"Yes, I am," responded his father, promptly. "But I"ll see you again before you go. I want to give you some advice."
"I"m not going," said Joe. "Not going to leave Canaan, I mean. Where will I find Eugene?"
"At the Tocsin office; he"s the a.s.sistant editor. Judge Pike bought the Tocsin last year, and he thinks a good deal of Eugene. Don"t forget I said to come to see me again before you go."
Joe came over to the older man and held out his hand. "Shake hands, father," he said. Mr. Louden looked at him out of small implacable eyes, the steady hostility of which only his wife or the imperious Martin Pike, his employer, could quell. He shook his head.
"I don"t see any use in it," he answered. "It wouldn"t mean anything.
All my life I"ve been a hard-working man and an abiding man. Before you got in trouble you never did anything you ought to; you ran with the lowest people in town, and I and all your folks were ashamed of you. I don"t see that we"ve got a call to be any different now." He swung round to his desk emphatically, on the last word, and Joe turned away and went out quietly.
But it was a bright morning to which he emerged from the outer doors of the factory, and he made his way towards Main Street at a lively gait.
As he turned the corner opposite the "National House," he walked into Mr. Eskew Arp. The old man drew back angrily.
"Lord "a" mercy!" cried Joe, heartily. "It"s Mr. Arp! I almost ran you down!" Then, as Mr. Arp made no response, but stood stock-still in the way, staring at him fiercely, "Don"t you know me, Mr. Arp?" the young man asked. "I"m Joe Louden."
Eskew abruptly thrust his face close to the other"s. "NO FREE SEATS!"
he hissed, savagely; and swept across to the hotel to set his world afire.
Joe looked after the irate, receding figure, and watched it disappear into the Main Street door of the "National House." As the door closed, he became aware of a mighty shadow upon the pavement, and turning, beheld a fat young man, wearing upon his forehead a scar similar to his own, waddling by with eyes fixed upon him.
"How are you, Norbert?" Joe began. "Don"t you remember me? I--" He came to a full stop, as the fat one, thrusting out an under lip as his only token of recognition, pa.s.sed balefully on.
Joe proceeded slowly until he came to the Tocsin building. At the foot of the stairway leading up to the offices he hesitated for a few moments; then he turned away and walked towards the quieter part of Main Street. Most of the people he met took no notice of him, only two or three giving him second glances of half-cognizance, as though he reminded them of some one they could not place, and it was not until he had come near the Pike Mansion that he saw a full recognition in the eyes of one of the many whom he knew, and who had known him in his boyhood in the town. A lady, turning a corner, looked up carelessly, and then half-stopped within a few feet of him, as if startled. Joe"s cheeks went a sudden crimson; for it was the lady of his old dreams.
Seven years had made Mamie Pike only prettier. She had grown into her young womanhood with an ampleness that had nothing of oversufficiency in it, nor anywhere a threat that some day there might be too much of her. Not quite seventeen when he had last seen her, now, at twenty-four, her amber hair elaborately becoming a plump and regular face, all of her old charm came over him once more, and it immediately seemed to him that he saw clearly his real reason for coming back to Canaan. She had been the Rich-Little-Girl of his child days, the golden princess playing in the Palace-Grounds, and in his early boyhood (until he had grown wicked and shabby) he had been sometimes invited to the Pike Mansion for the games and ice-cream of the daughter of the house, before her dancing days began. He had gone timidly, not daring ever to "call" her in "Quaker Meeting" or "Post-office," but watching her reverently and surrept.i.tiously and continually. She had always seemed to him the one thing of all the world most rare, most mysterious, most unapproachable. She had not offered an apparition less so in those days when he began to come under the suspicion of Canaan, when the old people began to look upon him hotly, the young people coldly. His very exclusion wove for him a glamour about her, and she was more than ever his moon, far, lovely, unattainable, and brilliant, never to be reached by his lifted arms, but only by his lifted eyes. Nor had his long absence obliterated that light; somewhere in his dreams it always had place, shining, perhaps, with a fainter l.u.s.tre as the years grew to seven, but never gone altogether.
Now, at last, that he stood in her very presence again, it sprang to the full flood of its old brilliance--and more!
As she came to her half-stop of surprise, startled, he took his courage in two hands, and, lifting his hat, stepped to her side.
"You--you remember me?" he stammered.
"Yes," she answered, a little breathlessly.
"Ah, that"s kind of you!" he cried, and began to walk on with her, unconsciously. "I feel like a returned ghost wandering about--invisible and unrecognized. So few people seem to remember me!"
"I think you are wrong. I think you"ll find everybody remembers you,"
she responded, uneasily.
"No, I"m afraid not," he began. "I--"
"I"m afraid they do!"
Joe laughed a little. "My father was saying something like that to me a while ago. He meant that they used to think me a great scapegrace here. Do you mean that?"
"I"d scarcely like to say," she answered, her face growing more troubled; for they were close on the imperial domain.
"But it"s long ago--and I really didn"t do anything so outrageous, it seems to me." He laughed again. "I know your father was angry with me once or twice, especially the night I hid on your porch to watch you--to watch you dance, I mean. But, you see, I"ve come back to rehabilitate myself, to--"
She interrupted him. They were not far from her gate, and she saw her father standing in the yard, directing a painter who was at work on one of the cast-iron deer. The Judge was apparently in good spirits, laughing with the workman over some jest between them, but that did not lessen Mamie"s nervousness.
"Mr. Louden," she said, in as kindly a tone as she could, "I shall have to ask you not to walk with me. My father would not like it."
Joe stopped with a jerk.
"Why, I--I thought I"d go in and shake hands with him,--and tell him I--"
Astonishment that partook of terror and of awe spread itself instantly upon her face.
"Good gracious!" she cried. "NO!"
"Very well," said Joe, humbly. "Good-bye."
He was too late to get away with any good grace. Judge Pike had seen them, and, even as Joe turned to go, rushed down to the gate, flung it open, and motioned his daughter to enter. This he did with one wide sweep of his arm, and, with another sweep, forbade Joe to look upon either moon OR sun. It was a magnificent gesture: it excluded the young man from the street, Judge Pike"s street, and from the town, Judge Pike"s town. It swept him from the earth, abolished him, denied him the right to breathe the common air, to be seen of men; and, at once a headsman"s stroke and an excommunication, destroyed him, soul and body, thus rebuking the silly Providence that had created him, and repairing Its mistake by annihilating him. This hurling Olympian gesture smote the street; the rails of the car-track sprang and quivered with the shock; it thundered, and, amid the dumfounding uproar of the wrath of a G.o.d, the Will of the Canaanite Jove wrote the words in fiery letters upon the ether:
"CEASE TO BE!"
Joe did not go in to shake hands with Judge Pike.
He turned the next corner a moment later, and went down the quiet street which led to the house which had been his home. He did not glance at that somewhat grim edifice, but pa.s.sed it, his eyes averted, and stopped in front of the long, ramshackle cottage next door. The windows were boarded; the picket-fence dropped even to the ground in some sections; the chimneys sagged and curved; the roof of the long porch sprinkled shingles over the unkempt yard with every wind, and seemed about to fall. The place was desolate with long emptiness and decay: it looked like a Haunted House; and nailed to the padlocked gate was a sign, half obliterated with the winters it had fronted, "For Sale or Rent."
Joe gat him meditatively back to Main Street and to the Tocsin building. This time he did not hesitate, but mounted the stairs and knocked upon the door of the a.s.sistant editor.
"Oh," said Eugene. "YOU"VE turned up, you?"
Mr. Bantry of the Tocsin was not at all the Eugene rescued from the "Straw-Cellar." The present gentleman was more the electric Freshman than the frightened adventurer whom Joe had encountered in New York.
It was to be seen immediately that the a.s.sistant editor had nothing undaintily business-like about him, nor was there the litter on his desk which one might have expected. He had the air of a gentleman dilettante who amused himself slightly by spending an hour or two in the room now and then. It was the evolution to the perfect of his Freshman manner, and his lively apparel, though somewhat chastened by an older taste, might have been foretold from that which had smitten Canaan seven years before. He sat not at the orderly and handsome desk, but lay stretched upon a divan of green leather, smoking a cigar of purest ray and reading sleepily a small verse-looking book in morocco. His occupation, his general air, the furniture of the room, and his t.i.tle (doubtless equipped with a corresponding salary) might have inspired in an observant cynic the idea that here lay a pet of Fortune, whose position had been the fruit of nepotism, or, mayhap, a successful wooing of some daughter, wife, or widow. Eugene looked competent for that.
"I"ve come back to stay, "Gene," said Joe.
Bantry had dropped his book and raised himself on an elbow.
"Exceedingly interesting," he said. "I suppose you"ll try to find something to do. I don"t think you could get a place here; Judge Pike owns the Tocsin, and I greatly fear he has a prejudice against you."
"I expect he has," Joe chuckled, somewhat sadly. "But I don"t want newspaper work. I"m going to practice law."
"By Jove! you have courage, my festive prodigal. VRAIMENT!"
Joe c.o.c.ked his head to one side with his old look of the friendly puppy. "You always did like to talk that noveletty way, "Gene, didn"t you?" he said, impersonally.
Eugene"s color rose. "Have you saved up anything to starve on?" he asked, crisply.
"Oh, I"m not so badly off. I"ve had a salary in an office for a year, and I had one pretty good day at the races--"
"You"d better go back and have another," said his step-brother. "You don"t seem to comprehend your standing in Canaan."
"I"m beginning to." Joe turned to the door. "It"s funny, too--in a way. Well--I won"t keep you any longer. I just stopped in to say good-day--" He paused, faltering.
"All right, all right," Eugene said, briskly. "And, by-the-way, I haven"t mentioned that I saw you in New York."