Mamoulian nodded; the look on his face as he spoke was compa.s.sionate, as if he genuinely feared for what must happen next.
"You tell me something I want to believe; and you say it with such conviction I almost do. In principle I can leave, content, and you can go about your business. Except"-he sighed, heavily-"except that I don"t quite believe you enough."
"Look, this is my f.u.c.king house!" Luther bl.u.s.tered, sensing that extreme measures were needed now. The man called Breer had unb.u.t.toned his jacket. He wore no shirt underneath. There were skewers threaded through the fat of his chest, transfixing his nipples, crossways. He reached up and drew two out; no blood came. Armed with these steel needles, he shuffled to the bottom of the stairs.
"I"ve done nothing," Luther pleaded.
"So you say."
The Razor-Eater began to mount the stairs. The unpowdered b.r.e.a.s.t.s were hairless and yellowish.
"Wait!"
At Luther"s shout, Breer paused.
"Yes?" said Mamoulian.
"You keep him off me!"
"If you have something to tell me, spit it out. I"m more than eager to listen."
Luther nodded. Breer"s face registered disappointment. Luther swallowed hard before speaking. He"d been paid what was to him a small fortune not to say what he was about to say, but Whitehead hadn"t warned him that it would be like this. He"d expected a gaggle of inquisitive reporters, perhaps even a lucrative offer for his story to go into the Sunday papers, but not this: not this ogre, with his doll"s face and his bloodless wounds. There was a limit to the amount of silence any money could buy, for Christ"s sake.
"What have you got to say?" Mamoulian asked.
"He"s not dead," Luther replied. There: it wasn"t so difficult to do, was it? "It was all set up. Only two or three people knew: I was one of them."
"Why you?"
Luther wasn"t certain on this point. "I suppose he trusted me," he said, shrugging.
"Ah."
"Besides, somebody had to find the body, and I was the most believable candidate. He just wanted to make a clean getaway. Start again where he"d never be found."
"And where was that?"
Luther shook his head. "I don"t know, man. Anywhere, I suppose, where n.o.body knows his face. He never told me."
"He must have hinted."
"No."
Breer took heart at Luther"s reticence; his look brightened.
"Now come on," Mamoulian coaxed. "You"ve given me the motherlode; where"s the harm in telling me the rest?"
"There is no more."
"Why make pain for yourself?"
"He never told me, man!" Breer took a step up the stairs; and another; and another.
"He must have given you some idea," Mamoulian said. "Think! Think! You said he trusted you."
"Not that much! Hey, keep him off me, will you?"
The skewers glittered.
"For Christ"s sake keep him off me!"There were many pities. The first was that one human being was capable of such smiling brutality to another. The second that Luther had known nothing. His fund of information had been, as he"d claimed, strictly limited. But by the time the European was certain of Luther"s ignorance the man was past recall. Well; that wasn"t strictly true. Resurrection was perfectly plausible. But Mamoulian had better things to do with his waning stamina; and besides, letting the man remain dead was the one way he could compensate for the suffering the chauffeur had vainly endured.
"Joseph. Joseph. Joseph," Mamoulian chided. And the dark flowed on.
X
Nothing; and After
54
Having secured himself all he needed for a long vigil at the house on Caliban Street-reading material, food, drink-Marty returned there and watched through most of the night, with a bottle of Chivas Regal and the car radio for company. Just before dawn he deserted his watch and drove drunkenly back to his room, sleeping through until almost noon. When he woke his head felt the size of a balloon, and as stalely inflated; but there was purpose in the day ahead. No dreams of Kansas now; just the fact of the house and Carys locked up in it.
After a breakfast of hamburgers he returned to the street, parking far enough away to be inconspicuous, yet close enough to see the comings and goings. He spent the next three days-in which the temperature rose from the high seventies into the middle eighties-in the same location. Sometimes he"d catch a few minutes of cramped sleep in the car; more often he returned to Kilburn to s.n.a.t.c.h an hour or two. The furnace of the street became familiar to him in all its moods. He saw it just before dawn, flickering into solidity. He saw it in midmorning, young wives out with children, business in their walk; in the gaudy afternoon too; and in the evening, when the sugar-pink light of a declining sun made brick and slate exult. The private and public lives of the Calibanese unfolded to him. A spastic child at Number Sixty-seven, whose anger was a secret vice. The woman at Number Eighty-one who welcomed a man to the house daily at twelve-forty-five. Her husband, a policeman to judge by shirt and tie, was welcomed home each night with a ration of doorstep ardor in direct proportion to the time wife and lover had spent together at lunchtime. More too: a dozen, two dozen stories, interlocking, dividing again.
As to the house itself, he saw occasional activity there, but not once did he glimpse Carys. The blinds at the middle windows were kept drawn throughout the day and only lifted in the late afternoon, when the strongest of the sun was past. The single top-story window looked to be permanently shuttered from inside.
Marty concluded that there were only two people in the house besides Carys. One, of course, was the European. The other was the butcher that they"d almost faced back at the Sanctuary; the dog-killer. He came and went once, sometimes twice, daily; usually about some trivial business. An unpalatable sight, with his cosmeticized features, his hobbled walk, the sly looks he gave the children as they played.
In those three days Mamoulian didn"t leave the house; at least Marty didn"t see him leave. He might appear fleetingly at the downstairs window, glancing out down the sunlit street; but that, infrequently. And as long as he was in the house Marty knew better than to attempt a rescue. No amount of courage-and he did not possess that attribute in limitless supply-would arm him against the powers the European wielded. No; he must sit it out and wait for a safer opportunity to present itself.
On the fifth day of his surveillance, with the heat still rising, luck came his way. About eight-fifty in the evening, as dusk invaded the street, a taxi drew up outside the house, and Mamoulian, dressed for the casino, got into it. Almost an hour later the other man appeared at the front door, his face a blur in the deepening night, but hungry somehow. Marty watched him lock the door, then glance up and down the pavement before setting off. He waited until the shambling figure disappeared around the corner of Caliban Street before he got out of the car. Determined not to risk the least error in this-his first, and probably only, chance at rescue-he went to the corner to check that the butcher was not simply taking a late-evening const.i.tutional. But the man"s bulk was unmistakable as he headed toward the city, hugging the shadows as he went. Only when he was completely out of sight did Marty go back to the house.
All the windows were locked, back and front; there were no visible lights. Perhaps-the doubt niggled-she was not even in the house; perhaps she"d gone out while he was dozing in the car. He prayed not; and praying, forced open the back door with a jimmy he"d bought for that very purpose. That and a flashlight: the standbys of any self-respecting burglar.
Inside, the atmosphere was sterile. He began a room-by-room search of the ground floor, determined to be as systematic as possible. This was no time for unprofessional behavior: no shouting, no rushing about; just a cautious, efficient investigation. The rooms were all empty, of people and of furniture. A few items, discarded by the previous occupants of the house, emphasized rather than alleviated the sense of desolation. He ascended a flight.
On the second floor he found Breer"s room. It stank; an unwholesome mingling of perfume and rancid meat. In the corner a large-screened black-and-white television had been left on, its sound turned down to a sibilant whisper; some sort of quiz show was playing. The quizmaster howled soundlessly in mock despair at a contestant"s defeat. The fluttering, metallic light fell on the few articles of furniture in the room: a bed with a bare mattress and several stained cushions; a mirror propped on a chair, the seat of which was littered with cosmetics and toilet waters. On the walls were photographs torn from a book of war atrocities. He did no more than glimpse at them, but their details, even in the doubtful light, were appalling. He closed the door on the squalor and tried the next. It was the toilet. Beside that, the bathroom. The fourth and last door on this floor was tucked around a half-corridor, and it was locked. He turned the handle once, twice, back and forth, and then pressed his ear to the wood, listening for some clue from within.
"Carys?"
There was no reply: no sound of occupancy either.
"Carys? It"s Marty. Can you hear me?" He rattled the handle again, more fiercely. "It"s Marty."
Impatience overtook him. She was there, just beyond the door-he was suddenly seized by the absolute conviction of her presence. He kicked the door, more out of frustration than anything; then, raising his heel to the lock, he booted it with all his strength. The wood began to splinter beneath his a.s.sault. Half a dozen further blows and the lock cracked; he put his shoulder to the door and forced it open.
The room smelled of her; was hot with her. Other than her presence and her heat, however, it was practically empty. Just a bucket in the corner, and a selection of empty dishes; a scattering of books, a blanket, a small table on which lay her gear: needles, hypodermic, dishes, matches. She was lying, curled up on herself, in a corner of the room. A lamp, with a low-voltage bulb in it, stood in another corner, its shade partially draped with a cloth to keep the light level lower yet. She was wearing only a T-shirt and a pair of panties. Other articles of clothing, jeans, sweaters, shirts, lay strewn around. When she looked up at him he could see how the sweat on her brow made her hair cling.
"Carys."
At first she didn"t seem to recognize him.
"It"s me. It"s Marty."
A tick of a frown creased her shiny forehead. "Marty?" she said, her voice in miniature. The frown deepened: he wasn"t sure she even saw him; her eyes swam. "Marty," she repeated, and this time the name seemed to mean something to her.
"Yes, it"s me."
He crossed the room to her, and she seemed almost shocked by the suddenness of his approach. Her eyes sprang open, recognition flooding into them, with fear in attendance. She half-sat up, the T-shirt clinging to her sweaty torso. The crook of her arm was punctured and bruised.
"Don"t come near me."
"What"s wrong?"
"Don"t come near me."
He took a step back at the ferocity of her order. What the h.e.l.l had they done to her?
She sat up fully, and put her head between her legs, elbows on her knees.
"Wait . . ." she said, still whispering.
Her breath became very regular. He waited, aware for the first time that the room seemed to buzz. Perhaps not just the room: perhaps this whine-as if a generator were humming away to itself somewhere in the building-had been in the air since he"d first come in. If so, he hadn"t noticed it. Now, waiting for her to finish whatever ritual she was engaged upon, it irritated him. Subtle, yet so pervasive it was impossible, after a few seconds of hearing it, to know if it were more than a whine in the inner ear. He swallowed hard: his sinuses clicked. The sound went on, a monotone. At last, Carys looked up.
"It"s all right," she said. "He isn"t here."
"I could have told you that. He left the house two hours ago. I watched him go."
"He doesn"t need to be here physically," she said, rubbing the back of her neck.
"Are you all right?"
"I"m fine." From the tone of her voice they might have seen each other only the day before. He felt foolish, as though his relief, his desire to pick her up and run, was inappropriate, even redundant.
"We have to go," he said. "They may come back."
She shook her head. "No use," she told him.
"What do you mean, no use?"
"If you knew what he can do."
"Believe me, I"ve seen."
He thought of Bella, poor dead Bella, with her pups suckling rot. He"d seen enough, and more.
"There"s no use trying to escape," she insisted. "He"s got access to my head. I"m an open book to him." This was an overstatement. He was less and less able to control her. But she was tired of the fight: almost as tired as the European. She wondered sometimes if he hadn"t infected her with his world-weariness; if a trace of him in her cortex hadn"t tainted every possibility with the knowledge of its dissolution. She saw that now, in Marty, whose face she"d dreamed, whose body she"d wanted. Saw how he would age, would wind down and die, as everything wound down and died. Why stand up at all, the disease in her system asked, if it"s only a matter of time before you fall down again?
"Can"t you block him out?" Marty demanded.
"I"m too weak to resist him. With you I"ll be weaker still."
"Why?" The remark appalled him.
"As soon as I relax, he"ll get through. Do you see? The moment I surrender to anything, anyone, he can break in."
Marty thought about Carys" face on the pillow, and the way, for an insane moment, another face had seemed to peer down between her fingers. The Last European had been watching, even then; sharing the experience. A menage a trois for male, female and occupying spirit. Its obscenity touched deeper chords of anger in him: not the superficial rage of a righteous man, but a profound rejection of the European in all his decadence. Whatever happened as a consequence, he would not be talked into leaving Carys to Mamoulian"s devices. If need be he"d take her against her will. When she was out of this buzzing house, with the despair peeling the wallpaper, she"d remember how good life could be; he"d make her remember. He stepped toward her again, and went down on his haunches to touch her. She flinched.
"He"s occupied-" he rea.s.sured her, "-he"s at the casino."
"He"ll kill you," she said simply, "if he finds you"ve been here."
"He"ll kill me whatever happens now. I"ve interfered. I"ve seen his hidey-hole, and I"m going to do damage to it before we go, just so he remembers me."
"Do whatever you want to do." She shrugged. "It"s up to you. But leave me be."
"So Papa was right," Marty said bitterly.
"Papa? What did he tell you?"
"That you wanted to be with Mamoulian all along."
"No."
"You want to be like him!"
"No, Marty, no!"
"I suppose he supplies the best-quality dope, eh? And I can"t, can I?" She didn"t deny this; just looked sullen. "What the f.u.c.k am I doing here?" he said. "You"re happy, aren"t you? Christ; you"re happy."
It was laughable to think how he"d misunderstood the politics of this rescue. She was content in this hovel, as long as she was supplied. Her talk of Mamoulian"s invasions were window dressing. In her heart she could forgive him every crime he perpetrated as long as the dope kept coming.
He stood up. "Where"s his room?"
"No, Marty."
"I want to see where he sleeps. Where is it?"
She pulled herself up on his arm. Her hands were hot and damp.