automatically disapproved. For a highborn maiden-or any other kind of maiden-the desire for privacy was not only eccentric; it was absolutely suspicious. Suldrun was somewhat too young to have taken to herself a lover. And yet... The idea was absurd. Her b.r.e.a.s.t.s were but nubbins. Still, might she have been beguiled by a faun, who were known to be partial to the tart-sweet charms of young maidens?
So went Lady Desdea"s thinking. One day she blandly suggested that Suldrun escort her through the garden. Suldrun tried to evade the issue. "You wouldn"t like the place. The path goes over rocks, and there is nothing much to see."
"Still, I think I would like to visit this place."
Suldrun studiously said nothing, but Lady Desdea persisted. "The weather is fine. Suppose we take our little walk now."
"You must excuse me, my lady," said Suldrun politely. "This is a place where I go only when I am alone."
Lady Desdea raised high her thin chestnut eyebrows. ""Alone"? It is not seemly that young ladies of your place should wander alone through remote areas."
Suldrun spoke in a placid and offhand manner, as if enunciating a known truth. "There is no harm enjoying one"s private garden.
Lady Desdea could find nothing to say. Later she reported Suldrun"s obstinacy to Queen Sollace, who at the moment was testing a new pomade formulated from the wax of lilies. "I"ve heard something of this," said Queen Sollace, rubbing a gobbet of white cream along her wrist. "She is a strange creature. At her age I had eyes for several gallant lads, but as for Suldrun such ideas never enter her odd little head... Ha! This offers a rich scent! Feel the unction!"
On the next day the sun shone fair among small high cloud-tufts. Reluctantly to her lessons with Julias Sagamundus went Suldrun wearing a prim little lavender and white striped gown gathered high up under her b.r.e.a.s.t.s and trimmed with lace at hem and collar. Perched on a stool, Suldrun dutifully wrote the ornate Lyonesse script with a gray goose-quill, so fine and long that the tip twitched a foot above her head. Suldrun found herself gazing out the window ever more frequently, and the characters began to straggle.
Julias Sagamundus, seeing how the wind blew, sighed once or twice, but without emphasis. He took the quill from Suldrun"s fingers, packed his exercise books, quills, inks and parchments, and went off about his own affairs. Suldrun climbed down from the stool and stood rapt by the window, as if listening to far music. She turned and left the library.
Lady Desdea emerged into the gallery from the Green Parlor, where King Casmir had instructed her in careful detail. She was only just in time to notice the lavender and white flutter of Suldrun"s dress as she disappeared into the Octagon.
Lady Desdea hurried after, heavy with King Casmir"s instructions. She went into the Octagon, looked right and left, then went outside, to glimpse Suldrun already at the end of the arcade.
"Ah, Miss Sly-boots!" said Lady Desdea to herself. "Now we shall see. But presently, presently!" She tapped her mouth with her finger, then went up to Suldrun"s chambers, and there put inquiries to the maids. Neither knew Suldrun"s whereabouts. "No matter," said Lady Desdea. "I know where to find her. Now then, lay out her pale blue afternoon gown with the lace bodice, and all to match, and draw her a bath."
Lady Desdea descended to the gallery and for half an hour sauntered here and there. At last she turned back up the Long Gallery. "Now" she told herself, "now we shall see."
She ascended the arcade and pa.s.sed through the tunnel ou upon the parade ground. To her right wild plum and larch shadowed an old stone wall, in which she spied a dilapidated timber door. She marched forward, ducked under the larch, pushed open the door. A path led away and down through juts and shoulders of rock.
Clutching skirts above ankles. Lady Desdea picked her way down irregular stone steps, which angled first right then left, past an old stone fane. She proceeded, taking great care not to stumble and fall, which would certainly compromise her dignity. The walls of the ravine spread apart; Lady Desdea overlooked the garden. Step by step she descended the path, and were she not so alert for mischief, she might have noticed the banks of flowers and pleasant herbs, the small stream flowing into artful pools, then tinkling down from stone to stone and into yet another pool. Lady Desdea saw only an area of rocky wasteland, uncomfortable of access, dank and unpleasantly isolated. She stumbled, hurt her foot and cursed, angry at the circ.u.mstances which had brought her so far from Haidion, and now she saw Suldrun, thirty feet along the path, quite alone (as Lady Desdea had known she must be; she had only hoped for scandal).
Suldrun heard the steps and looked up. Her eyes glowed blue in a face pale and furious.
Lady Desdea spoke peevishly: "I"ve hurt my foot on the stones; it"s truly a shame."
Suldrun"s mouth moved; she could not find words to express herself.
Lady Desdea heaved a sigh of resignation and pretended to look around her. She spoke in a voice of whimsical condescension. "So, my dear Princess, this is your little retreat." She gave an exaggerated shudder, hunching her shoulders. "Aren"t you at all sensitive to the air? I feel such a dank waft; it must come from the sea." Again she looked about her, mouth pursed in amused disapproval. "Still, it"s a wild little nook, like the world must have been before men appeared. Come, child, show me about."
Fury contorted Suldrun"s face, so that teeth showed through her clenched mouth. She raised her hand and pointed. "Go! Go away from here!"
Lady Desdea drew herself up. "My dear child, you are rude. I am only concerned with your welfare and I do not deserve your spite."
Suldrun spoke wildly: "I don"t want you here! 1 don"t want you around me at all! Go away!"
Lady Desdea stood back, her face an ugly mask. She seethed with conflicting impulses. Most urgently she wanted to find a switch, lift the impudent child"s skirt and lay half a dozen goodly stripes across her bottom: an act in which she dared not indulge herself. Backing away a few steps, she spoke in dreary reproach: "You are the most ungrateful of children. Do you think it pleasure to instruct you in all that is n.o.ble and good, and guide your innocence through the pitfalls of the court, when you fail to respect me? 1 look for love and trust; I find rancor. Is this my reward? I struggle to do my duty; I am told to go away." Her voice became a ponderous drone. Suldrun turned half-away and gave her attention to the flight of a rock-swallow, then another. She watched ocean swells crashing through the offsh.o.r.e rocks, then come twinkling and foaming up to her beach. Lady Desdea spoke on. "I must make clear: not for my benefit do I clamber through rock and thistle to notify you of duties such as today"s important reception, as I now have done. No, I must accept the role of meddlesome Lady Desdea. You have been instructed and I can do no more."
Lady Desdea swung around her haunches, trudged up the path and departed the garden. Suldrun watched her go with brooding gaze. There had been an indefinable air of satisfaction in the swing of her arms and the poise of her head. Suldrun wondered what it meant.
The better to protect King Deuel of Pomperol and his retinue from the sun, a canopy of red and yellow silk, the colors of Pomperol, had been erected across the great courtyard at Haidion. Under this canopy King Casmir, King Deuel, and various persons of high degree came to take their pleasure at an informal banquet.
King Deuel, a thin sinewy man of middle years, carried himself with mercurial energy and zest. He had brought only a small entourage: his only son, Prince Kestrel; four knights, sundry aides and lackeys; so that, as King Deuel expressed it, "we are free as birds, those blessed creatures who soar the air, to go where we wish, at our own speed and pleasure!"
Prince Kestrel had achieved his fifteenth year and resembled his father only in his ginger colored hair. Otherwise he was staid and phlegmatic, with a fleshy torso and placid expression. King Casmir none-the-less thought of Kestrel as a possible match for the princess Suldrun, if options more advantageous were not open, and so arranged that a place for Suldrun be laid at the banquet table.
When the place remained vacant, King Casmir spoke sharply to Queen Sollace: "Where is Suldrun?"
Queen Sollace gave her marmoreal shoulders a slow shrug. "I can"t say. She is unpredictable. I find it easiest to leave her to her own devices."
"All well and good. Nevertheless I command her presence!"
Queen Sollace shrugged once more and reached for a sugarplum. "In that case Lady Desdea must inform us."
King Casmir looked over his shoulder to a footman. "Bring here the Lady Desdea,"
King Deuel meanwhile enjoyed the antics of trained animals, which King Casmir had ordained for his pleasure. Bears in blue c.o.c.ked hats tossed b.a.l.l.s back and forth; four wolves in costumes of pink and yellow satin danced a quadrille; six herons with as many crows marched in formation.
King Deuel applauded the spectacle, and was especially enthusiastic in regard to the birds: "Splendid! Are they not worthy creatures, stately and wise? Notice the grace of their marching! A pace: so! Another pace: just so!"
King Casmir acknowledged the compliment with a stately gesture. "I take it that you are partial to birds?"
"I consider them remarkably fine. They fly with an easy courage and a grace far exceeding our own capabilities!"
"Exactly true... Excuse me, I must have a word with Lady Desdea. King Casmir turned aside. "Where is Suldrun?"
Lady Desdea feigned puzzlement. "Is she not here? Most odd! She is stubborn, and perhaps a bit wayward, but I cannot believe her to be wilfully disobedient."
"Where is she then?"
Lady Desdea made a facetious grimace and waved her fingers. "As I say, she is a headstrong child and given to vagaries. Now she has taken a fancy to an old garden under the Urquial. I have tried to dissuade her, but she makes it her favored resort."
King Casmir spoke brusquely. "And she is there now? Unattended?"
"Your Majesty, she permits no one in the garden but herself, or so it would seem. I spoke to her and communicated Your Majesty"s wishes. She would not listen and sent me away. I a.s.sume she remains still in the garden."
King Deuel sat enthralled by the performance of a trained ape walking a tightrope. King Casmir murmured an excuse, and strode away. Lady Desdea went about her own affairs with a pleasant sense of achievement.
King Casmir had not set foot in the old garden for twenty years. He descended along a path paved with pebbles set into sand, among trees, herbs and flowers. Halfway to the beach he came upon Suldrun. She knelt in the path, working pebbles into the sand.
Suldrun looked up without surprise. King Casmir silently surveyed the garden, then looked down at Suldrun, who slowly rose to her feet. King Casmir spoke in a flat voice. "Why did you not heed my orders?"
Suldrun stared in slack-jawed puzzlement. "What orders?"
"I required your attendance upon King Deuel of Pomperol and his son Prince Kestrel."
Suldrun cast back into her memory and now recovered the echo of Lady Desdea"s voice. Squinting off toward the sea she said: "Lady Desdea might have said something. She talks so much that I seldom listen."
King Casmir allowed a wintry smile to enliven his face. He also felt that Lady Desdea spoke at unnecessary length. Once more he inspected the garden. "Why do you come here?"
Suldrun said haltingly: "I am alone here. No one troubles me."
"But, are you not lonely?"
"No. I pretend that the flowers talk to me."
King Casmir grunted. Such fancies in a princess were unnecessary and impractical. Perhaps she was indeed eccentric. "Should you not entertain yourself among other maids of your station?"
"Father, I do so, at my dancing lessons."
King Casmir examined her dispa.s.sionately. She had tucked a small white flower into her gleaming dusty-gold hair; her features were regular and delicate. For the first time King Casmir saw his daughter as something other than a beautiful absent-minded child.
"Come along" he said gruffly. "We shall go at; once to the reception. Your costume is far from adequate but neither King Deuel nor Kestrel will think the worse of you." He noticed Suldrun"s melancholy expression. "Well then, are you reluctant for a banquet?"
"Father, these are strangers; why must I meet them today?"
"Because in due course you must marry and Kestrel might be the most advantageous match."
Suldrun"s face fell even further. "1 thought that I was to marry Prince Bellath of Caduz."
King Casmir"s face became hard. "Where did you hear that?"