"I gave you my word," said Calvin. "You can"t make me go if I don"t want to, but I tell you that I want to, and so I will. You get no better guarantee than that. You don"t have to trust me. You can do what you want."
"How do I know I won"t have nothing but trouble from you along the way, trying to run everything? The way you"re bossing me around now?"
Calvin rose from his chair. "I can see, gentlemen, that some of you are more interested in being the big boss than in overcoming whatever powers these Mexica get from all the blood they spill. I apologize for wasting your time. I hear that the Mexica castrate the big boss before they cut out his heart. It"s an honor you"re welcome to."
He started for the door.
Austin didn"t call him back. No one ran after him.
Calvin didn"t hesitate. He just kept on walking. Out into the street. And still no one ran after him. Well, doggone it.
No, there was was somebody. Jim Bowie-Calvin recognized his heartfire. And he was stopping and throwing a- somebody. Jim Bowie-Calvin recognized his heartfire. And he was stopping and throwing a- Calvin ducked down and to the left.
A big heavy knife quivered from the wooden wall right where Calvin"s head used to be.
Calvin leapt up, furious. In a moment, Jim Bowie was there, grinning. Calvin ripped out a long string of French profanities-eloquent enough that a couple of people nearby, who spoke French, looked at him with candid admiration.
"What"s got your dander up, Mr. Maker?" said Jim Bowie. "Of course I aimed right at your head. Your brother would have made my knife vanish in midair."
"I have more respect for cutlery," said Calvin. Though truth to tell, he could no more make a knife disappear in mid flight than he could stop the world from spinning. He could work with mugs because they mostly sat on the table, very very still.
"The way I see it," said Bowie, "you ain"t half the maker your brother is, but you want us to think that whatever he can do, you can do. And if that makes you mad to hear me say it, as it seems to be doing-"
"I"m not mad," said Calvin.
"Glad to hear it," said Bowie. "I"m laying it out the way I laid it out to Steve Austin. I wanted your brother because he would have guaranteed our success. He wouldn"t do it, and instead he got himself five thousand runaways to feed and no place to take them. Fine with me. But you, you want want to come with us, and I think it"s because you want a chance to show off you"re just as good as your brother, only you"re not, and when that fact becomes plain and evident, I think a lot of good boys from this expedition are gonna be dead because they counted on you." to come with us, and I think it"s because you want a chance to show off you"re just as good as your brother, only you"re not, and when that fact becomes plain and evident, I think a lot of good boys from this expedition are gonna be dead because they counted on you."
Calvin wanted to blast him into pieces on the spot. But he had his own rules, even if they weren"t Alvin"s. You don"t kill a man just for saying something you don"t want to hear, even if it is a pack of lies.
So Calvin only nodded and walked on toward the dock. "Well," said Calvin, "I reckon that"s a wise choice. You run on back to Steve Austin and tell him I said good luck."
Bowie, however, did not turn and go back. A good sign. "Look, Mr. Calvin, I"m here to ask you to come back. We just got to know-what can you do? Turning a bunch of pewter mugs into mush is thrilling, of course, but we need to know what you can do. do. You saw my knife coining early enough to dodge it, but you couldn"t destroy it in flight, which suggests that Mexica bullets aren"t gonna disappear in midair either. So before we take you along with your brag and your bossiness-and I mean that in the nicest possible way, those being traits I"m proud of in myself-before we take you along, we got to know: What exactly can you do that"ll be of practical help in our fighting?" You saw my knife coining early enough to dodge it, but you couldn"t destroy it in flight, which suggests that Mexica bullets aren"t gonna disappear in midair either. So before we take you along with your brag and your bossiness-and I mean that in the nicest possible way, those being traits I"m proud of in myself-before we take you along, we got to know: What exactly can you do that"ll be of practical help in our fighting?"
"That fog yesterday," said Calvin. "That was mine."
"Easy enough to claim you caused the weather. Me, I"ve been running winter ever since my old pap left me the job in his will."
In reply, Calvin cooled the air right around them. "I think we got us a fog starting up right here, right now."
And sure enough, the moisture in the air began to condense until Bowie couldn"t see anything else in all the world but Calvin"s face.
"All right," said Bowie. "That"s a useful knack."
"My knack isn"t fog-making," said Calvin. "Or weather, or any other one thing."
A fish flopped up out of the water onto the dock. And another. And a couple more. And pretty soon there were scores of fish flopping around on the wooden planks right among the pa.s.sersby. Naturally, some of the fishermen on the dock started picking them up-some to throw the fish back, others to try to keep them to sell. An argument immediately sprang up. "Those fish must be sick, you can"t sell them!" To which the reply came, "He don"t feel sick to me, me, a fish this strong!" Whereupon the fish flapped out of the man"s arms and back into the water. a fish this strong!" Whereupon the fish flapped out of the man"s arms and back into the water.
"If you ever need fish," said Calvin.
"Oh, yeah, sure," said Bowie. "But can you do it if there ain"t no river?"
For a moment Calvin wanted to slap him. Couldn"t he recognize a miracle when he saw one? He would have made a perfect Israelite, complaining at Moses because all they had was manna and no meat.
Then Bowie grinned and clapped him on the shoulder. "Can"t you tell when you"re being joshed, man? Of course you can come. n.o.body has a dodge-the-knife-from-behind knack and and the fog-making knack the fog-making knack and and the knack of making fish jump out of the water right up onto the dock." the knack of making fish jump out of the water right up onto the dock."
"So I pa.s.s your test?" said Calvin, letting a little p.i.s.sed-offedness seep into his voice.
"Sure enough," said Bowie.
"But do you pa.s.s mine?"
No sooner had Calvin said this than he felt a knife blade poking into his belly. He hadn"t seen it coming, not in Bowie"s heartfire and not in his body. All of a sudden there was a knife in his hand.
"If I wanted you dead," said Bowie, "would you have had time to stop me?"
"I reckon you got a knack a man can respect," said Calvin.
"Oh, that ain"t my knack," said Bowie. "I"m just dang good with a knife, that"s all."
Alvin woke only because he had to pee. Otherwise he could have slept for another ten hours, he was sure of it. There wasn"t a deep enough sleep in the world to give him back his strength.
But when he got up, he found that he was surrounded by duties impossible to avoid. Things he had to do before he could even void his bladder. Only his mind wasn"t clear, and his eyes were still bleary with sleep, and as people bombarded him with questions he found that he couldn"t bring himself to care about the answers.
"I don"t know," he said to the woman demanding to know where they were supposed to find breakfast in this G.o.dforsaken place.
"I don"t know," he said to the man who tremulously asked, in broken English, whether more soldiers would come in boats.
And when Papa Moose came to him and asked if he thought there was fever on this side of the lake, Alvin barked his "I don"t know" so loudly that Papa Moose visibly recoiled.
Arthur Stuart was lying nearby, looking like a gator sunning itself on the sh.o.r.e of the lake. Or a dead man. Alvin went and knelt by him. Touched him, because that way he could see his heartfire without exerting himself. He had never been so tired before that merely looking into somebody"s heartfire felt like an impossible burden to him.
Arthur was all right. Just tired. At least as worn out as Alvin. The difference being that n.o.body was pestering Arthur Stuart with questions.
"Let this man be," said La Tia. "You see he bone tired, him?"
Alvin felt hands on his arm-small hands, thick arm- trying to raise him up. His first impulse was to shrug them off. But then a soft voice said, "You hungry? You thirsty?" It was Dead Mary, and Alvin turned to her and let her help him rise to his feet.
"I got to pee," he said softly.
"We set folks to digging latrines," she said. "We got one not far off, you just lean on me."
"Thank you," he said.
She led him along a short path through the underbrush till he came to a reeking pit with a plank across it. "I think this wouldn"t be hard to find in the dark," he said.
"Bodies got to do what bodies got to do," she said. "I leave you alone now."
She did, and he did all his business. A lot of leaves had been piled up for wiping, and a couple of buckets of water for washing, and he had to admit he felt better. A little more awake. A little more vigorous. And hungry.
When he came back to the sh.o.r.e, he saw that La Tia was doing a good job of keeping folks calm. She had a line of people waiting to talk to her, but she answered them all with patience. But it"s not like she had a plan, nor was she organizing things for the journey ahead. Nor did it seem that anybody was working on the problem of food.
Alvin looked along the sh.o.r.e, which was teeming with people for half a mile in either direction. He also scanned for gators, which would have no qualms about s.n.a.t.c.hing any child who strayed too close to sh.o.r.e. None here so far; and now he felt strong enough that scanning for heartfires took no noticeable effort.
Mama Squirrel and Papa Moose were not too far off. Alvin started to make his way over to them. At once he found Dead Mary at his side, offering her arm.
"I"m too big to be leaning on you," said Alvin.
"You already did, and I was strong enough," she said.
"I"m feeling better." But then he did lean on her, because his balance wasn"t all that good yet, and the sand on the sh.o.r.e was irregular and treacherous, the damp gra.s.s just inland of it slippery and creased with ditches and rivulets. "Thank you," he told her again. Though he still tried not to put any weight on her.
Papa Moose strode up to him-strode, his legs showing no sign of his old limp. "I"m sorry I plagued you the moment you woke up," said Papa Moose.
"I"m glad to see you"re doing better your own self," said Alvin. "And walking well."
Papa Moose embraced him. "It"s a blessing from G.o.d, but I still thank the hands that did G.o.d"s work on me."
Alvin hugged him back, but only briefly, because he had work to do. "Mama Squirrel," he said, "you packed up a lot of bags of food."
"For the children," she said defensively.
"I know it"s for the children," said Alvin. "But I want you to consider-if folks get desperate enough, how long do you think you can keep those bags from getting hauled away? There"s farms with plenty of food not too far inland, but we need to travel together. Share this food now, at least with all the children who aren"t from your house, and I can promise you more food by nightfall-for everybody."
Mama Squirrel weighed this. He could see that it plain hurt her even to think of sharing away what her children would need. But she also knew that it would hurt to see other children starve, when hers had plenty. "All right, we"ll share it out with children. Bread and cheese, anyway. Nothing we can do with raw potatoes and uncooked grain right now."
"Good thinking," said Alvin. He turned to Dead Mary. "Do you think you can get La Tia to spread the word among the blacks, and you and your mother among the French, that children should be brought here to line up quietly for food?"
"You dreaming, you think they all line up quietly," said Dead Mary.
"But if we ask, some will," said Alvin.
"Asking is easy," said Dead Mary. She took off at a trot, holding up her skirt to hop over obstructions on the way.
People were pretty orderly in line, after all-but those adults that had no children were getting loud and angry. As Alvin walked against the flow of children and their parents queuing up for the food, one of the men with no children called out to him from the trees. "You think we don"t got hungry, mon?"
"Thank you for your patience," Alvin answered.
A stout black woman called out, "Starving to death don"t look like freedom to me!"
"You got a few good hours of life left in you," called Alvin. That won him some laughter from others, and a huffy retreat from her.
Soon he was with La Tia again, and Dead Mary and her mother. "We need to organize," he said. "Divide people up into groups and pick leaders."
"Good idea," said La Tia. Then she waited for more.
"But I don"t know any of these folks," said Alvin. "You got to do the dividing of the folks as speak English." He turned to Dead Mary and her mother. "And you have to divide up the French. And each group of ten households, tell them to choose a leader, and if they can"t choose one without bickering, I"ll pick one for them."
"They don"t like me," said Dead Mary.
"But they know you," said Alvin. "And they fear you. And for right now, that"s good enough. Tell them I asked you to do it. And tell them that the sooner we get organized, the sooner we"ll all get away from Pontchartrain and get fresh water and good food. Tell them I won"t eat till they all eat."
"You get mighty hungry, maybe, you," said La Tia.
It took longer than Alvin expected. It seemed such a simple task, but the sun was well past noon when La Tia and Dead Mary reported that everyone was organized. They had their groups of ten, and then out of each five leaders, one was chosen to head a group of fifty, and out of every two leaders of fifty, one was designated the leader of a hundred. one was designated the leader of a hundred.
The way things worked out, that gave them ten leaders of a hundred households that sat down on the sh.o.r.e of Pontchartrain as the Council, to plan the trek with Alvin, La Tia, Dead Mary, and Arthur Stuart, who was finally awake. Rien, Mary"s mother, was one of the leaders of a hundred-chosen by the people, to her surprise-and Papa Moose and Mama Squirrel weren"t counted in anybody"s group, since their household was so extravagantly large.
People fancied t.i.tles, Alvin knew, so he designated the leaders of hundred as "colonels," the leaders of fifty as "majors," and the leaders of ten as "captains."
"Reckon that makes you "general," " said Arthur Stuart.
"It makes me "Alvin," " said Alvin. "You can be general."
"I be general," said La Tia. "Not this boy. Who gonna follow this boy, him?" be general," said La Tia. "Not this boy. Who gonna follow this boy, him?"
"You will," said Alvin, "when I leave."
La Tia wanted to answer him sharply, but she held her tongue and listened while Alvin explained to the Council.
"We got no place to go," said Alvin. "I can get us north into farm country, and we"ll work out a way to get food without leaving any farmers" families to starve. But the longer we keep marching around the countryside, the bigger the armies they can raise up to destroy us. We"ve got to get out of slave-owning country, and there"s only one way to do that."
"By sea," said Dead Mary. "We need boats."
"Boats do us no good without willing crews," said Alvin. "Anybody here know how to navigate?" No one did. "But that was a good idea, all the same," said Alvin. "And I appreciate you making suggestions. That goes for everybody. No such thing as an idea that shouldn"t be suggested, at the right time and place."
"Where we go, then?" asked La Tia.
"Well, General La Tia," said Alvin-not smiling at the t.i.tle, which made her preen just a little, "only one place we can can go, where white men won"t follow." go, where white men won"t follow."
"Don"t take us to red land!" said Rien.
"We can"t stay there," said Alvin, "but maybe Tenskwa-Tawa will let us pa.s.s through. Maybe them red folks"ll help us with food and shelter. But my point is, I know Tenskwa-Tawa, and so I"m the one that"s got to go and talk to him and see whether we can use his land as our road north. Can"t send n.o.body else. So you folks is gonna have to follow General La Tia."
"But I don"t know the way."
"Go north for a while, and then find a road that leads west to the Mizzippy," said Alvin. "Be resourceful. What white folks along the way won"t tell you, black folks will."
"But what if an army comes?" said Dead Mary. "We got no fighters here, except maybe a few of the French men. We got no guns."
"That"s why General La Tia has to consult with Arthur Stuart here."
"I don"t got any guns," said Arthur.
"But you know what to do with any guns that are raised against us," said Alvin. "Every plantation you come to, you got to be there, Arthur, to make sure no guns get fired. At night, you got to make sure there"s fog keeping bad folks from finding us. You got to follow the heartfires to make sure no one strays."