Chapter 730: Chapter 729-Take Me Now!
"Guess it all worked out in a sense."
In fact, I was ready to give some more time for Trisha to get ready, for her to reach that stage where she would willingly accept and use this forbidden power that was given to her, though in a sense I also calculated that perhaps she would do it when she met me again too.
There was a controlled reason for why I did what I did, the visions, dreams, feelings, and emotions all that played into Trisha"s mind showed my loneliness, the hard life I went through, the things I lost, and mainly the feelings of alienation that I feel, the emotions as if no one would be able to understand me.
To walk the path of the hero I have lost a lot of things I wanted. Among which n.o.body was able to walk through with me, the situation always being against me such that at times there were moments when the allies I had suddenly betrayed me and turned into enemies that I had to kill, the extreme feelings in that situation would have wrapped fully around Trisha.
It"s one of the main things I focused on, which would then shift towards the feelings of loneliness, the path of not having anybody who understands me, and more, each one showing that I don"t have a distinct person whose mind, body, and soul belongs to me, which would be slowly corrupting me from the inside.
In the script I have written, it wouldn"t be hard for Trisha to understand the fact that the G.o.ddess would have shown her this to make Trisha someone who I will be able to trust fully, someone who will be able to save my soul from being corrupted, to save me from falling into a darkness that cannot be stopped.
Of course, with the addition of the spell in Trisha"s mind, she would have understood the path that the G.o.ddess wanted her to take, but the G.o.ddess in a sense had given her a choice, she had shown everything I went through, the darkness I still feel and in a sense she had given Trisha a choice on what her next actions would be.
"In a sense, I gave her the choice."
It wouldn"t be said to be a choice if looked at from another angle, but if Trisha had chosen not to do this for me after everything I had shown her, then I would have respected her wishes and tried another method. It would have made things infinitely harder for me, but even then I would have done it. The situation was as if I had given her a choice yet not.
The nightmares haunted Trisha completely and in the end, she had made her choice but even above that, even above the feelings of pa.s.sion and love Trisha had developed for me, the main reason for her choice falls in the words of trust.
"She trusted that I would never do anything to harm her."
I thought as I shifted my hand through her back, patting it lightly, taking a feel of her soft back, guiding her relaxed mind as I looked at her face, in a sense from what she has seen and experienced Trisha has understood the fact that I am very kind, in a sense a hero and someone of good heart, the logic being formed from what she saw with her own eyes and what she saw from her nightmares.
Of course, what kind of man can be evil when he"s loved by all those beasts....right? "Sadly you made a mistake there Trisha."
I mused as I felt her soft silky hair in my hands, the trust, the emotions, the madness, and more all of them came together when she took that final action and internally placed her sense of self in my hands, everything came as I hoped but I don"t feel happiness from having destroyed such a beautiful mind.
"And I can"t even let it go too."
Trisha is too important to the plans of what I want to do next, hence I will keep complaining about it and cursing for it in my mind but it"s all that I will be able to do, in return what I can give her is to make her the happiest woman, to give her all kinds of happiness, and to make sure that no one will ever be able to hurt her.
It"s all I will be able to do now and even now some parts are still left to correct, thus with a hardened heart I slowly started to make changes to the mind and workings of this beautiful elven teacher of mine, adding simple details of changes that would give the best results that I want.
With precision, I made changes to the thoughts and emotions that Trisha has towards her brother, binding them with another layer of disdain, dislike, hate, and a mild desire to see him ruined, I made some more extreme changes to her psyche, where her emotions, duties, and loyalty towards me would always come above any kind of emotions she earns now and in the future.
The programming took some time till. where when I ask she would kill her own family without much guilt weighing on her heart, I even added a small s.a.d.i.s.tic touch which would love to see her brother burn within the manipulations of hate and dislike.
That wasn"t the end as I made some changes to the emotions she holds for me while controlling the desire of jealousy and such, the perfect woman that shall help me with what I want soon taking place, the emotions of love being set very high, with desires for me and such, along with a small twisted desire to get me whatever I want, along with the undying loyalty to be the only one for me, soon within moments everything was done as I felt the changes slowly sink in and start the transformations.
"We will be having a lot of fun, my big elf."
I mused as I kissed her forehead of Trisha, I felt a bit tired as I held Trisha tightly and leaned back into the chair I went to a soft slumber, not before informing Farah to keep an eye on the surroundings and to inform me when things require a bit more of my touch.
...... I felt the weight on my body shift a bit, as my body feeling much more relaxed opened its eyes, my sight first coming up on Trisha who was awake and looking at me with doting, loving respectful loyal eyes as I blinked my eyes at her.
"Good morning, master."
Trisha spoke, her voice containing the infinite emotions she holds towards me, as I with a smile leaned forward and pressed a kiss on her forehead.
"Good morning my love."
My words flowed smoothly to which Trisha blushed, her face earning its healthy red as those cute little elven ears of hers started to tremble up and down.
"Cute"
I spoke as I leaned in and took a sip of her lips, this action making her body tremble in my embrace a her hands cute donto my shirt, with practice experience which I so much have I slowly targeted dot at her lips, the subtle taste of cherries filling my mouth as the two of us holding each other just kept tasting each other.
After a moment of sudden gentle pa.s.sion, I took my lips away from her, Trisha"s body no doubt hot as, nice trembling breaths kept leaving her mouth, her eyes hazy, as I could see the l.u.s.t in her eyes Triash started to grind her lower half against mind, the pa.s.sion and desire in her ever clear as she looked at me.
My d.i.c.k hardened as it pressed against her a.s.s as I looked at her with a smirk.
"We can"t do it now, how about I leave to my room and you pull me to your room?"
My words made her pout but she understood the reason after which we tidied ourselves and called the head maid to which Trisha poked in a gentle voice.
"Take student Austin to his room, let him get some rest"
The head maid nodded her head at those words as she led me to the room, and within a few minutes after this Trisha appeared back in the room, and she didn"t even take a moment after which she jumped on me, holding me tight.