"And I"ll tell you another thing," she said. " I wouldn"t be at all surprised if he don"t know everything you say. whether it be in English or not."
"I don"t speak no other language," Mr. Shortley murmured.
"I suspect," she said, "that before long there won"t be no more n.i.g.g.e.rs on this place. And I tell you what. I"d rather have n.i.g.g.e.rs than them Poles. And what"s furthermore, I aim to take up for the n.i.g.g.e.rs when the time comes. When Gobblehook first come here, you recollect how he shook their hands. like he didn"t know the difference, like he might have been as black as them, but when it come to finding out Sulk was taking turkeys, he gone on and told her. I known he was taking turkeys. I could have told her myself."
Mr. Shortley was breathing softly as if he were asleep.
"A n.i.g.g.e.r don"t know when he has a friend," She said. "And I"ll tell you another thing. I get a heap out of Sledgewig. Sledgewig said that in Poland they lived in a brick house and one night a man come and told them to get out of it before daylight.Do you believe they ever lived in a brick house?
"Airs," she said. "That"s Just airs. A wooden house is good enough for me. Chancey," she said, "turn thisaway", I hate to see n.i.g.g.e.rs mistreated and run out. I have a heap of pity for n.i.g.g.e.rs and poor folks. Ain"t I always had?" she asked. "I say ain"t I always been a friend to n.i.g.g.e.rs and poor folk?
"When the time comes," she said, "I"ll stand up for the n.i.g.g.e.rs and that"s that. I ain"t going to see that priest drive out all the n.i.g.g.e.rs."
Mrs. McIntyre bought a new drag harrow and a tractor with a power lift because she said, for the first time, she had some one who could handle machinery. She and Mrs Shortley had driven to the back field to inspect what he had harrowed the day before. "That"s been done beautifully!" Mrs. McIntyre said, looking out over he red undulating ground.
Mrs. McIntyre had changed since the t Displaced Person had working for her and Mrs. Shortley had observed the change very closely: she had begun to act like somebody who was getting rich secretly and she didn"t confide in Mrs. Shortley the way she used to. Mrs. Shortley suspected that the priest was at the bottom of the change. They were very slick. First he would get her into his Church and then he would get his hand in her pocketbook. Well, Mrs. Shortley thought, the more fool she! Mrs. Shortley had a secret herself. She knew something the Displaced Person was doing that would floor Mrs. McIntyre. "I still say he ain"t going to work forever for seventy dollars a month," she murmured. She intended to keep her secret to herself and Mr. Shortley.
"Well," Mrs. McIntyre said, "I may have to get rid of some of this other help so I can pay him more."
Mrs. Shortley nodded to indicate she had known this for some time. ""I"m not saying those n.i.g.g.e.rs ain"t had it coming," she said."But they do the best they know how. You can always tell a n.i.g.g.e.r what to do and stand by until he does it."
"That"s what the Judge said," Mrs. McIntyre said and looked at her with approval. The Judge was her first husband, the one who had left her the place. Mrs. Shortley had heard that she had married him when she was thirty and he was seventy-five, thinking she would be rich as soon as he died, but the old man was a scoundrel and when his estate was settled, they found he didn"t have a nickel. All he left her were the fifty acres and the house. But she always spoke of him in a reverent way and quoted his sayings, such as, "One fellow"s misery is the other fellow"s gain," and "The devil you know is better than the devil you don"t."
"However," Mrs. Shortley remarked, "the devil you know is better than the devil you don"t," and she had to turn away so that Mrs.McIntyre would not see her smile. She had found out what the Displaced Person was up to through the old man, Astor, and she had not told anybody but Mr. Shortley. Mr. Shortley had risen straight up in bed like Lazarus from the tomb.
"Shut your mouth!" he had said.
"Yes," she had said.
"Naw!" Mr. Shortley had said.
"Yes," she had said.
Mr. Shortley had fallen back flat.
"The Pole don"t know any better," Mrs. Shortley had said. "I reckon that priest is putting him up to it is all. I blame the priest."
The priest came frequently to see the Guizacs and he would always stop in and visit Mrs. McIntyre too and they would walk around the place and she would point out her improvements and listen to his rattling talk. It suddenly came to Mrs. Shortley that he was trying to persuade her to bring another Polish family onto the place. With two of them here, there would be almost nothing spoken but Polish! The Negroes would be gone and there would be the two families against Mr. Shortley and herself! She began to imagine a war of words, to see the Polish words and the English words coming at each other, stalking forward, not sentences, just words, gabble gabble gabble, flung out high and shrill and stalking forward and then grappling with each other. She saw the Polish words, dirty and all-knowing and unreformed, flinging mud on the clean English words until everything was equally dirty. She saw them all piled up in a room, all the dead dirty words, theirs and hers too, piled up like the naked bodies in the newsreel. G.o.d save me, she cried silently, from the stinking power of Satan! And she started from that day to read her Bible with a new attention. She poured over the Apocalypse and began to quote from the Prophets and before long she had come to a deeper understanding of her existence. She saw plainly that the meaning of the world was a mystery that had been planned and she was not surprised to suspect that she had a special part in the plan because she was strong. She saw that the Lord G.o.d Almighty had created the strong people to do what had to be done and she felt that she would be ready when she was called. Right now she felt that her business was to watch the priest.
His visits irked her more and more. On the last one, he went about picking up feathers off the ground. He found two peac.o.c.k feathers and four or five turkey feathers and an old brown hen feather and took them off with him like a bouquet. This foolish acting did not deceive Mrs. Shanley any. Here he was: leading foreigners over in hordes to places that were not theirs, to cause disputes, to uproot n.i.g.g.e.rs, to plant the Wh.o.r.e of Babylon in the midst of the righteous! Whenever he came on the place, she hid herself behind something and watched until he left.
It was on a Sunday afternoon that she had her vision. She had gone to drive in the cows for Mr. Shortley who had a pain in his knee and she was walking slowly through the pasture, her arms folded, her eyes on the distant lowlying clouds that looked like rows and rows of white fish washed up on a great blue beach. She paused after an incline to heave a sigh of exhaustion for she had an immense weight to carry around and she was not as young as she used to be. At times she could feel her heart, like a child"s fist, clenching and unclenching inside her chest, aid when the feeling came, it stopped her thought altogether and she would go about like a large hull of herself, moving for no reason; but she gained this incline without a tremor and stood at the top of it, pleased with herself. Suddenly while she watched, the sky folded back in two pieces like the curtain to a stage and a gigantic" figure stood facing her. It was the color of the sun in the early afternoon, white-gold.It was of no definite shape but there were fiery, wheels with fierce dark eyes in them, spinning rapidly all around it. She was not able to tell if the figure was going forward or backward because its magnificence was so great. She shut her eyes in order to look at it and it turned blood-red and the wheels turned white. A voice, very resonant, said the one word, "Prophesy!"
She stood there, tottering slightly but still upright, her eyes shut tight and her fists clenched and her straw hat low on her forehead. "The children of wicked nations will be butchered," she said in a loud voice. "Legs where arms should be, foot to face, ear in the palm of hand. Who will remain whole? Who will remain whole? Who?"
Presently she opened her eyes. The sky was full of white fish carried lazily on their sides by some invisible current and pieces of the sun, submerged some distance beyond them, appeared from time to time as if they were being washed in the opposite direction.Woodenly she planted one foot in front of the other until she had crossed the pasture and reached the lot. She walked through the barn like one in a daze and did not speak to Mr. Shortley. She continued up the road until she saw the priest"s car parked in front of Mrs. McIntyre"s house. "Here again," she muttered. "Come to destroy."
Mrs. McIntyre and the priest were walking in the yard. In order not to meet them face to face, she turned to the left and entered the feed house, a single-room shack piled on one side with flowered sacks of scratch feed. There were spilled oyster sh.e.l.ls in one corner and a few old dirty calendars on the wall, advertising calf feed and various patent medicine remedies. One showed a bearded gentleman in a frock coat, holding up a bottle, and beneath his feet was the inscription, "I have been made regular by this marvelous discovery."Mrs. Shortley had always felt close to this man as if he were some distinguished person she was acquainted with but now her mind was on nothing but the dangerous presence of the priest.She stationed herself at a crack between two boards where she could look out and see him and Mrs. McIntyre strolling toward the turkey brooder, which was placed just outside the feed house.
"Arrrrr!" he said as they approached the brooder. "Look at the little biddies!" and he stooped and squinted through the wire.
Mrs. Shortley"s mouth twisted.
" Do you think the Guizacs will want to leave me?" Mrs. McIntyre asked. "Do you think they"ll go to Chicago or some place like that?"
"And why should they do that now?" asked the priest, wiggling his finger at a turkey, his big nose close to the wire.
"Money," Mrs. McIntyre said.
"Arrrr, give them some morrre then," he said indifferently. "They have to get along."
"So do I," Mrs. McIntyre muttered. "It means I"m going to have to get rid of some of these others."
"And arrre the ShortIeys satisfactory?" he inquired, paying more attention to the turkeys than to her.
"Five times in the last month I"ve found Mr. Shortley smoking in the barn," Mrs. McIntyre said. "Five times."
"And arrre the Negroes any better?"
"They lie and steal and have to be watched all the time," she said.
"Tsk, tsk," he said. "Which will you discharge?"
"I"ve decided to give Mr. Shortley his month"s notice tomorrow,"Mrs. McIntyre said.
The priest scarcely seemed to hear her he was so busy wiggling his finger inside the wire. Mrs. Shortley sat down on an open sack of laying mash with a dead thump that sent feed dust clouding up around her. She found herself looking straight ahead at the opposite wall where the gentleman on the calendar was holding up his marvelous discovery but she didn"t see him. She looked ahead as if she saw nothing whatsoever. Then she rose and ran to her house. Her face was an almost volcanic red.
She opened all the drawers and dragged out boxes and old battered suitcases from under the bed. She began to unload the drawers into the boxes, all the time without pause, without taking off the sunhat she had on her head. She set the two girls to doing the same. When Mr. Shortley came in, she did not even look at him but merely pointed one arm at him while she packed with the other. "Bring the car around to the back door," she said. "You ain"t waiting to be fired!"
Mr. Shortley had never in his life doubted her omniscience. He perceived the entire situation in half a second and, with only a sour scowl, retreated out the door and went to drive the automobile around to the back.
They tied the two iron beds to the top of the car and the two rocking chairs inside the beds and rolled the two mattresses up between the rocking chairs. On top of this they tied a crate of chickens. They loaded the inside of the car with the old suitcases and boxes, leaving a small s.p.a.ce for Annie Maude and Sarah Mae.It took them the rest of the afternoon and half the night to do this but Mrs. Shortley was determined that they would leave before four o"clock in the morning, that Mr. Shortley should not adjust another milking machine on this place. All the time she had been working, her face was changing rapidly from red to white and back again.
Just before dawn, as it began to drizzle rain, they were ready to leave. They all got in the car and sat there cramped up between boxes and bundles and rolls of bedding. The square black automobile moved off with more than its customary grinding noises as if it were protesting the load. In the back, the two long bony yellow-haired girls were sitting on a pile of boxes and there was a beagle hound puppy and a cat with two kittens somewhere under the blankets. The car moved slowly, like some overfreighted leaking ark, away from their shack and past the white house where Mrs.McIntyre was sleeping soundly-hardly guessing that her cows would not be milked by Mr. Shortley that morning-and past the Pole"s shack on top of the hill and on down the road to the gate where the two Negroes were walking, one behind the other, on their way to help with the milking. They looked straight at the car and its occupants but even as the dim yellow headlights lit up their faces, they politely did not seem to see anything, or anyhow, to attach significance to what was there. The loaded car might have been pa.s.sing mist in the early morning half-light. They continued up the road at the same even pace without looking back.
A dark yellow sun was beginning to rise in a sky that was the same slick dark gray as the highway. The fields stretched away, stiff and weedy, on either side. "Where we goin?" Mr. Shortley asked for the first time.
Mrs. Shortley sat with one foot on a packing box so that her knee was pushed into her stomach. Mr. Shortley"s elbow was almost under her nose and Sarah Mae"s bare left foot was sticking over the front seat, touching her ear.
"Where we goin?" Mr. Shortley repeated and when she didn"t answer again, he turned and looked at her.
Fierce heat seemed to be swelling slowly and fully into her face as if it were welling up now for a final a.s.sault. She was sitting in an erect way in spite of the fact that one leg was twisted under her and one knee was almost into her neck, but there was a peculiar lack of light in her icy blue eyes. All the vision in them might have been turned around, looking inside her. She suddenly grabbed Mr.Shortley"s elbow and Sarah Mae"s foot at the same time and began to tug and pull on them as if she were trying to fit the two extra limbs onto herself.
Mr. Shortley began to curse and guickly stopped the car and Sarah Mae yelled to quit but Mrs. Shortley apparently intended to rearrange the whole car at once. She thrashed forward and backward, clutching at everything she could get her hands on and hugging it to herself, Mr. Shortley"s head, Sarah Mae"s leg, the cat, a wad of white bedding, her own big moon-like knee; then all at once her fierce expression faded into a look of astonishment and her grip on what she had loosened. One of her eyes drew near to the other and seemed to collapse quietly and she was still.
The two girls, who didn"t know what had happened to her, began to say, "Where we goin, Ma? Where we goin?" They thought she was playing a joke and that their father, staring straight ahead at her, was imitating a dead man. They didn"t know that she had had a great experience or ever been displaced in the world from all that belonged to her. They were frightened by the gray slick road before them and they kept repeating in higher and higher voices, "Where we goin, Ma? Where we gain?" while their mother, her huge body rolled back still against the seat and her eyes like blue-painted gla.s.s, seemed to contemplate for the first time the tremendous frontiers of her true country.
II.
"Well," Mrs. McIntyre said to the old Negro. "we can get along without them. We"ve seen them come and seen them go-black and white." She was standing in the calf barn while he cleaned it and she held a rake in her hand and now and then pulled a corn cob from a corner or pointed to a soggy spot that he had missed. When she discovered the Shortleys were gone, she was delighted as it meant she wouldn"t have to fire them. The people she hired always left her-because they were that kind of people. Of all the families she had had, the Shortleys were the best if she didn"t count the Displaced Person. They had been not quite trash; Mrs. Shortley was a good woman, and she would miss her but as the Judge used to say, you couldn"t have your pie and eat it too, and she was satisfied with the D. P. "We"ve seen them come and seen them go," she repeated with satisfaction.
"And me and you," the old man said, stooping to drag his hoe under a feed rack, "is still here."
She caught exactly what he meant her to catch in his tone. Bars of sunlight fell from the cracked ceiling across his back and cut him in three distinct parts. She watched his long hands clenched around the hoe and his crooked old profile pushed close to them.You might have been here before I was, she said to herself, but it"s mighty likely I"ll be here when you"re gone. "I"ve spent half my life fooling with worthless people," she said in a severe voice, "but now I"m through."
"Black and white," he said, "is the same."
"I am through," she repeated and gave her dark smock that she had thrown over her shoulders like a cape a quick s.n.a.t.c.h at the neck. She had on a broad-brimmed black straw hat that had cost her twenty dollars twenty years ago and that she used now for a sunhat. "Money is the root of all evil," she said. "The Judge said so every day. He said he deplored money. He said the reason you n.i.g.g.e.rs were so uppity was because there was so much money in circulation."
The old Negro had known the Judge. "Judge say he long for the day when he be too poor to pay a n.i.g.g.e.r to work," he said. "Say when that day come, the world be back on its feet."
She leaned forward, her hands on her hips and her neck stretched and said, "Well that day has almost come am and here and I"m telling each and everyone of you: you better look sharp. I don"t have to put up with foolishness any more. I have somebody now who has to work!"
The old man knew when to answer and when not. At length he said, "We seen them come and we seen them go."
"However, the Shortleys were not the worst by far," she said."I well remember those Carrits."
"They was before them Collinses," he said.
"No, before the Ringfields."
"Sweet Lord, them Ringfields!" he murmured.
"None of that kind want to work," she said.
"We seen them come and we seen them go," he said as if this were a refrain. "But we ain"t never had one before." he said, bending himself up until he faced her, "like what we got now." He was cinnamon-colored with eyes that were so blurred with age that they seemed to be hung behind cobwebs.
She gave him an intense stare and held it until, lowering his hands on the hoe, he bent down again and dragged a pile of shavings alongside the wheelbarrow. She said stiffly, "He can wash out that barn in the time it took Mr. Shortley to make up his mind he had to do it."
"He from Pole," the old man muttered.
"From Poland."
"In Pole it ain"t like it is here," he said. "They got different ways of doing," and he began to mumble unintelligibly.
"What are you saying?" she said. "If you have anything to say about him, say it and say it aloud."
He was silent, bending his knees precariously and edging the rake along the underside of the trough.
"If you know anything he"s done that he shouldn"t, I expect you to report it to me," she said.
"It warn"t like it was what he should ought or oughtn"t," he muttered. "It was like what n.o.body else don"t do."
"You don"t have anything against him," she said shortly, "and he"s here to stay."
"We ain"t never had one like him before is all," he murmured and gave his polite laugh.
"Times are changing," she said. "Do you know what"s happening to this world? It"s swelling up. It"s getting so full of people that only the smart thrifty energetic ones are going to survive," and she tapped the words, smart, thrifty, and energetic out on the palm of her hand. Through the far end of the stall she could see down the road to where the Displaced Person was standing in the open barn door with the green hose in his hand. There was a certain stiffness about his figure that seemed to make it necessary for her to approach him slowly, even in her thoughts. She had decided this was because she couldn"t hold an easy conversation with him.Whenever she said anything to him, she found herself shouting and nodding extravagantly and she would be conscious that one of the Negroes was leaning behind the nearest shed, watching.
"No indeed!" she said, sitting down on one of the feed racks and folding her arms, "I"ve made up my mind that I"ve had enough trashy people on this place to last me a lifetime and I"m not going to spend my last years fooling with Shortleys and Ringfields and Collins when the world is full of people who have to work."
"Howcome they so many extra?" he asked.
"People are selfish," she said. "They have too many children.There"s no sense in it any more."
He had picked up the wheelbarrow handles and was backing out the door and he paused, half in the sunlight and half out, and stood there chewing his gums as if he had forgotten which direction he wanted to move in.
"What you colored people don"t realize," she said, "is that I"m the one around here who holds all the strings together. If you don"t work, I don"t make any money and I can"t pay you. You"re all dependent on me but you each and everyone act like the shoe is on the other foot."
It was not possible to tell from his face if he heard her. Finally he backed out with the wheelbarrow. "Judge say the devil he know is better than the devil he don"t," he said in a clear mutter and trundled off.
She got up and followed him, a deep vertical pit appearing suddenly in the center of her forehead, just under the red bangs. "The Judge has long since ceased to pay the bills around here," she called in a piercing voice.
He was the only one of her Negroes who had known the Judge and he thought this gave him t.i.tle. He had had a low opinion of Mr. Crooms and Mr. McIntyre, her other husbands, and in his veiled polite way, he had congratulated her after each of her divorces. When he thought it necessary, he would work under a window where he knew she was sitting and talk to himself, a careful roundabout discussion, question and answer and then refrain.Once she had got up silently and slammed the window down so hard that he had fallen backwards off his feet. Or occasionally he spoke with the peac.o.c.k. The c.o.c.k would follow him around the place, his steady eye on the ear of corn that stuck up from the old man"s back pocket or he would sit near him and pick himself.Once from the open kitchen door, she had heard him say to the bird, "I remember when it was twenty of you walking about this place and now it"s only you and two hens. Crooms it was twelve.McIntyre it was five. You and two hens now."
And that time she had stepped out of the door onto the porch and said, "MISTER Crooms and MISTER McIntyre! And I don"t want to hear you call either of them anything else again. And you can understand this: when that peachicken dies there won"t be any replacements."
She kept the peac.o.c.k only out of a superst.i.tious fear of annoying the Judge in his grave. He had liked to see them walking around the place for he said they made him feel rich. Of her three husbands, the Judge was the one most present to her although he was the only one she had buried. He was in the family graveyard, a little s.p.a.ce fenced in the middle of the back cornfield, with his mother and father and grandfather and three great aunts and two infant cousins. Mr. Crooms, her second, was forty miles away in the state asylum and Mr. McIntyre, her last, was intoxicated, she supposed, in some hotel room in Florida. But the Judge, sunk in the cornfield with his family, was always at home.
She had married him when he was an old man and because of his money but there had been another reason that she would not admit then, even to herself: she had liked him. He was a dirty snuff-dipping Court House figure, famous all over the county for being rich, who wore hightop shoes, a string tie, a gray suit with a black stripe in it, and a yellowed panama hat, winter and summer.His teeth and hair were tobacco-colored ang his face a clay pink pitted and tracked with mysterious prehistoric-looking marks as if he had been unearthed among fossils. There had been a peculiar odor about him of sweaty fondled bills but he never carried money on him or had a nickel to show. She was his secretary for a few months and the old man with his sharp eye had seen at once that here was a woman who admired him for himself. The three years that he lived after they married were the happiest and most prosperous of Mrs. McIntyre"s life, but when he died his estate proved to be bankrupt. He left her a mortgaged house and fifty acres that he had managed to cut the timber off before he died. It was as if, as the final triumph of a successful life, he had been able to take everything with him.
But she had survived. She had survived a succession of tenant farmers and dairymen that the old man himself would have found hard to outdo, and she had been able to meet the constant drain of a tribe of moody unpredictable Negroes, and she had even managed to hold her own against the incidental blood suckers, the cattle dealers and lumber men and the buyers and sellers of anything who drove up in pieced-together trucks and honked in the yard.
She stood slightly reared back with her arms folded under her smock and a satisfied expression on her face as she watched the Displaced Person turn off the hose and disappear inside the barn.She was sorry that the poor man had been chased out of Poland and run across Europe and had had to take up in a tenant shack in a strange country, but she had not been responsible for any of this. She had had a hard time herself. She knew what it was to struggle. People ought to have to struggle. Mr. Guizac had probably had everything given to him all the way across Europe and over here. He had probably not had to struggle enough. She had given him a job. She didn"t know if he was grateful or not. She didn"t know anything about him except that he did the work. The truth was that he was not very real to her yet. He was a kind of miracle that she had seen happen and that she talked about but that she still didn"t believe.
She watched as he came out at the barn and motioned to Sulk. who was coming around the back of the lot. He gesticulated and then took something out of his pocket and the two of them stood looking at it. She started down the lane toward them. The Negro"s figure was slack and tall and he was craning his rolling head forward in his usual idiotic way. He was a little better than half-witted but when they were like that they were always good workers. The Judge had said always hire you a half-witted n.i.g.g.e.r because they don"t have sense enough to stop working. The Pole was gesticulating rapidly. He left something with the colored boy and then walked off and before she rounded the turn in the lane, she heard the tractor crank up. He was on his way to the field. The Negro was still hanging there, gaping at whatever he had in his hand.
She entered the lot and walked through the barn, looking with approval at the wet spotless concrete floor. It was only nine-thirty and Mr. Shortley had never got anything washed until eleven. As she came out at the other end, she saw the Negro moving very slowly in a diagonal path across the road in front of her, his eyes still on what Mr. Guizac had given him. He didn"t see her and he paused and dipped his knees and leaned over his hand, his tongue describing little circles. He had a photograph. He lifted one finger and traced it lightly over the surface of the picture. Then he looked up and saw her and seemed to freeze, his mouth in a halfgrin, his finger lifted.
"Why haven"t you gone to the field?" she asked.
He raised one foot and opened his mouth wider while the hand with the photograph edged toward his back pocket.
"What"s that?" she said.
"It ain"t nothing," he muttered and handed it to her automatically.
It was a photograph of a girl of about twelve in a white dress.She had blond hair with a wreath in it and she looked forward out of light eyes that were bland and composed. "Who is this child?"Mrs. McIntyre asked.
"She his cousin," the boy said in a high voice.