Chapter 1470: What Is Love (25)
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
Fu Siye’s body froze. Ever since he found out what Gu Lingyin had said to Shangguan Yu, he had been mentally prepared to tell her the truth.
But he did not expect her to suspect that she hadn’t lost her memory.
Shangguan Yu thought of something and said, “Was I hypnotized like Xiao Huan was before?”
Fu Siye: “…”
“Look at you.” Shangguan Yu had never been stupid. It was just that sometimes, even if she suspected something, she would not ask or think about it. But now, she had asked and thought about it.
“Xiao Yu…” Fu Siye looked at her and wanted to say something, but he couldn’t think of anything to say for a long time.
Everything happened so suddenly that he didn’t know what to say or do.
“Xiao Huan, can I regain my memory?” Shangguan Yu looked at Mu Huan.
Mu Huan: “…”
How was she going to answer this question?
“Xiao Yu, about the past…” He was about to say something.
“Siye, do you not want me to regain my memory?”
“I…”
“Are you afraid that I’ll leave you after I regain my memory?” If what Gu Lingyin had said was true, then it meant that Si Ye had asked someone to hypnotize her. He couldn’t get her back, so he had hypnotized her to make her forget. He didn’t want her to regain her memory now because he was afraid that she would leave him after she regained her memory.
Fu Siye clenched his fists so tightly that the veins on the back of his hands bulged.
“Siye, you can’t be too selfish…” Shangguan Yu looked at Fu Siye. This was the first time she had criticized him like this.
Fu Siye tightened his grip. “Xiao Yu, I…”
“I’ve already endured the pain of the past. If I recall the past, I’ll definitely be fine. But if I can’t remember the past, I’ll keep thinking about it involuntarily. I’ll think about what had happened in the past and what had happened to that child. If I can’t control myself, my emotions will be volatile. I don’t want to hurt my baby again…”
Shangguan Yu paused for a moment. “Xiao Huan, you’ve been hypnotized and lost your memory. You should know how I feel.”
“Yes.” Mu Huan did understand. It was really uncomfortable to have a blank mind. She really couldn’t help but think about it.
“If my thoughts affect my baby because of the past, I…” Shangguan Yu became agitated as she spoke. Realizing that she had lost control of her emotions, she hurriedly took a deep breath to calm herself.
“I want to know the past! No matter what kind of past it is, I want to know! I don’t want this!”
Fu Siye’s hand bent the railing by the bed.
“I want to regain my memory! Xiao Huan!” Shangguan Yu looked at Mu Huan.
Mu Huan was about to say something when…
Fu Siye said, “Alright…”
No matter how scared he was that after she regained her memory, she would still insist on leaving him, he didn’t want her to hurt the child in her stomach because of this. Even if he would lose her, he didn’t want her to bear such pain again.
He couldn’t bear such pain either.
Mu Huan and Shangguan Yu looked at him at the same time.
Fu Siye was silent for a while before reaching out to hold Shangguan Yu’s hand. Then, he looked at Mu Huan and said, “Sister-in-law, can you go out for a while?”
He wanted to be alone with his wife for a while.
Perhaps this was the last time in his life that he could be so intimate with her.
He thought about how cold Shangguan Yu was before, how much she hated his approach, and how much she didn’t want to forgive him.
Fu Siye’s heart ached like he was having a heart attack.
He knew that one day, she would remember everything. He knew that such happiness was stolen. He knew…
But he did not expect this day to come so quickly.