CHAPTER XVIII.
INTERCALARY.
The Tamworths did not altogether live at Burleigh Singleton--it was far too petty a place for them; dullness all the year round (however pleasant for a month or so, as a holiday from toilsome pleasures) would never have done for Lady Tamworth and her daughters: but they regularly took Prospect House for six weeks in the summer season, when tired of Portland Place, and Huntover, their fine estate in Cheshire: and so, from constant annual immigration, came as much to be regarded Burleighites, as swifts and swallows to be ranked as British birds. I only hint at this piece of information, for fear any should think it unlikely, that grandees of Sir Abraham"s condition could exist for ever in a place where the day-before-yesterday"s "_Times_" is first intelligence.
Moreover, as another interjectional touch, it is only due to my life-likenesses to record, that Mrs. Green"s, although a terrace-house, and ranked as humble number seven, was, nevertheless, a tolerably s.p.a.cious mansion, well suited for the dignity of a butler to repose in: for Mrs. Green had added an entire dwelling on the inland side, as, like most maritime inhabitants, she was thoroughly sick of the sea, and never cared to look at it, though living there still, from mere disinclination to stir: so, then, it was quite a double house, both s.p.a.cious and convenient. As for the inglorious incident of Julian"s latch-key, I should not wonder if many wide street-doors to many marble halls are conscious of similar convenient fastenings, if gentlemen of Julian"s nocturnal tastes happen to be therein dwelling. Another little matter is worth one word. The house had been Mrs. Green"s, a freehold, and was, therefore, now her heir"s; but the general, as an executor, remained there still, until his business was finished; in fact, he took his year"s liberty.
He had returned from India rolling in gold; for some great princess or other--I think they called her a Begum or a Glumdrum, or other such like Gulliverian appellative--had been singularly fond of him, and had loaded him in early life with favours--not only kisses, and so forth, but jewellery and gold paG.o.das. And lately, as we know, Puttymuddyfudgepoor, with its radiating rajahs and nabobs, had proved a mine of wealth: for a crore is ten lacs, and a lac of rupees is any thing but a lack of money--although rupees be money, and the "middle is distributed;" in spite of logic, then, a lack means about twelve thousand pounds: and four of them, according to c.o.c.ker, some fifty thousand. It would appear then, that with the produce of the Begum"s diamonds, converted into money long ago, and some of them as big as linnet"s eggs--and not to take account of Mrs. Green"s trifling pinch of the five Exchequer bills, all handed over at once to Emily--the General"s present fortune was exactly one hundred and twenty-three thousand pounds.
Of course, _he_ wasn"t going to bury himself at Burleigh Singleton much longer; and yet, for all that stout intention of houses and lands, and carriages and horses, in almost any other county or country, it is as true as any thing in this book, that he was a resident still, a lease-holder of Aunt Green"s house, long after the _denouement_ of this story; in many things an altered man, but still identical in one; the unchangeable resolve (though never to be executed) of leaving Burleigh at farthest by next Michaelmas. Most folks who talk much, do little; and taciturn as the general now is, and has been ever throughout life, it will surprise n.o.body who has learned from hard experience how silly and harmful a thing is secresy (exceptionables excepted), to find that he grew to be a garrulous old man, gossipping for ever of past, present, future, and, not least, about his deeds at Puttymuddyfudgepoor.
General Tracy is by this time awake again; if ever indeed he slept on that uncomfortable shakedown; and, after Mr. Saunders and the razor-strop, has greeted brightly-beaming Emily with more than usual tenderness. Her account of the transaction made his very blood boil; especially as her pretty pouting lips were lacerated cruelly inside: that rude blow on the mouth had almost driven the teeth through them.
How confidingly she told her artless tale; how gently did her fond protector kiss that poor pale cheek; and how sternly did he vow full vengeance on the caitiff! Not even Emily"s intercession could avail to turn his wrath aside. He could hardly help flying off at once to do something dreadful; but common courtesy to all the Tamworth family obliged him to defer for an hour all the terrible things he meant to do.
So he began to bolt his breakfast fiercely as a cannibal, and saluted Lady Tamworth and her daughters with such savage looks, that the captain considerately suggested:
"Here, general," (handing him a most formidable carving-knife,) "charge that boar"s head, grinning defiance at us on the side-board; it will do you good to hew his brawny neck. My mother, I am sure, for one, will thank you to do the honours there instead of me. Isn"t it a comfort now, to know that I broke the handle of my hunting-whip across the fellow"s back, and wore all the whip-cord into skeins. Come, I say, general, don"t eat us all round; and pray have mercy on that poor, flogged, miserable sinner."
This banter did him good, especially as he saw Emily smiling; so he relaxed his knit brow, condescended to look less like Giant Blunderbore, soon became marvellous chatty, and ate up two French rolls, an egg, some anchovies, a round of toast, and a mighty slice of brawn; these, washed down with a couple of cups of tea, soothed him into something like complacency.
CHAPTER XIX.
JULIAN"S DEPARTURE.
Long before the general got home, still in exalted dudgeon (indeed soon after the general had left home over night), the bird had flown; for the better part of valour suggested to our evil hero, that it would be discreet to render himself a scarce commodity for a season; and as soon as ever his mother had run up to his room-door to tell him of his danger, when her lord was cross-questioning the butler, he resolved upon instant flight. Accordingly, though sore and stiff, he hurried up, dressed again, watched his father out, and tumbling over Mrs. Tracy, who was sobbing on the stairs, ran for one moment to the general"s room; there he seized a well-remembered cash-box, and instinctively possessed himself of those new, neat, double-barrelled pistols: a bully never goes unarmed. These brief arrangements made, off he set, before his father could have time to return from Pacton Square.
Therefore, when the general called, we need not marvel that he found him not; no one but the foolish mother (so neglected of her son, yet still excusing him) stood by to meet his wrath. He would not waste it on her; so long as Julian was gone, his errand seemed accomplished; for all he came to do was to expel him from the house. So, as far as regarded Mrs.
Tracy, her husband, wotting well how much she was to blame, merely commanded her to change her sleeping-room, and occupy Mr. Julian"s in future.
The silly woman was even glad to do it; and comforted herself from time to time with prying into her own boy"s exemplary ma.n.u.scripts, memoranda of moralities, and so forth; with weeping, like Lady Constance, over his empty "unpuffed" clothes; with reading ever and anon his choice collection of standard works, among which "_Don Juan_" and Mr. Thomas Paine were by far the most presentable; and with tasting, till it grew to be a habit, his private store of spirituous liquors. Thus did she mourn many days for long-lost Julian.
I am quite aware what became of him. The wretched youth, mad for Emily"s love, and tortured by the tyranny of pa.s.sion, had nothing else to live for or to die for. He accordingly took refuge in the hovel of a smuggler, an old friend of his, not many miles away, disguised himself in fisherman"s costume, and bode his opportunity.
Beauteous girl! how often have I watched thee with straining eyes and aching heart, as thou wentest on thy summer"s walk so oftentimes to Oxton, there to exercise thy bountiful benevolence in comforting the sick, gladdening the wretched, and lingering, with love"s own look, in Charles"s village school; how often have I prayed, that guardian angels might be about thy path as about thy bed! For the prowling tiger was on thy track, poor innocent one, and many, many times nothing but one of G.o.d"s seeming accidents hath saved thee. Who was that strange man so often in the way? At one time a wounded Spanish legionist, with head bound up; at another, an old beggar upon crutches; at another, a floury miller with a donkey and a sack; at another, a black looking man, in slouching sailor"s hat and fishing-boots?
Fair, pure creature! thou hast often dropped a shilling in that beggar"s hand, and pitied that poor maimed soldier; once, too, a huge gipsy woman would have had thee step aside, and hear thy fortunes. Heaven guarded thee then, sweet Emily; for both girl and lover though thou art, thou would"st not listen to the serpent"s voice, however fair might be the promises. And Heaven guarded thee ever, bidding some one pa.s.s along the path just as the ruffian might have gagged thy smiling mouth, and hurried thee away amongst his fellows; and more than once, especially, those school children, bursting out of Charles"s school at dusk, have unconsciously escorted thee in safety from the perils of that tiger on thy track.
CHAPTER XX.
ENLIGHTENMENT.
The general could not now be kept in ignorance of Charles"s expedition; in fact, he had found his heart, and began resolutely to use it. So, the very day on which he had lost Julian, he intended very eagerly to seek out Charles; for the Oxford search had failed, and no wonder. Now, though Emily had told, as we well know, to both mother and son her secret, the father was not likely to be any the wiser; for he now never spoke to his wife, and could not well speak to his son. However, one day, an hour after an overland letter, a very exhilarating one, dated Madras, whereof we shall hear anon, fair Emily, in the fullness of her heart, could not help saying,
"Dearest sir, you are often thinking of poor lost Charles, I know; and you are very anxious about him too, though n.o.body but myself, who am always with you, can perceive it: what if you heard he was safe and well?"
"Have you heard any tidings of my poor boy, Emmy?"
She looked up archly, and said, "Why not?" her beautiful eyes adding, as plainly as eyes could speak, "I love him, and you know it; of course I have heard frequently from dear, dear Charles."
But the guardian met her looks with a keen and chilling answer: "Why not! why not! Does he dare to write to you, and you to love him? Oh, that I had told them both a year ago! But where is he now, child? Don"t cry, I will not speak so angrily again, my Emmy."
"I hardly dare to tell you, dearest sir: you have always been as a father to me, and I never knew any other; but there are things I cannot explain to myself, and I was very wretched; and so, kind guardian, Charles--Charles was so good--"
"What has he done?--where has he gone?" hastily asked his father.
"Oh, don"t, don"t be angry with us; in a word, he is gone to Madras, to find out Nurse Mackie, and to tell me who I am."
The poor old man, who had treasured up so long some mystery, probably a very diaphanous one, for Emily"s own dear sake in the world"s esteem, and from the long bad habit of reserve, fell back into his chair as if he had been shot; but he did not faint, nor gasp, nor utter a sound; he only looked at her so long and sorrowfully, that she ran to him, and covered his pale face with her own brown curls, kissing him, and wiping from his cheek her starting tears.
"Emmy, dear--I can tell you--and I--no, no, not now, not now; if he comes back--then--then; poor children! Oh, the sin of secresy!"
"But, dearest sir, do not be so sad; Charles has happy news, he says."
"Happy, child? Good Heaven! would it could be so!"
"Indeed, indeed, a week ago he was as miserable as any could be, and so was I; for he heard something terrible about me--I don"t know what--but I feared I was a--Pariah! However, now he is all joy, and coming home again as soon as possible."
The general shook, his head mournfully, as physicians do when hope is gone; but still he looked perplexed and thoughtful.
"You will show me the letters, dear, I dare say: but I do not command you, Emmy; do as you like."
"Certainly, my own kindest guardian--all, all, and instantly."
And flying up to her room, she returned with as much closely-written ma.n.u.script as would have taken any but a lover"s eye a full week to decipher. The general, not much given to literary matters, looked quite scared at such a prospect.
"Wait, Emmy; not all, not all; show me the last."
I dare say Emily will forgive me if I get it set up legibly in print.
May I, dear?
CHAPTER XXI.
CHARLES AT MADRAS.
Luckily enough for all mankind in general, and our lovers in particular, Charles"s last letter was very unlike some that had preceded it; for instead of the usual "Oh, my love""s, "sweet, sweet eyes," "darling""s, and all manner of such chicken-hearted nonsense, it was positively sensible, rational, not to say utilitarian: though I must acknowledge that here and there it degenerates into the affectionate, or Stromboli-vein of letter-writing, at opening especially; and really now and then I shall take leave to indicate omitted inflammations by a *.