Chapter 101: The Choice(3)
Austin’s POV:
Silence remained in the hill after mom had finished shouting, I looked at mom with a ‘surprised’ face, looking astonished, looks like my plan had worked out well, the situation worked better than I had thought
The plan with the letter was a double edged sword, it could cause mom to either choose not to follow her feelings, causing her to stay away for me, of course if it did happen I already had a backup plan prepared, leaving my thoughts I looked directly at my mother
“Mo-Mom?”
A surprised voice leaked out of me, as if I couldn’t belive that she was here, I waved my hands as the harp disappeared from my hands, I looked at mom with a puzzled gaze
“Mom, what do you mean by you love me?”
My pupils were shaking when I asked this question, Grace looked at me a bit hesitant, now that she was a bit more calm, she felt afraid, she didn’t know how I was going to react but she had come this far and she just didn’t want to give up
The worst that could happen was me distancing away from her which would happen even if she didn’t say anything, so she took a deep breath before walking towards me, I could see a bit of fear in her eyes but she didn’t back down as she walked in front of me
“Mom?”
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I asked her again in ‘confusion’, she came in front of me as she placed one of her hands in my face, a beautiful smile adorned her face as she spoke
“Son I am sorry for what I did, because of my feelings I ended accidentally hurting you but remember this son, I could never ever hate you, you are one of the most important thing in my life”
My eyes ‘trembled’ as I heard her words, tears of happiness fell from then, I took my hand as I placed it over the one mom had placed over me, I held it tightly as I looked at her
“Then why?, why did you try to distance yourself?”
My question was met with silence as mom looked at me intently, she took a deep breath before she spoke
“Because I love you…..as a man”
Hearing her words my body ‘jerked’, as I looked at her with ‘disbelief’, seeing my reaction Grace smiled bitterly, as she spoke again
“I know, I am disgusting right?, hoe can a mother feel such a thing about her own child, It’s okay if you hate me, aft-“
“NO!, I could never hate you!”
Before Grace could even finish I held her hand tightly I looked at her with conviction before I spoke
“Even though it’s surprising, I don’t hate you, in fact I love you too mom, not just as mother but also a woman!!”
Hearing my reply Grace’s eyes trembled, she looked at me disbelievingly, seeing that I too smiled ‘wryly’ as I spoke to her
“Do you know mom that I had this feelings for you for a long time, the reason I had left on the travel partially was to get rid of this feeling, I thought that if I had stayed away from you enough these feeling should fade away but it never did!”
“I couldn’t even like other women’s because of it, you know when I returned and I saw you my heart almost leaped out of my chest, I had thought to bury these feelings after that date of ours but no!, they only increased after it, I couldn’t stop it!”
I moved forward as I held moms shoulders with my arms, I looked at my dazed mother as shouted
“I love you Grace!”
My words travelled down the hill, bringing Grace out of her daze, she looked at my purple eyes which was burning with feelings for her, causing her heart beat to fasten, she felt her face heat up as a blush came up her face, she chuckled as she spoke
“Looks like both of us are filled with unfulfilled love”
I didn’t laugh to her words as I looked deeply into her green eyes, seeing it Grace tried to avert her face but I didn’t allow it as I held her face with my hands, forcing her to look at me, I didn’t say anything as I leaned forward for a kiss, mom looked a but troubled as she placed her hands on my face to stop me
“No Austin, we ca-can’t, both of us are mother and son”
“So?”
I looked at her questioningly as I spoke again
“So what if we are?, I don’t care about anything else, I want you, I want your heart, your body and your soul, I want every inch of your body to mine, I don’t care about our relation, what I want is you Grace”
My words caused Grace’s body to tremble as she felt her heart p.r.i.c.kle, she wanted to stop, yet her body wanted me, no she wanted to be mine, she was happy for my feelings but she was scared that being with me might ruin my life
“I know, I love you too!! but think about your future!, everything you have could be ruined!, it’s better if we forget everything!”
I held both of moms hands as I looked at her face directly, I screamed as I spoke
“Do you truly believe that!, do you thing that you would be happy if I was with another woman!, I couldn’t!, I don’t want to give you to another man!”
“It doesn’t matter what I feel, it doesn’t!, it wont work between us!, it could ruin you life!”
“so be it!, I don’t want a life without you!”
Saying so I left her hand as I walked towards the end of the hill with a frosty face, seemingly ready to die, seeing it Grace paled as she rushed from behind me, she hugged me from behind to stop me
“Stop Austin!, what are you doing!”
“Don’t stop mew, I don’t want a life without you!”
Hearing my words Grace’s eyes moistened, she didn’t know what to do anymore, she loved me, she loves me more than anything, she wanted to be with me, yet their relationship is a barrier that binds her back, even if she has feelings for me, acting on them is very difficult, it’s at this time that I stopped struggling, Grace felt it as she hugged me tighter from behind
“Mom do you love me as a man?”
My voice was heard from the front, Grace hesitated before she spoke again
“I do”
“Then why are you afraid?”
I didn’t let mom speak as I turned around as I faced her, I could see the tears in her pained eyes, I cupped her face as I spoke
“I know that you are afraid, I know that you think that I am young and don’t know the consequences of our feelings maybe I don’t but I know that I do love you and want to be with you”
“Don’t worry all the consequences that came I will make sure that you won’t suffer, I will protect you no matter what, I will be sure to treasure you and look after you, I swear that I won’t leave you alone Grace”
My words were the last straw that broke Grace’s defenses, bringing out the feelings that were being held in her heart, she leaped as she kissed my lips, our lips meet each other, I wrapped her body tightly pressing her body to me, her sweet rose scent filled my nose, our bodies trembled as the immoral pleasure filled our bodies form the kiss
We kissed as we transferred each other’s love to each other, we stayed at this position for a few seconds before we broke the kiss, I looked at her green eyes which looked at me tenderly filled with love, at that time a notification hit me
[
Name: Grace Lionheart
Love: 101%(forbidden love)
Remark: Well….You Are f.u.c.ked!
]
‘What the!, system whys there an extra one in the hundred!’
[What do you mean host?]
‘what I mean is my mom the sharing kind or the holding kind’
[It’s the ‘I only will have you kind’]
‘f.u.c.k my life…..’
I looked down at my mother who was looking at me, I could see a swirling deep emotion that seems to be awakening from deep within her, something dangerous seemed to be awakening from the abyss, a feeling that something which shouldn’t be awakened has awakened
‘What should I do now?’
[Well host, there is a primitive solution that many men’s have used in their life to save their life from such a situation]
‘And what’s that?’
[Run!!!!]
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