The inside of the cabin was the same as the outside, rough log c.h.i.n.ked with adobe, and a packed dirt floor. A table and two chairs, striped with cracks and gray with age, stood in the middle of the small room. In a far corner was a straw mattress. On it, a blanket was twisted in a heap. Along the opposite wall was a section of log with a board nailed to it to serve as a bench, and next to this was the cupboard: three boxes stacked one on the other. It contained a tangle of clothing, cartridge boxes and five or six bottles of whiskey.
The two men watched De Sana shove his extra pistol into a holster that hung next to the cupboard. The other was on his hip. He took a half-filled bottle from the shelf and went to the table.
"Looks like I"m just in time." Rondo was standing in the doorway, grinning, with a canteen hanging from his hand. "Give me a little fill, jefe, jefe, to ease sitting on that eagle"s nest." to ease sitting on that eagle"s nest."
De Sana"s head came up and he moved around the table threateningly, his eyes pinned on the man in the doorway. "Get back to the pa.s.s!" His hand dropped to the pistol on his hip in a natural movement. "You watch! You get paid to watch! And if you miss anything going through that pa.s.s . . ." His voice trailed off, but for a moment it shook with excitement.
"h.e.l.l, Lew. n.o.body"s going to find us way up here," Rondo argued half-heartedly.
Patman looked at him surprised. "Cima Quaine"s blood-dogs could track a man all the way to China."
"Aw, San Carlos"s a hundred miles away. Ain"t n.o.body going to track us that far, not even "Pache Police."
De Sana said, "I"m not telling you again, Rondo." Rondo glanced at the hand on the pistol b.u.t.t and moved out of the doorway.
But as he walked through the pines toward the canyon edge, he held the canteen up to his face and shook it a few times. He could hear the whiskey inside sloshing around sounding as if it were still a good one-third full. Rondo smiled and his mind erased the scowling yellow face. Lew De Sana could go take a whistlin" dive at the moon for all he cared.
THE GIRL"S FINGERS were crooked through the handles of the three enamel cups, and she kept her eyes lowered to the table as she set the coffeepot down with her other hand, placing the cups next to it.
"Looks good," Patman said.
She said nothing, but her eyes lifted to him briefly, then darted to the opposite side of the table where Fallis stood and then lowered just as quickly. She had turned her head slightly, enough for Fallis to see the bruise on her cheekbone. A deep blue beneath her eye that spread into a yellowish caste in the soft hollow of her cheek. There was a lifelessness in the dark eyes and perhaps fear. Fallis kept staring at the girl, seeing the utter resignation that showed in her face and was there even in the way she moved her small body. Like a person who has given up and doesn"t much care what happens next. He noticed the eyes when her glance wandered to him again, dark and tired, yet with a certain hungriness in their deepness. No, it wasn"t fear.
De Sana picked up the first cup as she filled it and poured a heavy shot from the bottle into it. He set the bottle down and lifted the coffee cup to his mouth. His lips moved, as if tasting, and he said, "It"s cold," looking at the girl in a way that didn"t need the support of other words. He turned the cup upside down and poured the dark liquid on the floor.
Fallis thought, What a d.a.m.n fool. Who"s he trying to impress? What a d.a.m.n fool. Who"s he trying to impress? He glanced at Patman but the ex-corporal was looking at De Sana as if pouring coffee on the floor was the most normal thing in the world. He glanced at Patman but the ex-corporal was looking at De Sana as if pouring coffee on the floor was the most normal thing in the world.
As the girl picked up the big coffeepot, her hand shook with the weight and before her other hand could close on the spout, she dropped it back on the table.
"Here, I"ll give you a hand," Fallis offered. "That"s a big jug."
But just as he took it from the girl"s hands, he heard De Sana say, "Leave that pot alone!"
He looked at De Sana in bewilderment. "What? I just want to help her out with the coffeepot."
"She can do her own ch.o.r.es." De Sana"s voice was unhurried. "Just put it down."
Dave Fallis felt heat rise up over his face. When he was angry, he always wondered if it showed. And sometimes, as, for instance, now, he didn"t care. His heart started going faster with the rise of the heat that tingled the hair on the back of his head and made the words come to his mouth. And he had to spit the words out hard because it would make him feel better.
"Who the h.e.l.l are you talking to? Do I look like somebody you can give orders to?" Fallis stopped but kept on looking at the thin, sallow face, wishing he could think of something good to say while the anger was up.
Patman moved closer to the younger man. "Slow down, Dave," he said with a laugh that sounded forced. "A man"s got a right to run things like he wants in his own house."
De Sana"s eyes moved from one to the other, then back to the girl and said, "What are you waiting for?" He kept his eyes on her until she pa.s.sed through the doorway. Then he said, "Mister, you better have a talk with your boy."
Fallis heard Patman say, "That"s just his Irish, Lew. You know, young and gets hot easy." He stared at the old cavalryman-not really old, but twice his own age-and tried to see through the sad face with the drooping mustache because he knew that wasn"t Virg Patman talking, calling him by his first name as if they were old friends. What was the matter with Virg? He felt the anger draining and in its place was bewilderment. It made him feel uneasy and kind of foolish standing there, with his big hands planted on the table, trying to stare down the skeletal-looking gunman who looked at him as if he were a kid and would be just wasting his time talking. It made him madder, but the things he wanted to say sounded too loudmouth in his mind. The words seemed bl.u.s.tering, hot air, compared to the cold, slow-spoken words of De Sana.
Now De Sana said, "I don"t care what his nationality is. But I think you better tell him the facts of life."
Fallis felt the heat again, but Patman broke in with his laugh before he could say anything.
"h.e.l.l, Lew," Patman said. "Let"s get back to what we come for. n.o.body meant any harm."
De Sana fingered the dark shadow of his mustache thoughtfully, and finally said, hurriedly, "Yeah. All right." Then he added, "Now that you"re here, you might as well stay the night and leave in the morning. If you have any stores with you, break them out. This isn"t any street mission. And remember, first light you leave."
Later, during the meal, he spoke little, occasionally answering Pat-man in monosyllables. He never spoke directly to Fallis and only answered Patman when he had to. Finally he pushed from the table before he had finished. He rolled a cigarette moving toward the door. "I"m going out to relieve Rondo," he said. "Don"t wander off."
FALLIS WATCHED HIM walk across the clearing and when the figure disappeared into the pines he turned abruptly to Patman sitting next to him.
"What"s the matter with you, Virg?"
Patman put his hand up. "Now just slow it down. You"re too d.a.m.n jumpy."
"Jumpy? Honest to G.o.d, Virg, you never sucked up to the first sergeant like you did to that little rooster. Back in the pa.s.s you read him out when he started jumping to conclusions. Now you"re b.u.t.tering up like you were scared to death."
"Wait a minute." Patman pa.s.sed his fingers through his thinning hair, his elbow on the table. He looked very tired and his long face seemed to sag loosely in sadness. "If you"re going to play brave, you got to pick the right time, else your bravery don"t mean a d.a.m.n thing. These hills are full of heroes, and n.o.body even knows where to plant the flowers over them. Then you come across a man fresh out of Yuma-out the hard way, too-" he added, "a man who probably shoots holes in his shadow every night and can"t trust anybody because it might mean going back to an adobe cell block. He got sent there in the first place because he shot an Indian agent in a hold-up. He didn"t kill him, but don"t think he couldn"t have-and don"t think he hasn"t killed before."
Patman exhaled and drew tobacco from his pocket. "You run into a man like that, a man who counts his breaths like you count your blessings, and you pick a fight because you don"t like the way he treats his woman."
"A man can"t get his toes stepped on and just smile," Fallis said testily.
Patman blew smoke out wearily. "Maybe your hitch in the Army was kind of a sheltered life. Bra.s.s bands and not having to think. Trailing a dust cloud that used to be Apaches isn"t facing Lew De Sana across a three foot table. I think you were lucky."
Fallis picked up his hat and walked toward the door. "We"ll see," he answered.
"Wait a minute, Dave." Fallis turned in the doorway.
"Sometimes you got to pick the lesser of evils," the older man said.
"Like choosing between a sore toe or lead in your belly. Remember, Dave, he"s a man with a price on his head. He"s spooky. And remember this. A little while ago he could have shot both of your eyes out while he was drinking his coffee."
Patience wasn"t something Dave Fallis came by naturally. Standing idle ate at his nerves and made him move restlessly like a penned animal. The Army hitch had grated on him this way. Petty routines and idleness. Idleness in the barracks and idleness even in the dust-smothering parade during the hours of drill. Routine that became so much a part of you it ceased being mentally directed.
The cavalry had a remedy for the restless feeling. Four-day patrols. Four-day patrols that sometimes stretched to twenty and by it brought the ailment back with the remedy. For a saddle is a poor place for boredom, and twelve hours in it will bring the boredom back quicker than anything else, especially when the land is flat and vacant, silent but for a monotonous clop, blazing in its silence and carrying only dust and a sweat smell that clung sourly to you in the daytime and chilled you at night. Dave Fallis complained because nothing happened-because there was never any action. He was told he didn"t know how lucky he was. That he didn"t know what he was talking about because he was just a kid. And nothing made him madder. d.a.m.n a man who"s so ignorant he holds age against you!
Now he stood in the doorway and looked out across the clearing. He leaned against the doorjamb, hooking his thumbs in his belt, and let his body go loose. The sun was there in front of him over the trees, casting a soft spread of light on the dark hillsides in the distance. Now it was a sun that you could look at without squinting or pulling down your hat brim. A sun that would be gone in less than an hour.
He saw the girl appear and move toward the lean-to at the side of the hut. She walked slowly, listlessly.
Fallis left the doorway and idled along the front of the hut after she had pa.s.sed and entered the shelter. And when he ducked his head slightly and entered the low-roofed shed, the girl was busy scooping venison stew from the pot and dishing it onto one of the tin plates.
SHE TURNED QUICKLY at the sound of his step and almost brushed him as she turned, stopping, her mouth slightly open, her face lower than his, but not a foot separating them.
He was grinning when she turned, but the smile left his face as she continued to stare up at him, her mouth still parted slightly and warm looking, complementing the delicately soft lines of nose and cheekbones. The bruise was not so noticeable now, in the shadows, but its presence gave her face a look of sadness, yet adding l.u.s.ter to the deep brown eyes that stared without blinking.
His hands came up to grip her shoulders, pulling gently as he lowered his face to hers. She yielded against the slight pressure of his hands, drawing closer, and he saw her eyes close as her face tilted back, but as he closed his eyes he felt her shoulders jerk suddenly from his grip and in front of his face now was the smooth blackness of her hair hanging straight about her shoulders.
"Why did you do that?" Her voice was low, and with her back to him, barely audible.
Fallis said, "I haven"t done anything yet," and tried to make his voice sound light. The girl made no answer, but remained still, with her shoulder close to him.
"I"m sorry," he said. "Are you married to him?"
Her head shook from side to side in two short motions, but no sound came from her. He turned her gently, his hands again on her shoulders, and as she turned she lowered her head so he could not see her face. But he crooked a finger beneath her chin and raised it slowly to his. His hand moved from her slender chin to gently touch the bruised cheekbone.
"Why don"t you leave him?" He half-whispered the words.
For a moment she remained silent and lowered her eyes from his face. Finally she said, "I would have no place to go." Her voice bore the hint of an accent.
"What"s worse than living with him and getting beat like an animal?"
"He is good to me-most of the time. He is tired and nervous and doesn"t know what he is doing. I remember him when he was younger and would visit my father. He smiled often then and was good to us."
Her words flowed faster now, as if she was anxious to speak, voluntarily lifting her face to look into his with a pleading in her dark eyes that seemed to say, "Please believe what I say and tell me that I am right."
"My father," she went on, "worked a small farm near Nogales which I remember as far back as I am able. He worked hard but he was not a very good farmer, and I always had the feeling that papa was sorry he had married and settled there. You see, my mother was Mexican," and she lowered her eyes as if in apology.
"One day this man rode up and asked if he may buy coffee. We had none, but he stayed and talked long with papa and they seemed to get along very well. After that he came often, maybe two three times a month and always he brought us presents and sometimes even money, which my papa took and I thought was very bad of him, even though I was only a little girl. Soon after that my mother died of sickness, and my papa took me to Tucson to live. And from that time he began going away for weeks at a time with this man and when he returned he would have money and he would be very drunk. When he would go, I prayed to the Mother of G.o.d at night because I knew what he was doing.
"Finally, he went away and did not return." Her voice carried a note of despair. "And my prayers changed to ones for the repose of his soul."
Fallis said, "I"m sorry," awkwardly, but the girl went on as if he had not spoken.
"A few months later the man returned and treated me differently." Her face colored slightly. "He treated me older. He was kind and told me he would come back soon and take me away from Tucson to a beautiful place I would love. ...But it was almost two years after this that the man called Rondo came to me at night and took me to the man. I had almost forgotten him. He was waiting outside of town with horses and made me go with them. I did not know him, he had changed so-his face, and even his voice. We have been here for almost two weeks, and only a few days ago I learned where he had been for the two years."
Suddenly, she pressed her face into his chest and began to cry silently, convulsively.
Fallis"s arms circled the thinness of her shoulders to press her hard against his chest. He mumbled, "Don"t cry," into her hair and closed his eyes hard to think of something he could say. Feeling her body shaking against his own, he could see only a smiling, dark-haired little girl looking with awe at the carefree, generous American riding into the yard with a war bag full of presents. And then the little girl standing there was no longer smiling, her cheekbone was black and blue and she carried a half-gallon coffeepot in her hands. And the carefree American became a sallow death"s-head that she called only "the man."
With her face buried against his chest, she was speaking. At first he could not make out her words, incoherent with the crying, then he realized that she was repeating, "I do not like him," over and over, "I do not like him." He thought, how can she use such simple words? He lifted her head, her eyes closed, and pressed his mouth against the lips that finally stopped saying, "I do not like him."
She pushed away from him lingeringly, her face flushed, and surprised the grin from his face when she said, "Now I must get wood for in the morning."
The grin returned as he looked down at her childlike face, now so serious. He lifted the hand-ax from the wood box, and they walked across the clearing very close together.
Virgil Patman stood in the doorway and watched them dissolve into the darkness of the pines.
Well, what are you going to do? Maybe a man"s not better off minding his own business. The boy looks like he"s doing pretty well not minding his. But d.a.m.n, he thought, he"s sure making it tough! He stared out at the cold, still light of early evening and heard the voice in his mind again. You"ve given him a lot of advice, but you"ve never really done anything for him. He"s a good boy. Deserves a break. It"s his own d.a.m.n business how quick he falls for a girl. Why don"t you try and give him a hand?
Patman exhaled wearily and turned back into the hut. He lifted De Sana"s handgun from the holster on the wall and pushed it into the waist of his pants. From the cupboard he took the boxes of cartridges, loading one arm, and then picked up a Winchester leaning in the front corner that he had not noticed there before. He pa.s.sed around the cooking lean-to to the back of the hut and entered the pines that pushed in close there. In a few minutes he was back inside the cabin, brushing sand from his hands. Not much, he thought, but maybe it"ll help some. Before he sat down and poured himself a drink, he drew his pistol and placed it on the table near his hand.
Chapter Three.
TWO CENTS KNEW patience. It was as natural to him as breathing. He could not help smiling as he watched the white man, not a hundred feet away and just above him on the opposite slope, pull his head up high over the rim of the rocks in front of him, concentrating his attention off below where the trail broke into the pa.s.s. Rondo watched the pa.s.s, like De Sana had told him, and if his eyes wandered over the opposite canyon wall, it was only when he dragged them back to his own niche, and then it was only a fleeting glance at almost vertical smooth rock and brush.
Two Cents waited and watched, studying this white man who exposed himself so in hiding. Perhaps the man is a lure, he thought, to take us off guard. His lips straightened into a tight line, erasing the smile. He watched the man"s head turn to the trees above him. Then the head turned back and he lifted the big canteen to his mouth. Two Cents had counted, and it was the sixth time the man had done so in less than a half hour. His thirst must be that of fire.
He felt a hand on his ankle and began to ease his body away from the rim that was here thick with tangled brush. He backed away cautiously so that the loose gravel would not even know he was there, and nodded his head once to Vea Oiga who crept past him to where he had lain.
A dozen or so yards back, where the ground sloped from the rim, he stood erect and looked back at Vea Oiga. Even at this short distance he could barely make out the crouched figure.
He lifted the sh.e.l.l belt over his head and then removed the faded blue jacket carefully, smoothing the bare sleeves before folding it next to Vea Oiga"s on the ground. If he performed bravely, he thought, perhaps Cima Quaine will put a gold mark on the sleeves. He noticed Vea Oiga had folded his jacket so the three gold stripes were on top. Perhaps not three all at once, for it had taken Vea Oiga years to acquire them, but just one. How fine that would look. Surely Cima Quaine must recognize their ability in discovering this man in the pa.s.s.
Less than an hour before they had followed the trail up to the point where it twisted into the pa.s.s, but there they stopped and back-trailed to a gradual rock fall that led up to the top of the canyon. They had tied up there and climbed on foot to the canyon rim that looked across to the other slope. They had done this naturally, without a second thought, because it was their business, and because if they were laying an ambush they would have picked this place where the pa.s.s narrowed and it was a hundred feet back to shelter. A few minutes after creeping to the rim, Rondo had appeared with a clatter of gravel, standing, exposing himself fully.
Vea Oiga had whispered to him what they would do after studying the white man for some time. Then he had dropped back to prepare himself. With Cima Quaine and the rest of the Coyotero Apache scouts less than an hour behind, they would just have time to get ready and go about the ticklish job of disposing of the lookout. Two Cents hoped that the chief scout would hurry up and be there to see him climb up to take the guard. He glanced at his castoff cavalry jacket again and pictured the gold chevron on the sleeve; it was as bright and impressive as Vea Oiga"s sergeant stripes.
Now he looked at the curled toes of his moccasins as he unfastened the ties below his knees and rolled the legging part of his pants high above his knees and secured them again. He tightened the string of his breechclout, then spit on his hands a half dozen times rubbing the saliva over his arms and the upper part of his body until his dull brown coloring glistened with the wetness. When he had moistened every part of skin showing, he sank to the ground and rolled in the dust, rubbing his arms and face with the sand that clung to the wet skin.
He raised himself to his knees and knelt motionless like a rock or a stump, his body the color of everything around him, and now, just as still and unreal in his concentration.
Slowly his arms lifted to the dulling sky and his thoughts went to U-sen. He pet.i.tioned the G.o.d that he might perform bravely in what was to come, and if it were the will of U-sen that he was to die this day, would the G.o.d mind if it came about before the sun set? To be killed at night was to wander in eternal darkness, and nothing that he imagined could be worse, especially coming at the hands of a white man whom even the other white men despised.
WHEN TWO CENTS had disappeared down through the rocks, Vea Oiga moved back from the rim until he was sure he could not be seen. Then he ran in a crouch, weaving through the mesquite and boulders, until he found another place along the rim that was dense with brush clumps. From here, Rondo"s head and rifle barrel were still visible, but now he could also see, down to the right, the opening where the trail cut into the pa.s.s. He lay motionless watching the white man until finally the low, wailing call lifted from down-canyon. At that moment he watched Rondo more intently and saw the man"s head lift suddenly to look in the direction from which the sound had come; but after only a few seconds the head dropped again, relaxed. Vea Oiga smiled. Now it was his turn.
The figure across the canyon was still for a longer time than usual, but finally the scout saw the head move slowly, looking behind and above to the pines. Vea Oiga rolled to his side and cupped his hands over his mouth. When he saw the canteen come up even with the man"s face, he whistled into his cupped hands, the sound coming out in a moan and floating in the air as if coming from nowhere. He rolled again in time to see Two Cents dart from the trail opening across the pa.s.s to the opposite slope. He lay motionless at the base for a few minutes. Then as he watched, the figure slowly began to inch his way up-canyon.
By the time the sergeant of scouts had made his way around to where trail met pa.s.s, Two Cents was far up the canyon. Vea Oiga clung tight to the rock wall and inched his face past the angle that would show him the pa.s.s. He saw the movement. A hump that was part of the ground seemed to edge along a few feet and then stop. And soon he watched this moving piece of earth glide directly under the white man"s position and dissolve into the hollow that ran up the slanting wall just past the yellowness of the patch of p.r.i.c.kly pear. And above the yellow bloom the rifle could no longer be seen. A splash of crimson spreading in the sky behind the pines was all that was left of the sun.
Vea Oiga turned quickly and ran back up-trail. He stopped on a rise and looked out over the open country, patched and cut with hills in the distance. His gaze crawled out slowly, sweeping on a small arc, and then stopped. There! Yes, he was sure. Maybe they were three miles away, but no more, which meant Cima Quaine would be there in fifteen to twenty minutes. Vea Oiga did not have time to wait for the scouting party. He ran back to the mouth of the pa.s.s and there, at the side of the trail, piled three stones one on the other. With his knife he scratched marks on the top stone and at the base of the bottom one, then hurried to the outcropping of rock from which he had watched the progress of his companion. And just as his gaze inched past the rock, he saw the movement behind and above the white man"s position, as if part of the ground was sliding down on him.
Vea Oiga moved like a shadow at that moment across the openness of the pa.s.s. The shadow moved quickly up the face of the slope and soon was lost among rock and the darkness of the pines that straggled down the slope.
CROSSING THE CLEAR patch of sand, Lew De Sana didn"t like the feeling that had come over him. Not something new, just an intensifying of the nervousness that had spread through his body since the arrival of the two men. As if every part of his body was aware of something imminent, but would not tell his mind about it. As he thought about it, he realized that, no, it was not something that had been born with the arrival of the two men. It had been inside of him every day of the two years at Yuma, gaining strength the night Rondo aided him in his escape. And it had been a clawing part of his stomach the night north of Tucson when they had picked up the girl.
He didn"t understand the feeling. That"s what worried him. The nervousness would come and then go away, but when it returned, he would find that it had grown, and when it went away there was always a part of him that had vanished with it. A part of him that he used to rely on.
One thing, he was honest with himself in his introspection. And undoubtedly it was this honesty that made him see himself clearly enough to be frightened, but still with a certain haze that would not allow him to understand. He remembered his reputation. Cold nerve and a swivel-type gun holster that he knew how to use. In the days before Yuma, sometimes reputation had been enough. And, more often, he had hoped that it would be enough, for he wasn"t fool enough to believe completely in his own reputation. But every once in a while he was called on to back up his reputation, and sometimes this had been hard.
Now he wasn"t sure. Men can forget in two years. They can forget a great deal, and De Sana worried if he would have to prove himself all over again. It had come to him lately that if this were true, he would never survive, even though he knew he was still good with a gun and could face any situation if he had to. There was this tiredness inside of him now. It clashed with the nervous tension of a hunted man and left him confused and in a desperate sort of helplessness.
Moving through the pines, thoughts ran through his mind, one on top of the other so that none of them made sense. He closed his eyes tightly for a moment, pa.s.sing his hand over his face and rubbing his forehead as if the gesture would make the racing in his mind stop. He felt the short hair hanging on his forehead, and as his hand lowered, the gauntness of his cheeks and the stubble of his new mustache. He saw the cell block at Yuma and swore in his breath.
His boots made a m.u.f.fled, sc.r.a.ping sound moving over the sand and pine needles, and, as if becoming aware of the sound for the first time, he slowed his steps and picked his way more carefully through the trees.
The muscles in his legs tightened as he eased his steps on the loose ground. And then he stopped. He stopped dead and the pistol was out in front of him before he realized he had even pulled it. Instinctively his knees bent slightly as he crouched; straining his neck forward he looked through the dimness of the pines, but if there was movement before, it was not there now.
Still, he waited a few minutes to make sure. He let the breath move through his lips in a long sigh and lowered the pistol to his side. He hated himself for his jumpiness. It was the strange tiredness again. He was tired of hiding and drawing when the wind moved the branches of trees. How much can a man take, he wondered. Maybe staying alive wasn"t worth it when you had to live this way.
HE WAS ABOUT to go ahead when he saw it again. The pistol came up and this time he was sure. Through the branches of the tree in front of him, he saw the movement, a shadow gliding from one clump to the next, perhaps fifty paces up ahead. Now, as he crouched low to the bole of the pine that shielded him, the lines in his face eased. At that moment he felt good because it wasn"t jumpiness anymore, and there was another feeling within him that hadn"t been there for a long time. He peered through the thick lower branches of the pine and saw the dim shape on the path now moving directly toward him.
He watched the figure stop every few feet, still shadowy in the gloom, then move ahead a little more before stopping to look right and left and even behind. De Sana felt the tightness again in his stomach, not being able to make out what the man was, and suddenly the panic was back. For a split second he imagined one of the shadows that had been haunting him had suddenly become a living thing; and then he made out the half-naked Apache and it was too late to imagine anymore.