The Danes Sketched by Themselves.
Vol. II.
by Various.
TOO OLD.
FROM THE DANISH OF CARIT ETLAR.
CHAPTER I.
Between Fredericia and Snoghoi the sandy and stony sh.o.r.e forms a tolerably broad tongue of land, which is called Lyngspoint. The coast stretches out long and flat, without any defence against the sea except a stone wall, and the fishermen who dwell here seem to have thought of nothing but the safe little bays that, on either side of the promontory, afford shelter to their small skiffs and protect them from the wild waves, and the blocks of ice which during winter the north-west winds drive in from the Kattegat.
Farther up on the land, the bare, desolate-looking plain of sand disappears by degrees under high banks which are overgrown by a thick, low copse of brushwood, with some stunted oak and beech-trees showing themselves as sad mementoes of an extensive wood, that formerly joined the forest of Erizo, and in the midst of which the village of Hannerup was situated. The village and the wood have both disappeared long since.
Far in among the bushes people sometimes stumble upon pieces of broken stones with their mouldering cement of lime, the last fragments of the work and walls of ages gone by: in a few years the copse itself will have vanished, and the blackbird and the thrush, whose blithe carols on the summer evenings were heard even by those sailing near in the Belt, will seek other leafy homes.
At a little distance from the sea-sh.o.r.e at Lyngspoint stand ten or twelve small cottages, built in the irregular style which is always observable in the houses of the peasantry of ancient days, and composed of hard clay framework and thatched roofs. To each cottage there belongs a small garden enclosed by a low earthen d.y.k.e, or a hedge of elderberries and the blackthorn. Behind several of them are to be seen boats turned upside down, lying in the sand with their keels exposed, and each furnished with a little gate in the stern. These boats serve as a shelter for sheep, or geese, after having become too frail any longer to carry their owners out to sea. The inhabitants of Lyngspoint are fishermen, a reserved and silent race, rough and stern like the element on which they pa.s.s so much of their time. Among them the struggles of life have no cessation--labour has no reward--time affords no day of rest, except when storms forbid them to launch their boats, or the sea is covered with ice; but such dreaded and unwelcome repose is always a.s.sociated with distress and want. The women employ themselves in their household affairs, and not unfrequently share the labour of the men, as they always share their privations. Even the ocean"s tempests are felt in common here, since every squall in which the boats are exposed to danger on the water, causes gloom and anxiety to those in the huts, who dread to lose their relatives and their means of support.
In one of these fishermen"s cottages one evening there were two persons--an old man, tall and athletic, his grey hair thin and sunburnt, his countenance decided and daring, and a woman, very youthful-looking, pale, and apparently unhappy, but nevertheless of rare beauty. He sat at a table, which was lighted by a lamp suspended by a chain from a beam in the roof, and the glare from which fell upon two long Spanish cavalry pistols which he was busy loading. She was standing at the window gazing through the dark window-panes.
It was a gloomy November evening. The storm from the seaward swept wildly along, howling dismally, while the rain beat heavily against the windows, and the flame in the lamp fluttered and flickered in the gusts of wind that rushed into the room through the open chimney. There had been a long and unbroken silence between the two occupants of the apartment; the man, while continuing his work, cast several glances towards the young woman, but always looked quickly away when she turned towards him.
At length he asked, "At what are you looking?"
"At the weather," she replied. "It will be a bad night to go to sea in."
"The weather is good enough," he muttered, gruffly. "It is all the better for being dark; the darkness will be of use to us."
So saying, he started up, buckled on a cutla.s.s, and stuck the pistols in his belt.
"Give me something to eat."
The woman spread the table for supper, and taking a pot off the fire, poured its contents into a dish, which she placed before the man.
There was again complete silence; he ate his supper without saying a word, while the young woman sat leaning back in her chair near the table, and fixed her eye on him with a sad, yet scrutinizing look.
"I am done," he exclaimed, after a little while, "and now, good-by."
"Are you going already?" she asked, sorrowfully.
"To be sure I am--it is the time agreed on, and they will be waiting for me on the sh.o.r.e down yonder."
He drew on a thick sailor"s jacket over his other clothes, and went towards the door.
"Farewell, Christine!" he said, without even turning to look at her.
Christine stretched both her hands towards him, and her trembling lips moved, but the words she would have spoken died away in a deep sigh.
The man turned round and walked back a step or two. For a few moments he stood in silent surprise, and then exclaimed, "What are you weeping for?"
"Oh, Jan Steffens!" she whispered, half aloud, as she again stretched her hands towards him, "I am so afraid lest any evil should happen to you."
The man did not take her proffered hand, and his thick eyebrows were knitted together, as he said, "How childish you are, Christine! What is there for you to be afraid of? I am going on a lawful errand, and things must take their course. Take care to put the fire out, and don"t forget to feed the watch-dog in the morning. I have locked him up in the wash-house, that he might not make a noise to-night."
So saying he turned to go, but when he had reached the door he came back once again, and exclaimed, with solemnity, "May the Lord"s protecting hand be over you, Christine!" In another moment he was gone.
The young woman laid her head on the table, covered her face with her hands, and wept bitterly. She had sat there for some time absorbed in grief, when suddenly she raised her head, for she had heard steps on the outside of the cottage. She got up and went to the window.
Presently she saw a figure in the doorway. It was that of a young man in a sailor"s dress, and armed in the same manner as Jan was.
"Good evening, dear Christine!" he exclaimed. "Has Jan gone?"
"Yes," she answered; "you will find him down yonder with the other boatmen."
The fisherman seemed to be reflecting on something, while he fixed his eyes intently upon the young woman"s face. He observed that there were tears in her eyes, and approaching her, he seized her hand.
"Christine!" he exclaimed, in a soft and sympathizing voice, "you have been weeping? Has there been any quarrel between you and your husband?"
"No," she replied, "there never has been any." And as she spoke she tried to draw her hand away, but he grasped it more firmly.
"Would to Heaven you had never seen that old Jan Steffens," he whispered; "you would have been much happier--oh, what misery we would both have escaped!"
"Would to Heaven I had never seen you, Kjeld," she answered; "then, perhaps, Jan and I might have been comfortable together."
The young fisherman"s eyes sparkled at this imprudent confession, which admitted so much more than Christine had any intention of doing.
"But what harm have I done?" he asked, gently. "We loved each other from our childish days, when we used to go to school together. Ah!
_then_ we looked forward to living together, to working together, to trying our luck together--and--being so happy! Then came Jan Steffens--and now--"
"And now I am Jan Steffens"s wife," cried Christine, interrupting him impetuously. "Never speak to me more of the past, therefore, Kjeld--it is gone! It is forgotten," she added, in a lower and sadder tone.
At that moment the light from the lamp fell upon a face, which, on the outside of the house, was intently looking in through the window. Those in the room did not observe it, and had no suspicion that prying eyes were upon them. Kjeld asked, with warmth, "Why should we not speak of the past? We have always been only like brother and sister to each other."
"Brother and sister!" said Christine, trying to smile, "what else could we have been? But I am a married woman, Kjeld, and you, like every one else, are only a stranger to me. Therefore you must not come here so often--people remark the frequency of your visits, and talk of them."
"But Jan himself has allowed them," said the fisherman. "Only yesterday, when we were coming from church, he asked me where I had been all last week, and why I had never once entered his house. He said that you had been speaking of me." Christine raised her head, and cast a surprised and inquiring look at Kjeld. He went on: "Jan said that you were longing to see me again."
"I cannot understand his conduct," murmured Christine, musingly.
"When your husband spoke thus," said Kjeld, tenderly, "why will you be harsher than he? Answer me, Christine--why may I not come here as. .h.i.therto? I ask for nothing more."
The young woman"s lips quivered, and her whole frame trembled with emotion, which she seemed struggling to overcome, as she replied, in a broken voice, "Oh, Kjeld, leave off such questions. It is a sin on your part to speak in this manner to me. Go--go, I beseech you. Jan will expect to meet you down yonder with the other boatmen."
Kjeld seemed lost in thought for a few moments; he then came close to Christine, laid his hand on her head, and tried to speak--but words failed him, and turning suddenly away, he rushed from the cottage. At the same moment the face vanished, which, from the outside of the window, had been watching the scene within.
The storm appeared to be increasing. The lamp swung, and its light fluttered in the draughts of air from the ill-secured window-frames.
When Christine found that she was alone, she crouched down close to the door, as if she wished to catch the last expiring echo of the footsteps of him who had just gone. She listened, but nothing was to be heard save the roaring of the tempest, and the sound of the rain pattering against the windows.