CHAPTER IV.
"I"ve done Uncle Charles a b.u.t.ton-hole, and put it in his water-bottle,"
said Molly, in an important _affaire_ whisper, as she came into Ruth"s room a few minutes before dinner, where Ruth and her maid were struggling with a black-lace dress. "Mrs. Jones, you must be very quick.
Why do you have pins in your mouth, Mrs. Jones? James has got his coat on, and he is going to ring the bell in one minute. I told him you had only just got your hair done; but he said he could not help that. Uncle Charles,"--peeping through the door--"is going down now, and he"s got on a beautiful white waistcoat. He"s brought that nice Mr. Brown with him that unpacks his things and plays on the concertina. Ah! there"s the bell;" and Molly hurried down to give a description of the exact stage at which Ruth"s toilet had arrived, which Ruth cut short by appearing hard upon her heels.
"It is a shame to come in-doors now, isn"t it?" said Charles, as he was introduced and took her in to dinner in the wake of Lady Mary and Ralph.
"Just the first cool time of the day."
"Is it?" said Ruth, still rather pink with her late exertions. "When I heard the dressing-bell ring across the fields, and the last gate would not open, and I found the railings through which I precipitated myself had been newly painted, I own I thought it had never been so hot all day."
"How trying it is to be forgotten!" said Charles, after a pause. "We have met before, Miss Deyncourt; but I see you don"t remember me. I gave you time to recollect me by throwing out that little remark about the weather, but it was no good."
Ruth glanced at him and looked puzzled.
"I am afraid I don"t," she said at last. "I have seen you playing polo once or twice, and driving your four-in-hand; but I thought I only knew you by sight. When did we meet before?"
"You have no recollection of a certain ball after some theatricals at Stoke Moreton, which you and your sister came to as little girls in pigtails?"
"Of course I remember that. And were you there?"
"Was I there? Oh, the ingrat.i.tude of woman! Did not I dance three times with each of you, and suggest chicken at supper instead of lobster salad? Does not the lobster salad awaken memories? Surely you have not forgotten that?"
Ruth began to smile.
"I remember now. So you were the kind man, name unknown, who took such care of Anna and me? How good-natured you were!"
"Thanks! You evidently do remember now, if you say that. I recognized you at once, when I saw you again, by your likeness to your brother Raymond. You were very like him then, but much more so now. How is he?"
Ruth"s dark gray eyes shot a sudden surprised glance at him. People had seldom of late inquired after Raymond.
"I believe he is quite well," she replied, in a constrained tone. "I have not heard from him for some time."
"It is some years since I met him," said Charles, noting but ignoring her change of tone. "I used to see a good deal of him before he went to--was it America? I heard from him about three years ago. He was prospecting, I think, at that time."
Ruth remembered that Charles had succeeded his father about three years ago. She remembered also Raymond"s capacities for borrowing. A sudden instinct told her what the drift of that letter had been. The blood rushed into her face.
"Oh, he didn"t--did he?"
The other three people were talking together; Lady Mary, opposite, was joining with a bland smile of inward satisfaction in the discussion between Ralph and Evelyn as to the rival merits of "Cochin Chinas" and "Plymouth Rocks."
"If he did," said Charles, quietly, "it was only what we had often done for each other before. There was a time, Miss Deyncourt, when your brother and I both rowed in the same boat; and both, I fancy, split on the same rock. It was not so long since--"
There was a sudden silence. The chicken question was exhausted. It dropped dead. Charles left his sentence unfinished, and, turning to his brother, the conversation became general.
In the evening, when the others had said good-night, Charles and Ralph went out into the cool half-darkness to smoke, and paced up and down on the lawn in the soft summer night. The two brothers had not met for some time, and in an undemonstrative way they had a genuine affection for each other, which showed itself on this occasion in walking about together without exchanging a word.
At last Charles broke the silence. "I thought, when I settled to come down here, you said you would be alone!" There was a shade of annoyance in his tone.
"Well, now, that is just what I said at the time," said Ralph, sleepily, with a yawn that would have accommodated a Jonah, "only I was told I did not understand. They always say I don"t understand if they"re set on anything. I thought you wanted a little peace and quietness. I said so; but Aunt Mary settled we must have some one. I say, Charles," with a chuckle of deep masculine cunning, "you just look out. There"s some mystery up about Ruth. I believe Aunt Mary got Evelyn to ask her here with an eye to business."
"I would not do Aunt Mary the injustice to doubt _that_ for a moment,"
replied Charles, rather bitterly; and they relapsed into silence and smoke.
Presently Ralph, who had been out all day, yawned himself into the house, and left Charles to pace up and down by himself.
If Lady Mary, who was at that moment composing herself to slumber in the best spare bedroom, had heard the gist of Ralph"s remarks to his brother, I think she would have risen up and confronted him then and there on the stairs. As it was, she meditated on her couch with much satisfaction, until the sleep of the just came upon her, little recking that the clumsy hand of brutal man had even then torn the veil from her carefully concealed and deeply laid feminine plans.
Charles, meanwhile, remained on the lawn till late into the night. After two months of London s.m.u.ts and London smoke and London nights, the calm scented darkness had a peculiar charm for him. The few lights in the windows were going out one by one, and thousands and thousands were coming out in the quiet sky. Through the still air came the sound of a corn-crake perpetually winding up its watch at regular intervals in a field hard by. A little desultory breeze hovered near, and just roused the sleepy trees to whisper a good-night. And Charles paced and paced, and thought of many things.
Only last night! His mind went back to the picture-gallery where he and Lady Grace had sat, amid a grove of palms and flowers. Through the open archway at a little distance came a flood of light, and a surging echo of plaintive, appealing music. It was late, or rather early, for morning was looking in with cold, dispa.s.sionate eyes through the long windows.
The gallery was comparatively empty for a London gathering, for the balconies and hall were crowded, and the rooms were thinning. To all intents and purposes they were alone. How nearly--how nearly he had asked for what he knew would not have been refused! How nearly he had decided to do at once what might still be put off till to-morrow! And he _must_ marry; he often told himself so. She was there beside him on the yellow brocade ottoman. She was much too good for him; but she liked him. Should he do it--now? he asked himself, as he watched the slender gloved hand swaying the feather fan with monotonous languor.
But when he took her back to the ball-room, back to an expectant, tired mother, he had not done it. He should be at their house in Scotland later. He thought he would wait till then. He breathed a long sigh of relief, in the quiet darkness now, at the thought that he had not done it. He had a haunting presentiment that neither in the purple heather, any more than in a London ball-room, would he be able to pa.s.s beyond that "certain point" to which, in divers companionship, with or without a.s.sistance, he had so often attained.
For Charles was genuinely anxious to marry. He regarded with the greatest interest every eligible and ineligible young woman whom he came across. If Lady Mary had been aware of the very serious light in which he had considered Miss Louisa Smith, youngest daughter of a certain curate Smith, who in his youth had been originally extracted from a refreshment-room at Liverpool to become an ornament of the Church, that lady would have swooned with horror. But neither Miss Louisa Smith, with her bun and sandwich ancestry, nor the eighth Lord Breakwater"s young and lovely sister, though both willing to undertake the situation, were either of them finally offered it. Charles remained free as air, and a dreadful stigma gradually attached to him as a heartless flirt and a perverter of young girls" minds from men of more solid worth. A man who pleases easily and is hard to please soon gets a bad name among--mothers. I don"t think Lady Hope-Acton thought very kindly of him, as she sped up to Scotland in the night mail.
Perhaps he was not so much to blame as she thought. Long ago, ten long years ago, in the reckless days of which Lady Mary had then made so much, and now made so little, poor Charles had been deeply in love with a good woman, a gentle, quiet girl, who after a time had married his brother Ralph. No one had suspected his attachment--Ralph and Evelyn least of all--but several years elapsed before he found time to visit them at Atherstone; and I think his fondness for Molly had its origin in his feeling for her mother. Even now it sometimes gave him a momentary pang to meet the adoration in Molly"s eyes which, with their dark lashes, she had copied so exactly from Evelyn"s.
And now that he could come with ease on what had been forbidden ground, he had seen of late clearly, with the insight that comes of dispa.s.sionate consideration, that Evelyn, the only woman whom he had ever earnestly loved, whom he would have turned heaven and earth to have been able to marry, had not been in the least suited to him, and that to have married her would have entailed a far more bitter disappointment than the loss of her had been.
Evelyn made Ralph an admirable wife. She was so placid, so gentle, and--with the exception of muddy boots in the drawing-room--so unexacting. It was sweet to see her read to Molly; but did she never take up a book or a paper? What she said was always gracefully put forth; but oh! in old days, used she in that same gentle voice to utter such plat.i.tudes, such little stereotyped remarks? Used she, in the palmy days that were no more (when she was not Ralph"s wife), so mildly but so firmly to adhere to a pre-conceived opinion? Had she formerly such fixed opinions on every subject in general, and on new-laid eggs and the propriety of chicken-hutches on the lawn in particular? Disillusion may be for our good, like other disagreeable things, but it is seldom pleasant at the time, and is apt to leave in all except the most conceited natures (whose life-long mistakes are committed for our learning) a strange self-distrustful caution behind, which is mortally afraid of making a second mistake of the same kind.
Charles suddenly checked his pacing.
And yet surely, surely, he said to himself, there were in the world somewhere good women of another stamp, who might be found for diligent seeking.
He turned impatiently to go in-doors.
"Oh, Molly! Molly!" he said, half aloud, gazing at the darkened windows behind which the body of Molly was sleeping, while her little soul was frisking away in fairy-land, "why did you complicate matters by being a little girl?" With which reflection he brought his meditations to a close for the night.
CHAPTER V.
Molly awoke early on the following morning, and early informed the rest of the household that the weather was satisfactory. She flew into Ruth"s room with the hot water, to wake her and set her mind at rest on a subject of such engrossing interest; she imparted it repeatedly to Charles through his key-hole, until a low incoherent muttering convinced her that he also was rejoicing in the good news. She took all the dolls out of the baskets in which Ruth"s careful hands had packed them the evening before, in the recognized manner in which dolls travel without detriment to their toilets, namely, head downward, with their orange-top-boots turned upward to the sky. In short, Molly busied herself in the usual ways in which an only child finds employment.
It really was a glorious day. Except in Molly"s eyes it was almost too good a day for a school-feast; too good a day, Ruth thought, as she looked out, to be spent entirely in playing at endless games of "Sally Water" and "Oranges and Lemons," and in pouring out sweet tea in a tent.
She remembered a certain sketch at Arleigh, an old deserted house in the neighborhood, which she had long wished to make. What a day for a sketch! But she shut her eyes to the temptation of the evil one, and went out into the garden, where Molly"s little brown hands were devastating the beds for the approaching festival, and Molly"s shrill voice was piping through the fresh morning air.
There had been rain in the night, and to-day the earth had all her diamonds on, just sent down reset from heaven. The trees came out resplendent, unable to keep their leaves still for very vanity, and dropping gems out of their settings at every rustle. No one had been forgotten. Every tiniest shrub and plant had its little tiara to show; rare jewels, cut by a Master Hand, which at man"s rude touch, or, for that matter, Molly"s either, slid away to tears.
"You don"t mean to say, Molly," said Charles, later in the day, when all the dolls had been pa.s.sed in review before him, and he had criticised each, "that you are going to leave me all day by myself? What shall I do between luncheon and tea-time, when I have fed the guinea-pigs and watered the "blue-belia," as you call it--Where has that imp disappeared to now? I think," with a glance at Ruth, who was replacing the cotton wool on the doll"s faces, "I really think, though I own I fancied I had a previous engagement, that I shall be obliged to come to the school-feast too."
"Don"t," said Ruth, looking up suddenly from her work with gray serious eyes. "Be advised. No man who respects himself makes himself common by attending village school-feasts and attempting to pour out tea, which he is never allowed to do in private life."