"I fear me I am as yet so far out of the fashion as to feel some slight interest in the unravelling of the play, and I find it difficult to catch what the players say."
After that there was no more to be said, and we sat watching the stage with what amus.e.m.e.nt we might, or conversing in the discreetest of whispers. For my part I remembered that Ilga had shown no great interest in the comedy while she was alone with Marston, and I began to wonder whether our intrusion had angered her. It was impossible for me to see her face, since she held up a hand on the side next to me and so screened her cheek.
Suddenly, however, she cried:
"Oh, there"s Lord Culverton!" and she bowed to him with marked affability.
Now Culverton had ranged himself in full view with an eye ever turned upon our box, so that it seemed somewhat strange she had not observed him till now. He swept the boards with his hat, and looking about the theatre, his face one gratified smirk, as who should say, ""Tis an every-day affair with me," immediately left his station, and disappearing behind the scenery, made his way into the box. The Countess received him graciously, and kept him behind her chair, asking many questions concerning the players, and laughing heartily at the pleasantries and innuendos with which he described them. It seemed to me, however, that there was more scandal than wit in his anecdotes, and, marvelling that she should take delight in them, I turned away and let my eyes wander idly about the boxes.
When I glanced again at my companions I perceived that though Culverton was still chattering in Countess Lukstein"s ear, her gaze was bent upon me with the same scrutiny which I had noticed on the evening that we sat together in her balcony. It was as though she was taking curious stock of my person and weighing me in some balance of her thoughts. I fancied that she was contrasting me with Marston, and gained some confirmation of the fancy in that she coloured slightly, and said hastily, with a nod at the stage:
"What think you of the sentiment, Mr. Buckler?"
"Madame," I replied, "for once I am in the fashion, for I gave no heed to it."
I had been, in truth, thinking of her lucky intervention in Marston"s narrative, for by her impatience she had prevented him from telling either the date of the gambling-match or the name of the town which I was in such great hurry to reach. Not that I had any solid reason to fear she would discover me on that account, for many a man might have ridden from London to Bristol at the time of the a.s.sizes and had naught to do with Sir Julian Harnwood. But I had so begun to dread the possibility of her aversion and hatred, that my imagination found a motive to suspicion lurking in the simplest of remarks.
""Twas that a man would venture more for his friend than for his mistress," she explained. "What think you of it?"
"Why, that the worthy author has never been in love."
"You believe that?" she laughed.
""Twixt friend and friend a man"s first thought is of himself. Shame on us that it should be so; but, alas! my own experience has proved it. It needs, I fear me, a woman"s fingers to tune him to the true note of sacrifice."
"And has your own experience proved that too?" she asked with some hesitation, looking down on the ground, and twisting a foot to and fro upon its heel.
"Not so," I answered in a meaning whisper. "I wait for the woman"s fingers and the occasion of the sacrifice."
She shot a shy glance sideways at me, and, as though by accident, her hand fell lightly upon mine. I believed, indeed, that "twas no more than an accident until she said quietly: "The occasion may come, too."
She rose from her chair.
"The play begins to weary me," she continued aloud. "Besides, Mr.
Buckler convinces me the playwright has never been in love, and "tis an unpardonable fault in an author."
Marston and myself started forward to escort her to her carriage. The Countess looked from one to the other of us as though in doubt, and we stood glaring across her. Elmscott commenced to chuckle again in a way that was indescribably irritating and silly.
"If Lord Culverton will honour me," suggested the Countess.
The little man was overwhelmed with the favour accorded to him, and with a peac.o.c.k air of triumph led her from the box.
"Tis a monkey, a d.a.m.ned monkey!" said Marston, looking after him.
The phrase seemed to me a very accurate description of the fop, and I a.s.sented to it with great cordiality. For a little Marston sat sullenly watching the play, and then picking up his hat and cloak, departed without a word. His precipitate retreat only made my cousin laugh the more heartily; but I chose to make no remark upon this merriment, believing that Elmscott indulged it chiefly to provoke me to question him. I knew full well the sort of gibe that was burning on his tongue, and presently imitating Marston"s example, I left him to amuse himself.
In the portico of the theatre Marston was waiting. A thick fog had fallen with the evening, and s.n.a.t.c.hing a torch from one of the link-boys who stood gathered within the light of the entrance, he beckoned to me to follow him, and stepped quickly across the square into a deserted alley. There he waited for me to come up with him, holding the torch above his head so that the brown glare of the flame was reflected in his eyes.
"So," he said, "luck sets us on opposite sides of the table again, Mr.
Buckler. But the game has not begun. You have still time to draw back."
For the moment his words and vehement manner fairly staggered me. I had not expected from him so frank an avowal of rivalry.
"The stakes are high," he went on, pressing his advantage, "and call for a player of more experience than you."
"None the less," said I, meeting his gaze squarely, "I play my hand."
Instantly his manner changed. He looked at me silently for a second, and then with a calmness which intimidated me far more than his pa.s.sion:
"Are you wise? Are you wise?" he asked slowly. "Think! What will the loser keep?"
"What will the winner gain?"
We stood measuring each other for the s.p.a.ce of a minute in the flare of the torch. Then he dropped it on the ground, and stamped out the sparks with his heel. "Twas too dark for me to see his face, but I heard his voice at my elbow very smooth and soft, and I knew that he was stooping by my side.
"You will find this the very worst day"s work," he said, "to which ever you set your hand;" and I heard his footsteps ring hollow down the street. He had certainly won the first trick in the game, for he left me to pay the link-boy.
CHAPTER X.
DOUBTS, PERPLEXITIES, AND A COMPROMISE.
Two days later the Countess paid her first visit to my lodging. I had looked forward to the moment with a great longing, deeming that her presence would in a measure consecrate the rooms, and that the memory of what she did and said would linger about them afterwards like a soft and tender light.
We had journeyed that morning in a party to view the Italian Gla.s.s-house at Greenwich, and dining at a hostelry in the neighbourhood, had returned by water. We disembarked at Westminster steps, and I induced the company to favour me with their presence and drink a dish of bohea in my apartment.
Now the sitting-rooms which I occupied were two in number and opened upon each other, the first, which was the larger, lying along the front of the house, and the second, an inner chamber, giving upon a little garden at the back. Ilga, I noticed, wandered from one room to the other, examining my possessions with an indefatigable curiosity.
For, said she:
"It is only by such means that one discovers the true nature of one"s friends. Conversation is but the pretty scabbard that hides the sword.
The blade may be lath for all that we can tell."
"You distrust your friends so much?"
"Have I no reason to?" she exclaimed, suddenly bending her eyes upon me, and she paused in expectation of an answer. "But I forgot; you know nothing of my history."
I turned away, for I felt the blood rushing to my face.
"I would fain hear you tell it me," I managed to stammer out.
"Some time I will," she replied quietly, "but not to-day; the time is inopportune. For it is brimful of sorrow, and the telling of it will, I trust, sadden you."
The strangeness of the words, and a pa.s.sionate tension in her voice, filled me with uneasiness, and I wheeled sharply round.
"For I take you for my friend," she explained softly, "and so count on your sympathy. Yet, after all, can I count on it?"