Chapter 1055: How to Let Go (5)
But how was he going to let go of her? How?
He hugged her tighter and tighter.
Mu Huan knew that he was in pain right now. This made her heart ache. If he was in pain, she would also be in extreme pain. However, she could only do this. If she didn’t do this, the pain she brought him would only be greater. Her parents had treated her that way, but she still cared so much about them. Her father’s death had also caused her so much pain.
What more his parents, who were so good to him? It would hurt him to lose them.
One could not live only for love.
“Junyan, you must know how unbearable it would be for your mother. Like this, we won’t be able to be in-laws and our lives won’t be able to continue.
“If we were to separate and not be together anymore, you could get married and have a child. With the eldest grandson they’ve always been looking forward to, your mother’s attention would be diverted. By then, even if there’s the pain of losing her father, she would be able to walk out of it very quickly.”
Even though these words made Mu Huan’s heart ache, she still said them.
This was the end of her life. No matter how painful it was, she could only hurt herself. She hoped that after they separated, he would have a happy life.
Bo Junyan let go of her and looked at her.
He didn’t know how she could say such things.
He couldn’t even imagine her belonging to another man, but she could make him marry another woman and have children with her.
“Junyan, don’t look at me like that…” Mu Huan reached out and covered his eyes. She couldn’t bear seeing his hurt gaze.
She was in so much pain that she couldn’t take it anymore…
He looked at her again.
She would really collapse.
“I don’t want to. I won’t be happy like this. Without you in my life, I’ll be worse than a walking corpse…” Bo Junyan knew that she was so determined to divorce him because she wanted him to be happy and live a good life.
But without her, how could he be happy and lead a good life?
In this world, the most painful thing was when two people who loved each other deeply could not be together.
This was not one person’s pain, but two people’s pain.
Extreme pain.
Mu Huan did not speak.
When neither wanted to let go, the pain would still force one to do so. When that happened, one wouldn’t be so unable to let go anymore.
The drug she had given Old Master Meng last time was only the first one. She would still give him the subsequent ones.
By then, he would be in so much pain that his two daughters would not be able to take it.
By then, her mother-in-law would definitely not be indifferent and would look for Bo Junyan.
By then, not only would he let go, but they might also become enemies.
She had never thought that one day, things would come to this.
She didn’t want to do this, but how was she going to stop?
At night, at the club.
Gong Zeye looked at Bo Junyan and Fu Siye, each one pouring more wine than the other. His heart ached for them.
He stepped forward and s.n.a.t.c.hed the wine gla.s.ses from their hands.
“Stop drinking like this. If you continue, you’ll get alcohol poisoning!”
“If we’re poisoned, so be it.” Fu Siye picked up the bottle and continued drinking nonchalantly.
It had been three years. He had been desperately trying not to get a divorce, but he could not get her back.
He had thought that as time pa.s.sed, it would dilute her pain, but as time pa.s.sed, all he saw was more and more despair.
She slowly walked out of his world. Her life became more and more exciting. Her life was so rich that she could no longer see him.