"If I ever find her--yes. It"s the only decent thing I can do."
"How do you figure that?"
"I went away a sick man and a poor one; I come back as sound as a bell, and if not exactly a plutocrat, at least better off than I ever expected to be in this life.... To all intents and purposes I _made_ her a partner to a bargain she disliked; well, I"ll be hanged if I"m going to hedge now, when I look a better matrimonial risk, perhaps: if she still wants my name, she can have it."
Drummond laughed quietly. "If that"s how you feel," he said, "I can only give you one piece of professional advice."
"What"s that?"
"Find your wife."
After a moment of puzzled thought, Whitaker admitted ruefully: "You"re right. There"s the rub."
"I"m afraid you won"t find it an easy job. I did my best without uncovering a trace of her."
"You followed up that letter, of course?"
"I did my best; but, my dear fellow, almost anybody with a decent appearance can manage to write a note on Waldorf stationery. I made sure of one thing--the management knew nothing of the writer under either her maiden name or yours."
"Did you try old Thurlow?"
"Her father died within eight weeks from the time you ran away. He left everything to charity, by the way. Unforgiving blighter."
"Well, there"s her sister, Mrs. Pett.i.t."
"She heard of the marriage first through me," a.s.serted Drummond. "Your wife had never come near her--nor even sent her a line. She could give me no information whatever."
"You don"t think she purposely misled you--?"
"Frankly I don"t. She seemed sincerely worried, when we talked the matter over, and spoke in a most convincing way of her fruitless attempts to trace the young woman through a private detective agency."
"Still, she may know now," Whitaker said doubtfully. "She may have heard something since. I"ll have a word with her myself."
"Address," observed Drummond, dryly: "the American Emba.s.sy, Berlin....
Pett.i.t"s got some sort of a minor diplomatic berth over there."
"O the devil!... But, anyway, I can write."
"Think it over," Drummond advised. "Maybe it might be kinder not to."
"Oh, I don"t know--"
"You"ve given me to understand you were pretty comfy on the other side of the globe. Why not let sleeping dogs lie?"
"It"s the lie that bothers me--the living lie. It isn"t fair to her."
"Rather sudden, this solicitude--what?" Drummond asked with open sarcasm.
"I daresay it does look that way. But I can"t see that it"s the decent thing for me to let things slide any longer. I"ve got to try to find her. She may be ill--dest.i.tute--in desperate trouble again--"
Drummond"s eyebrows went up whimsically. "You surely don"t mean me to infer that your affections are involved?"
This brought Whitaker up standing. "Good heavens--no!" he cried. He moved to a window and stared rudely at the Post Office Building for a time. "I"m going to find her just the same--if she still lives," he announced, turning back.
"Would you know her if you saw her?"
"I don"t know." Whitaker frowned with annoyance. "She"s six years older--"
"A woman often develops and changes amazingly between the ages of eighteen and twenty-four."
"I know," Whitaker acknowledged with dejection.
"Well, but what _was_ she like?" Drummond pursued curiously.
Whitaker shook his head. "It"s not easy to remember. Matter of fact, I don"t believe I ever got one good square look at her. It was twilight in the hotel, when I found her; we sat talking in absolute darkness, toward the end; even in the minister"s study there was only a green-shaded lamp on the table; and on the train--well, we were both too much worked up, I fancy, to pay much attention to details."
"Then you really haven"t any idea--?"
"Oh, hardly." Whitaker"s thin brown hand gesticulated vaguely. "She was tall, slender, pale, at the awkward age...."
"Blonde or brune?"
"I swear I don"t know. She wore one of those funny knitted caps, tight down over her hair, all the time."
Drummond laughed quietly. "Rather an inconclusive description, especially if you advertise. "Wanted: the wife I married six years ago and haven"t seen since; tall, slender, pale, at the awkward age; wore one of those funny knit--""
"I don"t feel in a joking humour," Whitaker interrupted roughly. "It"s a serious matter and wants serious treatment.... What else have we got to mull over?"
Drummond shrugged suavely. "There"s enough to keep us busy for several hours," he said. "For instance, there"s my stewardship."
"Your which?"
"My care of your property. You left a good deal of money and securities lying round loose, you know; naturally I felt obliged to look after "em.
There was no telling when Widow Whitaker might walk in and demand an accounting. I presume we might as well run over the account--though it is getting late."
"Half-past four," Whitaker informed him, consulting his watch. "Take too long for to-day. Some other time."
"To-morrow suit you?"
"To-morrow"s Sunday," Whitaker objected. "But there"s no hurry at all."
Drummond"s reply was postponed by the office boy, who popped in on the heels of a light knock.
"Mr. Max"s outside," he announced.
"O the deuce!" The exclamation seemed to escape Drummond"s lips involuntarily. He tightened them angrily, as though regretting the lapse of self-control, and glanced hurriedly askance to see if Whitaker had noticed. "I"m busy," he added, a trace sullenly. "Tell him I"ve gone out."
"But he"s got "nappointment," the boy protested. "And besides, I told him you was in."