Chapter 1051: How to Let Go (1)
“You make it sound like you’ll marry me if I wanted to marry you?”
“Although you’re not as gentle, obedient, and adorable as this cat, not as good-looking, and not as great as it is…” The beautiful senior brother said a series of things about how Mu Huan was inferior to the kitten.
Mu Huan broke out in a cold sweat.
“One has to carry on the family line. Hence, I can marry you if you want me to.”
Mu Huan: “…”
“But aren’t you going to marry Liu Changfeng?” The beautiful senior brother hugged his beloved cat.
He was a cat lover.
Mu Huan did not speak and only sighed.
“Is Bo Junyan unwilling to get a divorce?”
Mu Huan: “…”
“He definitely doesn’t want to. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have come looking for me and asked me to take you away,” the beautiful senior brother said.
“Bo Junyan looked for you?” Mu Huan was stunned.
“Yes.”
Mu Huan: “…”
Then…
“Previously, Junyan said that Master had defected and left the organization. You might have come looking for me to take my life. Why would he ask you to take me away?”
“If you had not pa.s.sed the test at that time, I would indeed have taken your life, because our Star Sect does not allow weaklings to exist, especially since you were Master’s last disciple.”
Mu Huan: “…”
“Since you’ve pa.s.sed the test, I naturally won’t want your life anymore. After Bo Junyan found out about this, he asked me to bring you away.”
“Are you very familiar with my husband?” If not, how could Bo Junyan be at ease to let him take her away?
“I owe him a favor.”
Mu Huan did not speak further.
She only lowered her head and ate quietly.
The beautiful senior brother caressed the cat in his arms and did not speak again.
After a while, Mu Huan was almost done eating.
“If you really can’t let go, then return to his side. After all, the deceased has pa.s.sed on. Your father wouldn’t want to see you like this.”
Mu Huan’s hand paused. Yes, her father wouldn’t want to see her like this.
Before he died, he was afraid that she would not be able to be with Bo Junyan because of this. He told her that she had to live well with Bo Junyan. He also said that she shouldn’t blame Bo Junyan’s grandfather and that he should thank him.
But it was precisely because of his words that she could not let go.
He had spent so much effort to give her a good life and protect her, but she could only watch him die.
Although he said that he had wanted to die a long time ago, she could see in his eyes that he was as reluctant as her granny.
They all wanted to live. They were good people. They had done nothing wrong.
But they died just like that.
Just like that, without any warning, they suddenly left.
She lost them forever.
She lost them so suddenly.
She couldn’t take it anymore.
The most unbearable death in this world was those that came suddenly.
Without any warning or preparation, she suddenly lost them.
When Mu Huan’s granny pa.s.sed away, she almost couldn’t get out again, let alone her father, who had saved her.
There were many reasons that she knew better than anyone else. The counseling given by the psychologists she had found was not as good as the counseling that she could give to herself. However, those words were useless.
She knew that all of this wasn’t Bo Junyan’s fault. Not only did she not blame him, but she also felt sorry for him. Every time she thought about how she was going to leave him, her heart ached so much that she couldn’t breathe.
But when she was with him, she couldn’t let go of that hatred.
Blood relations could not be cut off no matter what. Just look at how Old Master Meng had killed someone yet still did not receive the death sentence.