Afterward few impressions remained; she remembered the roses" perfume, and a very fat woman with a confusing similarity of contour fore and aft who blocked the lines and rattled on like a machine-gun saying dreadfully frank things about herself, her family, and everybody she mentioned.
Nada Mallett, whom she had not seen in many years, she had known immediately, and now remembered. And Nada had taken her white-gloved hand shyly, whispering constrained formalities, then had disappeared into the unreality of it all.
Duane, her old playmate, may have been there, but she could not remember having seen him. There were so many, many youths of the New York sort, all dressed alike, all resembling one another--many, many people flowing past her where she stood submerged in the silken ebb eddying around her.
These were the few hazy impressions remaining--she was recalling them now while dressing for her first dinner dance. Later, when her maid released her with a grunt of Gallic disapproval, she, distraite, glanced at her gown in the mirror, still striving to recall something definite of the day before.
"_Was_ Duane there?" she asked Kathleen, who had just entered.
"No, dear.... Why did you happen to think of Duane Mallett?"
"Nada came.... Duane was such a splendid little boy.... I had hoped----"
Mrs. Severn said coolly:
"Duane isn"t a very splendid man. I might as well tell you now as later."
"What in the world do you mean, Kathleen?"
"I mean that people say he was rather horrid abroad. Some women don"t mind that sort of thing, but I do."
"Horrid? How?"
"He went about Europe with unpleasant people. He had too much money--and that is ruinous for a boy. I hate to disillusion you, but for several years people have been gossipping about Duane Mallett"s exploits abroad; and they are not savoury."
"What were they? I am old enough to know."
"I don"t propose to tell you. He was notoriously wild. There were scandals. Hush! here comes Scott."
"For Heaven"s sake, pinch some colour into your cheeks!" exclaimed her brother; "we"re not going to a wake!"
And Kathleen said anxiously: "Your gown is perfection, dear; are you a trifle tired? You do look pale."
"Tired?" repeated Geraldine--"not in the least, dearest.... If I seem not to be excited, I really am, internally; but perhaps I haven"t learned how to show it.... Don"t I look well? I was so preoccupied with my gown in the mirror that I forgot to examine my face."
Mrs. Severn kissed her. "You and your gown are charming. Come, we are late, and that isn"t permitted to debutantes."
It was Mrs. Magnelius Grandcourt who was giving the first dinner and dance for Geraldine Seagrave. In the cloak-room she encountered some very animated women of the younger married set, who spoke to her amiably, particularly a Mrs. Dysart, who said she knew Duane Mallett, and who was so friendly that a bit of colour warmed Geraldine"s pallid cheeks and still remained there when, a few minutes later, she saluted her heavily jewelled hostess and recognised in her the fat fore-and-aft lady of the day before.
Mrs. Magnelius Grandcourt, glittering like a South American scarab, detained her with the smallest and chubbiest hands she had ever seen inside of gloves.
"My dear, you look ghastly," said her hostess. "You"re probably scared to death. This is my son, Delancy, who is going to take you in, and I"m wondering about you, because Delancy doesn"t get on with debutantes, but that can"t be helped. If he"s pig enough not to talk to you, it wouldn"t surprise me--and it"s just as well, too, for if he likes anybody he compromises them, but it"s no use your ever liking a Grandcourt, for all the men make rotten husbands--I"m glad Rosalie Dysart threw him over for poor Jack Dysart; it saved her a divorce! I"d get one if I could; so would Magnelius. My husband was a judge once, but he resigned because he couldn"t send people up for the things he was doing himself."
Mrs. Grandcourt, still gabbling away, turned to greet new arrivals, merely switching to another subject without interrupting her steady stream of outrageous talk. She was celebrated for it--and for nothing else.
Geraldine, bewildered and a little horrified, looked at her billowy, bediamonded hostess, then at young Delancy Grandcourt, who, not perceptibly abashed by his mother"s left-handed compliments, lounged beside her, apparently on the verge of a yawn.
"My mother says things," he explained patiently; "n.o.body minds "em....
Shall we exchange nonsense--or would you rather save yourself until dinner?"
"Save myself what?" she asked nervously.
"The nuisance of talking to me about nothing. I"m not clever."
Geraldine reddened.
"I don"t usually talk about nothing."
"I do," he said. "I never have much to say."
"Is that because you don"t like debutantes?" she asked coldly.
"It"s because they don"t care about me.... If you would talk to me, I"d really be grateful."
He flushed and stepped back awkwardly to allow room for a slim, handsome man to pa.s.s between them. The very ornamental man did not pa.s.s, however, but calmly turned toward Geraldine, and began to talk to her.
She presently discovered his name to be Dysart; and she also discovered that Mr. Dysart didn"t know her name; and, for a moment after she had told him, surprise and a confused sense of resentment silenced her, because she was quite certain now that they had never been properly presented.
That negligence of conventions was not unusual in this new world she was entering, she had already noticed; and this incident was evidently another example of custom smilingly ignored. She looked up questioningly, and Dysart, instantly divining the trouble, laughed in his easy, attractive fashion--the fashion he usually affected with women.
"You seemed so fresh and cool and sweet all alone in this hot corner that I simply couldn"t help coming over to hear whether your voice matched the ensemble. And it surpa.s.ses it. Are you going to be resentful?"
"I"m too ignorant to be--or to laugh about it as you do.... Is it because I look a simpleton that you come to see if I really am?"
"Are you planning to punish me, Miss Seagrave?"
"I"m afraid I don"t know how."
"Fate will, anyway, unless I am placed next you at dinner," he said with his most rea.s.suring smile, and rose gracefully.
"I"m going to fix it," he added, and, pushing his way toward his hostess, disappeared in the crush.
Later young Grandcourt reappeared from the crush to take her in. Every table seated eight, and, sure enough, as she turned involuntarily to glance at her neighbour on the right, it was Dysart"s pale face, cleanly cut as a cameo, that met her gaze. He nodded back to her with unfeigned satisfaction at his own success.
"That"s the way to manage," he said, "when you want a thing very much.
Isn"t it, Miss Seagrave?"
"You did not ask me whether I wanted it," she said.
"Don"t you want me here? If you don"t--" His features fell and he made a pretence of rising. His pale, beautifully sculptured face had become so fearfully serious that she coloured up quickly.
"Oh, you _wouldn"t_ do such a thing--now! to embarra.s.s me."
"Yes, I would--I"d do anything desperate."