"It is some distance beyond the divisional point ahead--this cabin where you get off?" he asked.
"Yes, twenty or twenty-five miles. There is nothing but a cabin and two or three log outbuildings there--where Th.o.r.eau, the Frenchman, has his fox pens, as I told you. It is not a regular stop, but the train will slow down to throw off my dunnage and give me an easy jump. My dogs and Indian are with Th.o.r.eau."
"And from there--from Th.o.r.eau"s--it is a long distance to the place you call home?"
The Little Missioner rubbed his hands in a queer rasping way. The movement of those rugged hands and the curious, chuckling laugh that accompanied it, radiated a sort of cheer. They were expressions of more than satisfaction. "It"s a great many miles to my own cabin, but it"s home--all home--after I get into the forests. My cabin is at the lower end of G.o.d"s Lake, three hundred miles by dogs and sledge from Th.o.r.eau"s--three hundred miles as straight north as a _niskuk_ flies."
"A _niskuk_?" said David.
"Yes--a gray goose."
"Don"t you have crows?"
"A few; but they"re as crooked in flight as they are in morals. They"re scavengers, and they hang down pretty close to the line of rail--close to civilization, where there"s a lot of scavenging to be done, you know."
For the second time that night David found a laugh on his lips.
"Then--you don"t like civilization?"
"My heart is in the Northland," replied Father Roland, and David saw a sudden change in the other"s face, a dying out of the light in his eyes, a tenseness that came and went like a flash at the corners of his mouth.
In that same moment he saw the Missioner"s hand tighten, and the fingers knot themselves curiously and then slowly relax.
One of these hands dropped on David"s shoulder, and Father Roland became the questioner.
"You have been thinking, since you left me a little while ago?" he asked.
"Yes. I came back. But you were asleep."
"I haven"t been asleep. I have been awake every minute. I thought once that I heard a movement at the door but when I looked up there was no one there. You told me to-day that you were going west--to the British Columbia mountains?"
David nodded. Father Roland sat down beside him.
"Of course you didn"t tell me why you were going," he went on. "I have made my own guess since you told me about the woman, David. Probably you will never know just why your story has struck so deeply home with me and why it seemed to make you more a son to me than a stranger. I have guessed that in going west you are simply wandering. You are fighting in a vain and foolish sort of way to run away from something. Isn"t that it? You are running away--trying to escape the one thing in the whole wide world that you cannot lose by flight--and that"s memory. You can _think_ just as hard in j.a.pan or the South Sea Islands as you can on Fifth Avenue in New York, and sometimes the farther away you get the more maddening your thoughts become. It isn"t travel you want, David.
It"s blood--_red_ blood. And for putting blood into you, and courage, and joy of just living and breathing, there"s nothing on the face of the earth like--_that_!"
He reached an arm past David and pointed to the night beyond the car window.
"You mean the storm, and the snow----"
"Yes; storm, and snow, and sunshine, and forests--the tens of thousands of miles of our Northland that you"ve seen only the edges of. That"s what I mean. But, first of all"--and again the Little Missioner rubbed his hands--"first of all, I"m thinking of the supper that"s waiting for us at Th.o.r.eau"s. Will you get off and have supper with me at the Frenchman"s, David? After that, if you decide not to go up to G.o.d"s Lake with me, Th.o.r.eau can bring you and your luggage back to the station with his dog team. Such a supper--or breakfast--it will be! I can smell it now, for I know Th.o.r.eau--his fish, his birds, the tenderest steaks in the forests! I can hear Th.o.r.eau cursing because the train hasn"t come, and I"ll wager he"s got fish and caribou tenderloin and partridges just ready for a final turn in the roaster. What do you say? Will you get off with me?"
"It is a tempting offer to a hungry man, Father."
The Little Missioner chuckled elatedly.
"Hunger!--that"s the real medicine of the G.o.ds, David, when the belt isn"t drawn too tight. If I want to know the nature and quality of a man I ask about his stomach. Did you ever know a man who loved to eat who wasn"t of a pretty decent sort? Did you ever know of a man who loved pie--who"d go out of his way to get pie--that didn"t have a heart in him bigger than a pumpkin? I guess you didn"t. If a man"s got a good stomach he isn"t a grouch, and he won"t stick a knife into your back; but if he eats from habit--or necessity--he isn"t a beautiful character in the eyes of nature, and there"s pretty sure to be a cog loose somewhere in his makeup. I"m a grub-scientist, David. I warn you of that before we get off at Th.o.r.eau"s. I love to eat, and the Frenchman knows it. That"s why I can smell things in that cabin, forty miles away."
He was rubbing his hands briskly and his face radiated such joyous antic.i.p.ation as he talked that David unconsciously felt the spirit of his enthusiasm. He had gripped one of Father Roland"s hands and was pumping it up and down almost before he realized what he was doing.
"I"ll get off with you at Th.o.r.eau"s," he exclaimed, "and later, if I feel as I do now, and you still want my company, I"ll go on with you into the north country!"
A slight flush rose into his thin cheeks and his eyes shone with a freshly lighted enthusiasm. As Father Roland saw the change in him his hands closed over David"s.
"I knew you had a splendid stomach in you from the moment you finished telling me about the woman," he cried exultantly. "I knew it, David. And I do want your company--I want it as I never wanted the company of another man!"
"That is the strange part of it," replied David, a slight quiver in his voice. He drew away his hands suddenly and with a jerk brought himself to his feet. "Good G.o.d! look at me!" he cried. "I am a wreck, physically. It would be a lie if you told me I am not. See these hands--these arms! I"m down and out. I"m weak as a dog, and the stomach you speak of is a myth. I haven"t eaten a square meal in a year. Why do you want me as a companion? Why do you think it would be a pleasure for you to drag a decrepit misfit like myself up into a country like yours?
Is it because of your--your code of faith? Is it because you think you may save a soul?"
He was breathing deeply. As he excoriated himself and bared his weakness the hot blood crept slowly into his face.
"Why do you want me to go?" he demanded. "Why don"t you ask some man with red blood in his veins and a heart that hasn"t been burned out? Why have you asked me?"
Father Roland made as if to speak, and then caught himself. Again for a pa.s.sing flash there came that mysterious change in him, a sudden dying out of the enthusiasm in his eyes, and a grayness in his face that came and went like a shadow of pain. In another moment he was saying:
"I"m not playing the part of the good Samaritan, David. I"ve got a personal and a selfish reason for wanting you with me. It may be possible--just possible, I say--that I need you even more than you will need me." He held out his hand. "Let me have your checks and I"ll go ahead to the baggage car and arrange to have your dunnage thrown off with mine at the Frenchman"s."
David gave him the checks, and sat down after he had gone. He began to realize that, for the first time in many months, he was taking a deep and growing interest in matters outside his own life. The night and its happenings had kindled a strange fire within him, and the warmth of this fire ran through his veins and set his body and his brain tingling curiously. New forces were beginning to fight his own malady. As he sat alone after Father Roland had gone, his mind had dragged itself away from the East; he thought of a woman, but it was the woman in the third coach back. Her wonderful eyes haunted him--their questing despair, the strange pain that seemed to burn like glowing coals in their depths. He had seen not only misery and hopelessness in them; he had seen tragedy; and they troubled him. He made up his mind to tell Father Roland about her when he returned from the baggage car, and take him to her.
And who was Father Roland? For the first time he asked himself the question. There was something of mystery about the Little Missioner that he found as strange and unanswerable as the thing he had seen in the eyes of the woman in the third car back. Father Roland had not been asleep when he looked in and saw him hunched down in his corner near the window, just as a little later he had seen the woman crumpled down in hers. It was as if the same oppressing hand had been upon them in those moments. And why had Father Roland asked him of all men to go with him as a comrade into the North? Following this he asked himself the still more puzzling question: Why had he accepted the invitation?
He stared out into the night, as if that night held an answer for him.
He had not noticed until now that the storm had ceased its beating against the window. It was not so black outside. With his face close to the gla.s.s he could make out the dark wall of the forest. From the rumble of the trucks under him he knew that the two engines were making good time. He looked at his watch. It was a quarter of twelve. They had been travelling for half an hour and he figured that the divisional point ahead would be reached by midnight. It seemed a very short time after that when he heard the tiny bell in his watch tinkle off the hour of twelve. The last strokes were drowned in a shrill blast of the engine whistle, and a moment later he caught the dull glow of lights in the hollow of a wide curve the train was making.
Father Roland had told him the train would wait at this point fifteen minutes, and even now he heard the clanging of handbells announcing the fact that hot coffee, sandwiches, and ready-prepared suppers were awaiting the half-starved pa.s.sengers. The trucks grated harshly, the whirring groan of the air-brakes ran under him like a great sigh, and suddenly he was looking down into the face of a pop-eyed man who was clanging a bell, with all the strength of his right arm, under his window, and who, with this labour, was emitting a husky din of "Supper--supper "ot an" ready at the Royal" in his vain effort to drown the compet.i.tion of a still more raucous voice that was bellowing: ""Ot steaks _an"_ liver"n onions at the Queen Alexandry!" As David made no movement the man under his window stretched up his neck and yelled a personal invitation, "W"y don"t you come out and eat, old chap? You"ve got fifteen minutes an" mebby "arf an "our; supper--supper "ot an" ready at the Royal!" Up and down the length of the dimly lighted platform David heard that clangor of bells, and as if determined to capture his stomach or die, the pop-eyed man never moved an inch from his window, while behind him there jostled and hurried an eager and steadily growing crowd of hungry people.
David thought again of the woman in the third coach back. Was she getting off here, he wondered? He went to the door of the smoking compartment and waited another half minute for Father Roland. It was quite evident that his delay was occasioned by some difficulty in the baggage car, a difficulty which perhaps his own presence might help to straighten out. He hesitated between the thought of joining the Missioner and the stronger impulse to go back into the third coach. He was conscious of a certain feeling of embarra.s.sment as he returned for the third time to look at her. He was not anxious for her to see him again unless Father Roland was with him. His hesitancy, if it was not altogether embarra.s.sment, was caused by the fear that she might quite naturally regard his interest in a wrong light. He was especially sensitive upon that point, and had always been. The fact that she was not a young woman, and that he had seen her dark hair finely threaded with gray, made no difference with him in his peculiarly chivalric conception of man"s att.i.tude toward woman. He did not mean to impress himself upon her; this time he merely wanted to see whether she had roused herself, or had left the car. At least this was the trend of his mental argument as he entered the third coach.
The car was empty. The woman was gone. Even the old man who had hobbled in on crutches at the last station had hobbled out again in response to the clanging bells. When he came to the seat where the woman had been, David paused, and would have turned back had he not chanced to look out through the window. He was just in time to catch the quick upturn of a pa.s.sing face. It was _her_ face. She saw him and recognized him; she seemed for a moment to hesitate; her eyes were filled again with that haunting fire; her lips trembled as if about to speak; and then, like a mysterious shadow, she drifted out of his vision into darkness.
For a s.p.a.ce he remained in his bent and staring att.i.tude, trying to pierce the gloom into which she had disappeared. As he drew back from the window, wondering what she must think of him, his eyes fell to the seat where she had been sitting, and he saw that she had left something behind.
It was a very thin package, done up in a bit of newspaper and tied with a red string. He picked it up and turned it over in his hands. It was five or six inches in width and perhaps eight in length, and was not more than half an inch in thickness. The newspaper in which the object was wrapped was worn until the print was almost obliterated.
Again he looked out through the window. Was it a trick of his eyes, he wondered, or did he see once more that pale and haunting face in the gloom just beyond the lampglow? His fingers closed a little tighter upon the thin packet in his hand. At least he had found an excuse; if she was still there--if he could find her--he had an adequate apology for going to her. She had forgotten something; it was simply a matter of courtesy on his part to return it. As he alighted into the half foot of snow on the platform he could have given no other reason for his action. His mind could not clarify itself; it had no cohesiveness of purpose or of emotion at this particular juncture. It was as if a strange and magnetic undertow were drawing him after her. And he obeyed the impulse. He began seeking for her, with the thin packet in his hand.
CHAPTER IV
David followed where he fancied he had last seen the woman"s face and caught himself just in time to keep from pitching over the edge of the platform. Beyond that there was a pit of blackness. Surely she had not gone there.
Two or three of the bells were still clanging, but with abated enthusiasm; from the dimly lighted platform, grayish-white in the ghostly flicker of the oil lamps, the crowd of hungry pa.s.sengers was ebbing swiftly in its quest of food and drink; a last half-hearted bawling of the virtue to be found in the "hot steak _an_" liver"n onions at the Royal Alexandry" gave way to a comforting silence--a silence broken only by a growing clatter of dishes, the subdued wheezing of the engines, and the raucous voice of a train-man telling the baggage-man that the hump between his shoulders was not a head but a knot kindly tied there by his Creator to keep him from unravelling. Even the promise of a fight--at least of a blow or two delivered in the gray gloom of the baggage-man"s door--did not turn David from his quest. When he returned, a few minutes later, two or three sympathetic friends were nursing the baggage-man back into consciousness. He was about to pa.s.s the group when some one gripped his arm, and a familiar and joyous chuckle sounded in his ear. Father Roland stood beside him.
"Dear Father in Heaven, but it was a _terrible_ blow, David!" cried the Little Missioner, his face dancing in the flare of the baggage-room lamps. "It was a tre_men_dous blow--straight out from his shoulders like a battering ram, and hard as rock! It put him to sleep like a baby. Did you see it?"
"I didn"t," said David, staring at the other in amazement.