The lamp Rose lighted showed comfortless rooms, with but few articles of furniture. It was with the deft fingers of long practice that the girl spread the faded table-cloth, laid the dishes, ground the coffee, peeled the potatoes, and cut the bread. Then presently she called her father to the meal. He ate in silence, having relapsed once more into the dull gloom natural to him. When he had finished he took up his hat and with slow steps left the room.
"No more study for me," mused Rose, and she felt both glad and sorry.
"What will Bessy say? She won"t like it. I wonder what old Hill did to her. Let her off easy. I won"t get to see Bessy so much now. No more afternoons in the park. But I"ll have the evenings. Best of all, some nice clothes to wear. I might some day have a lovely gown like that Miss Maynard wore the night of the Prom."
Rose washed and dried the dishes, put them away, and cleaned up the little kitchen in a way that spoke well for her. And she did it cheerfully, for in the interest of this new idea of work she forgot her trouble and discontent. Taking up the lamp she went to her room.
It contained a narrow bed, a bureau, a small wardrobe and a rug. The walls held several pictures, and some touches of color in the way of ribbons, bright posters, and an orange-and-blue banner. A photograph of Bessy Bell stood on the bureau and the girl"s beauty seemed like a light in the dingy room.
Rose looked in the mirror and smiled and tossed her curly head. She studied the oval face framed in its ma.s.s of curls, the steady gray-blue eyes, the soft, wistful, tenderly curved lips. "Yes, I"m pretty," she said. "And I"m going to buy nice things to wear."
Suddenly she heard a pattering on the roof.
"Rain! What do you know about that? I"ve got to stay in. If I spoil that relic of a hat I"ll never have the nerve to go ask for a job."
She prepared for bed, and placing the lamp on the edge of the bureau, she lay down to become absorbed in a paper-backed novel. The mill-clock was striking ten when she finished. There was a dreamy light in her eyes and a glow upon her face.
"How grand to be as beautiful as she was and turn out to be an heiress with blue blood, and a lovely mother, and handsome lovers dying for her!"
Then she flung the novel against the wall.
"It"s only a book. It"s not true."
Rose blew out the lamp and went to sleep.
During the night she dreamed that the princ.i.p.al of the High School had called to see her father, and she awoke trembling.
The room was dark as pitch; the rain pattered on the roof; the wind moaned softly under the eaves. A rat somewhere in the wall made a creaking noise. Rose hated to awaken in the middle of the night. She listened for her father"s breathing, and failing to hear it, knew he had not yet come home. Often she was left alone until dawn. She tried bravely to go to sleep again but found it impossible; she lay there listening, sensitive to every little sound. The silence was almost more dreadful than the stealthy unknown noises of the night. Vague shapes seemed to hover over her bed. Somehow to-night she dreaded them more. She was sixteen years old, yet there abided with her the terror of the child in the dark.
She cried out in her heart--why was she alone? It was so dark, so silent. Mother! Mother!... She would never--never say her prayers again!
The brazen-tongued mill clock clanged the hour of two, when shuffling uncertain footsteps sounded on the hollow stairs. Rose raised her head to listen. With slow, weary, dragging steps her father came in. Then she lay back on the pillow with a sigh of relief.
CHAPTER X
In the following week Rose learned that work was not to be had for the asking. Her love of pretty things and a desire to be independent of her father had occupied her mind to the exclusion of a consideration of what might be demanded of a girl seeking a position. She had no knowledge of stenography or bookkeeping; her handwriting was poor.
Moreover, references from former employers were required and as she had never been employed, she was asked for recommendations from the princ.i.p.al of her school. These, of course, she could not supply. The stores of the better cla.s.s had nothing to offer her except to put her name on the waiting-list.
Finally Rose secured a place in a second-rate establishment on Main Street. The work was hard; it necessitated long hours and continual standing on her feet. Rose was not rugged enough to accustom herself to the work all at once, and she was discharged. This disheartened her, but she kept on trying to find other employment.
One day in the shopping district, some one accosted her. She looked up to see a young man, slim, elegant, with a curl of his lips she remembered. He raised his hat.
"How do you do, Mr. Swann," she answered.
"Rose, are you on the way home?"
"Yes."
"Let"s go down this side street," he said, throwing away his cigarette. "I"ve been looking for you."
They turned the corner. Rose felt strange to be walking alone with him, but she was not embarra.s.sed. He had danced with her once. And she knew his friend Hardy Mackay.
"What"re you crying about?" he said.
"I"m not."
"You have been then. What for?"
"Oh, nothing."
"Come, tell me."
"I--I"ve been disappointed."
"What about?" He was persistent, and Rose felt that he must be used to having his own way.
"It was about a job I didn"t get," replied Rose, trying to laugh.
"So you"re looking for a job. Heard you"d been fired by old Hill. Gail told me. I had her out last night in my new car."
"I could go back to school. Miss Hill sent for me.... Was Bessy with you and Gail?"
"No. Gail and I were alone. We had a dandy time.... Rose, will you meet me some night and take a ride? It"ll be fine and cool."
"Thank you, Mr. Swann. It"s very kind of you to ask me."
"Well, will you go?" he queried, impatiently.
"No," she replied, simply.
"Why not?"
"I don"t want to."
"Well, that"s plain enough," he said, changing his tone. "Say, Rose, you"re in Clark"s store, aren"t you?"
"I was. But I lost the place."
"How"s that?"
"I couldn"t stand on my feet all day. I fainted. Then he fired me."
"So you"re hunting for another job?" inquired Swann, thoughtfully.
"Yes."