The station-master and porters remember no such person.
But he was no ghost; for I have met him again this week, and upon the station platform. I had started at daybreak to fish up the stream that runs down the valley in curves roughly parallel to the railway embankment; and coming within sight of the station, a little before noon, I put up my tackle and strolled towards the booking-office. The water was much too fine for sport, and it seemed worth while to break off for a pipe and a look at the 12.26 train. Such are the simple pleasures of a country life.
I leant my rod against the wall, and was setting down my creel, when, glancing down the platform, I saw an old man seated on the furthest bench. Everybody knows how a pa.s.sing event, or impression, sometimes appears but a vain echo of previous experience. Something in the lines of this old man"s figure, as he leaned forward with both hands clasped upon his staff, gave me the sensation. "All this has happened before,"
I told myself. "He and I are playing over again some small and futile scene in our past lives. I wonder who he is, and what is the use of it?"
But there was something wanting in the picture to complete its resemblance to the scene for which I searched my memory.
The man had bent further forward, and was resting his chin on his hands and staring apathetically across the rails. Suddenly it dawned on me that there ought to be another figure on the bench--the figure of an old woman; and my memory ran back to the day after this railway was opened, when this man and his wife had sat together on the platform waiting to see the train come in--that fascinating monster whose advent had blotted out the very foundations of the old mill and driven its tenants to a strange home.
The mill had disappeared many months before that, but the white dust still hung in the creases of the miller"s clothes. He wore his Sunday hat and the Sunday polish on his shoes; and his wife was arrayed in her best Paisley shawl. She carried also a bunch of cottage flowers, withering in her large hot hand. It was clear they had never seen a locomotive before, and wished to show it all respect. They had taken a smaller house in the next valley, where they attempted to live on their savings; and had been trying vainly and pitifully to struggle with all the little habits that had been their life for thirty-five years, and to adapt them to new quarters. Their faces were weary, but flushed with expectation. The man kept looking up the line, and declaring that he heard the rumble of the engine in the distance; and whenever he said this, his wife pulled the shawl more primly about her shoulders, straightened her back, and nervously re-arranged her posy.
When at length the whistle screamed out, at the head of the vale, I thought they were going to tumble off the bench. The woman went white to the lips, and stole her disengaged hand into her husband"s.
"Startlin" at first, hey?" he said, bravely winning back his composure: "but "tis wunnerful what control the driver has, they tell me. They only employ the cleverest men--"
A rattle and roar drowned the rest of his words, and he blinked and leant back, holding the woman"s hand and tapping it softly as the engine rushed down with a blast of white vapour hissing under its fore wheels, and the carriages clanked upon each other, and the whole train came to a standstill before us.
The station-master and porter walked down the line of carriages, bawling out the name of the station. The driver leaned out over his rail, and the guard, standing by the door of his van, with a green flag under his arm, looked enquiringly at me and at the old couple on the bench. But I had only strolled up to have a look at the new train, and meant to resume my fishing as soon as it had pa.s.sed. And the miller sat still, holding his wife"s hand.
They were staring with all their eyes--not resentfully, though face to face with the enemy that had laid waste their habitation and swept all comfort out of their lives; but with a simple awe. Manifestly, too, they expected something more to happen. I saw the old woman searching the incurious features of the few pa.s.sengers, and I thought her own features expressed some disappointment.
"This," observed the guard scornfully, pulling out his watch as he spoke, "is what you call traffic in these parts."
The station-master was abashed, and forced a deprecatory laugh. The guard--who was an up-country man--treated this laugh with contempt, and blew his whistle sharply. The driver answered, and the train moved on.
I was gazing after it when a woeful exclamation drew my attention back to the bench.
"Why, "tis gone!"
"Gone?" echoed the miller"s wife. "Of course "tis gone; and of all the dilly-dallyin" men, I must say, John, you"m the dilly-dalliest. Why didn" you say we wanted to ride?"
"I thought, maybe, they"d have axed us. "Twouldn" ha" been polite to thrust oursel"s forrard if they didn" want our company. Besides, I thought they"d be here for a brave while--"
"You was always a man of excuses. You knew I"d set my heart "pon this feat."
I had left them to patch up their little quarrel. But the scene stuck in my memory, and now, as I walked down the platform towards the single figure on the bench, I wondered, amusedly, if the woman had at length taken the ride alone, and if the procrastinating husband sat here to welcome her back.
As I drew near, I took note of his clothes for the first time.
There was no white dust in the creases to-day. In fact, he wore the workhouse suit.
I sat down beside him, and asked if he remembered a certain small boy who had used to draw dace out of his mill-pond. With some difficulty he recalled my features, and by decrees let out the story of his life during the last ten years.
He and his wife had fought along in their new house, hiding their discomfort from each other, and abiding the slow degrees by which their dwelling should change into a home. But before that change was worked, the woman fell under a paralytic stroke, and their savings, on which they had just contrived to live, threatened to be swallowed up by the doctor"s bill. After considering long, the miller wrote off to his only son, a mechanic in the Plymouth Dockyard, and explained the case. This son was a man of forty or thereabouts, was married, and had a long family. He could not afford to take the invalid into his house for nothing; but his daughters would look after their grandmother and she should have good medical care as well, if she came on a small allowance.
"So the only thing to be done, sir, was for my old woman to go."
"And you--?"
"Oh, I went into the "House." You see, there wasn" enough for both, livin" apart."
I stared down the line to the spot where the mill-wheel had hummed so pleasantly, and the compa.s.sionate sentence I was about to utter withered up and died on my lips.
"But to-day--Oh, to-day, sir--"
"What"s happening to-day?"
"She"s comin" down to see me for an hour or two; an" I"ve got a holiday to meet her. "Tis our Golden Weddin", sir."
"But why are you meeting her at this station instead of Tregarrick?
She can"t walk, and you have no horse and trap; whereas there"s always a "bus at Tregarrick."
"Well, you see, sir, there"s a very tidy little cottage below where they sell ginger-beer, an" I"ve got a whack o" vittles in the basket here, besides what William is bringin"--William an" his wife are comin" down with her. They"ll take her back by the last train up; an"
I thought, as "twas so little a while, an" the benches here are so comfortable, we"d pa.s.s our day "pon the platform here. "Tis within sight o" the old home, too, or ruther o" the spot where the old home used to be: an" though "tis little notice she seems to take o" things, one never can tell if poor creatures in that state _hain"t_ pleased behind all their dazed looks. What do you think, sir?"
The whistle sounded up the valley, and mercifully prevented my answer.
I saw the woman for an instant as she was brought out of the train and carried to the bench. She did not recognise the man she had married fifty years before: but as we moved out of the station, he was sitting beside her, his face transfigured with a solemn joy.
SCHOOL FRIENDS.
"What ho, there!"
At this feudal summons I turned, and spied the Bashaw elbowing his way towards me through the Fleet Street crowd, his hat and tie askew and his big face a red beacon of goodwill. He fell on my neck, and we embraced.
"Is me recreant child returned? Is he tired at last av annihilatin"
all that"s made to a green thought in a green shade? An" did he homesickun by the Cornish Coast for the Street that Niver Sleeps, an" the whirroo an" stink av her, an" the _foomum et opase strepitumke_--to drink delight av battle with his peers, an" see the great Achilles whom he knew--meanin" meself?" The Bashaw"s style in conversation, as in print, bristles with allusion.
I shook my head.
"I go back to-morrow, I hope. Business brought me up, and as soon as it"s settled I pack."
"Too quick despairer--but I take it ye"ll be bound just now for the Cheese. Right y"are; and I"ll do meself the honour to lunch wid ye, at your expense."
Everyone knows and loves the Bashaw, _alias_ the O"Driscoll, that genial failure. Generations of Fleet Street youths have taken advice and help from him: have prospered, grown reputable, rich, and even famous: and have left him where he stood. n.o.body can remember the time when O"Driscoll was not; though, to judge from his appearance, he must have stepped upon the town from between the covers of an ill.u.s.trated keepsake, such as our grandmothers loved--so closely he resembles the Corsair of that period, with his ripe cheeks, melting eyes, and black curls that twist like the young tendrils of a vine. The curls are dyed now-a-days, and his waist is not what it used to be in the picture-books; but time has worn nothing off his temper. He is perennially enthusiastic, and can still beat any journalist in London in describing a Lord Mayor"s Show.
"You behould in me," he went on, with a large hand on my shoulder, "the victum av a recent eviction--a penniless outcast. "Tis no beggar"s pet.i.tion that I"ll be profferin", however, but a bargun. Give me a salad, a pint av hock, an" fill me pipe wid the Only Mixture, an" I"ll repay ye across the board wid a narrative--the sort av G.o.d-forsaken, ord"nary thrifle that you youngsters turn into copy--may ye find forgiveness! "Tis no use to me whatever. Ted O"Driscoll"s instrument was iver the big drum, and he knows his limuts."
"Yes, me boy," he resumed, five minutes later, as he sat in the Cheshire Cheese, beneath Dr. Johnson"s portrait, balancing a black-handled knife between his first and second fingers, and nodding good-fellowship to every journalist in the room, "the apartment in Bloomsbury is desolut; the furnichur"--what was lift av ut--dispa.r.s.ed; the leopard an" the lizard keep the courts where O"Driscoll gloried an" drank deep; an" the wild a.s.s--meanin" by that the midical student on the fourth floor--stamps overhead, but cannot break his sleep. I"ve been evicted: that"s the long and short av ut. Lord help me!--I"d have fared no worse in the ould country--here"s to her! Think what immortal copy I"d have made out av the regrettable incident over there!" His voice broke, but not for self-pity. It always broke when he mentioned Ireland.
"Is it comfort ye"d be speakin"?" he began again, filling his gla.s.s.
"Me dear fellow, divvle a doubt I"ll fetch round tight an" safe. Ould Mick Sullivan--he that built the _Wild Girl_, the fastest vessel that iver put out av Limerick--ould Mick Sullivan used to swear he"d make any ship seaworthy that didn" leak worse than a five-barred gate. An"
that"s me, more or less. I"m an ould campaigner. But listen to this.
Me feelin"s have been wrung this day, and that sorely. I promised ye the story, an" I must out wid ut, whether or no."
It was the hour when the benches of the Cheese begin to empty. My work was over for the day, and I disposed myself to listen.