"There is such a fine atmosphere in a college town, I think," pursued the lady. "Especially in a co-educational town--don"t you think so?"
Vivian was a little surprised. She had had an idea that her admired friend did not approve of co-education. She must have been mistaken.
"Such a world of old memories as you call up, Dr. Bellair," their visitor pursued. "Those quiet, fruitful days! You remember Dr. Black"s lectures? Of course you do, better than I. What a fine man he was! And the beautiful music club we had one Winter--and my little private dancing cla.s.s--do you remember that? Such nice boys, Miss Elder! I used to call them my acolytes."
Susie gave a little gulp, and coughed to cover it.
"I guess you"ll have to excuse me, ladies," said Dr. Bellair.
"Good-night." And she walked upstairs.
Vivian"s face flushed and paled and flushed again. A cold pain was trying to enter her heart, and she was trying to keep it out. Her grandmother glanced sharply from one face to the other.
"Glad to"ve met you, Mrs. St. Cloud," she said, bobbing up with decision. "Good-night, Rella--and Susie. Come on child. It"s a wonder your mother hasn"t sent after us."
For once Vivian was glad to go.
"That"s a good scheme of Jane Bellair"s, don"t you think so?" asked the old lady as they shut the gate behind them.
"I--why yes--I don"t see why not."
Vivian was still dizzy with the blow to her heart"s idol. All the soft, still dream-world she had so labored to keep pure and beautiful seemed to shake and waver swimmingly. She could not return to it. The flat white face of her home loomed before her, square, hard, hideously unsympathetic--
"Grandma," said she, stopping that lady suddenly and laying a pleading hand on her arm, "Grandma, I believe I"ll go."
Mrs. Pettigrew nodded decisively.
"I thought you would," she said.
"Do you blame me, Grandma?"
"Not a mite, child. Not a mite. But I"d sleep on it, if I were you."
And Vivian slept on it--so far as she slept at all.
CHAPTER IV
TRANSPLANTED
Sometimes a plant in its own habitat Is overcrowded, starved, oppressed and daunted; A palely feeble thing; yet rises quickly, Growing in height and vigor, blooming thickly, When far transplanted.
The days between Vivian"s decision and her departure were harder than she had foreseen. It took some courage to make the choice. Had she been alone, independent, quite free to change, the move would have been difficult enough; but to make her plan and hold to it in the face of a disapproving town, and the definite opposition of her parents, was a heavy undertaking.
By habit she would have turned to Mrs. St. Cloud for advice; but between her and that lady now rose the vague image of a young boy, dead,--she could never feel the same to her again.
Dr. Bellair proved a tower of strength. "My dear girl," she would say to her, patiently, but with repressed intensity, "do remember that you are _not_ a child! You are twenty-five years old. You are a grown woman, and have as much right to decide for yourself as a grown man. This isn"t wicked--it is a wise move; a practical one. Do you want to grow up like the rest of the useless single women in this little social cemetery?"
Her mother took it very hard. "I don"t see how you can think of leaving us. We"re getting old now--and here"s Grandma to take care of----"
"Huh!" said that lady, with such marked emphasis that Mrs. Lane hastily changed the phrase to "I mean to _be with_--you do like to have Vivian with you, you can"t deny that, Mother."
"But Mama," said the girl, "you are not old; you are only forty-three.
I am sorry to leave you--I am really; but it isn"t forever! I can come back. And you don"t really need me. Sarah runs the house exactly as you like; you don"t depend on me for a thing, and never did. As to Grandma!"--and she looked affectionately at the old lady--"she don"t need me nor anybody else. She"s independent if ever anybody was. She won"t miss me a mite--will you Grandma?" Mrs. Pettigrew looked at her for a moment, the corners of her mouth tucked in tightly. "No," she said, "I shan"t miss you a mite!"
Vivian was a little grieved at the prompt acquiescence. She felt nearer to her grandmother in many ways than to either parent. "Well, I"ll miss you!" said she, going to her and kissing her smooth pale cheek, "I"ll miss you awfully!"
Mr. Lane expressed his disapproval most thoroughly, and more than once; then retired into gloomy silence, alternated with violent dissuasion; but since a woman of twenty-five is certainly free to choose her way of life, and there was no real objection to this change, except that it _was_ a change, and therefore dreaded, his opposition, though unpleasant, was not prohibitive. Vivian"s independent fortune of $87.50, the savings of many years, made the step possible, even without his a.s.sistance.
There were two weeks of exceeding disagreeableness in the household, but Vivian kept her temper and her determination under a rain of tears, a hail of criticism, and heavy wind of argument and exhortation. All her friends and neighbors, and many who were neither, joined in the effort to dissuade her; but she stood firm as the martyrs of old.
Heredity plays strange tricks with us. Somewhere under the girl"s dumb gentleness and patience lay a store of quiet strength from some Pilgrim Father or Mother. Never before had she set her will against her parents; conscience had always told her to submit. Now conscience told her to rebel, and she did. She made her personal arrangements, said goodbye to her friends, declined to discuss with anyone, was sweet and quiet and kind at home, and finally appeared at the appointed hour on the platform of the little station.
Numbers of curious neighbors were there to see them off, all who knew them and could spare the time seemed to be on hand. Vivian"s mother came, but her father did not.
At the last moment, just as the train drew in, Grandma appeared, serene and brisk, descending, with an impressive amount of hand baggage, from "the hack."
"Goodbye, Laura," she said. "I think these girls need a chaperon. I"m going too."
So blasting was the astonishment caused by this proclamation, and so short a time remained to express it, that they presently found themselves gliding off in the big Pullman, all staring at one another in silent amazement.
"I hate discussion," said Mrs. Pettigrew.
None of these ladies were used to traveling, save Dr. Bellair, who had made the cross continent trip often enough to think nothing of it.
The unaccustomed travelers found much excitement in the journey. As women, embarking on a new, and, in the eyes of their friends, highly doubtful enterprise, they had emotion to spare; and to be confronted at the outset by a totally unexpected grandmother was too much for immediate comprehension.
She looked from one to the other, sparkling, triumphant.
"I made up my mind, same as you did, hearing Jane Bellair talk," she explained. "Sounded like good sense. I always wanted to travel, always, and never had the opportunity. This was a real good chance." Her mouth shut, tightened, widened, drew into a crinkly delighted smile.
They sat still staring at her.
"You needn"t look at me like that! I guess it"s a free country! I bought my ticket--sent for it same as you did. And I didn"t have to ask _anybody_--I"m no daughter. My duty, as far as I know it, is _done_! This is a pleasure trip!"
She was triumph incarnate.
"And you never said a word!" This from Vivian.
"Not a word. Saved lots of trouble. Take care of me indeed! Laura needn"t think I"m dependent on her _yet_!"
Vivian"s heart rather yearned over her mother, thus doubly bereft.
"The truth is," her grandmother went on, "Samuel wants to go to Florida the worst way; I heard "em talking about it! He wasn"t willing to go alone--not he! Wants somebody to hear him cough, I say! And Laura couldn"t go--"Mother was so dependent"--_Huh!_"