Chapter 1095: Feeling Empty (2)
She didn’t want to blame anyone or hate anyone. She just wanted to let it go and hope he never showed up in front of her again.
Before Fu Siye could say anything…
Shangguan Yu continued, “Siye, seeing you really hurts me. You make me unable to forget the pain of the past. I really want to forget everything.”
Fu Siye’s heart ached when he saw Shangguan Yu like this. He didn’t want her to be in so much pain, didn’t want her to live in the past and be unable to walk out of it. But should he let go? Should he let go and let her walk out of his life completely so that she could belong to another man in the future?
No! He couldn’t!
He would rather die than do that!
Thinking of that possibility, he reached out and grabbed Shangguan Yu’s hand tightly. “Xiao Yu, can we start over? I know you still love me!”
She could not let go of that pain, which meant that she could not let go of her love for him.
Although she didn’t have eyes only for him like before, she still loved him.
Shangguan Yu looked at him for a while. “I don’t want to love you anymore. Siye, let go.”
She couldn’t say that she didn’t love him anymore. Her love for him was too deep. Even though she was covered in scars, she had only him in her heart. She loved this man alone. However, she didn’t want to love him anymore. Right now, she only wanted to live well by herself. She didn’t want to be with him and didn’t wish for happiness anymore.
“I won’t let go! If you want me to let go, I’ll have to die!” Fu Siye told her. He would never let go. Only death could make him let go.
“Then just wait for the court’s verdict.” Shangguan Yu didn’t want to say anything else. In the past three years, she had tried persuading him to let go so many times. Now, whether he was willing or not, the court would still grant them a divorce.
Fu Siye looked at her determined face and said in pain, “Why? Xiao Yu, why are you so heartless when you’re still in love with me?”
“Because a divorce is all I want,” Shangguan Yu said.
“Xiao Yu…”
“I’m very busy,” Shangguan Yu said as she withdrew her hand and stood up to get busy.
Fu Siye did not stand up to chase after her. He knew that it was useless even if he did.
Not long after Shangguan Yu walked to the bar counter, several men came over and chatted with her. Fu Siye had seen one of them many times before. The other party’s intentions toward his wife were very obvious, but unlike in the past, he did not drag that person away, beat him up, and throw him into a dark alley so that he would never dare to appear in front of her again.
Because if he did that, his wife would be very angry. He had already made her very uncomfortable. He didn’t want to make her angry anymore. Besides, there were many other men who wanted to chase this man away. His wife was so outstanding, and there were too many men who wanted to woo her.
It was impossible to kill him. The best way to get rid of him was to make himself the only person in her eyes.
If only she could only have eyes for him like before…
He had once been sick of it and didn’t want it. Now he knew how precious it was.
He was willing to pay any price to return to the past so that she would still be the same person who had eyes only for him.
At this thought, Fu Siye suddenly thought of something. His hands trembled with excitement at first, then he stood up and walked out.
Although Shangguan Yu had returned to the bar counter and no longer cared about Fu Siye, as long as Fu Siye was in the coffee shop, he would constantly affect her, making it impossible for her not to notice him.
Hence, when he left, she instinctively looked over.
Usually, when Fu Siye came, he would stay in the shop for at least an hour or two. But today, he left so quickly.