Once--perhaps a score of times, I cannot tell--was limned on the ceiling, where the cracks were, her miniature, and I knew what was coming and shuddered and cried aloud because I could not stop it. I saw the narrow street of a strange city deep down between high houses,--houses with gratings on the lowest windows, with studded, evil-looking doors, with upper stories that toppled over to shut out the light of the sky, with slated roofs that slanted and twisted this way and that and dormers peeping from them. Down in the street, instead of the King"s white soldiers, was a foul, unkempt rabble, creeping out of its damp places, jesting, cursing, singing. And in the midst of the rabble a lady sat in a cart high above it unmoved. She was the lady of the miniature. A window in one of the jutting houses was flung open, a little man leaned out excitedly, and I knew him too. He was Jean Baptiste Lenoir, and he cried out in a shrill voice:--
"You must take off her ruff, citizens. You must take off her ruff!"
There came a blessed day when my thirst was gone, when I looked up at the cracks in the ceiling and wondered why they did not change into horrors. I watched them a long, long time, and it seemed incredible that they should still remain cracks. Beyond that I would not go, into speculation I dared not venture. They remained cracks, and I went to sleep thanking G.o.d. When I awoke a breeze came in cool, fitful gusts, and on it the scent of camellias. I thought of turning my head, and I remember wondering for a long time over the expediency of this move.
What would happen if I did! Perhaps the visions would come back, perhaps my head would come off. Finally I decided to risk it, and the first thing that I beheld was a palm-leaf fan, moving slowly. That fact gave me food for thought, and contented me for a while. Then I hit upon the idea that there must be something behind the fan. I was distinctly pleased by this astuteness, and I spent more time in speculation.
Whatever it was, it had a tantalizing elusiveness, keeping the fan between it and me. This was not fair.
I had an inspiration. If I feigned to be asleep, perhaps the thing behind the fan would come out. I shut my eyes. The breeze continued steadily. Surely no human being could fan as long as that without being tired! I opened my eyes twice, but the thing was inscrutable. Then I heard a sound that I knew to be a footstep upon boards. A voice whispered:--
"The delirium has left him."
Another voice, a man"s voice, answered:--
"Thank G.o.d! Let me fan him. You are tired."
"I am not tired," answered the first voice.
"I do not see how you have stood it," said the man"s voice. "You will kill yourself, Madame la Vicomtesse. The danger is past now."
"I hope so, Mr. Temple," said the first voice. "Please go away. You may come back in half an hour."
I heard the footsteps retreating. Then I said: "I am not asleep."
The fan stopped for a brief instant and then went on vibrating inexorably. I was entranced at the thought of what I had done. I had spoken, though indeed it seemed to have had no effect. Could it be that I hadn"t spoken? I began to be frightened at this, when gradually something crept into my mind and drove the fear out. I did not grasp what this was at first, it was like the first staining of wine on the eastern sky to one who sees a sunrise. And then the thought grew even as the light grows, tinged by prismatic colors, until at length a memory struck into my soul like a shaft of light. I spoke her name, unblushingly, aloud.
"Helene!"
The fan stopped. There was a silence that seemed an eternity as the palm leaf trembled in her hand, there was an answer that strove tenderly to command.
"Hush, you must not talk," she said.
Never, I believe, came such supreme happiness with obedience. I felt her hand upon my brow, and the fan moved again. I fell asleep once more from sheer weariness of joy. She was there, beside me. She had been there, beside me, through it all, and it was her touch which had brought me back to life.
I dreamed of her. When I awoke again her image was in my mind, and I let it rest there in contemplation. But presently I thought of the fan, turned my head, and it was not there. A great fear seized me. I looked out of the open door where the morning sun threw the checkered shadows of the honeysuckle on the floor of the gallery, and over the railing to the tree-tops in the court-yard. The place struck a chord in my memory.
Then my eyes wandered back into the room. There was a polished dresser, a crucifix and a prie-dieu in the corner, a fauteuil, and another chair at my bed. The floor was rubbed to an immaculate cleanliness, stained yellow, and on it lay clean woven mats. The room was empty!
I cried out, a yellow and red turban shot across the window, and I beheld in the door the spare countenance of the faithful Lindy.
"Ma.r.s.e Dave," she cried, "is you feelin" well, honey?"
"Where am I, Lindy?" I asked.
Lindy, like many of her race, knew well how to a.s.sume airs of importance. Lindy had me down, and she knew it.
"Ma.r.s.e Dave," she said, "doan yo" know better"n dat? Yo" know yo" ain"t ter talk. Lawsy, I reckon I wouldn"t be wuth pizen if she was to hear I let yo" talk."
Lindy implied that there was tyranny somewhere.
"She?" I asked, "who"s she?"
"Now yo" hush, Ma.r.s.e Dave," said Lindy, in a shrill whisper, "I ain"t er-gwine ter git mixed up in no disputation. Ef she was ter hear me er-disputin" wid yo", Ma.r.s.e Dave, I reckon I"d done git such er tongue-lashin"--" Lindy looked at me suspiciously. "Yo"-er allus was powe"rful cute, Ma.r.s.e Dave."
Lindy set her lips with a mighty resolve to be silent. I heard some one coming along the gallery, and then I saw Nick"s tall figure looming up behind her.
"Davy," he cried.
Lindy braced herself up doggedly.
"Yo" ain"t er-gwine to git in thar nohow, Ma.r.s.e Nick," she said.
"Nonsense, Lindy," he answered, "I"ve been in there as much as you have." And he took hold of her thin arm and pulled her back.
"Ma.r.s.e Nick!" she cried, terror-stricken, "she"ll done fin" out dat you"ve been er-talkin"."
"Pish!" said Nick with a fine air, "who"s afraid of her?"
Lindy"s face took on an expression of intense amus.e.m.e.nt.
"Yo" is, for one, Ma.r.s.e Nick," she answered, with the familiarity of an old servant. "I done seed yo" skedaddle when she comed."
"Tut," said Nick, grandly, "I run from no woman. Eh, Davy?" He pushed past the protesting Lindy into the room and took my hand.
"Egad, you have been near the devil"s precipice, my son. A three-bottle man would have gone over." In his eyes was all the strange affection he had had for me ever since ave had been boys at Temple Bow together.
"Davy, I reckon life wouldn"t have been worth much if you"d gone."
I did not answer. I could only stare at him, mutely grateful for such an affection. In all his wild life he had been true to me, and he had clung to me stanchly in this, my greatest peril. Thankful that he was here, I searched his handsome person with my eyes. He was dressed as usual, with care and fashion, in linen breeches and a light gray coat and a filmy ruffle at his neck. But I thought there had come a change into his face.
The reckless quality seemed to have gone out of it, yet the spirit and daring remained, and with these all the sweetness that was once in his smile. There were lines under his eyes that spoke of vigils.
"You have been sitting up with me," I said.
"Of course," he answered patting my shoulder. "Of course I have. What did you think I would be doing?"
"What was the matter with me?" I asked.
"Nothing much," he said lightly, "a touch of the sun, and a great deal of overwork in behalf of your friends. Now keep still, or I will be getting peppered."
I was silent for a while, turning over this answer in my mind. Then I said:--
"I had yellow fever."
He started.
"It is no use to lie to you," he replied; "you"re too shrewd."
I was silent again for a while.
"Nick," I said, "you had no right to stay here. You have--other responsibilities now."