Herkimer took it, then, as he read the figures, his face paled. Crushing it in his palm, he rose, and in a voice harsh with fury unloosed a stream of profanity that surprised his hearer.
"You contemptible, short-bred loafer!" he concluded. "What do you take me for? What makes you think I"d do such a rotten thing as that?"
Murray smiled. "You"ll _have_ to, old man. It isn"t pleasant, of course, but you won"t allow Muriel and the children to lose that money. I like your spirit, but I shall kill myself just the same, and it"s up to you to see that they are not ruined."
Again Herkimer became incoherent.
"Oh, swear as much as you please, I"m going to do it, nevertheless. I"ve made a wretched failure of everything else, but I intend to right one of my wrongs while there is time."
"Right! Wrong!" bellowed the physician. "d.a.m.n it, man! You"re asking me to help you steal a million dollars. Does that occur to you?"
"The end justifies the means in this case. You"re not rich. That twenty-five thousand--"
Herkimer flung the paper at the speaker.
"Well, if you won"t take my money, you"ll have to help me, out of friendship. At nine o"clock to-morrow morning I shall be dead.
Knowing the truth and all it means, you"ll _have_ to come.
You--_can"t--stay--away_."
"Oh, is that so?" the doctor mocked, furiously. "I"ll show you whether I can or not." He jerked his watch from his pocket and consulted it.
"There"s a train for Boston in twenty minutes and I"m going to take it.
I couldn"t get back here in time even if I wanted to. Now, kill yourself and be d.a.m.ned to you." He seized his hat and rushed out of the room, slamming the door behind him.
A moment later Murray heard a taxi-cab whir noisily away from the club-house door.
Manifestly, there were more difficulties in the way of this enterprise than he had counted upon. Without the co-operation of some reliable physician the clubman dared not do away with himself in New York; coroners are curious, medical attention is too prompt, he was too well known, the very existence of that tremendous amount of life insurance would lead to investigation. He decided to go hunting, and he knew just the right place to go, too, he thought.
Several years before he had joined a gunning club which owned a vast expanse of rice-fields and marsh lands in North Carolina, and, knowing the place thoroughly, he concluded that it offered perfect facilities for such an action as he contemplated. Accordingly, he packed his guns, wired for a guide, and boarded a train for the South that very night. In his pocket he carried a vial containing twenty-five grains of powdered cocaine.
The club launch met him at Boonville, the nearest station, and during the twenty-mile trip down the Sound he learned all he wished to know.
The shooting was well-nigh over; there were no other members at the club-house; he would have the place all to himself.
For several days he hunted diligently, taking pains to write numerous letters to his friends, and among others to Muriel. It was his first letter since their parting, and the strain of holding his pen within formal bounds was almost too much for him. It was a pity she would never understand his motives in doing this thing, he reflected. It was a pity he had never understood his own feelings before it was too late.
Manlike, he had thrown away the only precious thing of his life while searching for counterfeit joys, and, man-like, he regretted his folly now that he had lost her.
That evening he informed his guide that he intended to hunt by himself on the following morning, and in answer to the old negro"s warning a.s.sured him that he knew the channels well and was amply able to handle a canoe.
He rose early, forced himself to eat a substantial breakfast, for the sake of appearances, then set out in his Peterboro. The morning was chilly and he had purposely donned a heavy sweater, sh.e.l.l vest, leather coat, and hip-boots. He paddled down the river for a mile or more, then let his craft drift with the current. Far away on one horizon was a dark, low-lying fringe of pines marking the mainland; two miles to seaward sounded the slow rumble of the restless Atlantic; on every hand were acres upon acres, miles upon miles of waving marsh-gra.s.s interlaced with creeks and channels; nowhere was there a sign of human life.
He took the little bottle from his pocket, reached over the side and filled it with water. He replaced the cork and shook the vial until the white powder it contained was thoroughly dissolved. There were twenty-five grains of it, eight fatal doses, and he had seen that it was fresh. This time there could be no question of failure, he reasoned. Nor was there much chance of discovery, for after that drug had remained in his body for a few hours it would be exceedingly difficult of identification, even at the hands of an expert toxicologist. But there were no experts in this country, no doctors at all, in fact, this side of Boonville, twenty miles away.
He marveled at his coolness as he flung the cork into the stream and raised the bottle to his lips. His pulse was even, his mind was untroubled. He drank the contents, filled the bottle and let it sink; then rose to his feet, and, bearing his weight upon the gunwale of his canoe, swamped it.
Burdened as he was with sh.e.l.ls and hunting-gear he sank, but the cold water sent him fighting and gasping to the surface again. The blind instinct of self-preservation mastered him and, being a powerful swimmer, he struck out. He had planned too well, however. His boots filled, his clothing became wet and he went down for a second time. Then commenced a senseless, terrible struggle, the more terrible because the man fought against his own determination. He rose slowly to the surface, but the sh.o.r.e was far away, the canoe, bottom up, was out of reach. He gasped wildly for breath as his face emerged, but instead of air he inhaled water into his lungs. He choked, horrible convulsions seized him, his limbs threshed, his ears roared, his chest was bursting. He rose and sank, rose and sank, enduring the agony of suffocation, all the time fighting with a strong man"s desperation. After a time he seemed to hear shouting; something tugged and hauled at him; he discovered he could breathe again. His senses wavered, left him, returned; he saw faces bending above him. A moment later he heard his name spoken, then found himself awash in the bottom of a gamekeeper"s batteau.
As in a dream he heard his rescuers explain that they had been out in search of poachers and had rounded the bend below in time to behold him struggling for his life. They were hurrying him back to the club-house now as fast as arms and oars could propel them, and after he had gained sufficient strength he sat up.
He strove to answer their excited questions, but could not speak. A strange paralysis numbed his vocal cords; he could not swallow; his tongue was thick and unmanageable. This silence alarmed the wardens, but Murray knew it to be nothing more than a local anaesthesia due to the contact of the cocaine. He became conscious of feeling very wretched.
They helped him up to the club-house, and on the way he caught glimpses of horrified black faces. He saw the superintendent preparing to send to Boonville for a doctor, but, knowing that the launch had already left, calculated the time it would take for a canoe to make the trip, and was vaguely amused to realize that all this excitement was useless. He experienced a feeling of triumph at the knowledge that he had succeeded in spite of all.
A short time later he was in bed, packed in warm blankets and hot-water bags, but through it all he maintained that distressing dumbness.
Despite the artificial heat his hands and feet tingled, as if asleep, then became entirely numb, and he reasoned that the cocaine had begun to affect his circulation. He noted how the chill crept upward slowly, showing that the drug was working. On the mantel opposite he saw Muriel smiling at him from the morocco case and realized that she was very beautiful. After a time her outlines became less distinct, which told him that his optic nerve was becoming affected. Next the contents of the room grew hazy. That was quite as it should be.
He was much interested to note his heart action, which by now had become very erratic. Every pulsation that ran through him sounded as plainly in his ears as a drum-beat. He noticed that they were regular for a time, then gradually increased in speed until his heart raced like a runaway motor, then ceased suddenly, began again slowly, faintly, grew slower and fainter, until with every flutter he thought, "This is the end!"
When this phenomenon had been repeated time after time the sick man endeavored to a.s.sist the poison"s effect. At each feeble recovery of his heart he held his breath and strained with all his might, striving by every force of will to stop the systolic action.
As he had often heard that men live again their evil deeds in the hour of dissolution, and while he had perhaps more than the average number of sins upon his soul, he determined to die thinking only of pleasant things, if possible. He recalled his wedding-day, and pictured Muriel as she had appeared that morning. How sweet and gentle she had been, what a wonderful time it had proved for him. They had sailed for the Mediterranean on the following morning, landing at Naples, where they had spent a week. From there they had gone to Rome for three dreamlike months and then to Nice and to Cairo, all the time in a lovers"
paradise. From Egypt they had turned back to Morocco. Yes, Morocco, and how she had loved it there. Thence they had journeyed--where? To Spain, of course. Murray realized that his mind was working more slowly, which meant that the circulation to his brain was becoming sluggish. In a few moments he would be unable to think at all, it would be over--Muriel would be rich again. She was still young; she might marry some good man.
From Spain they had gone by rail to--Paris? No, the Riviera--It was very difficult to think. In Germany, he remembered, they had taken an old castle for the--From Germany they had gone--gone. Yes. Muriel was--gone!
Murray awoke to find a trained nurse at his bedside. He was still in his room at the club, and after a time reasoned that the cocaine must be working very slowly. At the first words the nurse laid a hand upon his lips, saying:
"Don"t speak, please. You have been very ill." Stepping to the door, she called some one, whereupon a man came quickly. Murray recognized him instantly as the famous Dr. Stormfield. They had met here three years previous and shot from the same blind.
"h.e.l.lo, Murray!" the doctor began. "I"m glad you came around finally.
You"ve given us the devil of a fight."
"How long--have I been ill?" whispered the sick man.
"Two days; unconscious all the time. Lucky for you that I ran down for a little shooting and happened to be on the launch from Boonville the morning you upset. We picked up your messenger on his way to town, and I got here just in time. Now don"t talk. You"re not out of danger by any means." That evening the physician explained further: "You must have suffered a terrible shock in that cold water. I never saw a case quite like it. Your heart puzzled me; it behaved in the most extraordinary manner."
"You say I"m not out of danger?"
"Far from it. Your heart is nearly done for, and the slightest exertion might set you off. If you got up, if you raised yourself off the bed, you might--go out like that." Stormfield snapped his fingers.
"I suppose my wife has been notified?"
"Yes." The doctor looked at his patient curiously. "Would you like to have her come--"
"No, no!" A frightened look leaped into Murray"s eyes. "That"s not necessary, you know." After a time he said: "Leave me, please. I"m tired."
When the doctor had closed the door he lifted himself to his elbow, swung his feet out upon the floor and stood up; then, faint as he was, he began to stoop and raise himself, flexing his arms, meanwhile, as if performing a calisthenic exercise. He was possessed by the one idea, that he must succeed while there was still time.
The nurse found him face downward upon his bed and sounded a quick alarm. All that night Stormfield sat beside him, his eyes grave, his brow furrowed anxiously. At intervals a woman came to the door, then at a sign from the watcher disappeared noiselessly. Thereafter Murray was never left alone.
A day or two later he complained of this over-attention, saying that the nurse"s constant presence annoyed him, but Stormfield paid no attention.
After a time the physician startled him by inquiring, abruptly:
"See here, Murray, what did you take?"
"I don"t understand."
"Yes, you do."