"I don"t get such full Parliamentary reports nor the foreign correspondence."
"Good Lord! what next?"
"I think you must blame me," said Vida, speaking for the first time.
"I"m afraid you"ll find it"s only since I"ve been here that Janet has broken loose and taken in an extra copy."
"Oh, it"s on your account, is it?" he grumbled, but the edge had gone out of his ill-humour. "I suppose you _have_ to keep up with politics or you couldn"t keep the ball rolling as you did last night?"
"Yes," said Vida, with an innocent air. "It is well known what superhuman efforts we have to make before we can qualify ourselves to talk to men."
"Hm!" grumbled Fox-Moore. "I never saw _you_ at a loss."
"You did last night."
"No, I didn"t. I saw you getting on like a house afire with Haycroft and the beguiling Borrodaile. It"s a pity all the decent men are married."
Mrs. Fox-Moore allowed her own coffee to get cold while she hovered over the sacred rite of scientific tea-making. Mr. Fox-Moore, talking to Vida about the Foreign Office reception, to which they had all gone on after the Tunbridges" dinner, kept watching with a kind of half-absent-minded scorn his wife"s fussily punctilious pains to prepare the brew "his way." When all was ready and the tea steaming on its way to him in the hands of its hara.s.sed maker, he curtly declined it, got up, and left the room. A moment after, the shutting of the front door announced the beginning of yet another of the master"s absences.
"How can you stand it?" said Vida, under her breath.
"Oh, I don"t mind his going away," said the other, dully.
"No; but his coming back!"
"One of the things I"m grateful to Donald for"--she spoke as if there were plenty more--"he is very good to you, Vida." And in her tone there was criticism of the beneficiary.
"You mean, he"s not as rude to me as he is to you?"
"He is even forbearing. And you--you rather frighten me sometimes."
"I see that."
"It would be very terrible for _me_ if he took it into his head not to like you."
"If he took it into his head to forbid your having me here, you mean."
"But even when you aren"t polite he just laughs. Still, he"s not a patient man."
"Do you think you have to tell me that?"
"No, dear, only to remind you not to try him too far. For my sake, Vida, don"t ever do that."
She put out her yellow, parchment-like hand, and her sister closed hers over it an instant.
"Here"s the hot milk," said Vida. "Now we"ll have some more coffee."
"Are you coming with me to-day?" Mrs. Fox-Moore asked quite cheerfully for her as the servant shut the door.
"Oh, is this Friday? N--no." The younger woman looked at the chill grey world through the window, and followed up the hesitating negative with a quite definite, "I couldn"t stand slums to-day." The two exchanged the look that means, "Here we are again up against this recurring difference." But there was no ill-humour in either face as their eyes met.
Between these two daughters of one father existed that sort of haunting family resemblance often seen between two closely related persons, despite one being attractive and the other in some way repellent. The observer traces the same lines in each face, the same intensification of "the family look" in the smile, and yet knows that the slight disparity in age fails to account for a difference wide as the poles.
And not alone difference of taste, of environment and experience, not these alone make up the sum of their unlikeness. You had only to look from the fresh simplicity of white muslin blouse and olive-coloured cloth in the one case, to the ungainly expensiveness of the black silk gown of the married woman, in order to get from the first a sense of dainty morning freshness, and from Mrs. Fox-Moore not alone a lugubrious _memento mori_ sort of impression, but that more disquieting reminder of the ugly and over-elaborate thing life is to many an estimable soul.
Janet Fox-Moore had the art of rubbing this dark fact in till, so to speak, the black came off. She seemed to achieve it partly by dint of wearing (instead of any relief of lace or even of linen at her throat) a hard band of that pa.s.s.e.m.e.nterie secretly so despised of the little Tunbridges. This device did not so much "finish off" the neck of Mrs.
Fox-Moore"s gowns, as allow the funereal dulness of them to overflow on to her brown neck. It even cast an added shadow on her sallow cheek. The figure of the older woman, gaunt and thin enough, announced the further constriction of the corset. By way of revenge the sharp shoulder-blades poked the corset out till it defined a ridge in the black silk back. In front, too, the slab-like figure declined co-operation with the corset, and withdrew, leaving a hiatus that the silk bodice clothed though it did not conceal. You could not have told whether the other woman wore that ancient invention for a figure insufficient or over-exuberant. As you followed her movements, easy with the ease of a child, while she walked or stooped or caught up the fragile Doris, or raised her arm to take a book from the shelf, you got an impression of a physique in perfect because unconscious harmony with its environment. If, on the contrary, you watched but so much as the nervous, uncertain hand of the other woman, you would know here was one who had spent her years in alternately grasping the nettle and letting it go--reaping only stings in life"s fair fields. Easy for any one seeing her in these days (though she wasn"t thirty-six) to share Mrs. Freddy"s incredulous astonishment at hearing from Haycroft the night before that Janet Levering had been "the beauty of her family." Mrs. Freddy"s answer had been, "Oh, don"t make fun of her!" and Haycroft had had to a.s.sure her of his seriousness, while the little hostess still stared uncertain.
"The _lines_ of her face are rather good," she admitted. "Oh, but those yellow and pink eyes, and her general muddiness!"
"Yes, yes," Sir William had agreed. "She"s changed so that I would never have known her, but her colouring used to be her strong point. I a.s.sure you she was magnificent--oh, much more striking than the younger sister!"
The bloodless-looking woman who sat uneasily at her own board clutching at a thin fragment of cold dry toast that hung cheerlessly awry in the silver rack, like the last brown leaf to a frosty tree, while she crunched the toast, spoke dryly of the poor; of how "interesting many of them are;" how when you take the trouble to understand them, you no longer lump them all together in a featureless misery, you realize how significant and varied are their lives.
"Not half as significant and varied as their smells," said her unchastened sister.
"Oh, you sometimes talk as if you had no heart!"
"The trouble is, I have no stomach. When you"ve lured me into one of those dingy alleys and that all-pervading greasy smell of poverty comes flooding into my face--well, simply all my most uncharitable feelings rise up in revolt. I want to hold my nose and hide my eyes, and call for the motor-car. Running away isn"t fast enough," she said, with energy and a sudden spark in her golden-brown eye.
Mrs. Fox-Moore poised the fat silver jug over her own belated cup, and waited for the thick cream to come out in a slow and grudging gobbet with a heavy plump into the coffee. As she waited, she gently rebuked that fastidiousness in her companion that shrank from contact with the unsavoury and the unfortunate.
"It isn"t only my fastidiousness, as you call it, that is offended,"
Vida retorted. "I am penetrated by the hopelessness of what we"re doing.
It salves my conscience, or _yours_----" Hurriedly she added, "----that"s not what you mean to do it for, I _know_, dear--and you"re an angel and I"m a mere c.u.mberer of the earth. But when I"m only just "c.u.mbering," I feel less a fraud than when I"m pretending to do good."
"You needn"t pretend."
"I can"t do anything else. To go among your poor makes me feel in my heart that I"m simply flaunting my better fortune."
"I never saw you flaunting it."
"Well, I a.s.sure you it"s when you"ve got me to go with you on one of your Whitechapel raids that I feel most strongly how outrageous it is that, in addition to all my other advantages, I should buy self-approval by doing some tuppenny-ha"penny service to a toiling, starving fellow-creature."
Mrs. Fox-Moore set down her coffee-cup. "You mustn"t suppose----" she began.
"No, no," Vida cut her short. "I don"t doubt _your_ motives. I know too well how ready you are to sacrifice yourself. But it does fill me with a kind of rage to see some of those smug Settlement workers, the people that plume themselves on leaving luxurious homes. They don"t say how hideously bored they were in them. They are perfectly enchanted at the excitement and importance they get out of going to live among the poor, who don"t want them----"
"Oh, my dear Vida!"
"Not a little bit! Well, the _wily_ paupers do, perhaps, for what they can get out of our sort."
Mrs. Fox-Moore cast down her eyes as though convicted by the recollection of some concrete example.
"We"re only scratching at the surface," Vida, said--"such an ugly surface, too! And the more we scratch, the uglier things come to light."
"You make too much of that disappointment at Christmas."
"I wasn"t even thinking of the hundredth time you"ve been disillusioned." Vida threw down her table napkin, and stood up. "I was thinking of people like our young parson cousin."
"George----"