"Then come and say good-night to Madame de Rastignac, who is preparing to take leave."
In his eagerness to get to the minister"s wife, he forgot to give his own wife his arm. Sallenauve was more thoughtful. As they walked together in the wake of her husband, Madame de l"Estorade said,--
"I saw you talking for a long time with Monsieur de Rastignac; did he practise his well-known seductions upon you?"
"Do you think he succeeded?" replied Sallenauve.
"No; but such attempts to capture are always disagreeable, and I beg you to believe that I was not a party to the plot. I am not so violently ministerial as my husband."
"Nor I as violently revolutionary as they think."
"I trust that these annoying politics, which have already produced a jar between you and Monsieur de l"Estorade, may not disgust you with the idea of being counted among our friends."
"That is an honor, madame, for which I can only be grateful."
"It is not an honor but a pleasure that I hoped you would find in it,"
said Madame de l"Estorade, quickly. "I say, with Nais, if I had saved the life of a friend"s child, I should cease to be ceremonious with her."
So saying, and without listening to his answer, she disengaged her arm quickly from that of Sallenauve, and left him rather astonished at the tone in which she had spoken.
In seeing Madame de l"Estorade so completely docile to the advice, more clever than prudent, perhaps, of Madame de Camps, the reader, we think, can scarcely be surprised. A certain attraction has been evident for some time on the part of the frigid countess not only to the preserver of her daughter, but to the man who under such romantic and singular circ.u.mstances had come before her mind. Carefully considered, Madame de l"Estorade is seen to be far from one of those impa.s.sible natures which resist all affectionate emotions except those of the family. With a beauty that was partly Spanish, she had eyes which her friend Louise de Chaulieu declared could ripen peaches. Her coldness was not what physicians call congenital; her temperament was an acquired one.
Marrying from _reason_ a man whose mental insufficiency is very apparent, she made herself love him out of pity and a sense of protection. Up to the present time, by means of a certain atrophy of heart, she had succeeded, without one failure, in making Monsieur de l"Estorade perfectly happy. With the same instinct, she had exaggerated the maternal sentiment to an almost inconceivable degree, until in that way she had fairly stifled all the other cravings of her nature. It must be said, however, that the success she had had in accomplishing this hard task was due in a great measure to _the circ.u.mstance_ of Louise de Chaulieu. To her that dear mistaken one was like the drunken slave whom the Spartans made a living lesson to their children; and between the two friends a sort of tacit wager was established. Louise having taken the side of romantic pa.s.sion, Renee held firmly to that of superior reason; and in order to win the game, she had maintained a courage of good sense and wisdom which might have cost her far more to practise without this incentive. At the age she had now reached, and with her long habit of self-control, we can understand how, seeing, as she believed, the approach of a love against which she had preached so vehemently, she should instantly set to work to rebuff it; but a man who did not feel that love, while thinking her ideally beautiful, and who possibly loved elsewhere,--a man who had saved her child from death and asked no recompense, who was grave, serious, and preoccupied in an absorbing enterprise,--why should she still continue to think such a man dangerous? Why not grant to him, without further hesitation, the lukewarm sentiment of friendship?
VI. CURIOSITY THAT CAME WITHIN AN ACE OF BEING FATAL
On returning to Ville d"Avray, Sallenauve was confronted by a singular event. Who does not know how sudden events upset the whole course of our lives, and place us, without our will, in compromising positions?
Sallenauve was not mistaken in feeling serious anxiety as to the mental state of his friend Marie-Gaston.
When that unfortunate man had left the scene of his cruel loss immediately after the death of his wife, he would have done a wiser thing had he then resolved never to revisit it. Nature, providentially ordered, provides that if those whose nearest and dearest are struck by the hand of death accept the decree with the resignation which ought to follow the execution of all necessary law, they will not remain too long under the influence of their grief. Rousseau has said, in his famous letter against suicide: "Sadness, weariness of spirit, regret, despair are not lasting sorrows, rooted forever in the soul; experience will always cast out that feeling of bitterness which makes us at first believe our grief eternal."
But this truth ceases to be true for imprudent and wilful persons, who seek to escape the first anguish of sorrow by flight or some violent distraction. All mental and moral suffering is a species of illness which, taking time for its specific, will gradually wear out, in the long run, of itself. If, on the contrary, it is not allowed to consume itself slowly on the scene of its trouble, if it is fanned into flame by motion or violent remedies, we hinder the action of nature; we deprive ourselves of the blessed relief of comparative forgetfulness, promised to those who will accept their suffering, and so transform it into a chronic affection, the memories of which, though hidden, are none the less true and deep.
If we violently oppose this salutary process, we produce an acute evil, in which the imagination acts upon the heart; and as the latter from its nature is limited, while the former is infinite, it is impossible to calculate the violence of the impressions to which a man may yield himself.
When Marie-Gaston returned to the house at Ville d"Avray, after two years" absence, he fancied that only a tender if melancholy memory awaited him; but not a step could he make without recalling his lost joys and the agony of losing them. The flowers that his wife had loved, the lawns, the trees just budding into greenness under the warm breath of May,--they were here before his eyes; but she who had created this beauteous nature was lying cold in the earth. Amid all the charms and elegances gathered to adorn this nest of their love, there was nothing for the man who rashly returned to that dangerous atmosphere but sounds of lamentation, the moans of a renewed and now ever-living grief.
Alarmed himself at the vertigo of sorrow which seized him, Marie-Gaston shrank, as Sallenauve had said, from taking the last step in his ordeal; he had calmly discussed with his friend the details of the mausoleum he wished to raise above the mortal remains of his beloved Louise, but he had not yet brought himself to visit her grave in the village cemetery where he had laid them. There was everything, therefore, to fear from a grief which time had not only not a.s.suaged, but, on the contrary, had increased by duration, until it was sharper and more intolerable than before.
The gates were opened by Philippe, the old servant, who had been const.i.tuted by Madame Gaston majordomo of the establishment.
"How is your master?" asked Sallenauve.
"He has gone away, monsieur," replied Philippe.
"Gone away!"
"Yes, monsieur; with that English gentleman whom monsieur left here with him."
"But without a word to me! Do you know where they have gone?"
"After dinner, which went off very well, monsieur suddenly gave orders to pack his travelling-trunk; he did part of it himself. During that time the Englishman, who said he would go into the park and smoke, asked me privately where he could go to write a letter without monsieur seeing him. I took him to my room; but I did not dare question him about this journey, for I never saw any one with such forbidding and uncommunicative manners. By the time the letter was written monsieur was ready, and without giving me any explanation they both got into the Englishman"s carriage, and I heard one of them say to the coachman, "Paris.""
"What became of the letter?" asked Sallenauve.
"It is there in my room, where the Englishman gave it me secretly. It is addressed to monsieur."
"Fetch it at once, my dear man," cried Sallenauve.
After reading the letter, his face seemed to Philippe convulsed.
"Tell them not to unharness," he said; and he read the letter through a second time.
When the old servant returned after executing the order, Sallenauve asked him at what hour they had started.
"About nine," answered Philippe.
"Three hours in advance!" muttered the deputy, looking at his watch, and returning to the carriage which had brought him. As he was getting into it, the old majordomo forced himself to say,--
"Monsieur found no bad news in that letter, did he?"
"No; but your master may be absent for some time; keep the house in good order." Then he said to the coachman, "Paris!"
The next day, quite early in the morning, Monsieur de l"Estorade was in his study, employed in a rather singular manner. It will be remembered that on the day when Sallenauve, then Dorlange the sculptor, had sent him the bust of Madame de l"Estorade, he had not found a place where, as he thought, the little masterpiece had a proper light. From the moment that Rastignac hinted to him that his intercourse with the sculptor, now deputy, might injure him at court, he had agreed with his son Armand that the artist had given to Madame de l"Estorade the air of a grisette; but now that Sallenauve, by his resistance to ministerial blandishments, had taken an openly hostile att.i.tude to the government, that bust seemed to the peer of France no longer worthy of exhibition, and the worthy man was now engaged in finding some dark corner where, without recourse to the absurdity of actually hiding it, it would be out of range to the eyes of visitors, whose questions as to its maker he should no longer be forced to answer. He was therefore perched on the highest step of his library ladder, holding in his hands the gift of the sculptor, and preparing to relegate it to the top of a bookcase, where it was destined to keep company with an owl and a cormorant shot by Armand during the recent holidays and stuffed by paternal pride, when the door of the study opened and Lucas announced,--
"Monsieur Philippe."
The age of the old majordomo and the confidential post he occupied in Marie-Gaston"s establishment seemed to the factotum of the house of l"Estorade to authorize the designation of "monsieur,"--a civility expectant of return, be it understood.
Descending from his eminence, the peer of France asked Philippe what brought him, and whether anything had happened at Ville d"Avray. The old servant related the singular departure of his master, and the no less singular departure of Sallenauve without a word of explanation; then he added,--
"This morning, while putting monsieur"s room in order, a letter addressed to Madame le comtesse fell out of a book. As the letter was sealed and all ready to be sent, I supposed that monsieur, in the hurry of departure, had forgotten to tell me to put it in the post. I thought therefore I had better bring it here myself. Perhaps Madame la comtesse will find in it some explanation of this sudden journey, about which I have dreamed all night."
Monsieur de l"Estorade took the letter.
"Three black seals!" he said.
"The color doesn"t surprise me," replied Philippe; "for since Madame"s death monsieur has not laid off his mourning; but I do think three seals are rather strange."
"Very well," said Monsieur de l"Estorade; "I will give the letter to my wife."
"If there should be anything in it to ease my mind about monsieur, would Monsieur le comte be so kind as to let me know?" said Philippe.
"You can rely on that, my good fellow. _Au revoir_."
"I beg Monsieur le comte"s pardon for offering an opinion," said the majordomo, not accepting the leave just given him to depart; "but in case the letter contained some bad news, doesn"t Monsieur le comte think that it would be best for him to know of it, in order to prepare Madame la comtesse for the shock?"